me trying to not be pissed off that the one day I actually planned something with my sister she forgot and let Mom take her car. so now I'm hungry AND waiting for the bus AND still have a wait ahead of me before I can actually get home and eat. and I know that I will not wanna go anywhere when I actually get home which will disappoint my sisters even tho I'm the one who actually left work early to make time for this thing we've been talking about for the past few days!! like then we'll just be out at my regular after-work hours!!! which was the very thing I wanted to avoid!!!!
I have a project with a deadline early next week that I could have been prepping for and instead I have allergies from the pollen outside. I'm angry. I could have gotten ahead on this project and left early another day on my own time instead of being disappointed that I'm not getting the time out I wanted. and if we leave now Mom will be disappointed and shit and like. ugh. I don't want to deal with that too










