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I’m chill

Then I read a rfreak out thing

and at the end it was STILL Bill.

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I can't even fall asleep right or wake up right.

I haven't done well on anything important since high schools

Six percent

Black and white thinking. But true. True to an extent. Everything important I mess up the rest doesn't matter in terms to judgment on me. Walking up stairs doesn't count. Opening doors doesn't count. don't tell me that stuff rally counts. Everybody with a good physical body can do that. That's not a reflection on someone anyway. You judge for their personalit and work ethic and what they've done. And I keep screwing up and begging my way into things. Study abroad. Jobs. Internships. I keep disappointing

All I do is mess up

Barely enough to do good in high school what was that. Where was that. Why am I so bad now. Was high school really so easy for me to ace with nothing. That can't be right.

Disappointment

Wasn't that even 6 months ago

I used to like myself.

What would k do then thohgh

It'd be so much easier if people didn't care about me. Wouldn't have to worry about them. They wouldn't hurt themselves trying to help me.

Worse than nothing.

weak. Weak weak weak weak weak weak weak weak weak wekaeneakerkae weak weak weak weak weak Elsa ekes smal

I don't want that. It should be doable. Right I shouldn't have to worry about this. That I won't be able to even work. Why am j so worried. Why is this a worry. Why am I such a bum am I a bum. Why aren't I doing anything why am I so tired why can't I do anything why am I so tired of trying. I'm not a strong person

It shouldn't matter but it does. Can I even work enoug to be independent. Just forever a burden. Forever hanging on someone else to live.

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