Tarrion J.

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[rrondo]

[thombalan]

[weepingwidar]

Kay Seohyung Lee (Korean, 1995) - Club (2024)

[jasmindas]

[formlab]

Tomète

[vexheart]

[rrondo]

[earthanthem]

Who has seen the wind?

[ortsacleb]

[thetarrionj]

ATLANTA

I think about you often, too often

I wonder how your day is going

If you ate today

If you felt heard today

I miss coming over to take your braids out

Popping you with my comb, telling you to stop moving

Begging for your help to start on the other side

Complimenting your hair growth while saying you look like Frederick Douglass

You’re so handsome

I miss coming to you

I miss our dinners

I miss our banter

I miss cuddling with you

I miss being at your place more than mine

I miss you

But Atlanta … I don’t miss what you’ve done

I don’t miss you playing dumb and gaslighting me

I don’t miss you insulting my intelligence

I don’t miss the constant communication with someone i asked you not to engage with

I don’t miss being called controlling after asserting boundaries

I fought myself for weeks

Going insane trying to figure out if i should leave or stay

I didn’t want to leave

But I knew I couldn’t stay

This time around felt different

But after all of this time … you still haven’t changed

I had to leave

and that’s what i did

But …

I think about you often

and i miss you still.

[sea-talk]

Beyoncé

Beautiful Liar (2007)

[dafancyuhinspiration]

[summerbutter]

[blacklvngz]

[flyandfamousblackgirls]

[perfectquote]

“To have someone understand your mind is a different kind of intimacy.”

— Unknown

[thetarrionj]

sometimes i feel like my efforts aren’t enough

i try

i start to speak

now i’m yelling.

you’re not understanding me

or do you not care?

my voice is cracking

i’m trying my best

maybe we aren’t on the same page

is this a safe space?

i’m trying to tell you that i love you

in so many ways.

dancing around it like we usually dance around our feelings

i’m trying to get you to say it first….

you first then me

i need you to admit it

do you feel the same way?

maybe i’m tripping.

[dafancyuhinspiration]