things i have always wanted to say.

[underwelmed]

source: theopeninvite

[thingsihavealwayswantedtosay]

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Yes. (That is all.)

[sleepy-nostalgia]

me yesterday

[thingsihavealwayswantedtosay]

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Sounds about right given where we are in this pandemic.

[alittlelionheartedgirl]

3/31/21, 6pm EST.

I am literally so calm it’s bizarre. I thought I’d be LOSING it by now, but I’m fine. Tomorrow night at this time I’ll be shaking uncontrollably but right now i’m fine I’m fine I’m finneeeeee  I’ve only had two minor freak outs today due to Chris and Mariska’s shenanigans on the instagram and I got myself off of twitter because holy COW TAG YOUR SPOILERS FOR GOD’S SAKE FOLKS SOME OF US WANNA SAVOR THIS OCCASION ok i’m gonna shut up and try*** to be a functioning adult for the next 24 hours…we’ll see how that goes.

[thingsihavealwayswantedtosay]

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I don’t watch this show. And I don’t even know this blogger in real life. But this happiness, this pure elation, can be felt across this crazy thing called the internet.

I’m happy for you @alittlelionheartedgirl. And I hope I find something to be this joyous about soon!

[beben-eleben]

I have 3 moods:

skips every song in my playlist

lets the music play without interruption

plays the same song on repeat for days

[thingsihavealwayswantedtosay]

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I have never related to anything more...

[louismarie]

[thingsihavealwayswantedtosay]

I used to be a swimmer, in what feels like a lifetime ago. And as I get older, and my body does not move like it once did, I miss gliding through that water with ease more than I could have ever imagined.

[joannahalpin]

[thingsihavealwayswantedtosay]

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Swing rides are my favorite of all time. I would go on one of these for an entire day if I could!

[donnajosh]

THE WEST WING – “H. Con-172”

[thingsihavealwayswantedtosay]

SAME.

[flowerais-deactivated20211031]

a gentle reminder that you just need to make things a tiny bit better for your future self. reading one page, writing one sentence, getting half of a task done, it’s still good.

[thingsihavealwayswantedtosay]

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Peogress, one step at a time...

[quotemadness]

“My soul chose yours. And a soul doesn’t just forget that.”

— Ben Maxfield

[thingsihavealwayswantedtosay]

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Isn’t the thought of a soulmate beautiful? Someone who not only completes you, but brings out your best and elevates you to a whole new level of being?

[honey-fire]

My dad was eating pistachios so I reached my hand out and he just started peeling them and giving them to me. Then suddenly went "I really hope you find someone who loves you a lot" and I went "enough to peel my pistachios for me?" And he laughed and said "yeah exactly" before carrying on giving me more

[thingsihavealwayswantedtosay]

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I think love truly shines through in quiet moments: a soft kiss when you get home, calling just to hear your partner’s voice in the middle of the day, and peeling pistachios on the couch while watching tv after work.

[sunsetchasersss]

[thingsihavealwayswantedtosay]

It’s as simple as that.

[rotgospels]

“Suddenly, I was crying. It was already love.”

— Clarice Lispector, Água Viva (via rominatrix)

[thingsihavealwayswantedtosay]

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I, too, cry when I am happy. It’s as simple as that.

[vamprefaggot]

i would rather say “i love you” too much than too little, yk? i would rather yell “i love you” across a parking lot at 8:40 pm than to quietly go home, i would rather scream at my friends that “i love you” before i turn a corner, i would rather live in a world where my friends yell “i love you” back at the top of their lungs because life is so insufferably long but its also so so so short and i just. i would rather tell my people that i love them a ridiculous amount than have them not know,

yk?

[thingsihavealwayswantedtosay]

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Working on finding love for myself and love for others. Not quite at the stage to say “I love you” towards others, but working up towards this goal.

[hamilcastcentral]

Leslie Odom Jr tells the story behind his performance on “Dear Theodosia” in Hamilton.

[thingsihavealwayswantedtosay]

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I’m not crying, you’re crying.

[thingsihavealwayswantedtosay]

Really proud of myself for doing a social Zzom event for my alma master’s Homecoming weekend. Saw a few familiar faces, small talked with the best of them, and participated like a champ! Now it is time to crawl into bed with my ereader. Goodnight.

[replanting]

I am a completely different woman than I was this time last year. And I’ll be a completely new woman by this time next year. I can’t wait to learn who I’ll be. I can’t wait to see who I am tomorrow.

[thingsihavealwayswantedtosay]

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A girl can dream...

[podencos]

I owe it to myself to reunite who I am with who I’m capable of being

[thingsihavealwayswantedtosay]

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taking this to heart today by applying for a higher position within my agency. diligently reviewing each and every adjective, trying to hit as many position requirements as i can. 

(putting my best foot forward, with hope for what lies ahead.)