♤Icarus♤

(I am 18+) Likely won't post much for a long time, dealing with a lot of personal stuff rn.

[icarushasfallenfromthestars]

Hello! I'm Icarus. Wonderful to meet you and I hope to get to know you better in the future! - ☀️

Dream SMP Masterlist & Request Rules

[thesunicarusfellfor]

For legal reasons (/j) I have to state that this account is a side account of icarushasfallenfromthestars. I am not stealing any work when I repost on there.

[thesunicarusfellfor]

ATTENTION FOR THOSE WHO WANT ME TO WRITE TECHNO

Okay, so if you haven't seen it yet, Techno has cancer. Now he did say it wasnt severe compared to others but it's still cancer.

Out of absolute respect for what he's going through right now, I will not be accepting Techno requests and everything I've written so far will be on hold.

[thesunicarusfellfor]

Hey! Quick question, do you have an anon list? If not, that’s fine, if so can I be 🥔 anon?

Okay! I've actually been meaning to talk about this! So thank you for bringing this up!

I've had MANY people ask me about an Anon list and personally, I do not like them. Sometimes they're very useful, but other times they aren't and people just take certain emojis just to have them and never talk again through Anon.

If I had an Anon list, I would have to make it so only active anons could keep their 'signature' which could either make some people angry or annoyed.

I.e: Someone takes 💀Anon. 💀Anon only sends in 1 message for a month. I remove 💀Anon because they aren't being active (without a warning).

IF I MADE AN ANON LIST, IS THIS FAIR? YES OR NO?

[thesunicarusfellfor]

hHHHHH WHEN TF DID WE HIT 1000 FOLLOWERS EXCUSE ME???

[thesunicarusfellfor]

Hello! How are you doing today? I was wondering if you could maybe do a part two of ‘Safe behind Glass’ of the reader re-connecting with the others in the Dream smp who were worried about them/searching for them and maybe the reader going to visit the bench trio in the prison to say final goodbyes, kinda like Tommy tried to do to Dream, and when they leave the prison the day ends with them ready to continue life being surrounded with people that care about them. You don’t have to do this if you don’t want to though! And I apologize if this doesn’t make sense!

Here it is! After pretty much two months of being dead, and not responding to asks (Sorry anons. Mental Health comes first.), I have been temporarily revived! Now! This revival is temporary as I have finally gotten into college, but this means my writing will be little to non-existent.

Anyway, sorry for rambling! Here is Safe Behind Glass part two! The prison visiting will be a fic, in the next chapter, this is basically the 'healing' chapter.

Part One

Free from the Glass (Yandere!Plat!C!Bench Trio x GN!Reader)

You weren't exactly sure what was happening... It was loud and bright and there were too many people talking at once.

Warning signs were going off in your head nonstop to the point where it was sending you into a panic.

Run into the trees. Remember? They kidnapped you.

Hide back in the room. It's safe and quiet.

Run to the trio. They only want to protect you.

Practically gasping for air, you ducked out of the way of a trident that was aimed at Tubbo, only to cry out as lightning hit where it landed.

Thunder roared in your ears and rain pelted down onto your shaking form, as you dodged out of the way of the grabbing hands trying to pull you to their respective side.

"(Y/n)! We only want what's safe for you! That's why to did it! Remember?" Tommy cried out in your direction as he threw a splash potion towards his enemies.

"They kidnapped you, (Y/n)! They took you away from your life, your friends! They don't want what's best for you, they want you all to themselves!" Sam called, catching his trident as it returned to him.

Despite their best efforts, you remained frozen stiff off to the side, clenching the totem and Rapple tightly as the thunderstorm continued to rage on in the sky.

Honestly, you don't know when the fighting stopped or the rain stopped hammering down on your (s/t) skin, that was slightly sunburnt after so long of not being exposed to sunlight.

Hands slowly placed themselves on your shoulders and you looked up to see Captain Puffy...

You had missed her fluffy hair... Half brown and half white, filled with rainbow dyes that were running from being in the rain...

Her skin was bruised and slightly irritated from splash potions most likely... But her eyes were so soft and loving...

It was different than the way Tommy, Tubbo and Ranboo looked at you... More loving, but in... a parental way?

"(Y/n)..." She whispered, smiling softly, "It's been so long... I'm glad you're alive... Come on... Let's get you cleaned up."

The first few days passed like a blur.

Too much sun, yet too dark... Too loud, but deafeningly silent...

For the first while, you wanted nothing to do with anyone else's existence.

But you also didn't want to even think about being alone...

Eventually, you started to become more and more comfortable with people other than Ranboo, Tubbo and Tommy...

But that didn't mean that you didn't miss them. At first.

Philza had practically sobbed when he first saw you, but you didn't know if it was relief or grief.

I mean, he gained one of his 'children' back, and also a baby Piglin that Ranboo and Tubbo could no longer take care of, but at the same time lost another three. He was extremely conflicted but made sure to give you as much affection as possible.

But he was definitely happy to walk around the SMP, enjoy new drinks/foods, stargaze/cloud watch- whatever you wanted, he would happily do it.

Techno too, albeit awkward, was very happy you were alive as well.

He suggested you joined the Syndicate if you were feeling unsafe, but he definitely didn't force you. Your mind was still fragile, he understood. He was happy with whatever answer you gave.

When you had asked Techno and Phil to trade armour, they were very confused, and it took Philza a moment to understand that it was stressful for you to be wearing the same armour that the Yandere Trio helped make before they kidnapped you.

Puffy was happy to help give you therapy, but she was also constantly in the prison, desperately trying to get answers out of the trio and what drove them to kidnap someone.

Often, when you were starting to do better, Puffy would come to you and go over some of the things that happened while you were in the 'vault' as you called it.

Of course Puffy wouldn't ask you about the more touchy subjects, like when Tubbo would withhold food from you while you were being difficult, or when Ranboo would give you the silent treatment, and also when Tommy would lash out in bursts of rage.

Sam would always walk up and ask how you were if he saw you when he was gathering materials.

He scared you a bit at first, which he understood, but after quite a bit of time, you began to relax around him.

He has definitely offered to give you a channelling trident like his own.

But it was also Sam... who told you that the Trio was constantly begging to see you, using every manipulative trick in the book.

At first, Phil and Puffy were extremely against it. And so were you. They kidnapped you! You wanted nothing to do with them!

But then Philza mentioned that it would give you closure...

And you needed that...

Gods... You needed that so bad...

And now here you were, standing between Philza and Puffy, both clad in fully enchanted netherite armour...

Staring up at the entrance of the obsidian palace of a prison...

To be continued...

[thesunicarusfellfor]

Heyyooo, just wanted to ask if part 5 of Mortal Of Gold is coming soon. ITS SUCH A GOOD MINI SERIES!! Don't push yourself to write anything and make sure to drink lots of water!! Love ya (platonically) 💕💕

I'ma be honest right now, ever since I wrote the last chapter, I haven't even thought much about it... I might write a final few chapters (or I'll suddenly get inspiration from nowhere and finish the whole thing), but it's likely that the series will either be cancelled/left for someone else to pick up. I'm sorry, life has just gotten too stressful to the point where I barely have time to write a bullet point fic, let alone an entire series with each chapter being 10k words.

[thesunicarusfellfor]

Beloved! I'm sorry I forgot to respond to your recent post earlier but that is understandable! Please take care of yourself and about my request do not have the feeling to write them maybe think of them as ideas if your having writers block for when your writing stuff on your own! Take care of yourself

<3 /p

Moosh! Darling!/p It's been sooooo long! Sorry I haven't been messaging or anything really, life just got stressful and I'm sorry for not responding. Thank you for sticking around! <3/p

[thesunicarusfellfor]

can I be added to the mortal of gold taglist if it's still open ? ^^

Hi! Yes of course! Sorry this took so long to respond to, I've been avoiding tumblr for my own sanity ngl. Mortal of Gold is a very slow work in progress rn but I have added your user to the list.

[thesunicarusfellfor]

𝙷𝚎𝚢𝚢 𝚒 𝚓𝚞𝚜𝚝 𝚜𝚙𝚎𝚍 𝚛𝚞𝚗 𝚖𝚘𝚛𝚝𝚊𝚕 𝚘𝚏 𝚐𝚘𝚕𝚍 (𝚒𝚝 𝚠𝚊𝚜 𝙰𝙼𝙰𝚉𝙸𝙽𝙶 𝚋𝚝𝚠) 𝚓𝚞𝚜𝚝 𝚠𝚘𝚗𝚍𝚎𝚛𝚒𝚗𝚐 𝚒𝚏 𝚒 𝚌𝚘𝚞𝚕𝚍 𝚋𝚎 𝚘𝚗 𝚝𝚑𝚎 𝚝𝚊𝚐𝚕𝚒𝚜𝚝? 𝚒𝚍𝚔 𝚒𝚏 𝚒𝚝𝚜 𝚜𝚝𝚒𝚕𝚕 𝚕𝚒𝚔𝚎 𝚊𝚗 𝚘𝚙𝚎𝚗 𝚝𝚑𝚒𝚗𝚐 𝚋𝚞𝚝 𝚜𝚝𝚒𝚕𝚕 𝚠𝚊𝚗𝚝𝚎𝚍 𝚝𝚘 𝚊𝚜𝚔, 𝙻𝙾𝚅𝙴 𝚈𝙾𝚄𝚁 𝚆𝙾𝚁𝙺

Hi! Sorry, this took soooo long to answer! Mortal of Gold is a very slow work in progress rn because of life, but, I have added your user to the list!

[thesunicarusfellfor]

I WAS THE LAST ANON REQUESTER SORRY I DIDNT MEAN TO SEND THAT REQUESTTO YKU SPECIFICALLY UH IT WAS FOR A DIFFERENT BLOG WHO WROTE BEGINNINGS FOR TECHNOBLADE BUT REGARDLESS MY STATEMENT STANDS AND SORRY FOR THE MIX UP <33 this js so bad oml- i love ur writing tho just. mixing up what it is that YOU wrote and complimented you for someone elses fic lol. my bad, still love your writing, 10/10 have recommended, byebye

Oh!! Now I understand! I was so confused when I was reading the request earlier haha! It's alright! I understand and I've honestly done the same thing quite a few times ngl. Take care! ^^

[thesunicarusfellfor]

Okay. On my hiatus I have come to realize something, and I now know that I need to put a stop to it.

Before this blog became more popular, I was writing for fun. I was writing to express myself and my ideas.

Now I'm writing to fulfill requests, and writing has greatly lost it's fun for me. I'm not doing it for myself anymore, I'm writing it make people happy. And that is not how I'm going to continue.

From now on, I will not chain myself my pc and force myself to finish someone's request, and instead I'll freely write my own.

This being said, your request may take months to fulfill, or might not ever be. Unless your ask fills me with great inspiration, it will be a while until it gets completed.

I'm sorry to do this, but it's for my own sanity and enjoyment.

[thesunicarusfellfor]

Okay so I've been made aware that C!Ranboo and C!Tubbo's marriage is no longer considered platonic?

Regardless of whether or not that's true, I am going to continue writing their marriage as platonic because I'm still very uncomfortable with shipping minors.

[thesunicarusfellfor]

BELOVED IT IS I!! Moosh :D and I have a request for quakity and wilbur With an innocent reader who loves then dearly, Just some competition with quakity and wilbur fighting over reader and the reader is just confused.

If your up for it can it be a long fic?

Also hope your doing well! Take as much time as you need writing this also your outfit today looks amazing on you, your so pretty 🥺

-Moosh <3 /p

MOOSH DARLING. HELLO ^^ Aw thanks so much <3/p

Okay okay, so I rEALLY wanna write this for you, but I am so not confident in my ability to write Quackity, especially now that his entire character has changed. I'm so sorry.

I can keep the same concept just change the characters though, but even then I can not assure you itll get done because of personal issues going on rn.

[thesunicarusfellfor]

heya icarus!! its me (the person who requested the zombie au). i loved it so much, it was so good :D if you are able to, may you please write another part? only if you have the time and actually WANT to though :]

drink some water, eat something, stay safe icarus :>

-🌧anon

Hi 🌧! Its definitely not a no, I just need a littleeeee bit more elaboration.

Do you want me to write a continuation of each of the character drabbles? (Sooo like how Tommy and Tubbo cope days later etc.) (Also I got a request to do a part 2 for Ranboo's part so that's eventually gonna be written)

Or

Write another one, same concept, with completely different characters? (Like Techno, Puffy, Sam, etc)

[thesunicarusfellfor]

HAHA THE TUMBLR GODS FINALLY FIXED MY ISSUE WOOOOOOOOOOO

Now I can add cuts to my works without my entire laptop screaming and crashing.

[thesunicarusfellfor]

pls add cuts or read mores to your fics if theyre long, its hard to scroll down even tho ur fics r good

Honestly? Wish I could. My tumblr crashes every single time. Or it just straight up does not work.

It's great. I love it here. So much.

[thesunicarusfellfor]

The reader turning to a zombie is so fuckin amazing, The angst was perfect rlly made me sad lol. Ya did great on that one!

Ah thank you! Originally it was supposed to have a LOT more characters, like Techno, Wilbur, Puffy and even Sam, but I had spent like 3 days writing it and I was so tired at that point 😂😅