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i apologize to everyone who thought i was cool from the outside only to discover i am an emotionally unstable and socially anxious potato...

#buff doge vs. cheems meme #this is what i am #i am cheems #hasthtags are feeling like insert thoughts #mental health issues #mental health #rambling #everyday ramblings #social anxiety

since i've lost my baby, all i wanna do is cry, and cry...

#i wanna get buried in her voice #i am not even thinking about anyone while listening this song #but it is just #chefs kiss #hasthtags are feeling like insert thoughts #music #song lyrics #song of the day

i signed up a twitter (or x whatever) account to support a tag event. its only my third hour and i got rage baited at least ten times what the hell....

#i had been refusing to sign up because i knew it wasnt a place for me #but still what the hell #what the f is wrong with these people #hasthtags are feeling like insert thoughts #twitter #x #i am never using it again

an ancient lady enjoying a scandalous story, a victorian woman hiding her erotic novel between other texts, and me staying up until 3 am reading ao3... some traditions truly deserve to be carried out.

#i am reading superbat again #i need to stop #but frozenpotions fics are soo good i cant stop #hasthtags are feeling like insert thoughts #fanfiction #fanfic #fandom #fandoms #ao3 #ao3 fanfic #arvhive of our own #fan writing

hoping, manifesting,praying, whatever else is required i can do it. please let this happen...

#this will be a turning point in my life #i really want it to end well #it is about the results of speciality exam #if everything goes well #i will finally work #hasthtags are feeling like insert thoughts

goth-queen

i like seeing life updates from my mutuals... we may not have been talking for a while now, but i am so glad to see you are still here...

- you started this new show/book/video game? i may not even heard it before, but it's so cool to see you are still sharing your interests with the same enthusiasm that attracted me to you before!

- your cat is still a baby to my eyes even years passed from the moment you shared her first baby pictures here, i am sure you also still see her as your baby...

- i am sorry you are going through some tough times, i wish i could do more for you but i will pray for better days to find you...

- i couldnt be any prouder with your exam result! you used to complain about having a hard time with it before... but now look at you, look how far you've come...

- oh you are recommending this artist? i trust your tastes more than myself so of course i will check them..

- i am so happy you found a new job, lover, hobby! i hope everything will continue to shine more brighter for you and only good things will happen to you.. i love you ♡

#kisses to all my mutuals #kisses to all mutuals in here #i sometimes love humanity #i love here #hasthtags are feeling like insert thoughts #tumblr #mutuals #sharing daily life #sharing my thoughts

my biggest fear for this fictional workaholic man to end up like him:

#do i have a type that attracts me #maybe #there is some resemblance #hasthtags are feeling like insert thoughts #obey me #obey me till death do us part #obey me lucifer #obey me otome

i think a very realistic after-graduation stimulation should be played at the first year of every faculty so people wouldnt have to waste time and money and feel obliged to continue cause the shit has started once...

#this is for all my ladies #who dont get paid enough #and boys too #it was for the sake of twice #anyways #this is a real problem btw #the fact that i act like its unserious doesnt make it unserious #hasthtags are feeling like insert thoughts #graduate #graduation #work life

checking some older posts i shared gives me the same cringe the time i had read my middle school diary...

i will never delete them and save myself from this embarrassment.

#like damn #what the hell i was going thru #i am glad those days are over #time for the worse days #hasthtags are feeling like insert thoughts

imagine my genuine shock and horror checking bsd manga after not following the content for a long while...

like what is even going on, what is happening, i remember decay of the angel, i remember meursault arc and playing escape the prison, there were AN AGENCY AND MAFIA AND THEİR MEMBERS.... what is even going on, where is everyone and when this series turned into sth like an eldritch horror? (or is it, what is even that creature?)

#this is not me hating i am genuinely surprised #hasthtags are feeling like insert thoughts #bungou stray dogs #bsd #dazai osamu #bsd manga #bsd spoilers #bsd 124.5

..... gregor samsa is that you?

#as Gregor Samsa awoke one morning from uneasy dreams he found himself transformed in his bed into a gigantic insect #genuinely wtf #hasthtags are feeling like insert thoughts #bungou stray dogs #bsd #bsd manga #dazai osamu #nakajima atsushi #akutagawa ryuunosuke #bsd 124.5

the relief of having a long-waited conversation and letting all out... impeccable...

#i just broke up #i think it was expected #i was just delaying it #now i feel awful i cried a lot #but i also feel relieved #oh also #i was trying to lit a cigarette while crying #and i lit the opposite side because of the tears #it was a waste #hasthtags are feeling like insert thoughts

skipping all smut in a fanfic for fluff part

vs

skipping all fluff in a fanfic for smut part

i will start writing a story.

it can be like a few hundreds words... or maybe a few thousand... or maybe pages... i dont have any idea right now, really...

all i know is, i want to finish this story, even if i will end up hating it and burning it later...

#i used to write a lot #sometimes fanfic #sometimes little stories #i usually end up with hating and destroying but thats not the point #i missed the feeling #i hope i will finish it this time #hasthtags are feeling like insert thoughts #fic writing #writing #writer stuff #writer problems #writers block

i am dying for the trope of "main character dying in front of their lover again and again in every reality/timeline no matter how hard they try to save mc"

it's especially better if mc is not aware of this situation, maybe doesnt even remember their lover at every restart

#its pure agony #makes me cry #i love hurting myself #rn i cant remember many examples #hasthtags are feeling like insert thoughts #only two example on my mind:#puella magi madoka magica #homura #homura akemi #the omniscient reader's viewpoint #torv #orv #orv yjh #orv yoo joonghyuk #yoo joonghyuk

the sudden excitement of the possibility of a new love affair... oh, the old but never ending illusion of naivity....

#wake up my senses #and wake up my idiot heart too #it feels like sth will start again #(spoiler it wont)#hasthtags are feeling like insert thoughts #crush #love #feelings #having crush

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