ginny - an unreliable narrator

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[theunreliablenarratorgin]

ate.

[theunreliablenarratorgin]

i want to cut my chest open to let you in

[theunreliablenarratorgin]

hello?

[taylornprice]

oranges from my backyard

[academia-lucifer]

@academia-lucifer

[lleyksie]

owls + apples 🍎

[talonabraxas]

“The sun is within me and so is the moon.” — Kabir

The Kiss Art by Thiago Corrêa

[theunreliablenarratorgin]

i could NEVER have you...RIGHT? I c-r-a-v-e you...(still)

[theunreliablenarratorgin]

i feel like a shadow like myself lately

[theunreliablenarratorgin]

will the DREAMS EVER stop?

[theunreliablenarratorgin]

did you ever love me? (why) do I?

[shakespearesdaughters]

[theunreliablenarratorgin]

love is a cruel thing

[shakespearesdaughters]

Kafka

[theunreliablenarratorgin]

franz, my love...

[theunreliablenarratorgin]

i hate you. so why do I love you?

[ctrlaltdesire-deactivated202504]

1. time rings on. stagnancy eats you alive.

2. you are sick. that isn't anything new. you are hollow. fraught. glowering. you have nightmares in patterns.

3. it feels stupid. you feel stupid.

4. every day is the same. a grotesque reminder of a past you don't want to remember.

5. you had taught yourself to not take photos. to not look in the mirror. the horror of who you are had always been too much to bear. you believe no amount of anything can fix this. you have seen the sun rise between the clotting.

6. the night will weep, and you will go home. the future feels empty, just as the past was. is there a beating heart here?

7. can you hear me?

8. can you hear me?

9. can you hear me?

10. can you hear me?

11. can you hear me?

[ctrlaltdesire-deactivated202504]

i ache for whatever the other side of this is

recovery or death, i will settle for the relief

i remember the fear, and the taste of it will never leave my mouth

there is beauty in mercy

there is beauty in solace

there is beauty in surrender

[theunreliablenarratorgin]

love it

[weltenwellen]

Grief in Three Bodies: A Conversation by Victoria Chang, Prageeta Sharma & Khaty Xiong