Everything in life is writable about

if you have the outgoing guts to do it, and the imagination to improvise. The worst enemy to creativity is self-doubt. - Sylva Plath

[third-wave-ambivalence]

In these quiet moments,

on my own,

I am ready for you.

I’m excited for you.

Sometimes I need to miss you, be my own without you, to come back to you.

[third-wave-ambivalence]

I need to learn the below statement. Time as my own person, my own friendships. Steering my own conversations. This is the only way I can be happy. Sounds simple!

[heavensghost]

[8pxl]

A preview of my next piece. I’ll be releasing a written tutorial for it on Patreon! Will include speedpainting videos, and step by step pics!

[third-wave-ambivalence]

Sometimes it’s fun to be moody. To feel lovesick, poetic. Maybe I need someone with whom I can bounce this moodiness around, off one another. But maybe this isn’t moodiness? I might actually be a bit torn.

[elaps]

Bubble Wands, Mike Flemming

[third-wave-ambivalence]

All that remains is dreammaking and strange remembrance.

Call Me By Your Name.

Maybe it’s because when I’m there,

I’m effortlessly social.

I can handle more,

spicy and the cold.

What am I here?

Who could I be.

There.

Why was I happier,

towards the end,

there.

[alpacinoss]

…All that remains is dreammaking and strange remembrance.” 

call me by your name (andré aciman, 2007)

[ponderation]

Pink Tranquility by Jarno Nurminen

[cherylblossom]

(x)

[hopedanvers-deactivated20230902]

Wanda Maximoff/Scarlet Witch (Elizabeth Olsen) in the battle of Wakanda.

Avengers: Infinity War (2018) dir. The Russo Brothers

[third-wave-ambivalence]

WANDA IS EVERYTHING.

What happened to the mind controlling red waves she could send. While Infinity War was compact, I understand, there was much too much screen-time for her devotion to Vision. Her character is the first that has spoken to me, because it was an interesting, powerful female introduced without a relationship focus. I wish her strong character had a female love interest rather than emphasising her role of protecting Vision, who was portrayed as a human male, making it more typical and undervaluing of potential female superhero credibility. She deserves more. 

The love between Cheryl and Toni is everything, more of this in media!

[poemswords]

[third-wave-ambivalence]

For Emma, FOREVER ago.

[third-wave-ambivalence]

“They say that true love hurts

well this could almost kill me.”

The Harold Song

Only when I am questioning love, feeling dramatic, do I feel the hurt. And poetic phrases come out of me and form into sad Tumblr text posts. But I’m happy now, focused. I can see these lyrics, these Youtube-autoplay-loop love lost lyrics. And I’m not triggered.

Well. Where I thought this jotted Keep was going, took a turn into those late night ponderings. “You went to your Homeland what if we had dated. You're never alone you always have yourself, eye contact and mind blown smile.” I remember that moment. Days like today, like the past many days, I’ve been happy, focused, on not that moment. Days like these, it just happened, as moments like that do. It couldn’t mean what if. I think.

I might cue Wavves next. On this Youtube-autoplay-loop of love lost lyrics.

[longbong]

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