✕ ʸᵒᵘ'ʳᵉ ｐｏｓｓｉｂｌｅ

but also terrible, terrible things. & much sadness. ❞ indipendent thirteenth doctor from bbc doctor who. formerly callmethirteen & nxtalone.

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                                                  ❛  what’s the final clue?

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aahhhhhhh!!  i don’t know if i still have active followers on this blog, but here’s what’s going on: basically shit happened - & with shit i mean exams’ summer session at university. hence me abandoning every single rp blog i own… however!  i’m planning to come back asap - next week, for example, i shall post an open &/or a starter call uwù gosh, i miss roleplaying. so yeah, i felt like giving you a warning. please, forgive me!

[harbingxr]

                                ❛ we’re not meant to live long,                                                              but to live great.

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                                                    ❛ be your own CHANGE.

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hunger games trilogy || starters

feel free to change pronouns , tenses , etc .

❝  it takes 10 times as long to put yourself back together as it does to fall apart .❞ ❝  why am i not dead ? i should be dead .❞ ❝ having an eye for beauty isn’t the same thing has having a weakness .❞ ❝  i wish i could freeze this moment , right here , right now , & live in it forever .❞ ❝  no one really needs me .❞ ❝ remember , we’re madly in love , so it’s all right to kiss me anytime you feel like it .❞ ❝  i am not pretty . i am not beautiful . i am as radiant as the sun .❞ ❝  you love me . real or not real ? ❞ ❝  ally . friend . lover . victor . enemy . fiancee . target . mutt . neighbor . hunter . ally. i’ll add it to the list of words i use to try to figure you out.  ❞ ❝  here it’s safe , here it’s warm .❞ ❝  i’m not like the rest of you . there’s no one left i love .❞ ❝  i’m very hard to catch , & if they can’t catch me , they can’t kill me .❞ ❝  stupid people are dangerous .❞ ❝  you don’t forget the face of the person who was your last hope .❞ ❝  you’ve got about as much charm as a dead slug .❞ ❝  my nightmares are usually about losing you .❞ ❝  for there to be betrayal , there would have to have been trust first .❞ ❝  destroying things is much easier than making them .❞ ❝  here’s some advice . stay alive .❞ ❝  they’ll either want to kill you , kiss you , or be you .❞ ❝  you’re not leaving me here alone .❞ ❝  well , i don’t have much competition here .❞ ❝  you here to finish me off , sweetheart ? ❞ ❝  i stand by what i said . do you want me to lie about it ? ❞ ❝  because i’m selfish . i’m a coward . ❞ ❝  you & me , we’re even . no more owed . you understand ? ❞ ❝  if we burn , you burn with us .❞ ❝  what ? do you find this distracting ? ❞ ❝  i can still rip your throat out .❞ ❝  where’s loverboy ? ❞ ❝  i’m the kind of girl who , when she might actually be of use , would run to stay alive and leave those who couldn’t follow to suffer and die .❞ ❝  the kisses have the opposite effect , of make my need greater . i thought i was something of an expert on hunger , but this is an entirely new kind . ❞ ❝  hope . hope is the only thing stronger than fear .❞ ❝  a spark could be enough to set them ablaze . ❞ ❝  kind people have a way of working their way inside me and rooting there .❞ ❝  whatever breaks you .❞ ❝  i am in pain . that’s the only way i get your attention . ❞ ❝  i’m not going anywhere . i’m going to stay here and cause all kinds of trouble .❞ ❝  imagine thousands of your people , dead . your loved ones , gone . ❞ ❝  i hate being so alone .❞ ❝  don’t make me sorry i restarted your heart .❞ ❝  they will kill us .❞ ❝  you know , you could live a thousand lifetimes and not deserve him .❞ ❝  please feel free to take this personally . ❞ ❝  at some point , you have to stop running & turn around and face whoever wants you dead .❞ ❝  aim higher in case you fall short .❞ ❝  some walks you have to take alone .❞ ❝  whatever breaks you .❞ ❝  well , you’re a piece of work , aren’t you ? ❞ ❝  isn’t it strange that i know you’d risk your life to save mine , but i don’t even know what your favorite color is ? ❞ ❝  you are my life .❞ ❝  i’m here to help you make an impression .❞ ❝  you have no idea . the effect you can have .❞ ❝  if desperate times call for desperate measures , then i am free to act as desperately as i wish .❞ ❝  so when did I become so special ? ❞ ❝  you’re not afraid i’ll kill you tonight ? ❞ ❝  technically , i am unarmed . but no one should underestimate the harm fingernails can do .❞ ❝  i doubt they’ll figure out our plan , since we can barely understand it ourselves .❞ ❝  mess with us & we’ll do something worse than kill you . we’ll kill your children .❞ ❝  you’re kind of squeamish for such a lethal person .❞ ❝  you’re not going to die . i forbid it . all right ? ❞ ❝  i thought we had an agreement not to lie to each other. ❞ ❝  closing my eyes doesn’t help . fire burns brighter in the darkness . ❞ ❝  jealousy is certainly involved . ❞ ❝  what is the worst pain ? to me , it’s always the pain that is present . ❞ ❝  i’ve been down by the stream collecting berries . would you care for some ? ❞ ❝  may the odds be ever in your favor .❞ ❝  what i need is the dandelion in the spring . the bright yellow that means rebirth instead of destruction . the promise that life can go on , no matter how bad our losses .❞ ❝  ____ ? maybe some pants ? ❞ ❝  i can’t tell what’s real anymore , & what’s made up . ❞ ❝  i knew you’d kiss me . ❞

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✕ ┊ biochemqueen

❝ Well, ALRIGHT. ❞

Jemma could hardly turn that down. She was intrigued by the notion of a little blue box being an entire ship – and when he gestured for her to step inside, she was nothing less than thrilled. She took a deep breath and pushed open the door slightly more, crossing the threshhold by a few steps before standing frozen, registering that this was – it was —   

❝ Impossible! ❞

How could it be bigger on the inside? She was sure it was bigger on the inside, and definitely a sophisticated piece of machinery. Jemma turned to him with a smile lighting up her face, disbelief etched in her eyes in the most extraordinary way. She tried to find the words to ask him the burning question: how?

              That was his favourite part. The moment in which his companions first encountered the TARDIS---- the REAL thing. The expression in their eyes said it all; that the ship has outclassed the expectations, that it was the most extraordinary thing they’d ever seen. That ancient, yet very modern machine he was so proud of... Yes, that moment was incredibly satisfying, & he could perceive that the ship herself was as proud.

                                                              ❝ But your very feet are just standing inside of it.                                                                             ---- So impossible? No. More like SCIENCE. ❞

                     Stepping inside, the Doctor closed the door behind him. He let her have some other moments of familiarity with the TARDIS, before asking the most obvious question.

                                             ❝ Now---- where to? ❞

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✕ ┊ creativexcasxsparrow

    The thing was she had seen most of his past selves from afar but never got a chance to meet him again. She hadn’t seen past his eleventh self so it would be something if she actually knew it was him. Unfortunately she hadn’t known the face of his and felt like she wouldn’t for a bit. She looked down at the menu hearing what he asked.      “I am to drink that is. Maybe a soda.”  She quietly said not having made contact with his eyes yet. Slowly after a minute of thinking of what to eat and drink, she finally met his eyes noticing he adjusted his glasses, seeming familiar but she couldn’t put her finger on it.

                                               ❝ Roger that. Great choice. ❞

                     Quick steps brought him away, & he suddenly disappeared behind the counter. Seen from the outside, it was a ridiculous scene: the Doctor, an ancient being in an adult shape, actually ducked down the counter, as if the gesture could have seriously brought him away. Maybe -- if he hid long enough -- he could have avoided her. Someone else could have gone taking her order. He might have even reached the TARDIS in the back & fly away.

                     A COWARD, he was. But there were reasons why he avoided his sister for all those centuries... Reasons he wasn’t proud of, but still important ones. So he stood there, sitting on the floor, peeking outside every now & then to check if she was still there.

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✕ ┊ nosmallcourage

❝ ADMIT IT — I was good. ❞

                      ❝ Good?  Nahh----                                             You were FORMIDABLE. ❞

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@lessmercy ♥’d

                      ❝ So---- you like? ❞

       He performed the clumsier pirouette, almost falling upon        his own feet. A new trait of his NEW PERSONA...      He        wasn’t exactly sure he liked it.

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@everybodyelsedying ♥’d

                      ❝ I can’t accept---- I can’t---- ❞

       Words resulted HARD to express;    his mind frantically        working, in order to produce his thought in proper words.        But he couldn’t, he was completely damaged.

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@briingoutyourdead ♥’d

                      ❝ Old friend... Missed me? ❞

       No smile was brighting the Doctor’s features. Actually, any        type of EMOTION was displayed at all.       That made him        somehow---- dangerous.

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@steadfxst ♥’d

                      ❝ There’s so much in this universe.                                                  ---- Beauty, of course... & also PAIN. Wonders aren’t                                                                         always of the happy kind. ❞

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So tonight I reached 100 followers on this blog and that’s a pretty big milestone for me, considering that I’m a female original character, and also that I’m actually trash. It’s a seriously positive boost that I needed so thank you to each and every single one of you. I’ve met some amazing people in the few weeks I’ve been here and I’m so proud to call you guys FRIENDS. If you aren’t on here, please don’t take it personally. I adore all of you, I promise, but some people I’ve spent more time writing with and more time wishing I was brave enough to approach them. 

Roleplaying is very important to me, it’s my biggest hobby and my safe space, and the community I’ve involved myself in has made itself so important in my life. I appreciate all you guys have done for me. Here’s to a great year and high hopes for what’s ahead!

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starter call !!

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                                                    ❛ be your own CHANGE.

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✕ ┊ creativexcasxsparrow

Cassity was settled on the outside of a cute little cafe in the middle of no where. She had been traveling through different parts of the country. She had hoped that she would run into her brother. She had been searching for him for a very long time most of her life ever since she got sent to Earth around the time war. She hoped maybe somewhere she’d look into where trouble might be she’d run into. She finally decided to head into the cafe coming inside not seeing anyone in there at that time that was. She went in and set her back pack down at a table debating what to get.

                     He occasionally worked in a café. An odd thing, you might think: why occasionally? Why a café? Why THE DOCTOR? But if you knew him -- & thought about it a bit -- you would have realized that it wasn’t odd at all. He was the Doctor & he did what he wanted, WHEN he wanted  ( as long as he was able to study from a close point of view humans’ behaviour ).

                     Little he knew that, that specific day, he would have bumped into a familiar figure; someone he hadn’t seen in a very long time. With a little luck, she wouldn’t have recognized him---- after all, he’d changed many faces since the last time they’ve met. Approaching her, the notebook for the orders in his hand, he adjusted his glasses.

                                                             ❝ Good morning. Are you ready to order? ❞

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✕ ┊ biochemqueen

❝ Yes, exactly — is that your ship? Fascinating… ❞

It looked like a blue box sitting in the sand but apparently it had the capability of flight; she could see nowhere for an engine to be kept, no thrusters, no wings, nothing of the sort, but she assumed he had no reason to lie. Jemma started towards it, circling it, placing her hands against it. Fitz would have been much more knowledgeable about this with his engineering credentials but she did understand a little from watching him work.

But… this didn’t feel like a ship. It felt alive. 

                                   ❝ It is, indeed. You see, there’s a secret kept behind its                                                        COMMON appearance. Want to find it out? ❞

                     A smile spreaded across his facial features, as a hand leaned against the door of the TARDIS. Pushing a little, he just opened a crack, a peek to what was hiding inside. That was his favourite part, & he was preparing for it: he simply LOVED it when people looked at the inside of his ship for the first time -- it was a mystic moment, that held surprise, shock, wonder... & she, the TARDIS, caused it. His pride & joy, she was.

                     With a small, polite wave of his hand, the Doctor gestured the new acquaintance to enter. He would have followed, ready to stare at  ( & analyze )  the expression she would have made.