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What do I do?

I’m back to feeling worthless again. After trying for so so long to get back to the happy me. Honestly, what happened to me? I used to be so happy and full of life; when did I have the life drained out of me? And when did my boyfriend start giving a shit?

I’m someone that likes my independence. I like to be an individual. I don’t like to be smothered in a relationship or feel like someone is…

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Your drug

He’s like a drug

And you can’t let go

Because a day without your drug is a death wish

But continuing to take that drug is also a death wish

It’s like walking through a field of sunflowers as they are slowly dying

Rotting away

And that’s how you feel

You feel like you’re washing away; you don’t feel beautiful enough

Smart enough

Good enough

And it wasn’t always like this

He was sweet and charming

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myneverendingworries

I have tried to love you, with all my heart, I really did. Even I don’t get the feel to be loved by you. I still carry on, giving everything to you. But now I have nothing left in me & I can no longer give you anything; maybe I don’t have what it takes to be yours, maybe I’m not good enough, maybe I’m not the kind of girl that you’ve been looking for, I can go on and on but I’m tired of wondering. So I choose to stop wondering and loving you.

— you will never know how to love me like how I loved you // a.e

miseducatedmelanicmuse

ssnowflake

its-im-possible

Maybe I was destined to forever fall for people I couldn’t have. Maybe there’s a whole assortment of impossible people waiting for me to find them. Waiting to make me feel the same impossibility over and over again.

Carol Rifka Brunt