Age: 17
Gender: F
Height: 5'7
Starting Weight: 10 St 10 Lb
Current Goal weight: 8 St 11 Lb
Ultimate Goal weight: 7 St 10 Lb
Lowest weight: 9 St 1 Lb
Highest weight: 10 St 10 Lb
Favorite Diet food: Baby Carrots
Favorite Binge Food: Crisps :/
Favorite exercise: Speed walking
Does anyone know? Not yet. But I want to tell SOMEONE.
What makes you slip up? PIZZA :'(
When did it start? 9 months ago
What do you see when you look in the mirror? A fat face
Is it for attention? Oh, no. Not at all.
Are you the fat or the thin one in your group of friends? Thin one.
Are you depressed: Yes
Ever tried to commit suicide? Yes
Ever cut yourself? Yes
Ever been to a psychologist? Yes
Lost weight? Yes
Gained weight? Yes
Do you drink? No.
Does your weight affect your mood? Not allot but yes
Do you weigh yourself daily? I try not to but I do
Have you ever fasted? Yes
Have you ever skipped a meal? Many meals
Have you ever spit food out? Yes
SEXUALITY: No preference
[x] I’ve had a crush on someone of the same sex
[] I’ve had a crush on a teacher
[x] I am a cuddler
[] I’ve kissed in the rain
[x] I’ve hugged a stranger
[] I have kissed a stranger
I’VE DONE:
[x] Weed
[x] Cigarettes
[x] Alcohol
[x]Diet pills
[] Pain killers
[x]Sleeping pills
[x]Anti-depressants/Mood supporters
[] Ecstasy
[] LSD
[] Mushrooms
[] Speed
[] Cocaine
[] Other
Currently:
[x] anorexic
[] ednos
[]bulimic
[] living off laxative/diet pills
[x] hungry
[x] thirsty
[x] drinking something
[] Under 40kg
[x] fasting/starving myself
People:
[x] have asked if I’m anorexic/bulimic
[x] have said I’m skinny
[x] have said I’m ugly
[x] have said I’m pretty
[x] spread rumors about me
[] forced me to eat
[]say I eat too much
[x] wish I’d eat more
I wish:
[XXX] I was THIN
[XXX] I had a better body
[XXX] I didn’t have to eat
[X] I could control myself
[XXXXXXX] I was under 100 lbs
[X] I could hide what I am
[x] I wasn’t fat
[x] I was pretty
I love:
[] feeling hungry
[x] seeing a difference when fasting
[x] shaking
[x] feeling airy
[x] losing weight
[] being anorexic/bulimic
[x] coffee
[x] green tea
[x]diet pills
[x] being able to turn down food
[x] feeling good about myself
Appearance:
[] I am shorter than 5’4
[x] I think I’m ugly
[x] I have scars
[x] I wish my hair was a different color
[x] I have friends who have never seen my natural hair color
[x] I have a tattoo
[x] I am self-conscious about my appearance
[] I have/had braces
[] I wear glasses/contacts
[] I would get plastic surgery if it were 100% safe, free of cost, and scar-free
[x] I’ve been told I’m attractive by a complete stranger
[x] I have more than 2 piercings
[] I have piercings in places besides my ears
[] I have freckles
Family:
[x] I’ve sworn at my parents
[x] I’ve run away from home
[] I’ve been kicked out of the house
[] My biological parents are together
[] I have a sibling less than one year old
[x] I want to have kids someday
[] I’ve had children
[] I’ve lost a child/baby
[x] I can’t have children
Relationships:
[] I’m single
[x] I’m in a relationship
[] I’m engaged
[] I’m married
[] I’ve gone on a blind date
[] I’ve been the dumpee more than the dumper
[x] I miss someone right now
[x] I have a fear of abandonment
[] I’ve cheated in a relationship
[] I’ve gotten divorced
[x] I’ve had feelings for someone who didn’t have them back
[x]I’ve told someone I loved them when I didn’t
[] I’ve told someone I didn’t love them when I did
[] I’ve kept something from a past relationship
[] I’ve been ‘the other woman’
Bad Times:
[] I’ve consumed alcohol
[] I regularly drink
[x] I can’t swallow pills
[x] I can swallow numerous pills at a time without water
[x] I have been diagnosed with depression
[x] I shut others out when I’m upset
[x] I take anti-depressants
[x] I’m anorexic or bulimic or have ednos
[x] I’ve slept an entire day when I didn’t need it
[x] I’ve hurt myself on purpose
[x] I’ve woken up crying
[x] I’ve fallen asleep crying
[x] I’ve lost weight
[x] I’ve gained weight
[x] My weight holds me back
[x] Weight consumes me
[] I’m at my thinnest
[] I’m at my biggest
[x] I’ve lost weight and kept it off
[x] I’ve lost weight but gained it back
[x] My weight affects my mood
[x] I weigh myself daily
[x] I am jealous of everyone smaller than me
[x] I hate compliments
[x] I want to tell people to “stop lying” when they compliment me
[x] I feel bigger than people who are my size
[x] I feel happy when I’m hungry
[x] I get depressed after I eat
[x] I’ve skipped a meal
[x] I’ve thrown food away
[x] I’ve spit food out
[x] I’ve fasted
[x] I’ve taken diet pills
[x] I’ve used laxatives
[x] I’ve purged
[x] I exercise (sometimes)
[x] I exercise so I can eat
[x] I work out secretly
[x] I work out daily
[] I’ve fainted from exhaustion (not due to exercising, though)
Habits:
[x] I keep my eating habits a secret
[x] I look at thinspo
[x] I count calories
[x] I’ve had negative intake days
[x] I avoid food
[x] I hate food
[x] I love food
[x] I want to be this way
[x] I don’t want to be like this
[x] I wish I could have more control
[x] losing weight is my top priority
[] I am in treatment
[x] I’m doing this for me
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