the white wolf

hey there! This are my feelings.. just them..

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Finally some good news

[thewhitewolffalls]

I feel like my blog is too negative,

so let me tell you that good things do happen in my life. It has been 2 months since I started dating my boyfriend. He made me cry and I suffered a lot when I couldn't be the one by his side, BUT it was worth it.

He is sweet, he doesn't make sense and he is good looking. When I have a crush on someone it's usually very intense and with him it wouldn't be different..when I realised the feelings I was feeling I felt happy and at the same time insecure, 'cause who the hell would possibly  have a crush on me? It took a long time till we start dating (he had a girlfriend), but we were friends and I could get to know him and make my feelings for him grow even more..

I know it sounds silly - I feel silly too- but when he kissed me for the first time I..it took me sometime to realise that it was real. In the next day when we kissed again that I could feel that we were not just something on my mind (I'm gonna cry now..) we were together, he feel the same way. I don't know what kind of sorcery was used on him..but I swear it wasn't me! 

I feel happy and alive. Happy August 13th, 2012.

[thewhitewolffalls]

This days my past started to haunt me again, but I will be strong and stand up for all the decisions I've made.

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and then you stood there, just a heartbeat away..

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I feel like I'm being hanged by the red strings of fate..

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[thewhitewolffalls]

If this was a suicide note..

I'd say:

I am sorry to my friends and family! I really love you guys waaaay more then you can imagine! I feel awful for doing what I've done, but I was feeling worthless and all my hopes to the future were dying, one by one...there was nothing last for me, not even myself.

I hate me for.. :

-being weak

-not being worth your pain or tears

But I couldn't help it.. Dying was the light to my miserable tunnel (or just the easy way..)

I regret:

-being weak -making you cry -being so selfish

-not telling him what I felt..at least..

-------------------------------------------------------------------------------- (this ain't a suicide note.. it's just me expressing my frustration)

[sadynax]

SPN ”victorian”, ready. I still wanna do that ‘cold/blue/gray’ B -jacket to Castiel too…   I WILL DAMN.

[thewhitewolffalls]

Have you ever felt powerless ? 

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Let's pray, for all the lost innocents and for all the survivers.. I Hope them to hold still and to find a new begining over all this pain ~

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let's wave this flag ~

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LOVE

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Life is fragile just as a bubble, any wrong touch can blow it ~

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It's amazing what can be hidden just by puttin' a smile on ~