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[Summer Vibes] 👙🌞 #tanned #summer #beach #brunette

Everything was different after you said "We're done". I learned to love myself more. I learned that I don't need you and your ego for me to be happy. I learned to become more independent. I learned how to work with priorities. And most of all, I discovered how amazing life is without you.

#trekking #getaway #backpacker #sinulomfalls #brunette #findingmyself

I miss you.

Shit. I shouldn’t miss you anymore.

Oh God! Why do I still think about you?

Pathetic.

#love #missingyou #patheticlover

And then I realize, I fell in love with how you showed your affection, not you.

#badass #black #brunette #black lipstick #girl

You’re already a lesson learned...But why does it still hurts?

I’m not angry with you. Well, I am a bit angry about what you did. Ok! I’m 70% irritated by your name. Wait!!!! I’m actually extremely mad. I hate everything about you. Your face. Those big brown fuckin eyes. That sweet fake smiles. Your tall stand. Those broad shoulders of yours. The words that comes out of that manly lips. Your soul. Everything just sucks. But I know that I shouldn’t be hating you. I should be heated by my own fire. It was my fault. I was the one who let myself in. Dammit! If I just opened my eyes; i mean my brains then this won’t be happening. tsk! I really had no idea what happened. But what I know is, it’s a wrap.

A month passed already. I don’t feel bad about the adjournment. It’s not about our terminated love affair. It’s not about you anymore. It’s about the dead-eyes. That was the only thing left in the box. Nothing else. And those memories are now so clear; all of it was a lie. You were an asshole from the start and I was that stupid princess stuck in a dark room thinking she already found her prince charming. Fuck that shit! Fairy tales don’t exist. I bet you.

I’m not really pungent. I’m just so pissed of for wasting my time and losing a lot of things over some nonsense insensitive boy.

Oh Well! I’m trying to pick up myself again. You’re just the worst lesson learned I had in this life. Though it will still hurt coz you were once a person you had my appetite. But I’ll forget eventually. I am totally near the finish line. Almost.

You won this time, but we’ll see.... I never quit games dude.. I never do...

#Late night #deep thoughts #moving on #life lessons #bye asshole #enough bullshits

mitten

Soon to be 23. 😀

#lady #brunette #girl #matte #redlips

Her: Don't you feel bad about this?

Him: What?

Her: This! Meeting up with me despite the idea of me having someone else in my life already?

Him: I don't know. I just really want to see you after a long time. I like you that much... I hate that you did not wait for me......

*silence*

Can I also ask you something?

Her: Sure! What's that?

Him: Why did you still went out with me tonight?

Her: I also don't know....

Uhmmm! Well, I also want to see you.

Him: Really? Why?

Her: Do I really need to tell you the reason?

Him: Yes!

Her: *silence*

I actually waited for you, ya know but....I've been so messed up and someone came.... I was really so messed up at that time... I did liked you so much... Even now... But let's just stick to the reality that I'm with someone already... I don't want to do the same mistake again..

Him: 😐

I'm sorry for letting you wait...

Her: It was no ones fault. Maybe it was not just meant to be.... yet...

#unfinished business #still confused #the one that got away #regrets