The darkness is back
The darkness is lingering
Now even my dreams are depressing but sleep is all I want
I’m pathetic
I’m weak
Fuck it.
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@thisismeyousee
The darkness is back
The darkness is lingering
Now even my dreams are depressing but sleep is all I want
I’m pathetic
I’m weak
Fuck it.
I think we were cursed from the start
Second I let you into my heart
Heaven - Pvris
“Constantly Falling”
Lost in an ocean of sand.
My skin is dried up and I’m thirsty as fuck.
My nose drips blood and this might be the end.
The sudden burst of energy make me want to live but it’ll wear off.
It always does.
Rip me apart.
Poison my heart.
Fill my lungs.
Kill my brain.
End me.
The emotions of my heart are bearing down on me.
I fell like I’m going to fall apart.
My brain doesn’t help it’s been polluted from the start.
Year after year, constantly preying on all my fears.
Rip me apart.
Poison my heart.
Fill my lungs.
Kill my brain.
End me.
The way I feel is so conflicting it hurts.
Why mix them together?
A downer and an upper.
I want to live. I want to live. But I also want to die.
Rip me apart.
Poison my heart.
Fill my lungs.
Kill my brain.
End me.
Are you okay? Am I okay?
Are we all insane?
I was walking to your house dazed and confused.
But you locked me out.
Fuck what I feel because I feel nothing anymore.
The street lights blur as I run home. My mind running faster than my body.
My lungs burn with every step but it doesn’t matter to me. I hope they explode.
Why is everything so hard? I just want things to be simple. The way it should be.
My pain is coming back and I feel powerless. The darkness is taking over but how am I supposed to stop it.
The silence is deafening because my thoughts scream at me, everything I don’t wanna hear.
Fuck this. I’m spiraling down and I just want it to stop. Please let it stop. Please let me return to normal. Or is this normal and I was trying to hide my true self.
Fuck this.
To be destroyed by the poison in my brain.
To be destroyed by the poison I consume.
To be destroyed by the relationships I make.
To be destroyed by my mistakes.
To be destroyed by my failure.
To be destroyed by me.
“The Bird Who Wanted to Fly”
I just want to escape with you
These cells can’t hold us for long
There’s no need to prolong the inevitable
We can escape
We can escape
You distract them, I’ll grab the key
Then we can finally be together or you can leave forever
We sold our soul but we can get better
We sold our soul but we can get better
We can be together
We can be together
Forever, Forever
I volunteered for this but how was I supposed to know you did too .
I would throw it all away to spend another minute with you.
I watched them carry you away.
I wanted to help but my cage is in the way.
My cage is so bland, I do the same thing everyday.
I feel like a puppet but puppets don’t have thoughts.
And mine constantly consist of you.
We sold our soul but we can get better
We sold our soul but we can get better
We can be together
We can be together
Forever, Forever
We found a way, we found a way out, a way out.
The lights go dim as we sneak out of our cages
We run around together while they sleep
But we’re not as free as we think
We pray for the night to stay awhile
but always end up in our cages as the sun rises
We need to escape
We sold our soul but we can get better
We sold our soul but we can get better
We can be together
We can be together
Forever, Forever
We sold our soul but we can get better
We sold our soul but we can get better
We can be together
We can be together
Forever, Forever
on We Heart It - http://weheartit.com/s/PAuw3U3k
Most of my life's full of regrets Things I wanna take back, yeah Wrote you a letter, wish that I had never sent that Didn't even make sense, I don't even know All I know is I get lower on the weekends They tell me I should make friends, I just sit at home Lately, I've been off the deep end, yeah I've been off the deep end
NF - Dreams
As I sit here in the middle of NYC, not really sure where I am I start to wonder about my life. I see person after person walk by me, some alone, some couples, some with dogs, okay a lot of dogs, I've seen 33 dogs at this point I'll probably update that later. But anyways, I wonder what my place in the world is. Where am I meant to be, what am I meant to do, who am I meant to love, how many will I love? Dog count 38. I know what I want to do, I want to write and act in movies and television. I want to love, truly love, I don't want this cheap love but I always go back to it. It's easier. But I hate it. Cause it's not love, it's lust. Every time I get close to someone I get bored and I don't understand why. And when I haven't gotten bored yet, they get bored and it leaves another scar on my heart. There's a lot of scars but not necessarily from girls, I caused most of them because every time I scar someone else I scar myself. Dog count 46. Those are the deepest scars because I dig into them and won't let them heal. I punish myself for hurting other people and why shouldn't I? I deserve it right? My heart is fragile, more than it should be I think but I hand it out to anyone who will listen cause I desperately need attention. And when I get the slightest attention I cling to it. Yes, I'm clingy. I'm protective, borderline overprotective. I just don't want people to get hurt, but taking it into my own hands is selfish I guess. I'm a jealous person too, not over material items, I couldn't give a shit if someone has a nicer car than me or whatever. Dog count 50. If I'm slightly talking to a girl and another guy starts giving her attention my mind goes crazy, I've learned to not take action on what my mind is telling me to do. But it's not just girls, if I see one of my friends start becoming better friends with someone else I get jealous. Dog count 57. I'm a selfish person who tries to act selfless. I care about people, I really do, but I also care too much of what they think about me. I feel like I'm starting to see I'm not as good of friends with some people as I thought I was. I probably should have treated them better, I'm a real asshole at times. And my friends have openly called me it. I was really nice for awhile and I still got labeled the asshole of the group. It sucks cause I would do anything for my friends I really would but I don't think they know that. I just want to love people but I always mess it up. I like my life, I like myself for the most part. I'm better than I was. I really am better than I was. Dog count 61. I just looked up at a building and saw myself jump off. So I guess some of the old me is still here. I get glimpses of the old me. But I'm better, truly. I'm trying to focus on myself and how I'm going to live my life and become a better man but I have a desperate need to be in contact with a girl. And no matter how nice or funny I am it seems like none of them really want me back. I keep wondering if I'm really that ugly. Sometimes I think I am and other days I don't. But I see how easy it is for my friends to get girls, pretty much anytime they want. And then there is me, who has to try so hard to get a girl to take a second look at me. I know I went back to girls at the end of this post. Yes, the end because this post sucks. Dog count 65.
I played with your emotions and now you're playing with mine. It's hard to be mad when I'm getting what I deserve
You remind me of what could of been
"He still loved her."
"No, he just remembered he was supposed to."
- The Witcher III
I don't know what I’ma do I don't know where I’ma live 'Cause it feel like I ain't got nothing to give Just wanna follow my dreams Just wanna follow my heart But the world wanna tear me apart right from start
Logic - Mos Definitely
Fight for the right Fight for ya life Fight for what you believe is right
Logic - Mos Definitely
George bush doesn't care about black people 2017 and Donald trump is the sequel so Shit, I'll say what Kanye won't Wake the fuck up and give the people what they want Man it's all love but the youth is confused Your music is 2020 but them political views Is blurred I ain't trying leave ya name slurred Cuz honestly I idolize you on everything, my word But I gotta say what need be said
Logic - America
The world going mad over one drug I'm filling up a bag at the gun club In the shadow of a nation that it once was All this false information I'ma unplug, young blood It is not love, up at TrumpThugs, dot gov The man in the high castle in a hot tub We locked in a pine casket, it's botched up Like plastic surgery, classic perjury The way they can plead the fifth to the 13th And stop to search me, controversy Them boys in the klansmen hoods is thirsty
Logic - America
Make America great again Make it hate again Make it white Make everybody fight Fuck that
Logic - America