The Mind of Me

*Trigger Warning* (Inactive) Welcome to my rant space. I urge those who struggle with depression, suicide, or any other mental disorders to stray from my blog, and to seek professional help. You deserve happiness, we all do.

[kaasbolletje]

[br-o-ken-poetry]

I've spent hours obsessing over why I'm not good enough. Hours lost, standing in front of the mirror, studying my face and wondering if it's because I'm not pretty enough. Reading back old conversations and wondering if I'm annoying, too needy, too much. Will anyone ever stick around? I try so hard, but I'm just never worth it in the end.

broken thoughts | 2am

[lostintheseass]

[relatablepoetryandquotes]

[this-mind-is-dark]

Me: oh what a lovely day

Anxiety: hi

Depression: hi

Me: nevermind

[inkmyskinwithyourname]

[the-teenage-poet]

You see, You’re perfect And I’m just not worth it

a brief summary of my life // A.S (via the-teenage-poet)

[kalbikirikkedi]

[this-mind-is-dark]

[boysaresuicidal2]

Would you?

[myregenbogenpferdchen]

[madilydreadful]

You deserve someone who loves you with every beat of their heart.

(via collectedthoughts)

[doll-chan]

[this-mind-is-dark]

These are constantly going through my mind.

[frozen-misinterpretations-deact]

[mikiko-art-deactivated20231207]

Perfectionist

[thinkhapppy]

[rhettmlinkn]

Depression

Depression isn’t always sadness.

It’s also feeling numb at 3am, but smiling and laughing with friends at 3pm.

It’s not being able to get out of bed even thought you were fine the day before.

It’s also not eating because you’re not hungry, but it’s also over eating because you’re bored and feel empty.

It’s also loving too hard or not loving at all.

Depression isn’t a constant feeling of sadness, it can be hidden by happiness.

Just because you are smiling, doesn’t mean your feelings of sadness aren’t valid.