"I have Passed through Fire"

Austin

[theminingengineer]

@uncle-scavenger @k-huckabee3 @medic981 @dadpat--tactual

[theprincewhowasacowboy]

[brosef-von-dudehomie]

@tinyandardent

[thevogelsang]

I feel like I'm drowning

The meds, the therapy, none of it is working. I just feel alone and empty and unfulfilled all the time. I don't really know how much fight I have left in me

[whim-sickle]

“In case you ever foolishly forget: I am never not thinking of you.”

— Virginia Woolf (via bnmxfld)

[thevogelsang]

Why is it that I'm always the stepping stone in someone else's life? Why is it that I incorporate the person I love into my life plan but my place in their life plan always has an expiration date?

[girlwithtoomuchemotion]

I feel that…

[writingsaboutaheartworm]

And it is really sad to think,

how you became my safe place,

while I was just a convenience for you until I no longer was.

[thewanderingmillennial]

I’ll always be waiting.

[kissed-scars]

[saitri10]

#2 - Mine Do…

[kissed-scars]

[sa-dnesss]

“I feel so fucking unimportant to you”

—

[just-a-lonely-nobody]

[yousaveeveryonebutwhosavesyou]

[abnormall]

i am overwhelmed and i just want everything to stop. just stop. just for a moment so i can think, so i can cry, so i can mourn but its so difficult because life just keeps going and my issues are piling on top of each other and suffocating me and i am so overwhelmed that i cant breathe. i hate this.

[sa-dnesss]

“I feel like I am so far behind in life that I will never catch up. Everyone is doing so many things with their lives. I am just here. Frozen. I have been a ghost for years. I wonder if that is all I will ever be.”

—

[depression-took-over-my-liiife]

[feral-ballad]

“Others say they think of their loves, But I want to forget you. The more I try to forget, the more I think of you. Hoping to forget, I was thinking of you. When I try to forget, I was thinking of you. When I try to forget, you come to mind. When I think of you, you won’t be forgotten. Should I give up both thinking and forgetting? Should I leave forgetting and thinking to themselves? No, that won’t work either— What can I do when you inhabit thought after thought? If I really put my mind to forgetting There’s no reason why I can't— Yet that means only death or sleep, And I can do neither so long as there is you. Ah, rather than thoughts that won’t be forgotten It is the wanting to forget that hurts more.”

—

Han Yong-Un,

tr. by Sammy E. Solberg, from The Silence of Love: Twentieth-century Korean Poetry; “I want to forget”