Shutter Up.

24. Notts. Manic Depressive. Photographer. Dead Inside.

[vacanthalls]

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Ja boi. Fuck yeah. 

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I never use Tumblr, but fuck it.. Here’s a demo I’m working on for my bands new record, The War on Music. Its about aliens and has a 2 and a half minute intro that we’re gonna be using live. Or something like that.

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Fuck it. I’m out. Have rad lives.

[humoristics]

[hahaveryfunny-deactivated202109]

wow im on a roll

sorry not sorry :0

[alexander]

BOOM

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4Q0A7675 by James Hartley

I love my job.

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Wet for fuji jpegs. 

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DEPS6720 by James Hartley Via Flickr: I love this photo of Lou!

[catslovebabies]

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I need to hurry up and kill myself, or get laid. Either or at this point. Grace left a week ago, the lack of sleep is killing me at this rate. Fuck lyf. 

[bigeisamazing]

[trapcard]

Zootopia looks wild omg

[eri-boden]

Savage

[canadianprimeminister]

gps: *says something* everyone in car: *mocks gps pronunciation*

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Never go full S A D B O Y (Always go full S A D B O Y)

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Ha Long Bay - Vietnam (May 2015) I was 2 bottles of wine deep when I took this photograph. It was our precious week off before the last slog of teaching public school and the boys and I rode 50km East from Haiphong to live it up on a boat. The ride there was lovely. The sunset from the boat was amazing. The ride home piss drunk and tired in the pitch black was... interesting. Take me back. Have nothing, will travel.

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I’ve written a specific note for my parents, for Grace, for my friends and I guess a general one that I’ll timed post on social media.

I don’t know if I’ll even give them to people, but they’re on a memory stick on my desk.

I’m going to see how I feel after work tonight, then make a decision. I can’t keep ruining Grace’s life, I can’t keep draining my parents resources, I can’t keep waking up every day feeling like this.

We’ll see. Maybe I’ll feel better later. Maybe I won’t.

This isn’t a cry for help, its pretty much just instructions. I want Boatless Booze Cruise by the Lawrence Arms and Superman by Goldfinger playing at my funeral.

And no fucking tuna sandwiches. Again, not a cry for help, I’ll delte this later if I feel different, but today is overhwleming me.

Fuck it.