And like the human being he was.. just huge.. in everything he did. His body was tall and full with strength. He moved fast. He did things with full intensity. He was a big extrovert. Love got him immediately and he wasn't able to resist it. He wanted it quick and all at once.
He decided to fall for me. Someone who feels big in her own little world. He made me feel small in his arms.. the huge walls of the extrovert world. It's all safe and sound when he held me tight but outside those walls feel so high. Wanting to climb the top just to see and understand. Do I want to give up the little things what makes me feel like me. Just do it for him just jump over the wall and end up being like one of them all.
You want to become more, by breaking your small values.. just to make yourself feel enough for his big world.
The excitement of love from someone so different is not to put out in words. But the thought of other girls liking him too took over. In my eyes they were rivals and it was my choice if I was willing to compete. Meanwhile in his eyes there was no one to compete with. But he never made me feel special enough to realize that. The thoughts took over. The tears became more. My personality was poisoned. That's how I got lost.
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