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Never apologizing for having ridiculously, stupid levels of high standards in life.. I did not survive literal hell on earth to settle for the bare ass minimum. Id say you could bite me but you cant afford it, bitch.

I need a nap.

artbylittlebug

Yes its 2am and yes I just had the most random thought.

My gremlin graduates elementary today.

My next thought was great, im old. Middle school, high school, college.

Those sound bad when in reality they are not.

My final thought that made me rush here to type it down was so I remember to tell my therapist and I dont have paper in bed, obviously.

I am grateful, to be "raised" by a failed parent.

I have the privilege to tell my daughter every single day to NEVER be afraid to come home no matter what age she is.

I havent been able to go "home" in damn near 20 years and still couldn't even if I wanted to.

And 20 years ago? Because I told birth portal it would be nice to visit my childhood home for once, which may have been my last time literally ever.

But I get to welcome my only kid home with open fucking arms and a plate of her favorite cookies in hand for the rest of my life.

Hallelujah.

It literally doesn't get better. I get to raise the coolest kid on the planet, I get to be her parent until I croak AND I get to rub my success in my portals face. And yes, I am that level of petty, I fucking deserve it. Thank you.

I legit need a 5 year long nap.

rosesgray

CHER (1991)

You ever wake up and just want to self-immolate?

No?

Damn.

I will honestly never understand the hype when it comes to fourth wing.

Its literally such a cliche scenario story. Oh look, I wanna fly dragons, blahhhh.... a fellow student hates me and wants to see me dead....oooooooh.

I would prefer reading more stories about people sticking their hands in garbage disposals before I ever read a book again where the author literally babbles just to fit a couple more chapters in again.

For an adventure/fantasy story, its fucking boring.

I got told yesterday that I sound like a psycho. I was defending literal children from receiving corporal punishment in school.

I guess it puts the lotion on its skin baby.

Wild. I may be angry, heavily sleep and food deprived, but im not psycho. Id just deck any human for hurting kids 🤷‍♀️

I recently took a trip to the Columbine Memorial (i went while I could cuz once im back east yinz couldn't PAY me enough to come back out this way) and when people mention how peaceful it is, they aren't kidding. It was silent even though there were a bunch of soccer and baseball games going on down the hill. God bless these kids, they would be in their 40s and 50s now, but they were just kids.

Kids killing kids. 27 years.

🕊04/20/1999. May the stories of these kids change lives for the better one day.

I recently took a trip to the Columbine Memorial (i went while I could cuz once im back east yinz couldn't PAY me enough to come back out this way) and when people mention how peaceful it is, they aren't kidding. It was silent even though there were a bunch of soccer and baseball games going on down the hill. God bless these kids, they would be in their 40s and 50s now, but they were just kids.

Kids killing kids. 27 years.

🕊04/20/1999. May the stories of these kids change lives for the better one day.

Don't 👏 raise your children with abuse and hate 👏👏 and then expect them to 👏 take care OF YOU 👏👏👏👏👏👏👏 when you're OLD AND FEEBLE 👏👏👏 just because youre their "parent"👏👏 and children should take care👏👏 of their elderly parents👏👏👏👏👏👏👏.

Bitch I was a literal CHILD. Who abuses and let's their BOYFRIENDS abuse their children?! You don't deserve a fucking hairball. I might chuck a pair of depends at you. A PAIR.

Im calling her therapist today and popping tf off im done. I too want to get paid big just to talk at a person and not actually help their mental wellbeing.

It is WILD growing up abused and becoming a parent yourself. I have wtf'd so many times when I've thought about the decisions this crazy bitch made when I was a kid when I look at my own child. My child knows what actually happiness feels like, she is able to tell me that she loves me, unlike my brother and I with our birth portal.

I used to be baffled as to how my ma just allows herself to be this bad....cant even have her own grandkids visit her house. My daughter doesn't get the same grandparents memories I have and that is so so so beyond sad but it is not my place to excuse my birth portal. My place is to make sure my child grows with and in love and knows she is ALWAYS able to come home. How I came from that, I have no clue.