Ballet or Bust ♥

Hello there all you lovely people. My name is Tess, and I am a ballet dancer. CW: 116 lbs HW: 135 lbs LW: 105 lbs GW1: 110 lbs (10/10 - 06/11) GW2: 105 lbs UGW: 95 lbs 5'4" ♥ >Progress Blog< Fun stuff: >Click< >Click<

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Thought you guys might like to see this.

A little clip of me improv-ing yesterday.  :)

Cheers

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So I'm the poster girl for one of the designers at Fashion Arts Toronto this year. Not bad not bad.

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Hey lovelies!! Anyone around who still remembers me?

It's been far too long. I hope you have all been well. <3 Send me some love.

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My bum looks pretty good here.  ;)

Photo by Zhenya Cerneacov.

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I'll just reblog this here.  From my personal blog.  :)

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Bbqed garlic shoots, broccoli and venison burgers with salad, guacamole and grainy mustard. (Taken with Instagram)

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Goddamn this Hay Fever has me bad.  =/

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Stuck with my guns today.

Booyeah. 

Fruit breakfast, salad lunch, omelet &veg for din.

Best omelet ever.  Egg whites, salmon, asparagus.  Noms.

Final show is on friday.  I will soon cease to be stressed.

Good good.

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*Casually sneaks back into the room*

Hey guys.

Sorry I haven't been around for a LONG time.

A lot has happened in my life lately.  A lot of good, and a lot of bad.  I won't get into it to spare you a ridiculously long post.

I will however tell you I was offered a new contract and now cannot wait to start the next dancing season.

And I will also tell you that I have been having trouble with my eating.  Things ain't so stellar.  But there isn't anyone I can really talk about it with.  Ahh well.

I'm gonna try posting more again.  See if that helps.

I missed you all.

(ALSO 108 notes on that photo of me?! Awesome!)

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Ballet shot number two of three. 

I hope you guys like.  :)  

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looseyourselfx replied to your photo: It’s been a while since I’ve posted - I know. ...

whoa, you look amazing! Post more ballet pictures! :)

Thank you so much, love.  <3  I will!  There are two more really nice photos from this same set.  I'll post them now.  :)

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It's been a while since I've posted - I know.

Sorry guys.  I got a little caught up in my disordered eating and needed some time to chill out.

Here is a ballet photo to cheer you up. (I ain't lookin too shabby, eh?  ;) )

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Wow... I lose followers and don't get any repsonses from my cry for help. Seriously guys - I need you here.

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Hey guys, I really need your help. Please read this and reblog it.

I know I haven't been on a lot lately - and I apologize for this.  Things haven't been moving so smoothly.

This may be triggering to some - read at your own risk.

As some of you know my sister suffers from bulimia.  I have been trying to help her through it by being the best sister I can be.  We talk about it when we can, and I am honestly trying to help her love herself.

But I know she is lying to me.  I have found her stash of old containers and rotting bags of vomit in her room.  I'm really scared for her.  I don't know how to bring it up without making her worse.  She told me she had been getting under control - but I know for a fact that she binged/purged yesterday while I was even home.  She's getting worse and it scares me so much.

Does anyone have any advice on how to deal with this?  Those of you who suffer from this - how would you want me to help you?

Please give me as much input as you can, you guys.  Reblog this post so I can get responses from ed sufferers that I do not know.

I am so scared and just want to help my poor little sister.

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I have been disgustingly inactive with this blog.

Blah.  It was a pretty bad week last week.  The stress of the upcoming show just got to me.  I made some bad eating decisions.  All week.   :c

So I did gain a little weight again.  But thats okay - I didn't gain  much.  And today my director told me my bum is shrinking.  Yuss!

Soo all in all, all is good.

I'm cutting out all sugar this week - including natural sugar (gasp, no fruit!) and had the most delicious eggs this morning for breakfast.  One whole egg, plus one eggwhite scrambled with onions, mushrooms, broccoli, cherry tomatoes and a bit of balsamic vinegar.  Om nom nom.

I was so super charged for rehearsal.  I wish I could eat eggs more often.  Siiiiigh.  Those of you who can (and do!) eat eggs every day I am so incredibly jealous of you. 

Blah.  Maybe tomorrow I'll make breakfast beans.  :)

I will possibly post dinner process and photos depending on what I make.  yay.

I've missed you all loads!

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Yesterday I had one of those perfect days.

I ate exactly what I meant to - nothing less, or more. I went out with my closest friends. I had the best time ever. I am in such a good happy mood right now.

I love you guys.

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This is so incredibly accurate.

I cannot contain my laughter.  xD

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I have a bit of a confession to make...

My current guilty pleasure is in fact sugar-free jell-o. I am usually the biggest stickler ever for chemical products.  I hate everything processed/fake.  And yet, here I am munching away on pure chemical goodness. I even used more water than the recipe described so that I would have MORE jello with slightly less of a syrup flavour.  I have a feeling I may end up finishing this bowl. (At least its only 40 calories, right?)

I did not take this photo... I am eating lime.