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A blog of random things because I have no actual organizational skills Katie|29|aromantic queer

[dustisus]

the trifecta

[thingsaregay]

The first time i ever successfully got high was from a stud shotgunning the smoke into my mouth and ive been craving that same high ever since. Like I didn't even like her and the house we were in definitely qualified as a crackhouse but can fully admit the experience was hot as hell. And thinking back I understand why people thought i might be interested in sex. Like I was on the floor kneeling between her legs, while she sat in a chair, both hands on her knees and leaned in close enough for our lips to touch while i breathed in the smoke. I was too focused on getting high i didn't even care how she was staring at me. Then I went and did the same with my other friend who was also just right there next to us lmao.

Mind u im asexual. And I was basically passing myself around to both of them til the blunt was done 🫣

[thingsaregay]

Been telling myself I'll be happy one day and it'll all be worth it for almost 30 years.... just wish I could finally be there.

Baby steps are still steps. It's not a race. Everyone goes at s different pace.

But my soul is dying. Im sacrificing my youth to make others happy (bc i like to make them happy) and I end every night upset and wishing I could be selfish and afford to follow any dream at all.

But ill just carry on with my stupid full time job that barely pays the bills but I have to feel grateful for bc im unlikely to find another job that pays the same or more. And I'll keep staying at my parents during the work week bc it makes more sense than traveling over an hour every day just to get to work. And I'll keep biting my tongue bc no one cares about how we're being forced to kill the planet and fund genocides around the world.

Everything is totally fine.

[shop5]

let’s be real the pressure to use AI as an adult is exactly what they said the pressure the do drugs as a teenager would be like but the people that told us that caved immediately for the AI and definitely did not just say no

[bonivers]

going on a guilt trip do yall want anything

[secondbeatsongs]

if you really cared about me you wouldn't have to ask

[benevolenterrancy]

nEIL .

[parkayquarts]

"what if someone regrets transitioning" if you are 18 or over in free country usa you can walk into any tattoo parlor and ask for a tattoo that will be on your body forever and ever and ever and they will give it to you with the understanding that if you dont like the result or you regret it later that's your fucking problem and not theirs

[fuck-customers]

[orcboxer]

got a crick in my neck and a frog in my throat and a chip on my shoulder and a stick up my ass and now you're gonna stand there puttin words in my mouth? haven't I been through enough?

[sailermoon]

this is how new yorkers @ mamdani

[sailermoon]

[eldin-tower]

no matter the struggles there is always ao3 in bed

[loveridden1999]

top 3 hobbies for young adults:

1. borrowing misery from future

2. carrying grief of the past

3. agonizing over the present

[sailermoon]

this is how new yorkers @ mamdani

[scramratz]

“If men could get pregnant, abortion would be free” men CAN get pregnant and they’re treated worse than women who can get pregnant

[scramratz]

oh folks really don't like being asked to consider trans men

[endcrys]

This pride month I need every aromantic to get more annoying about being aromantic

[thingsaregay]

Going into queer spaces as an aroace person who loves to be admired and flirting with random people is actually terrifying. Bc I hate to feel like im leading people on but truly the idea of going on a date or even exchanging contact info so we can talk feels so unpleasant. The vibes are so fun and make me so happy in the moment tho. It just the "so whats ur sexuality?" question that feels like a knife in my chest. Like I wish I could say I returned the feelings but I actually need about 3 months of constant exposure to decide if I wanna talk to someone one on one casually.

[finnthedawgg]

i may be aromantic but i know what love feels like. i have felt love, and feel it every day. love is not only romantic and people seem to forget that. i love so much. i love my pets, my friends and family. i love nature and the sun and moon and stars. i love warmth and cold, rain, snow, and sunshine. i love so. much.

only to be told i have no heart, simply because i don't feel romantic love.