mimosa (23)

[this-is-mimosa]

i apologize to everyone who thought i was cool from the outside only to discover i am an emotionally unstable and socially anxious potato...

[this-is-mimosa]

i signed up a twitter (or x whatever) account to support a tag event. its only my third hour and i got rage baited at least ten times what the hell....

[this-is-mimosa]

an ancient lady enjoying a scandalous story, a victorian woman hiding her erotic novel between other texts, and me staying up until 3 am reading ao3... some traditions truly deserve to be carried out.

[this-is-mimosa]

hoping, manifesting,praying, whatever else is required i can do it. please let this happen...

[goth-queen]

[this-is-mimosa]

i like seeing life updates from my mutuals... we may not have been talking for a while now, but i am so glad to see you are still here...

- you started this new show/book/video game? i may not even heard it before, but it's so cool to see you are still sharing your interests with the same enthusiasm that attracted me to you before!

- your cat is still a baby to my eyes even years passed from the moment you shared her first baby pictures here, i am sure you also still see her as your baby...

- i am sorry you are going through some tough times, i wish i could do more for you but i will pray for better days to find you...

- i couldnt be any prouder with your exam result! you used to complain about having a hard time with it before... but now look at you, look how far you've come...

- oh you are recommending this artist? i trust your tastes more than myself so of course i will check them..

- i am so happy you found a new job, lover, hobby! i hope everything will continue to shine more brighter for you and only good things will happen to you.. i love you ♡

[this-is-mimosa]

my biggest fear for this fictional workaholic man to end up like him:

another fictional even more workaholic, sadist and evil version...

[this-is-mimosa]

i think a very realistic after-graduation stimulation should be played at the first year of every faculty so people wouldnt have to waste time and money and feel obliged to continue cause the shit has started once...

[this-is-mimosa]

checking some older posts i shared gives me the same cringe the time i had read my middle school diary...

i will never delete them and save myself from this embarrassment.

[this-is-mimosa]

imagine my genuine shock and horror checking bsd manga after not following the content for a long while...

like what is even going on, what is happening, i remember decay of the angel, i remember meursault arc and playing escape the prison, there were AN AGENCY AND MAFIA AND THEİR MEMBERS.... what is even going on, where is everyone and when this series turned into sth like an eldritch horror? (or is it, what is even that creature?)

[this-is-mimosa]

..... gregor samsa is that you?

[this-is-mimosa]

the relief of having a long-waited conversation and letting all out... impeccable...

[this-is-mimosa]

skipping all smut in a fanfic for fluff part

vs

skipping all fluff in a fanfic for smut part

[this-is-mimosa]

i will start writing a story.

it can be like a few hundreds words... or maybe a few thousand... or maybe pages... i dont have any idea right now, really...

all i know is, i want to finish this story, even if i will end up hating it and burning it later...

[this-is-mimosa]

i am dying for the trope of "main character dying in front of their lover again and again in every reality/timeline no matter how hard they try to save mc"

it's especially better if mc is not aware of this situation, maybe doesnt even remember their lover at every restart

[this-is-mimosa]

the sudden excitement of the possibility of a new love affair... oh, the old but never ending illusion of naivity....

[this-is-mimosa]

the urge to talk nonstop for hours to anyone about the book/the show/the series you have just started....