Logan Howlett

(Role play based account) 18+ only Name’s Logan

[thewolverinet78]

Figured I’d give this writing thing a try. Hank says it would help with my psyche or some bullshit like that. I’d told him that I ain’t some sappy teenager who is here to write out my feelings for some random online stranger to have pity on me.

But I’ll give the fucking writing thing a try.

My names Logan, I guess you already know that. I’ve been alive around 197 give or take, it’s hard to keep count when you’ve been alive for so long. I got on social media because the kids at the school begged me to try it and I caved in to their big puppy dog eyes like a wuss. Do I regret coming here? Haven’t made a decision yet. Haven’t found any X-men on here either besides Wade but that isn’t a big surprise.

Turns out I got some sort of fan base, maybe there’s some wolverine fan club I don’t know about and it’s Wade hosting it. The point is, I see what a lot of you say to me. Half the time I don’t really get it but I guess I appreciate it. Mutants have been looked at as nothing but the dirt under their boots. I wish the only issue I had was the mutant hate but it goes far deeper than that. Maybe it’s the liquor talking but if I can write proper sentences still then I ain’t drunk enough.. besides that, I guess in a way.. it’s nice, comforting even to see that not everyone looks at me the way I look at myself. Will I ever believe I’m fully good? No and I’ll have to live with that. Nobody could ever really convince me otherwise. Not with the things I’ve done.

But a lot of you really believe that I’m some hero and with that, I have a new mission. To not disappoint anyone. Guess I’ll end it here and pour myself another shot.

Thanks for all the messages, bubs.

I guess I’ll stick around a bit longer here.

[thewolverinet78]

I miss baking for you and everyone logan I hope you're doing ok and taking good care of yourself

-🏵

Hey there, darlin’. I know I haven’t been around much, things caught up to me and I had to handle a few things. Nothing for you to worry about. Though I wouldn’t mind some of that baking of yours as a welcome back.

[thewolverinet78]

hey there handsome, i’ve missed u. How is life treating u? i’ve just came back from a trip to dublin

Guess everyone is traveling these days, huh? Nice to see you again, sweetheart, glad to know that I’ve been on your mind. This year has been a little too rough for my liking, too bad my healing factor can’t fix up my old noggin.

[thewolverinet78]

Went a trip to europe with family. I'm glad to be back home. wayyy too stressful and a lot of arguing over stupid shit that was mentally exhausting not to mention physically. Really glad to be back home to just be able to relax.

I can understand the feeling all too well, Bub. Even though I’ve been to a lot of parts of the world, along with being outside of the world, ain’t no feeling like being homesick or wanting to just get the hell home. For me after long trips, I either wanna sleep in for months at the X-mansion or have time for myself in the woods.

[thewolverinet78]

Yeah, Deadpool’s do fuck, huh? 😏

You know what I meant, bub. You another one of him?

[thewolverinet78]

Funny how fast time goes. I would know. It’s now been a year since I got dragged onto this social media app, can’t believe I’m still on this thing. Also can’t believe how many fucking Deadpool’s there are.

[thewolverinet78]

“Heyyyy Wolvie!~ merry late christmas! I got you A MATCHING SWEATER! Now you can match with me!!” he enthused holding up a deadpool Christmas sweater, slowly inching closer and closer with it. He himself already wearing a wolverine christmas sweater.

@deadpool-askblog

Y’know, Wade, I don’t celebrate the holidays. I also wouldn’t be caught dead wearing that thing. If you really were keen on getting me something, a case of beer would’ve helped. But Merry late fucking Christmas, Bub.

[deadpool-askblog]

“After all I went through to get this made? Come onnnn... If you wear it... I’ll take you to a bar! Ay? Interested???” he sang, nudging the other with his elbow as he looked up at the other enthusiastically. “Yeah? Come on, it will be fun!!”

[thewolverinet78]

I ain’t going to the bar dressed in that. But if it gets you to shut up then I’ll wear it for five minutes. Deal? And no pictures either or the deal is off.

[deadpool-askblog]

“…but it never truly happened if I don’t get a picture Wolvieeee~” He leaned closer, hands closed together in a pleading manner. “Just ONE TEEENYYYY TINY photo? Come onnnnnn”

[thewolverinet78]

Knock it off, Wilson! Has anyone ever taught you boundaries? Matter of fact, do you even know what that word is?

[deadpool-askblog]

“Hmm… not really!” He mused, before turning back to Logan. “But- fine! It will have to be a mere fading memory in my mind!” He gasped dramatically looking away.

[thewolverinet78]

Poor you. Now I’ll wear the damn thing for a few minutes and then I’m heading off to the bar.

[deadpool-askblog]

“Ooo! The bar? Can I come? I’ll buy you a drink!” He enthused. “I haven’t actually been to a bar in awhile! I’ve been sooooo busy kicking evil asses!”

[thewolverinet78]

As long as you ain’t chatting my ear off then maybe I’ll allow you to come. That’s if you’re really buying, I ain’t doing this ‘hang out’ with you without some sort of reward.

[thewolverinet78]

“Heyyyy Wolvie!~ merry late christmas! I got you A MATCHING SWEATER! Now you can match with me!!” he enthused holding up a deadpool Christmas sweater, slowly inching closer and closer with it. He himself already wearing a wolverine christmas sweater.

@deadpool-askblog

Y’know, Wade, I don’t celebrate the holidays. I also wouldn’t be caught dead wearing that thing. If you really were keen on getting me something, a case of beer would’ve helped. But Merry late fucking Christmas, Bub.

[deadpool-askblog]

“After all I went through to get this made? Come onnnn... If you wear it... I’ll take you to a bar! Ay? Interested???” he sang, nudging the other with his elbow as he looked up at the other enthusiastically. “Yeah? Come on, it will be fun!!”

[thewolverinet78]

I ain’t going to the bar dressed in that. But if it gets you to shut up then I’ll wear it for five minutes. Deal? And no pictures either or the deal is off.

[deadpool-askblog]

“…but it never truly happened if I don’t get a picture Wolvieeee~” He leaned closer, hands closed together in a pleading manner. “Just ONE TEEENYYYY TINY photo? Come onnnnnn”

[thewolverinet78]

Knock it off, Wilson! Has anyone ever taught you boundaries? Matter of fact, do you even know what that word is?

[deadpool-askblog]

“Hmm… not really!” He mused, before turning back to Logan. “But- fine! It will have to be a mere fading memory in my mind!” He gasped dramatically looking away.

[thewolverinet78]

Poor you. Now I’ll wear the damn thing for a few minutes and then I’m heading off to the bar.

[thewolverinet78]

“Heyyyy Wolvie!~ merry late christmas! I got you A MATCHING SWEATER! Now you can match with me!!” he enthused holding up a deadpool Christmas sweater, slowly inching closer and closer with it. He himself already wearing a wolverine christmas sweater.

@deadpool-askblog

Y’know, Wade, I don’t celebrate the holidays. I also wouldn’t be caught dead wearing that thing. If you really were keen on getting me something, a case of beer would’ve helped. But Merry late fucking Christmas, Bub.

[deadpool-askblog]

“After all I went through to get this made? Come onnnn... If you wear it... I’ll take you to a bar! Ay? Interested???” he sang, nudging the other with his elbow as he looked up at the other enthusiastically. “Yeah? Come on, it will be fun!!”

[thewolverinet78]

I ain’t going to the bar dressed in that. But if it gets you to shut up then I’ll wear it for five minutes. Deal? And no pictures either or the deal is off.

[deadpool-askblog]

“…but it never truly happened if I don’t get a picture Wolvieeee~” He leaned closer, hands closed together in a pleading manner. “Just ONE TEEENYYYY TINY photo? Come onnnnnn”

[thewolverinet78]

Knock it off, Wilson! Has anyone ever taught you boundaries? Matter of fact, do you even know what that word is?

[thewolverinet78]

What do you think of the dolls 🏳️‍⚧️ Logan #ILUVU

The dolls, huh? Didn’t know that’s the label they were using. I don’t know what you’re expecting me to say about them. As a mutant who knows how the world views people who are deemed different or ‘unnatural’, I’d say that I hope they’re living their lives the way they feel the most comfortable. Everyone gets one shot at a life and they should live it how they want too. I’m not one to judge a person unless I got a real good reason for it and as far as I can tell, those folks just want to be who they feel the most comfortable being and who am I to stop them? Actually, who in the world has the right to stop them? Some people just hate to hate and anyone who disagrees with the way they live their lives can continue to live their miserable lives quietly. Enough said.

[thewolverinet78]

LOGANNN 🔥 how have you been

Tired as usual, though I’m glad I got through most of the holidays. I was able to get my hands on a booze made by a company for mutants and it gave my healing factor a hard time to recover. Needless to say, I don’t remember much of New Year’s Eve.

[thewolverinet78]

“Heyyyy Wolvie!~ merry late christmas! I got you A MATCHING SWEATER! Now you can match with me!!” he enthused holding up a deadpool Christmas sweater, slowly inching closer and closer with it. He himself already wearing a wolverine christmas sweater.

@deadpool-askblog

Y’know, Wade, I don’t celebrate the holidays. I also wouldn’t be caught dead wearing that thing. If you really were keen on getting me something, a case of beer would’ve helped. But Merry late fucking Christmas, Bub.

[deadpool-askblog]

“After all I went through to get this made? Come onnnn... If you wear it... I’ll take you to a bar! Ay? Interested???” he sang, nudging the other with his elbow as he looked up at the other enthusiastically. “Yeah? Come on, it will be fun!!”

[thewolverinet78]

I ain’t going to the bar dressed in that. But if it gets you to shut up then I’ll wear it for five minutes. Deal? And no pictures either or the deal is off.

[thewolverinet78]

“Heyyyy Wolvie!~ merry late christmas! I got you A MATCHING SWEATER! Now you can match with me!!” he enthused holding up a deadpool Christmas sweater, slowly inching closer and closer with it. He himself already wearing a wolverine christmas sweater.

@deadpool-askblog

Y’know, Wade, I don’t celebrate the holidays. I also wouldn’t be caught dead wearing that thing. If you really were keen on getting me something, a case of beer would’ve helped. But Merry late fucking Christmas, Bub.

[thewolverinet78]

hey baby ;) when we meeting up, i got a christmas gift just for you <3

A Christmas gift, huh? I ain’t very fond of the holidays, darlin’. Wish you didn’t get me anything, ain’t worth the money if you actually did spend some on me.

[jayluvsyouu]

oh i didn’t spend anything ;p

[thewolverinet78]

Well, if that’s the case, I wouldn’t mind getting you as the gift, you don’t even gotta wear a bow for me.

[thewolverinet78]

hey baby ;) when we meeting up, i got a christmas gift just for you <3

A Christmas gift, huh? I ain’t very fond of the holidays, darlin’. Wish you didn’t get me anything, ain’t worth the money if you actually did spend some on me.

[thewolverinet78]

It sounds like that happens more than you’d like to admit, Lo…

Maybe you’ve got to stop running. Face it head on, you know? So that you are the one that’s in control.

The only way to stop your past from chasing you is by turning around and stopping it before it can. -🥃

Never was the type to run, darlin’. Being around for as long as I’ve had, my history is just a lot fucking longer. With that, things like to keep popping up and old creed never stops. He’s the biggest pain in the ass for me, he’s a fucking roach that I can’t kill no matter how hard I try.

But I’d like to be more in control when it comes to my life. Seeing that I’ve barely had any control in it to begin with.

[thewolverinet78]

Well, I’m sure you looked ruggedly handsome out there, all dressed up in your suit and on dad-duty. It’s a shamed I missed it, really. I’m sure you were a sight to behold.

Speaking of Thanksgiving… were you avoiding me? I feel like you didn’t speak to me at all. You know I don’t bite — in public, at least. -🥃

Well, I appreciate trying to give me a confidence boost.

As for thanksgiving, it had nothing to with you. I can assure you that, darlin’. Between missions, there had been some personal issues that came to surface and I had to go out on my own. By the time I came back for thanksgiving, I was exhausted. Even with my healing factor, it ain’t no good to me when I can’t fall asleep. Someway, somehow, my past always crawls back up towards the surface and I gotta stomp it out again.