i was at my lowest and u didn't care

this is a vent blog ❗️TW sh, sui-thoughts, depression, self hatred, eating struggles ❗️ *safe space for everyone* I wanna help as good as I can, don't hesitate to send an ask!

[thestatenobodyfoundmein]

when you start to stop caring abt the things you stayed alive for so now you just get scared of yourself bc you might low-key kys

[thestatenobodyfoundmein]

can someone kill me rn please

[cosmo-eater]

those teens who sit in their rooms crying themselves to sleep were once kids with light in their eyes and hope in their hearts

[thestatenobodyfoundmein]

i am my parents’ child and i hate it

[thestatenobodyfoundmein]

i will fucking kill myself

How does one even survive this pressure????

[thestatenobodyfoundmein]

I want to love. I don’t even need to be loved or be in any kind of relationship or anything else. I just want to love people. But it would result in talking anyways which would resultin me misinterpreting and disappointing them which leads to me hating myself more. Which is why I am afraid to make new friends or form friendships in any way.

[thestatenobodyfoundmein]

if I misgender myself one more fucking time I will rip off my skin

[decayingrealityaime]

[le-insomni-e]

god, i wish i were gone already. forgotten. as if i never existed at all.

[magical-sickness]

Why rot in bed if I could be rotting six meters underground?!?!?

[lost-ang3l]

𝒟ℴ𝓃𝓉 𝓀𝓃ℴ𝓌 𝓌𝒽𝒶𝓉 𝓉ℴ 𝒹ℴ 𝓃ℴ𝓌

[thestatenobodyfoundmein]

so maybe I’m a masochist

[thestatenobodyfoundmein]

ah yes, i did it again.

[thestatenobodyfoundmein]

gotta cut some place a swimsuit can hide. wtf. why did i say yes to swimming. wth is wrong with me.

[loveridden1999]

what doesn't kill you makes you overshare on the internet

[thestatenobodyfoundmein]

is it too late to kms now? I mean i‘m almost done with all my fuckass projects and exams… doesnt make sense now. but i‘m only almost done. But i‘ve done too much for it to kms now…

[zeherindeed]

I WANT TO LEAVE THIS FUCKING PLACE AND NEVER COME BACK