Exceptional

[thexcepti0n]

Don’t let what you can’t do, stop you from doing what you can.

[thexcepti0n]

I’m tired of losing.

[thexcepti0n]

Nothing is working consistently.

I’m tired of losing & it’s showing.

[thexcepti0n]

Tired of losing.

[vernon-67]

[kate-28x]

[mronewayy]

🔥🖤🔥

[thexcepti0n]

Nothing changes unless you change.

[thexcepti0n]

Sometimes it feels like no one understands me. Maybe I’m just thinking selfishly.

I just want my woman to want me just as much.

[thexcepti0n]

I have a plan, I have a solution…I hope it works.

[thexcepti0n]

I feel disposable.

She takes access away and I’m supposed to act like I’m fine.

I’m not. I’m borderline depressed.

Maybe I’m beyond the borderline.

I feel betrayed and in disbelief.

This can’t be my life. My reality.

I can’t even enjoy the engagement stage or process of planning the wedding.

I just want this to be over.

[thexcepti0n]

One thing that bothers me is how she can be so happy and unbothered in this situation while I’m borderline depressed.

I’m barely hanging on and want to cry everyday while she’s living her best life.

She gets to get all the benefits, while I’m literally suffering.

It feels like we broke up while still being in a whole relationship. While being ENGAGED! We’ve been together too long for me to just act like I don’t love her— like I’m not borderline obsessed. I worked hard to be this in love with her! I made it my mission in 2020 to love her better than I ever have before and I accomplished that, but it feels like I have to dial it back just to keep myself from going crazy!

I can’t be myself like this.

[thexcepti0n]

I don’t seek sex, alone, I need mutual genuine desire.

Frequent genuine desire.

[thexcepti0n]

Words gotta match the actions

Fatal, fatal attraction, RIP…

[thexcepti0n]

I don’t want to do this but I’m doing it anyway.

For love, right?

Well I feel like the dumbest man on the planet.

A complete idiot.

And I know she’ll be head over heels to tell her friends how wee waited, only to ignore how I feel about it.

How exactly do I feel? Again, it’s embarrassing to most men like myself because you have to admit you didn’t have sex for a long period of time. Then everyone assumes you had to masturbate just to get by— it’s a tale of two tales.

[thexcepti0n]

It's my 2 year anniversary on Tumblr 🥳

[blackdreamzsworld]

[thexcepti0n]

You’re just a loser who has to wait.

She’ll be happy to tell her friends, not knowing that it’s embarrassing for you