This isn't my skin

it's someone else's

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♡About!♡

pink text vs having a read more, read more won, rip aesthetic

Hello, welcome to my about!

Trigger tags are "subject//" and "subject ment//" and don't be afraid to ask me to tag things!

Speaks tag is "Static noises"

This is a sideblog

My profile picture is from thiswaifudoesnotexist.net

this is all about me

♡ Nonbinary guy

♡ You can call me Glitch, Cloud, or Blue!

♡ Survivor of child grooming, not sure it if went as far as molestation, but the thing person that did it had touched other kids

♡ He/Him

♡ I'm autistic, possibly have ADHD, possibly BPD or DPD, undiagnosed as of right now (besides autism) because the process takes a long time, but I'm getting there

♡ I'm suicidal and currently struggling with self harm but I'm getting better!

♡ I don't like stating my triggers publicly, so please ask me before sending me things

♡ I'm a big meanie anti, meaning that I hate people who fetishize and romanticize pedophilia! Don't roleplay as a child being raped by their parent, don't write/show pedophilia in a positive light, don't try and justify wanting to rape kids, go get fucking help and do not follow me, or maybe die, that sounds good too

♡ I was exposed to graphic pornography at the age of 11 by fujoshis, they are not welcome here, and if they touch my posts they die

♡ if you ever need to know my opinions on something before following me, just send an ask!

♡ I’d rather transmeds didn’t interact with me, because their ideologies really fucked up my view of my gender

♡ Thinspo/ED/"not pro just coping" blogs are not welcome here and neither are fatphobes, please leave me alone!

♡ if you're following me for the ~aesthetic~ then you can suck my entire ass

♡ No True Crimers™ allowed here, if you have a crush on a real life serial killer, go get help and stay away from me

♡ I don't trust littlespace blogs/ non-system littles, please leave me alone

And that seems like it's about it!

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She's been confirmed dead, she was buried today, wrapped up in my baby blanket, I miss her a lot

I keep thinking it's a bad dream and I'll wake up soon, but it's real and I hate it

She's gone

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My eyes really hurt

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I'm pretty sure my cat is dead

Went missing a few days ago, someone reported a cat dead on the train tracks by my house yesterday, no one has gone to confirm it yet, mom has been begging them to hurry up

I keep leaving space at the end of the bed for her

But she isn't gonna scratch at my door, come in, see her spot is taken, glare at me, and then leave

There's no point in doing this

Yet my legs are still bent as if she's there

I got her my first year of college, and she stayed with me as I dropped out

I was in so much pain, she helped me recover

I'm never gonna hear her squeak, chirp, purr, or do that weird thing where she tries to meow but nothing comes out... ever again

I'm never gonna get scratched for trying to brush her

I feel so sick

I'd give half my life to have her back

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Anyone else want some leg muscles that won't stop twitching? Or some knees that won't stop hurting? Cuz oh boy oh boy

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The most basic accommodation a doctor can make is to allow an autistic person to have a parent present during an appointment, and this fucjing asshole looks at my file, sees I'm autistic, and is like "no❤"

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Haven't used this blog in a while, I am alive, but also in massive amounts of pain all of the time for unknown reasons ❤

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Is it ME? MS? arthritis? Nobody knows!

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Haven't used this blog in a while, I am alive, but also in massive amounts of pain all of the time for unknown reasons ❤

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"I'm gonna kill myself if you dont talk to me"

Me, thoroughly enjoying tearing a Terry's Chocolate Orange box apart:

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I'm the exact opposite of an oversharer, no one knows anything about me, but I just seem to attract people who do over share

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I don't exist to help others but I keep offering my help ;-;

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Anyone else's personalities change based on whatever song you're playing on repeat at the time? No? Just me?

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“You’re sooo nice!! here’s all my problems, fix them for me!!”

I’m just gonna start being mean to people, I’m gonna be the worst person in the world, stop asking nice people to fix your problems for you

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like honestly??? I get described as “the nicest person” people know but that usually ends with them depending on me to fix their problems for them!! I don’t wanna fix your problems I’m not a fucking therapist!!! I can’t even drive!! if you constantly nag me to fix your problems I’m not being nice to you anymore!!!!

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“You’re sooo nice!! here’s all my problems, fix them for me!!”

I’m just gonna start being mean to people, I’m gonna be the worst person in the world, stop asking nice people to fix your problems for you

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Fuck speaks tags I'm going rogue

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I'm beginning to think there's something about me that invites people to overshare

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So anyways if you don't respect boundaries fuck you❤

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Like I already told this guy I wasn't in a fit state to keep being his fucking therapist, he keeps messaging me, I mute him (note: I also told him I muted him) he kept fucking messaging me, but muted so I just ignored them, then he sends it to my COLLEGE EMAIL, I message him, deal with the problem, and then tell him never to email me again, and that's that

and now we're doing college partially online, and there's an option to dm people on there, and HE FUCKING USES IT TO MESSAGE ME AFTER I'VE SAID NOT TO so I went off on him and told him that this is bordering on harassment and to never speak to me ever again

So anyway hows your day been

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Might tell his parents one of these days