Lonliness And Degradation

I don't really know what I'm doing. I loath social media. You can ask me questions, but I'm not promising any answers.

[xbunnyclawsx]

Credit: @the.glass.coffin

[thisblacknessnomore-blog]

Oh my fucking god... This looks amazing!

[thatsrealpainrightthere]

Thanks Henri! @thisblacknessnomore Looks great!

[thisblacknessnomore-blog]

You're welcome, it suits you!

[thisblacknessnomore-blog]

Hey now you're a dad will this be you tomorrow? @whothefnh 😂

[thisblacknessnomore-blog]

I usually hate these things but this is so accurate!

[thatsrealpainrightthere]

Depression

Some of you may remember my diagnosis last year of Cyclothymic Disorder. Along with that, I have major depression. Some days are so fucking hard, and I would rather take the manic days.

My illness is under control, but there’s times like these where I’m lying in bed, hating myself, and wanting nothing more than to never get up.

I’m so fucking thankful for my friends. I’m so fucking thankful for the love of my life, Pete Cooper. I’m so fucking thankful for Oliver. I KNOW I wouldn’t be here without them. I KNOW I’d be deep in the ground.

When my depression begins to surface, I know I can count on them to keep me from destruction. Pete will make sure I eat, and bathe. Henrietta will take me for walks, and remove any alcohol from our apartment. Firkle will run to the store and get me my favorite packet of chips, and force me to play my music with him. Oliver will come in and just give me a hug. It’s the little things.

There’s days where they do let me be. Where they KNOW I just NEED to be in bed, like right now. But it’s always so good having them by my side. True friends don’t get annoyed with you, even though you think you’re being a bother. Real friends accept you for your good and bad days.

I’m truly thankful. I love you guys.

[thisblacknessnomore-blog]

Even though you're a pain the ass, you're MY pain in the ass and I wouldn't change a single thing about you.

You are my big bother, my protecter, and my rock. Without you I'd be a mess so I sure as hell won't let you suffer alone through your bad days.

I love you loser.

[obsoletepleasures]

My new all blue hair.

[thisblacknessnomore-blog]

Oh my god... I need to try this!

[thisblacknessnomore-blog]

My fucking idol. Oh and a big fuck you to anyone who's told me my tattoo's wouldn't look good in my corsets 🖕🏻

[staff]

We stand with Gavin Grimm

Today Tumblr continues its involvement in the fight for transgender rights by signing an amicus brief, filed by the Human Rights Campaign, in the case of Gavin Grimm vs. Gloucester County School Board. We stand with Gavin and trans students across America in opposing the board’s decision to bar students from using restrooms corresponding to their gender identity, which violates both Title IX and basic human decency.

Trans youth are already at exceptionally higher risk of violence and trauma of all sorts. Schools must be safe places for the kids we send there, and some of those kids are trans. They deserve, as do all students and all people, to be protected equally by the institutions designed for them.

We’ve always fought, and will always fight, to protect marginalized people—and their rights to exist safely and express freely—both on our platform and off.

Here are some things you can do:

Show your support for equal access to public spaces by joining the #EveryoneWelcome campaign.

Support and share resources like The Trevor Project, which offer crisis intervention for trans people.

Stay informed and help educate others. An excellent place for news and educational resources is the National Center for Transgender Equality.

[traumasuggestion]

you hurt me so badly but you keep denying it. stop denying what you did

[infpisme]

[socialpsychopathblr]

[thisblacknessnomore-blog]

I would love every single one of these things.

[somepiecesofmyheartandsoul-deac]

She is lost, and so is he. He looks at the lovely face next to him, and stretches his hand out to her. She takes it without hesitation. “I don’t know where we’re going,” he tells her, “but together, we will find a way out.” “We may be lost now, but together, we will be found,” he smiles, “As long as we have faith.”

Lukas W. // Forgotten Words #128 // “Hold on, don’t ever let go.” (via somepiecesofmyheartandsoul)

This speaks to me on such a fucked up level.

Let's find ourselves and true happiness together babe.

[thisblacknessnomore-blog]

I've been called a lot of things in my life. Henrietta, Henri, Hen, Momma Hen, Fat Bitch... But Aunty Henny is by far one of my favorites. I never thought I'd like being around children, and I didn't up until you. Fuck now I'm even used to it! You make this shitty world a little bit brighter angel. (Oh and sorry Michael for buying him an ice cream! Actually fuck that, I'm not-we both know I can't help spoiling him when we're out shopping. If you didn't want him having ice cream don't let me take him 😉)

[thatsrealpainrightthere]

Wearing in my new creepers!

I’m currently at the mall, shopping for new writing supplies, and I can’t stop looking at these beautiful mother fuckers.

Also, I am aware that the malls carpet patterns look like something I care not to share, I hear about it enough from Firkle.

[lossandrain]

Dicks. They look like dicks, Michael.

[thisblacknessnomore-blog]

Oh my fucking god, Firkle 😂

[thisblacknessnomore-blog]

I can always count on Michael, to get me through the bad days. Thanks for the cry, dude. Sorry to take up your time, and possibly ruin your happy week.

[thatsrealpainrightthere]

You didn’t ruin anything, nor did you waste my time. If you need to vent and cry, you know I’m always there.

So shut the fuck up, and don’t be so damn hard on yourself.

[thisblacknessnomore-blog]

Haha! I love you, loser.

[thisblacknessnomore-blog]

I can always count on Michael, to get me through the bad days. Thanks for the cry, dude. Sorry to take up your time, and possibly ruin your happy week.

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