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Hello fellow yees and haws~! This is my personal blog for art & writing. All of my stuff gets posted on here before anywhere else. If anything gets taken down from youtube or twitch like a vine comp or music cover, it will be archived over here as well
This is a multi-fandom blog, and currently it consists of: FNAF, Cookie Run, Rainworld, Sonic, and DCA aus. Dimensional travel and crossover shenanigans do ensue from time to time bc we stay silly :3
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Today I had to go in for a job interview this morning, right? And so I get there, everyone is very nice and it goes pretty smoothly. Except, it was an interview for a position I'm not strong enough to be qualified for.
Whatever it is what it is. Maybe that was just the only open position when I submitted my resume a few weeks ago in person. Because I've figured out that trying to job hunt online ends up nowhere, and there are usually smaller chains or mom n pa shops that are more entry level and just as easy with no competition
So obviously I didn't get the job bc my twig ass cannot lift 55-60 pounds. But hey they said that they'd keep me in mind, especially as employees are going back to school which is when the cashier positions open up. The way they talk was like it would be a a month or two till then
Except as I am driving in hospital parking lot hell, trying to pick up my antidepressants, I get a voice mail. And now they manager is calling wanting to know if he could ask questions to consider me for a part time position as a cashier
Like bruh 😭 don't play with my feelings like that man. What was even the point of the interview this morning when it wasn't even a position I signed up for??? I'm so confused
I won't lie, these past few days have been hella bizarre lately. Not like in a bad way, it just feels like everything is happening all at once and I'd be lying if I said I wasn't a little frazzled by it
Friday and Saturday were a blur, Sunday I finally got to document some fish in a creek, yesterday my MCAS threw a fit that kept me up until midnight, today I messed with some html at the library and then went to a stupid doctors appointment, and then tomorrow I have a job interview in the morning
It's all kind of crazy. I miss being in the eye of the storm there's so much to process
I pull out my wallet and open it. It is filled to the brim with tiny pancakes where credit cards and dollar bills should be. I slide one out and hand it to you before closing it back up and walking off
Y'know after seeing how badly Licorice was about to crash tf out it made me realize something about him.
Bc previous to the episode like I've always known him to be filled to the brim with spite, bitterness, and a dash of depression. But now I wonder if he is the type of person to cry not just because he is sad or in pain, but because of how much bottled up rage and anger he holds inside from how shit of a hand he's usually dealt by life
I've always seen Licorice as someone who is fighting some very terrible demons and was handed the absolute worst in life. He's spiteful towards others, yet feels inadequacy and frustration with always giving everything his all and still falling short of all he desires.
A man who is prayed upon for those insecurities and monopolized under the foot of a cruel woman who dangles promise and self-worth before him like a tempting lure. A man who hates being seen as pitiable and pathetic, but in reality is just that.
He is the culmination of many things, imho - hardship, stratification, misery, self-loathing, lack of confidence, spite, jealousy, trauma... a man who takes comfort in things (and people) who are misunderstood and seen as 'lesser' for things they can't control. It's why I feel he holds such a kinship to Brute.
I feel it takes everything in him for Licorice to keep it together some days.
I believe Licorice weeps for a lot of reasons - disappointment in himself, futility of his situation, feeling misunderstood and unloved by others, frustration with his own short comings, jealousy and hatred of those who are able to so effortlessly get what he busts his ass for, rejection, inadequacy, out of trauma and facing his own weakness, resentment for his own misfortune and terrible life, missed opportunities, missed friendships, self-isolation, those who call him crazy and those who never believed in him. Anger, sorrow and loneliness are among the main things I feel he weeps for.
I think you're very correct on that assumption and I agree wholeheartedly.
I've never posted about it before, buy especially after re-listening to Bad & Dark I 100% stand by the lead singer for AFI as Licorice Cookie's voiceclaim, particularly during the DEC.Underground and Sing the Sorrow eras
Tell me that doesn't sound like the perfect in-between for his Korean and English VAs. Also sounds like a something he'd genuinely sing considering the lyrics and genre
Hey prev, I appreciate you taking an interest in this post and trying to draw your own conclusions, but this is actually misinformation
Cyclosia midamia, which is this species of moth, doesn't just merely produce cyanide but rather a specific type of it. After all, cyanide on it's own is pretty lame in terms of toxicity. It's present in apple seeds, in white clovers, bitter almonds, etc it's all around us but ain't nobody dropping like flies. Because it's just poison in the traditional sense of only needing to ingest it in order for it to have any adverse effects
(and I do apologize for the text being misleading, was trying to keep it short and simple)
Instead, this moth produces its own version of liquid Hydrogen Cyanide. A completely different thing that absolutely IS a problem and far more deadly in lower doses. There is no information currently available online as to how much toxicity the moth can produce drop for drop. But we Do have information on how much of the compound it takes to start to harm humans.
And according to these studies, we know that Hydrogen Cyanide:
- Highly permeable to the skin
- Absorption via oral, inhalation, or skin is extremely rapid
- Is just as toxic when absorbed through than skin as it is eaten
- Toxicity is even greater on damaged skin (which you're going to get when hiking through the Mountains)
So it's actually pretty reasonable to be a little alarmed. It is in the same vein of posts where you shouldn't be picking up 'fluffy' looking caterpillars for the exact same reason.
Or at bare-minimum if you're a professional in the field wear some damn gloves, which this researcher should've been doing in the first place. All it would take is some scraped up hands, or rubbing the sweat off your face after holding it to have a bad time. And that's IF the droplets are low concentration. A healthy bit of caution goes a long way, and it's in best interest to assume the worst and just not take the damn risk (risks in which my original post is trying to discourage in the first place).
Further Disclaimer:
My intent isn't to fearmonger, I myself absolutely hate that shit. That's why the text is over exaggerated. And if people couldn't read the 'wtf this shit is Insane™' tone, I threw in a joke to make it more obvious. We're not playing monopoly, and the mere idea that a butterfly or moth can have a body count is absurd out of context. The post is talking about something legit, but the format is literally a parody off of the moreos guy from 2013-2014.
So no reasonable person is going to panic about a bug that is on the other side of the world. Yeah sure someone from India could read English and then find this post, but it's extremely unlikely.
And even if that doesn't come across to some people, the broader public most definitely needs to hold a healthy amount of fear and respect for wildlife in general anyway. Everyday people should be discouraged trying to disturb critters just trying to live their life.
Even as a scientist or professional, you shouldn't be overly confident with whatever you're handling. What is wild is still wild, no matter how calm and innocent it looks. Number 1 rule is to never pick up that which you cannot fully identify.
The message of this post is that somewhere in a forest far far away there is a gorgeous looking moth that looks like it descended from the night sky goddess itself, and that you need to leave it alone. Yes, even if it's a pretty butterfly or moth.
Guys I am. So fucking tried. I feel like Alfred after he's screamed himself hoarse as eggman to the point of coughing fits that sound like his soul is leaving his body
It's been 3 DAYS and I'm just now finally crawling out of the depth of hell
But!
The template is finally done, and I can resume writing the other half of the muse section
Feel free to snatch or use it btw, the official png from cookie run kingdom isn't available atm because I ain't a dataminer and the ones that are have their hands tied from moving the wiki. So this is about as good as it gets
Genuinely considering uploading it to the cookie run OC wiki for people to play with fr tho. Maybe I'll figure out how editing/uploading stuff to pages works one of these days
Apparently, come to find out that the Google drive I've been raiding for crk assets (thank you KoffeeBee 🙏) was only for the version of the game before the beast yeast episodes
Which isn't normally a problem since all of the graphics I want I can get easily without those updates
Except, I didn't account for the starlight memory Islands being part of that, which is where this template is from
So I had to painfully turn a screenshot into a functional .png for an embarrassing amount of time
But hey! At least it's finally finished and I can move on with my life.
Or at the very least the rp side blog lol. Like I say that, but right after I completed it I immediately started stitching together different parts of licorice cookie's sprite sheet to make an entire new emote 💀 I think I am beyond help at this point
Woooooorrrrrth it tho~! It's starting to turn out the way I want it
Admittedly I wanted to kill myself during the process of editing everything down to the pixels. But it genuinely looks like an official sprite (minus the chaos star) so I'm very happy with it
All that's left is to finish writing the summary for his backstory. I already have the folder for kingdom archive on my computer, so all I'll have to do to get .pngs of inventory stuff is to just sort through it too. And I can do that later after I've already got threads started
celestia is such a funny character like she's constantly manipulating twilight and friends to do shit instead of just asking and you could arguably frame that as being bc she's a "god" and pushing fate to her design or whatever, except that she engages with the group like a normal and relatable person, which makes it more like villainous machinations, except 90% of this manipulation goes towards things like "I don't want my party to be boring shit again. put my little country girl blorbos in there with zero prep so they fuck it up bad"
Celestia instantly makes more sense as a character when you ignore the princess stuff and remember that she's a 1000+ years old wizard. Of course she does manipulative trickster stuff to teach moral lessons and/or cause chaos to amuse herself, that's classic wizard behavior. Of course sometimes she's actually socially awkward and bad at personal relationships and has bad ideas that she thought were good that result in her eating shit embarrassing style, that's classic wizard behavior. Of course she lets the aristocrats and nobles run around being assholes she's still running on wizard advisor programming, she's basically trying to merlin the entire upper class of equestria instead of just a king and some knights. "Yeah uuhhh we'll release the incarnation of chaos himself from his ancient prison because we think this shy girl can be friends with him", terrible plan if you're thinking like a ruler, amazing plan if you're thinking like a wizard. Just look at Canterlot 'Castle' for five seconds and ask yourself if that's in any way a castle. No. Wizard tower, yes. Wizard.
