himawari

「when there is darkness, there is light」

[luvether]

੭୧ synopsis. “For his tongue reckon with the beggary and treachery of her.” The narrative of the sun-burnt boy towards the moon-bruised girl, wherein Aeons dare play them both like a sedative, bore them starved for a disastrous relationship.

Sunday x fem!halovian readerノ historical + semi-steampunk! au. childhood friends. forbidden love. betrayal. slow burn. power imbalance. unhealthy devotion and obsession. implications of religious grooming & trauma. religious metaphors. family issues. implied infidelity. suggestive scenarios. heavy angst. world-building for penacony. not canon-compliant to in game lore. might be ooc, bear with me on this one.

੭୧ author note! loosely inspired a little bit of the ballad of songbirds and snakes, song of achilles and hozier 2014 album.

𐔌౨ৎ 、 sunday art used and playlist !

📰 𝐓𝐀𝐁𝐋𝐄 𝐎𝐅 𝐂𝐎𝐍𝐓𝐄𝐍𝐓 ! — status, very slow and sporadic updates.

ACT ONE. BEFORE AND AFTER HER.

THE SEA-SALTED ICARUS [ prologue | 2.7k wc]

HIS BECKONING SALVATION [ chapter one | 8.1k wc ]

DOWNPOUR IN PENACONY [ chapter two | tba ]

BIRDS OF A FEATHER [ chapter three | tba ]

more to be added…

© WRITTEN BY LUVETHER. No part of this work or any of its contents may be copied, reposted, modified or translated to a different language without prior consent of the author.

[fxlthyangxl-deactivated20240122]

website

[hesbythecampfire]

StopNCII.org is operated by the Revenge Porn Helpline which is part of SWGfL, a charity that believes that everyone should benefit from technology, free from harm. Founded in 2000, SWGfL works with a number of partners and stakeholders around the world to protect everyone online

Sounds legit

[songue85]

StopNCII.org is operated by the Revenge Porn Helpline which is part of SWGfL, a charity that believes that all should benefit from technolog

[majunju]

a newly furnished room and two roommates

[maxzinn]

SPOILERS FOR HSR 2.5!!!!! YOU HAD BEEN WARNED PROPERLY

I hate it heeeereeeee 😭😭😭😭 my poor jiaoqiu went through so much and lost his eye sight in the end...

I had come back from the dead.

I had been inactive in this app for a loooong time due to work BUT that doesn’t stop me from playing hsr ofc 👹

AND YEAH I WAS PISSED AT THAT SCENE 😭 my dude was basically tortured to the point of losing his eyesight. His resiliency is damn admirable, I feel so awful for him. He genuinely wanted to save lives and cure Feixiao, the poor dude didn’t deserve this at all. Cut him some slack hoyo 😔 we were able to win the whole fight cuz of him

[mountainssugar]

i was tempted to do something flashy, hehe (ᵔ◡ᵔ)

[maxzinn]

SKDHSJK HE'S SO PRETTY

i promise to finish your ff, give me ONE more chance 😭 (vacation made me too lazy to work my ass off)

[maxzinn]

Can we all just talk about how aventurine is like… the personification of taylor swift’s songs??? 😭

Like holy fuck, there’s never a day where aventurine doesn’t suddenly pop up on my head whenever I hear her songs. And ariana’s songs too…

I literally made a spotify playlist about aventurine, and most of the songs there belongs to taylor and ariana.

cruel summer, style, ready for it, call it what you want, i knew you were trouble, boyfriend, side to side… the brain rot is real and maybe I’m being delusional 💀👍

[maxzinn]

*gremlin voice* DO IT!!! LISTEN TO WHAT YOUR MIND SAYS

AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA *slowly inserts yunli in the fic*

[maxzinn]

NOOOOOO why am I thinking that I should add yunli to my jingyuan fic 😭😭😭

My brain is telling me to include yunli as yanqing’s bestie and they set up mom!reader and jingyuan together like the little devils they are playing matchmaker HELP ME

[st4rrth0ughts]

Ragebait?? Inexperienced writer? Mf you should just deactivate your fucking account and go touch some grass, maybe get therapy while you’re at it.

What you wrote is not ragebait. Ragebait is disagreeing with a menial point or opinion for arguing, not whatever the fuck you did.

No sane individual goes ‘o-oh, all my rape, incest, and dark fics were all ragebait and im an inexperienced writer 🥺🥺🥺’ and the fact you STILL put the tw. Incest and noncon tag just shows how unhinged you are.

It was not obviously ragebait, it is obviously a documentation of an individual who should have been better off with no internet access.

Being an inexperienced writer is no excuse. Tagging to purposefully upset and possibly trigger past trauma KNOWING you could do so is so stupid. Hope your new account gets terminated and you get banned off all writing platforms, genuinely.

I will say this and I will repeat this as many times as I need to, if you have this mindset, support this logic, or if you have the fucking audacity to say ‘rape, incest, etc. is okay because it’s fictional!!’ Should go ahead and block me, or I will, I don’t want you here, neither do my fucking followers do.

[maxzinn]

my girl really used the "ragebait" excuse lol it's fking hilarious 😭

ragebait my ass, you were clearly enjoying writing all those pieces. i hope this mf gets all her acc banned in every writing platform and god forbid she ever steps on ao3 too. these kinds of people are getting bold at writing incest fics cuz a lot of people in this app is normalizing and tolerating this behavior.

[maxzinn]

Heads up, that clown who wrote the aven and sister reader garbage is back in town 💀 she really didnt learn from the first experience, sheesh. Its the same @, just an extra letter, an i after the t

LMAO I JUST SAW IT 😭😭😭

miss girl really used the “ragebait” excuse so she can “laugh” at the people who were scolding her 💀 she really thinks writing incest fics is a funny joke? what’s more, she said she enjoyed writing them. she can giggle offscreen all she wants but she’s ill in the head fr

(edit: thanks for letting me know btw! just in time for me to block her blog again cuz I ain’t having it. no more incest fics on my fcking tags)

[maxzinn]

Have you seen March's new Xianzhou skin? Our girl got an upgrade!

Yeah! I didn’t expect her to be a hunt character but she’s so cute in her new outfit 😭 I love the color scheme and everything, it’s so pleasing to the eye

JUST LOOK AT HER!! 😤

(am still waiting for my 5 star march 7th hoyo 🫵)

[maxzinn]

Since Dan Heng changed elements and paths when he became Imbibitor Lunae, do you think that'll apply to every character that gets a variation (sans the Trailblazer)?

Like, March 7th is an Ice Preservation character in her current form, will it be different if she gets another version of herself?

I’m pretty sure that she will get another version, shaoji said in the 2.0 or 2.1 livestream that march will have a path that is exclusive to her — I’m guessing remembrance path but it’s also a bit unlikely that they will add remembrance as a playable path.

I hope it is indeed remembrance cuz that’ll be so cool. I mean, he did say “exclusive” for march only. But whatever the case, I’m kinda excited for march’s new version — her lore is also quite interesting after all. (Waiting for girlboss march transformation 😤‼️)

[maxzinn]

Something weird (and possibly uncomfortable) to bring up: do you think Acheron killing Black Swan over and over again in her mind is a metaphor for sexual violence or abuse in any way?

To me, I just thought it was Black Swan realizing that she's dealing with an actual dangerous threat and realizing she's messed up.

This isn't the only time I've seen a scene like that get compared to SA or rape.

But what do you think?

Hmm I think people are reading too much into it. I never thought of that scene as SA, rape, or abuse.

It’s supposed to represent and entail that Black Swan trudged too deep and “made a mistake” in trying to read Acheron’s memories. It’s supposed to tell us that Acheron walked on a horrifying and bloody path. It’s supposed to tell us that Acheron’s past is pure nihility — an abyss where countless people have drowned in. It’s supposed to tell us that Acheron is indeed a dangerous threat, and that deep inside — she’s a mess, and an uncontrollable monster. It’s supposed to tell us that Acheron is NOT someone to be messed with.

The dance between Black Swan and Acheron is a metaphor, whereas it represents 2 people dancing the same dance — one is leading the other to fall to their schemes, and the other is blindly following the lead’s footsteps. But in their case, BS thinks she’s the one who’s in control when it was actually Acheron who’s leading her on a trap.

That scene has nothing to do with SA or rape 😭 no offense but I don’t know how people often misinterprets a lot of things too much. That scene being compared to SA and rape is insane, everyone has their own interpretations but this is just basically disregarding the intended message and lore

[obsessedpianist]

The good ending 💖💖💖

[maxzinn]

Aventurine, my beloved. He's slowly becoming my best boy next to Dan Heng

SKDJJD GIRL I FEEL YOU!! 😫

He’s so charismatic and adorable, I love him

[maxzinn]

I find it disheartening that the incest tags are only flooded with these creepy pieces. These tags, in my opinion, should be more used by the people who need to vent about their own expericence as victims, why the romantization and fetishization of it is wrong, how to portray the problem in a written piece etc etc

Anon, I completely agree with you 😭 my first time in tumblr years ago rlly shocked me cuz I often see incest fics on x reader tags.

I think that a lot of people are blind about the fact that character x reader fics are basically romanticization of said character, and incorporating incest themes on these self-insert fics are NOT okay. It’s sad that these types of pieces are being normalized, worse is there’s people who are gonna defend it anyway

[ewreckedshin-deactivated2024093]

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mommy it’s just a phase it will pass

[maxzinn]

NO CUZ MISS MAAM I-