the sun and her thoughts

she lives amongst the stars and shares the love with the moon, so that we may live in light and love the dark

[thesunandherthoughts]

there’s an artist i’m becoming obsessed with but i can’t find them anywhere except on streaming platforms, if anyone can help me find “la mar”, i’ll truly be grateful 😭💌

[thesunandherthoughts]

she is the sun

she is the light

she is alone

but in her might

she brings joy

and destroys the loneliness

for others in sight

she is love

in which she shares

even if it tears

her heart

apart.

- me, NB

[thehopefulquotes]

“We mature with the damage, not with the years.”

— Mateus William

[thesunandherthoughts]

i don’t like feeling this anxiety.

really wish i could read minds because i’m tired of trying to guess, doubt and hope truly come hand in hand for me.

i wish i could be seen and respected. wish people did the same for me. all i want is the energy and the effort i show to be reciprocated sometimes. maybe i’m just asking for too much or expecting a love that doesn’t exist…

[thesunandherthoughts]

i don’t think i’m okay, i feel so naked emotionally. kind of want everything to pause because nothing can just be easy for me. feel like the universe is saying fuck you for the millionth time.

[thesunandherthoughts]

all i wanna say is that no matter how vulnerable i seem, i am still holding back.

[thesunandherthoughts]

maybe i need to say no.

maybe i need to allow myself comfort.

maybe people don’t care enough to speak the truth.

all i’ve ever wanted was to be heard and understood.

i think it’s time i care less about others comforts and respect my own.

i expect the same, yet it doesn’t get reciprocated back.

i wish people knew how bad i feel, how much guilt i carry when i do me for me once in a while. i wish people could feel the pain i feel when i feel like i’m not caring enough. i want to be more selfish but i truly struggle to love myself and stand up for myself. it is a battle in every moment. it is doubt built upon doubt and guilt and wanting to be accepted and loved.

[perfectquote]

“Even now, as broken as you may feel, you are still so strong. There’s something to be said for how you hold yourself together and keep moving, even though you feel like shattering. Don’t stop. This is your healing. It doesn’t have to be pretty, or graceful. You just have to keep going.”

— Maxwell Diawuoh

[thoughtkick]

“Im sorry to all the people I hurt whilst I was hurting.”

— Unknown

[thesunandherthoughts]

i never thought i could cause pain knowing how it feels to be lost, broken and lonely.

[thehopefulquotes]

“And I’d choose you; in a hundred lifetimes, in a hundred worlds, in any version of reality, I’d find you and I’d choose you.”

— Unknown

[thesunandherthoughts]

a love letter to sunsets

a collision of earth

and fading light

cloud formations create a kaleidoscope of colours

a wave of fuchsia and watermelon

along the horizon

a splattered blob as if copying a blush rose

amongst the vast shades of blue there are tinges of lavenders and lilacs dancing across the oceans mirror

look to the sky for it darkens

colour fights to be seen

so that one may paint it’s beauty

and their memory forever held by the beholder

a beautiful cycle of death that we observe

reborn each day so that we may see it’s glory and remind ourselves that we are worthy to live and create

goodbye blēo, we will meet again tomorrow and everyday forward until i am no longer

do not be sad the day i am gone for another will begin to adore you as i adore you

- the eyes and words of an artist