@mio-kov

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ever see how much someone is eating and think âholy shit thatâs a lotâ but then you realise that theyâre actually eating normal human portions and youâve forgotten what normal is
âMaking someone laugh after theyâve just finished crying, is one of the most painfully beautiful things to ever exist.â
@mio-kov
just (sad) ed things
managing to restrict the whole week becomes bittersweet because you usually fall into a bit of a depressive episode
food and calories and diet is the only thing you can think about, it takes up all your energy
studying is hard. work is hard. standing up is hard.
the initial hunger pangs are absolute torture
believe it or not, it is possible to become sick of diet coke and green tea lol
watching other people eat normally around you can be painful
the guilt and shame that comes with eating like an ordinary person
â700 calories?â your brain asks, âur a fake!1!1!!!â
⥠Not pro anything, donât report just ignore
attractive person: looks donât matter!
me, an ugly: *canât make friends*, *canât get into relationships*, *is second choice for everything*, *canât get away with most outfits*, *canât take pictures featuring myself*, *has severe trust issues over anyone seemingly liking me* ok
problems of anas starting at an actual obese weight
-your lowest weight is other peoples highest.
-people never noticing that you donât eat due to your weight.
-ACTUALLY being medically fat, not just feeling fat.
-having legitimate problems working out (knees canât handle all the weight, asthma, etc)
-âyou probably shouldnât eat that, should you?â when taking your first bite of a remotely unhealthy food in MONTHS.
-losing over 70lbs and still not be close to âthinâ.
-thinner anas looking down on you because youâre not skinny enough. (actually happened)
-thinner anas telling you to âstop starving yourselfâ or âturn back before you get sickâ when youâve actually been doing this longer than them.
-MORE SIDE EFFECTS!
-being petty and offended when people half your size call themselves fat in front of you, well knowing you weigh twice as much as them. (this is a personal problem but still)
-actually being happy to be at a NORMAL weight for once.Â
-âMY BMI IS FINALLY UNDER 25!â
-lower chances of actually hitting your ugw because your body literally canât lose more.
-LOOSE SKIN. L O T S OF IT.Â
-knowing youâve lost more than most of the fellow anas, but not being able to talk about it because your cw isnât low enough just yet.
so shoutout to all the bigger people with anorexic tendencies, because they deserve way more. because theyâve gone through this pain for so long without enough recognition. because within the ana community, theyâre often not even acknowledged. because THEY ARE VALID TOO.Â
i started at over 250lbs and hit my first plateau at 149, so i do have a right to complain, thank you very much. (iâm just over 5â˛4. just imagine.)
My SW was 177 and I was so embarrassed because I was almost classfied as obese when I started. Bigger anas are just as valid! â¤
211 when I started⌠Still have so much to go at 175
reblog if a close member of your family has ever told you youâre fat
My brother. Heâs underweight and really loves reminding me of it