Xexamination

Compilation of opinions about life.

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Fact

Lies are all around us. 

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Fact

Don’t ever let a woman try to tell you how to be a man. 

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Smart

Is what you choose to do when you know nothing

[soul-undressed]

When your relationship is filled with genuine love and a mutual respect for one another, it feels as good as eating a bowl of the most savory soup in the coldest day.

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On The Subject of You

I'm ready for it all.

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Cakes

I want for nothing when I’m with you. I have my cake, and I eat it too. 

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Waves

Sun don’t shine in the shade. Bird can’t fly in a cage. 

-The Life of Pablo 

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Supersweet

Turns out I’ll never have to set foot in that place ever again. 

[featherfurl]

fire

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Fuck Et

Just take my money. Enter the mindset that you’ll have to go to college at least 3 more times. LOL

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Realizations

I’ve never had a job I actually liked. 

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I Have Family In Town

I reluctantly attend work functions for three reasons. Reason number one. I hate my job. Reason number two. I hate my superiors. Reason number three. It’s super fake. The type of work that I do as a Medical Assistant has me in a position where I’m essentially serving the needs of someone that probably has some sort of personality disorder who doesn’t understand that the people that pay them are also the people that make their day hectic. But as a doctor you can’t bite the hand that feeds you, so you bite the hand that strokes your ego. My manager is a stone cold retard, that doesn’t understand simple professionalism. I’m the only person in the fucking office that has to share a goddamn phone. I am not paid well. Every time there is an incident I am guilty until proven innocent. That's the shit my manager does she draws conclusions off of one story without getting all of the facts first. That’s like tier one problem solving. The place has that small business mentality of “rather than pay enough people to get the work done let's hire half that amount pay them shit, and work them as if they are capable of being in 3 places at once” #whydidntyoudothis So you could see how just being around these people could make my balls itch. I can’t imaging fully relaxing with these people. My manager is petty as fuck, I can’t enjoy myself around that bitch. Being around that 5 days a week, I can’t turn that off, I can suddenly enjoy life around you. What the fuck is the point of me spending my free time with you when I know it's back to the condescending remarks and other petty bullshit on Monday. Leave me alone. How dare you ask, and how dare you get super butthurt when half the company doesn’t show up to your shit. I don’t bang with you like that. Like you gotta be out of your fucking mind. I feel like company functions are about control. The fuckers get you 5 days a week, and then they want your spare time to. I fuckin promise you when you go to their functions they see you as on the clock subconsciously. Our turnover rate is so high. I thoroughly fucking hate this place. These fucking doctors smiling in my face...“Good Morning” yea fuck you buddy. 

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Bittersweet

I also wish that I’d never have to set foot in that fucking place ever again.

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Before Anyone Else

It's amazing how a good woman can change so many things.

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Waste?

I think its funny how the 2 framed pieces of paper I have on my TV stand, one being my Bachelor’s in Biology and one being my Phlebotomy Technician Certification haven’t made me a fucking dime since I’ve earned them. The TV stand is where they will stay. I should put those bitches in the trash real talk. 

-X

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Give

I have never met someone so willing to give. Without a second guess. Without a moment of hesitation. I thought I was a giver, I’m so used to giving so much of myself for the sake of others. I’d frequently feel drained. I felt like what I was doing was work. My relationships felt like a second job. When I spoke to your best friend about you I said to her that you were a very nice, giving person. She reassured me of this and in so many words she let me know that I shouldn’t take you for granted. I told her that I wouldn’t, I know she didn’t believe me. How could she believe me? Things between us are so new. This is not something I could prove to her with words anyway. I can only show her what you mean to me. Everyone that I introduce to you tells me what I already know. I have no hesitation giving to you. If I have the means I will give to you. We can continue to give to each other. It’s so nice. Sitting on the couch with you high as shit. You kept looking at me. I know what that look is. 

-X

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