previously sadlykook

✧･ﾟ✧･ here's what i know: my eating disorder 300% ruined my life, please don't be an idiot and do anything i ever do. this is basically a rant zone for me. oh yeah and i'm not always very active. Take Care My Dude. ✧･ﾟ✧･

[sunnyoongi]

Restored Yoongi

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Credit to: Suga on the Beat

[tearsforbeauty]

This is not lovely

Eating Disorder will kill us

If you are new

and decide to stay

this will be the end

of happiness

of freedom

of everything you have ever loved

if you are new here

escape

escape quickly

[thankyouforstaying]

you’re not strong if you decline a meal you love

you’re strong if you let yourself enjoy it even though your disorder is screaming at you not to

[hcseokie]

every time i hear namjoon say ‘hey turn it up’ in the fire my ass combusts

[imtryinggokay]

Don’t.Use.Pro.Recovery. Tags.On.Meanspo.

Or thinspo

Or sweespo

And sure as hell not bonespo!

Look I don’t care if you are ‘pro recovery’. You are posting to a tag that people who are considering/are in recovery search through, and these things can seriously trigger people.

[thestarvingsolution]

i got up to close my bedroom door and suddenly i was at the floor like... i just blacked out for a second there

[punchalocalpedo]

To the people new to “the map community”

I’ve been seeing a lot of 13-14 year olds on here calling themselves maps and they’re almost always rape victims. That shit has all the earmarks of being groomed. You guys are minors. I don’t think you guys realize how much of target for predators you are in the pedophile community on here.

I have a suspicion that some of the older pedophiles on this site found you after you said you had been raped as a child.

I have a suspicion that they were incredibly comforting and kind to you at first before they started talking to you about being a “map”.

And they probably started with

“Oh, it’s not about sex for me. I just really want to date a toddler. Toddlers are cute, right? And anyway it’s natural to be attracted to 17 year olds right? It’s kind of the same thing. I’d never hurt anyone. ”

I have a feeling they slowly drew you in until you were just like them.

You are young. You could still make it. And I am telling you that these people are preying on you. Do not let them make you think this shit is normal and healthy. They want to make you like the person that hurt you and you have to do everything you can to end that cycle. Nobody starts out a rapist. That shit is a slow crawl and it starts with fantasizing about it.

Acknowledge that,

See a therapist,

Cut yourself off from predators masquerading as your friends.

Choose to focus on something else when those thoughts happen instead of reveling in them like the people on this site.

Stay away from kids until they stop altogether.

You can get better but the map community is only going to drag you down so they can convince themselves they aren’t sick.

Or worse, they are grooming you into easier target for the offenders on this site. They know that if you think pedophilia is okay then you won’t fight back.

Fantasizing about raping children is never okay. That is not up for debate. Even if you never touch a kid.

[100reasonstorecover-blog]

Eating Disorder Recovery Websites

1) http://eatingdisorderrecovery.com/index.php/home - Features a free eating disorder recovery workbook that helps you manage eating disorder symptoms. Includes blogs to help inspire eating disorder recovery. Allows visitors to post and discuss problems and questions in a forum that is monitored.

2) http://www.recoveryboat.com/ - A website that offers peer support for eating disorder recovery. This site includes a forum for those struggling. It also provides basic information about eating disorders for those suffering and those supporting a loved one who is suffering. Lastly, it provides some therapy exercises that can help overcome eating disorder behaviours and symptoms.

3)      http://www.something-fishy.org/ - An all exclusive website that provides a treatment finder, forums, eating disorder information, hotlines, and more. This site even includes resources for books and self-help worksheets to help combat eating disorder symptoms and behaviours.

4) http://www.webiteback.com/ - A pro-recovery website that exists to help others overcome their eating disorder and to combat pro-ana websites. This site provides a forum for users to post on to get advice and share struggles of their eating disorder. This site also provides an extensive resource list for those struggling.

5)  http://www.nedic.ca/index.shtml – The National Eating Disorder Information Centre. This website features all you need to know about eating disorders. It has a resource library that includes links on where to get help. NEDIC runs public service announcements and campaigns that you can get involved with in your own community.

6) http://www.eatingdisordersblogs.com/ - This site is a compilation of blogs written by different people to help inspire you to overcome your eating disorder. You can find blogs written by Doris Smeltzer, Karen Koenig, and even Jenni Schaefer. These blogs provide information on eating disorders, skills you can use to recover, and resources you can access.

7) http://www.mirror-mirror.org/ - This is a site dedicated to help promote awareness for eating disorders. It helps to educate about the dangers of eating disorders. It also has links to resources on getting support for your eating disorder. It provides information on relapses and has a relapse prevention plan. It gives a lot of ideas on coping skills to deal with the hard emotions you feel instead of using eating disorder symptoms.

8) http://www.nationaleatingdisorders.org/ - This website is dedicated to advocacy for eating disorder recovery. It provides resources to help teach about what eating disorders really look like. This site provides resources for recovery as well. This is the organization that holds the National Eating Disorder Awareness Week, held at the end of February. This site provides stories of hope that encourages others to seek out recovery.

9) http://eatingdisorderscoalition.org/ - Advocacy at its best! This site is your guide to help get legislators and representatives to hear your voice and get legal action for eating disorder help and recovery. You can find facts and information about eating disorders on this site. You can learn how you can advocate and lobby for eating disorder recovery at the federal and state level.

10) http://www.mentorconnect-ed.org/ - A website that pairs mentors and mentees together to help support those in eating disorder recovery. The purpose is to pair those who have been in recovery and those who are struggling with an eating disorder to share experiences, provide guidance and to help each other through the journey of recovery. 

[petite-pastel]

Reblogging this every time I see it.

Please take care of yourself. Recovery always is an option.

[stick-thin-doll-deactivated2018]

Recovery is hard, but it’s beautiful and worth it! I promise you can get your life back

[beingskinnyisntworththis]

Recovery is always an option. I may not be choosing to recover at the moment but I will support every single one of you. Just ask for my non-ana Tumblr if you still want to talk.

[thestarvingsolution]

always reblog

[daintyythin]

TIPS FOR NEW ANA’s ♡

Listen to me.

Get the fuck out. NOW.

How does being half bald sound?

Not being able to have kids when your older.

Your brain slowly dying, and eating itself to survive.

Go get help, please.

You’re beautiful and worth it, stop scrolling delete tumblr, your Instagram, your thinspo because you don’t need to look like that to be beautiful.

There are so many numbers you can call for help. Stay safe, go get a real life xx

[skinnyisadrug]

I reblog every time 💯

[freshmoviequotes]

To the Bone (2017)

[skinnydreamqueen]

REBLOG IF YOU’RE LGBT+ AND YOU HAVE AN EATING DISORDER

❤💙💚💛💜

[so-prettyy-deactivated20180621]

🍊 eating reminder!

Please, eat something small now. I know it’s hard and i know you probably won’t do this, am i right? But i should at least try, why not. Sooo.. Yeah i recommemd fruits 🍉

(reblog this for others - they should eat something too 💗)

[the-fat-barbie-diary]

Tfw the laxatives kick in and the cramps come with it

[thestarvingsolution]

i tried to fight it back but,

my eating disorder is winning 

🎀  𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝒾𝓉'𝓈 𝓀𝒾𝒸𝓀𝒾𝓃𝑔 𝓂𝓎 𝒶𝓈𝓈  🎀

[life-of-a-overweight-bulimic]

Skinny Girl: skips dinner.

Everyone: OMG are you ok, please eat something. We are worried.

Overweight girl with an eating disorder: skips dinner.

Everyone: OMG great job. Keep up the good work!!!!!!!

[thestarvingsolution]

I know it is not a question but please, eat sth, even small tomato or a slice of cucumber ;) I don't want you to pass out from starvation! Also, idk, maybe try to do something for yourself, for feeling better? You know, such small things like putting a face cream for your moisturize? Please, take care of yourself! I am worried about you! Or maybe take a nap, little rest will be good as well ;)

I’m sorry but I’m really ill, my stomach can’t handle any type of food and my throat hurts a lot.and please don’t worry about me fainting sweetie, I’m not doing anything for the next day and i will try to eat something before going to college! <3i just showered and i’m going to take a nap with a heating pack to my stomach ^-^again please don’t worry, take care of yourself too <333333

[love-beauty-experience]