I HAVE RAGE.

𝐢 𝐤𝐧𝐨𝐰, 𝐢'𝐦 𝐬𝐨𝐫𝐫𝐲. 𝐈 𝐀𝐋𝐖𝐀𝐘𝐒 𝐆𝐎 𝐓𝐎 𝐓𝐇𝐄 𝐘𝐄𝐋𝐋𝐈𝐍𝐆 𝐏𝐋𝐀𝐂𝐄.

[theyellingplace]

i’m moving tana back over to @deathhumored for now <3

[theyellingplace]

RACHEL /  @ofberry​

ARMS  SLIP  AROUND  THE  OTHER  GIRLS  WAIST  ,  chin  propping  onto  her  shoulder  soon  after.           ❛    are  you  trying  to  burn  down  the  apartment  again   ?    ❜             her  tone  is  both  sleepy  &  tipsy  ,  considering  both  were  true.            she’d  passed  out  on  the  sofa  &  woken  up  to  rachel  cooking  mac-n-cheese  ------------  so  ,  she’d  wandered  over  silently  &&  decided  to  try  her  luck.        ❛   you  know  ,  they  say  if  you’re  up  at  3am  ,  you’re  either  horny  or  depressed.         SO  ,  which  is  it  ,  berry  ?  ❜

[theyellingplace]

BOY IN THE HALLWAY 

     𝐇𝐄 𝐖𝐀𝐒 𝐒𝐔𝐑𝐏𝐑𝐈𝐒𝐄𝐃,    that  a  cheerio  like  santana  lopez   was  speaking  to  him.    he  smiled.   ❛   thank  you,   ❜   he  stated.    ❛   honestly  i  cut  all  the  junk  food  &&  i  use  this  lotion,  guess  it’s  working.   i  can  get  you  one  if  you  want ??   ❜

❛   YOU’D  DO  THAT  FOR  ME  ?    ❜           she  clicks  her  tongue  as  rests  her  hands  on  her  hips.          ❛   what’s  the  catch  ?   ❜

[theyellingplace]

MATT. 

                𝐇𝐄 𝐖𝐀𝐒 𝐇𝐀𝐏𝐏𝐘 𝐖𝐀𝐒𝐍'𝐓 𝐇𝐄?     teaching at McKinley.    actually doing something with his life that he believed meant something.     This was the feeling he THOUGHT he would get when he had been on stage,       he hadn’t.      ❛   wow,      i should of filmed that.      would have been worthy thousands in the future.. ❜

❛    YOU’RE  NEVER  GETTING  THE  CHANCE  AGAIN.         at  least  you’re  teaching  because  you  care  about  the  subject  ----------------  i’m  still  pissed  at  mr.  schue  for  that  spanish  lesson . . .    ❜           head  shakes  as  arms  cross.           

[theyellingplace]

❛   HEY  ------  if  you’re  happy  ,  who  am  i  to  shit  in  your  salad  ?           . . .              other  than  that  being  my  defining  characteristic.       NOT  THE  POINT  RIGHT  NOW.      ❜    /  @abscondo​  +  MATT ! 

[theyellingplace]

❛   YOU  HAVE  REALLY  NICE  SKIN.             what’s  your  skin  care  routine  ?    ❜         her  smile  is  fake  as  all  hell  ,  concealing  the  jealousy  in  brown  eyes.       / @alwayslcyal​

[theyellingplace]

probably not the wisest to post at 3am, but ,,,  STARTER CALL ! 

[theyellingplace]

you suck at so many things,     but not this.     WHO GIVES A CRAP WHAT ALL THE OTHER PEASANTS THINK ?  //     independent.   private.    mature.    //    SANTANA  LOPEZ  of  fox’s  GLEE  series.    //    FACECLAIM   WILL   BE   NAYA RIVERA.      //     rules  &  info.     //  canon  divergent  after  s4.   //    LOVED  BY  HOPE  SINCE  2013.    //    psd  by  jaynedits  –  template  by  gladebrnrph

[naazyalensky]

365 DAYS OF GLEE ||| Day 189

[miasswier]

underrated glee 26/∞

[theyellingplace]

SLOW REPLIES HERE !!  not a full hiatus , but brody & tana are just bein’ quiet for me. 

[theyellingplace]

TINA. 

“  unfortunately,  no.  it  would  definitely  help  a  lot,  “  at  her  next  words,  tina  nods,  “  that  sounds  great  actually.  their  all  you  can  eat  pasta  bowl  would  be  breakfast,  lunch,  &  dinner  if  my  waistband  would  allow  it.  “  

❛   JUST  SMELLING  THE  FOOD  is  enough  for  me  ,  sometimes.          but  ,  sue’s  latest  bullshit  diet  has  me  actually  starving  ,  so  -----  unlimited  breadsticks  sounds  a-fucking-mazing  right  now.   ❜

[theyellingplace]

quinn. 

“if  it  keeps  auntie  snixx  from  slapping  me,  then  the  drinks  are  on  me.”  the  mention  of  her  alter-ego  prompts  a  roll  of  her  eyes.  “who  says  i  came  here  to  see  you?”  a  smirk  tugs  at  her  lips,  walking  along  with  her  on  the  streets  of  new  york.  “i  always  suspect  as  much  for  you  to  drag  me  along  to  a  rave.”

❛    FREE  DRINKS  TOO  ?        tonight  is  about  to  be  lit  ,  huh  ?     ❜           she  grins  cheekily  before  laughing   &&    draping  her  arm  around  the  others  waist.         ❛    no  raves  for  us.      that  sounds  way  too  loud.    but  some  bars  where  oblivious  guys  will  buy  us  drinks  ?     absolutely.   ❜

[theyellingplace]

BERRY. 

                    rachel can’t help the soft chuckle that falls from her lips,                     head shaking. ❛ i think i missed the part where you snuc-                     k extra glasses behind my back, ❜ she offers, finishing o-                     ff the rest of her wine in an attempt to keep up. ❛ i’d offer                     a refill, but i can’t get up. ❜ she shrugs her shoulder to                     make a point, gaze a little soft as she gazes down at her                     friend.

❛     IF  YOU  MOVE  ,  i  will  fall  over  &  risk  barfing  on  the  ground.        you  don’t  want  to  risk  that.     ❜          was  she  REALLY  that  drunk  ?        no   ------   but  she  was  comfortable.            she  hums  softly  &  sets  her  now  empty  glass  against  the  table.         ❛   if  you  HAVE  to  get  up  ,  i’ll  move  . . .   but  i’m  going  to  pout.    ❜

[theyellingplace]

I thought you were using faceless icons for people not 100% comfy? Nothing about ur icons are faceless. Faceless means close up, where you can’t tell who the fc is. Using huge icons and showing everything but the top of her head defeats the point?

hey !! 

i know the last like 2 i made kind of show her eyes , so i’ll try to not use those. but i’m only using icons that show her nose down for the most part , because otherwise what’s the point if no expression is getting through , you know ??      but i’ll try to zoom in if someone is uncomfortable.      though  ,  as  always  ,  i’d  much  prefer  you  talk  to  me  off  anon. 

[howlermemes]

                                       𝐟𝐨𝐥𝐤𝐥𝐨𝐫𝐞 𝐛𝐲 𝐭𝐚𝐲𝐥𝐨𝐫 𝐬𝐰𝐢𝐟𝐭                                                l  y  r  i  c    s  t  a  r  t  e  r  s

✽  long post ahead bc i have no self control ! ✽  change pronouns / punctuation as needed . ✽  some lyrics are explicit. ✽  some themes are slightly darker. ✽  alteratively, send    ♫ 𝚏𝚘𝚕𝚔𝚕𝚘𝚛𝚎    to have a lyric automatically generated & said to your muse instead .

[ track 01 ]   the 1 ❛ I’m doing good! I’m on some new shit. ❜ ❛ I thought I saw you at the bus stop. ❜ ❛ I hit the ground running each night. ❜ ❛ You know, the greatest films of all time were never made. ❜ ❛ If you wanted me, you really should have showed. ❜ ❛ If you never bleed, you’re never gonna grow. ❜ ❛ It’s alright now. ❜ ❛ We were something, don’t you think so? ❜ ❛ If my wishes came true, it would have been you. ❜ ❛ In my defense — I have none for never leaving well enough alone. ❜ ❛ It would have been fun if you would have been the one. ❜ ❛ I had this dream you’re doing cool shit, having adventures on your own. ❜ ❛ We never painted by the numbers, baby. ❜ ❛ We were making it count. ❜ ❛ You know the greatest loves of all time are over now. ❜ ❛ I guess you never know. ❜ ❛ It’s another day of waking up alone. ❜ ❛ If one thing had been different, would everything be different today? ❜ ❛ It would have been sweet if it could’ve been me. ❜ ❛ In my defense, I have none for digging up the grave another time. ❜

[ track 02 ]   cardigan ❛ When you are young, they assume you know nothing. ❜ ❛ Baby, kiss it better. ❜ ❛ I was your favorite. ❜ ❛ A friend to all is a friend to none. ❜ ❛ Chase two girls, lose the one. ❜ ❛ To kiss in cars and downtown bars was all we needed. ❜ ❛ You drew stars around my scars and now I’m bleeding. ❜ ❛ I knew you tried to change the ending. ❜ ❛ I knew you’d linger like a tattoo kiss. ❜ ❛ I knew you’d haunt all of my what-ifs. ❜ ❛ I knew everything when I was young. ❜ ❛ I knew I’d curse you for the longest time. ❜ ❛ I knew you’d miss me once the thrill expired, and you’d be standing in my front porch light. ❜ ❛ I knew you’d come back to me. ❜

[ track 03 ]   the last great american dynasty ❛ How did a middle-class divorcee do it? ❜ ❛ The wedding was a charming, if a little gauche. ❜ ❛ There’s only so far new money goes. ❜ ❛ Their parties were tasteful, if a little loud. ❜ ❛ It must have been her fault his heart gave out. ❜ ❛ There goes the last great American dynasty. ❜ ❛ Who knows, if she never showed up, what could have been. ❜ ❛ There goes the maddest woman this town has ever seen. ❜ ❛ They say she was seen on occasion, pacing the rocks, staring out the sea. ❜ ❛ In a feud with her neighbor, she stole his dog and dyed it key lime green. ❜ ❛ Fifty years is a long time. ❜ ❛ Who knows, if I never showed up, what could’ve been. ❜ ❛ I had a marvelous time ruining everything. ❜ ❛ I had a marvelous time. ❜

[ track 04 ]   exile ❛ I can see you standing, honey, with his arms around your body. ❜ ❛ I think I’ve seen this film before, and I didn’t like the ending. ❜ ❛ You’re not my homeland anymore. ❜ ❛ What am I defending now? ❜ ❛ You were my town. Now I’m in exile, seeing you out. ❜ ❛ I can see you staring, honey, like he’s just your understudy, like you’d get your knuckles bloody for me. ❜ ❛ You’d get your knuckles bloody for me. ❜ ❛ Those eyes add insult to injury. ❜ ❛ I’m not your problem anymore. ❜ ❛ Who am I offending now? ❜ ❛ You were my crown. Now I’m in exile, seeing you out. ❜ ❛ I’m leaving out the side door. ❜ ❛ There is no amount of crying I can do for you. ❜ ❛ All this time, we always walked a very thin line. ❜ ❛ You didn’t even hear me out. ❜ ❛ You never gave a warning sign. ❜ ❛ I gave so many signs. ❜ ❛ All this time, I never learned to read your mind. ❜ ❛ I couldn’t turn things around. ❜ ❛ You never turned things around. ❜ ❛ You didn’t even see the signs. ❜

[ track 05 ]   my tears ricochet ❛ If I’m on fire, you’ll be made of ashes, too. ❜ ❛ Even on my worst day, did I deserve, babe — all the hell you gave me? ❜ ❛ I loved you, I swear I loved you, until my dying day. ❜ ❛ I didn’t have it in myself to go with grace. ❜ ❛ You’re the hero flying around, saving face. ❜ ❛ If I’m dead to you, why were you at the wake? ❜ ❛ Look at how my tears ricochet. ❜ ❛ We gather stones, never knowing what they’ll mean. ❜ ❛ You know I didn’t want to have to haunt you. ❜ ❛ What a ghostly scene. ❜ ❛ You used to tell me I was brave. ❜ ❛ I can go anywhere I want. Anywhere I want, just not home. ❜ ❛ You can aim for my heart — go for blood. ❜ ❛ You would still miss me in your bones. ❜ ❛ I still talk to you when I’m screaming at the sky. ❜ ❛ You had to kill me, but it killed you just the same. ❜ ❛ You turned into your worst fears. ❜ ❛ You’re tossing out blame, drunk on this pain, crossing out the good years. ❜

[ track 06 ]   mirrorball ❛ I’ll show you every version of yourself tonight. ❜ ❛ When I break, it’s a million pieces. ❜ ❛ Hush. ❜ ❛ You’ll find me on my tallest tip-toes, spinning in my highest heels, love — shining just for you. ❜ ❛ I know they said the end is near. ❜ ❛ I can change everything about me to fit in. ❜ ❛ You’re not like the regulars. ❜ ❛ I’m still on that tightrope. ❜ ❛ I’m still trying everything to get you laughing at me. ❜ ❛ I’m still a believer, but I don’t know why. ❜ ❛ I’ve never been a natural. ❜ ❛ All I do is try, try, try. ❜ ❛ I’m still trying everything to keep you looking at me. ❜

[ track 07 ]   seven ❛ Please picture me in the trees. ❜ ❛ I hit my peak at seven, feet in the swing over the creek. ❜ ❛ I was too scared to jump in, but I was high in the sky. ❜ ❛ Are there still beautiful things? ❜ ❛ Cross your heart. ❜ ❛ Though I can’t recall your face, I still got love for you. ❜ ❛ Love you to the moon and to Saturn. ❜ ❛ The love lasts so long. ❜ ❛ I’ve been meaning to tell you, I think your house is haunted. ❜ ❛ Your dad is always mad. ❜ ❛ I think you should come live with me. ❜ ❛ We can be pirates! ❜ ❛ You won’t have to cry or hide in the closet. ❜ ❛ Our love will be passed on. ❜ ❛ I used to scream ferociously any time I wanted. ❜ ❛ Pack your dolls and a sweater. ❜

[ track 08 ]   august ❛ Salt air and the rust on your door — I never needed anything more. ❜ ❛ I can see us lost in the memory. ❜ ❛ August slipped away into a moment in time, because it was never mine. ❜ ❛ I was see us twisted in bedsheets. ❜ ❛ August sipped away like a bottle of wine, because you were never mine. ❜ ❛ Will you call me when you’re back at school? ❜ ❛ I remember thinking I had you. ❜ ❛ It was never mine. ❜ ❛ You were never mine. ❜ ❛ For me, it was enough to live for the hope of it all. ❜ ❛ I canceled plans just in case you’d call. ❜ ❛ Meet me behind the mall. ❜ ❛ So much for summer love and saying “us”. ❜ ❛ You weren’t mine to lose. ❜ ❛ Do you remember? ❜ ❛ Remember when I pulled up and said “Get in the car.” ❛ I was living for the hope of it all. ❜

[ track 09 ]   this is me trying ❛ I’ve been having a hard time adjusting. ❜ ❛ I didn’t know if you’d care if I came back. ❜ ❛ I have a lot of regrets about that. ❜ ❛ Maybe I don’t quite know what to say. ❜ ❛ I’m here in your doorway. ❜ ❛ I just wanted you to know this is me trying. ❜ ❛ I got wasted like all my potential. ❜ ❛ My words shoot to kill when I’m mad. I have a lot of regrets about that. ❜ ❛ I was so ahead of the curve, the curve became a sphere. ❜ ❛ I ended up here, pouring my heart out to a stranger. ❜ ❛ I didn’t pour the whiskey. ❜ ❛ At least I’m trying. ❜ ❛ It’s hard to be at a party when I feel like an open wound. ❜ ❛ It’s hard to be anywhere these days when all I want is you. ❜ ❛ You’re a flashback in a film reel on the one screen in my town. ❜

[ track 10 ]   illicit affairs ❛ Make sure nobody sees you leave. ❜ ❛ Tell your friends you’re out for a run. ❜ ❛ You’ll be flushed when you return. ❜ ❛ Take the road less traveled by. ❜ ❛ Tell yourself you can always stop. ❜ ❛ What started in beautiful rooms, ends with meeting in parking lots. ❜ ❛ That’s the thing about illicit affairs — and clandestine meetings and longing stares. ❜ ❛ It’s born from just one single glance, but it dies and it dies and it dies a million little times. ❜ ❛ You leave no trace behind. ❜ ❛ Take the words for what they are — a dwindling mercurial high, a drug that only worked the first few hundred times. ❜ ❛ They show their truth one single time, but they lie and they lie and they lie. A million little times. ❜ ❛ Don’t call me “kid”. ❜ ❛ Don’t call me “baby”. ❜ ❛ Look at this godforsaken mess that you made me. ❜ ❛ You showed me colors you know I can’t see with anyone else. ❜ ❛ Look at this idiotic fool that you made me. ❜ ❛ You taught me a secret language I can’t speak with anyone else. ❜ ❛ You know damn well, for you, I would ruin myself a million little times. ❜

[ track 11 ]   invisible string ❛ I used to think I would meet somebody there. ❜ ❛ Teal was the color of your shirt when you were sixteen at the yogurt shop. ❜ ❛ Time, curious time. ❜ ❛ Were there clues I didn’t see? ❜ ❛ Isn’t it just so pretty to think all along there was some invisible string tying you to me? ❜ ❛ You ate at my favorite spot for dinner. ❜ ❛ She said I looked like an American singer. ❜ ❛ Time, mystical time — cutting me open, then healing me fine. ❜ ❛ Something wrapped all of my past mistakes in barbed wire. ❜ ❛ One single thread of gold tied me to you. ❜ ❛ Gold was the color of the leaves when you around Centennial Park. ❜ ❛ Hell was the journey, but it brought me to heaven. ❜ ❛ Time, wondrous time, gave me the blues and then purple-pink skies. ❜ ❛ It’s cool, baby, with me. ❜

[ track 12 ]   mad woman ❛ What did you think I’d say to that? ❜ ❛ Does a scorpion sting when fighting back? ❜ ❛ They strike to kill, and you know I will. ❜ ❛ What do you sing on your drive home? ❜ ❛ Do you see my face in the neighbors lawn? ❜ ❛ Fuck you forever. ❜ ❛ Every time you call me crazy, I get more crazy. ❜ ❛ When you say I seem angry, I get more angry. ❜ ❛ There’s nothing like a mad woman. ❜ ❛ What a shame she went mad. ❜ ❛ No one likes a mad woman. You made her like that. ❜ ❛ You’ll poke that bear ‘till her claws come out and you find something to wrap your noose around. ❜ ❛ I breathe flames each time I talk. ❜ ❛ They say “Move On,” but you know I won’t. ❜ ❛ Women like hunting witches too, doing your dirtiest work for you. ❜ ❛ It’s obvious that wanting me dead has really brought you two together. ❜ ❛ I’m taking my time. ❜ ❛ You took everything from me. ❜ ❛ She should be mad, should be scathing like me. ❜

[ track 13 ]   epiphany ❛ I think he’s bleeding out. ❜ ❛ Some things you just can’t speak about. ❜ ❛ With you, I serve. With you, I fall down. ❜ ❛ I think she’s crashing out. ❜ ❛ Only twenty minutes to sleep. ❛ You dream of some epiphany — just one single glimpse of relief. ❜

[ track 14 ]   betty ❛ I won’t make assumptions. ❜ ❛ I think it’s because of me. ❜ ❛ One time, I was riding on my skateboard when I passed your house. ❜ ❛ It’s like I couldn’t breathe. ❜ ❛ You heard the rumors. ❜ ❛ You can’t believe a word she says most times. But this time, it was true. ❜ ❛ The worst thing that I ever did was what I did to you. ❜ ❛ If I just showed up at your party, would you have me? ❜ ❛ Would you want me? ❜ ❛ Would you tell me to go fuck myself? ❜ ❛ In the garden, would you trust me if I told you it was a just a summer thing? ❜ ❛ I’m only seventeen. I don’t know anything. ❜ ❛ I don’t know anything, but I know I miss you. ❜ ❛ I know where it all went wrong. ❜ ❛ I was nowhere to be found. ❜ ❛ I hate crowds. You know that. ❜ ❛ I saw you dance with him. ❜ ❛ I was walking home on broken cobblestones, just thinking of you. ❛ She pulled up like a figment of my worst intentions. ❜ ❛ Get in. Let’s drive. ❜ ❛ I dreamt of you all summer long. ❜ ❛ I planned it out for weeks now. ❜ ❛ It’s finally sinking in. ❜ ❛ Right now is the last time. ❜ ❛ I can dream about what happens when you can see my face again. ❜ ❛ The only thing I wanna do is make it up to you. ❜ ❛ Will you have me? ❜ ❛ Will you love me? ❜ ❛ Will you kiss me on the porch in front of all your stupid friends? ❜ ❛ If you kiss me, will it be just like I dreamed it? ❜ ❛ I don’t know anything. ❜

[ track 15 ]   peace ❛ Our coming-of-age has come and gone. ❜ ❛ I never had the courage of my convictions, as long as danger is near. ❜ ❛ It’s just around the corner, darlin. ❜ ❛ I could never give you peace. ❜ ❛ I’m a fire and I’ll keep your brittle heart warm. ❜ ❛ All these people think love’s for show, but I would die for you in secret. ❜ ❛ The devil’s in the details, but you got a friend in me. ❜ ❛ Would it be enough if I could never give you peace? ❜ ❛ Your integrity makes me seem small. ❜ ❛ I talk shit with my friends. It’s like I’m wasting your honor. ❜ ❛ Is it enough? ❜ ❛ I’d give you my sunshine, give you my best. ❜ ❛ The rain is always gonna come if you’re standing with me. ❜

[ track 16 ]   hoax ❛ This has broken me down. ❜ ❛ This has frozen my ground. ❜ ❛ Give me a reason. ❜ ❛ Your faithless love’s the only hoax I believe in. ❜ ❛ Don’t want no other shade of blue, but you. ❜ ❛ No other sadness in the world would do. ❜ ❛ I am ash from your fire. ❜ ❛ You know I left a part of me back in New York. ❜ ❛ You knew the hero died, so what’s the movie for? ❜ ❛ You knew it still hurts underneath my scars. ❜ ❛ You knew you won, so what’s the point of keeping score? ❜ ❛ It still hurts underneath my scars. ❜ ❛ What you did was just as dark. ❜ ❛ Darling, this was just as hard as when they pulled me apart. ❜

[berrys-santana]

The way they look at each other ♥