Im Sorry Im Here Again

I promise I’ll be better soon. Just as soon as I shrink for good this time. I’m 23 and 5’3” HW: 230 SW: 210 CW: 203 GW1: 190 GW2: 170 GW3: 150 UGW??????? Idk Active as of 6.11.19

[thinkthinly]

Good morning I’m officially at 203 and 13 lbs from my first goal weight. If I keep pushing along I might be there within the next month! I’m cutting my intake down as much as possible to make up for the food I’ll probably have to eat next weekend seeing family. Yesterday I was below 500 and today I plan on eating the exact same. Green tea water and Diet Coke it is for me all day until dinner time! I also bought a foam roller and a new food scale so I can weigh my food. I really want to get flexible so I’ll be stretching every day and rolling once the foam roller gets here. It’s really easy to do while watching a show or whatever. Then I plan on walking around my room and watching tv until my man gets home so I can get some extra steps in!

[totalise]

[creativeqb]

[bustsomemoves-blog]

Reblog if your start weight was 200+ pounds

I will find you….. and I will follow….

[improvingovertime]

It was 300+, but I’m in the 150’s now 😊

[diet-blood]

Me! I started at 218 Ibs and now I’m 133.4 Ibs 💖

[thinboneytea]

I am disgusted

With how fat I feel

With how fat I look

With how fat I am

With how hidden my bones are

With how much I eat

With how chubby my face is

With everything about me

I just wanna be skinny.

[mullberry]

[241mg]

[cakechodai]

I can’t wait to lose enough weight to post a body check.

[skinyyismydream]

no one:

me @ me: just because you’re going on a diet tommorow, it doesn’t mean that you can consume the whole entire kitchen, bitch are you fucking dumb, what the actual FUCK-

[imtoonoteasy]

because a lot of us grew up not knowing how to take care of ourselves :/

[skeleton-in-the-closett]

Them: “Yeah it’s zero calories but do you know how many chem-“

Me:

[labella-instagram]

[satan-with-stars]

“What are you going to gain from starving yourself?”

Well, hopefully not weight.

[notskinni]

grey thinspo 👽

[juupajaa]

I’ve said this before but hoLY MOTHER IT’S HARD TO MAINTAIN YOUR PERSONALITY WHILE CHAINED TO AN EATING DISORDER LIKE SHITE I SWEAR I HAVE INTERESTS AND OPINIONS OUTSIDE FOOD AND WEIGHT AND CALORIES

[mushrumps-deactivated20190626]

Yeah I have disordered eating habits and a skewed self image but I don’t tolerate fat shaming

[imsickiknow]

♡

[just-a-few-more-lbs]

stomach: feed me

me: *chugs 0 calorie drink*

stomach: thank god

stomach: wait