lost

It's a long journey.

[thinspiratio--n]

I really need someone to vent to but I have no one I can talk to like that and it fucking SUCKS

[selkie-fowk-blog1]

Having bpd is like a living paradox like?? You desperately crave attention and hate yourself but you still make everything about you??? You’re sure that everyone hates you but you still want their validation anyway?? You feel things incredibly intensely then you feel nothing at all?? You’re empty, you’re bursting at the seams, you’re lonely, you’re overwhelmed, you’re everything, you’re nothing. Everything you feel is in extremes.

[thinspiratio--n]

I don't get it anymore oh god what the fuck have I done to deserve all of this

[nnicoleeee]

[this-crazy-thing-called-life-19]

[my-little-self-destruction-deac]

Why the fuck are Disney movies so fucking deep?

[filtered-away-by-detail]

Probably so kids will have more of a probability to grow up with better self esteem and a better perspective of the world than most people have.

[ibelongwith-you]

[homesick-body]

[confessionsabouted]

9168) It's disgusting how this has changed my way of thinking. I can't even look at young children without getting jealous of how thin they are. Absolutely everything revolves back to food or weight for me now.

[boys-and-suicide-deactivated201]

Never

[emilynicole995]

[hedonist--poet-deactivated20240]

I either eat too much or starve myself. Sleep for 14 hours or have insomniac nights. Fall in love very hard or hate passionately. I don’t know what grey is. I never did.

(via hazelhirao)

[definition-of-katherine]

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[boys-and-suicide-deactivated201]

So I just wrote this for my Math teacher and I felt it was appropriate. Someone’s got to speak out for us right?

[boys-and-suicide-deactivated201]

Just an hour after I posted this a police officer took me to the office and they talked to me about this because my teacher turned it in. So I got in trouble but I refused to take the post down because this is so important to me. We don’t have many people speaking out against mental illnesses and we have to start somewhere.

[kissesuncleanasthewordsyousay]

[freundschaftmitextras]

Also wenn ich 10kg weniger wiegen würde wäre schon sehr nice.

[thinspiratio--n]

I re-made this account around the beginning of last summer, which is a bit over a year ago, and I've gone through so many ups and downs, but right now, I'm still just as fat as I was last summer. makes me go crazy knowing how much weight I could've lost in this year, that I totally wasted. but I guess it motivates me more to not fail right now.

[alwaysssomething]