I will not be great
I am too weak for life and too weak for death
northern attitude noah kahan/paralyzed nf/great wide nowhere ethel cain

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I will not be great
I am too weak for life and too weak for death
northern attitude noah kahan/paralyzed nf/great wide nowhere ethel cain
"The truth is, I need help but I can't imagine who I'd be if I was happy?"
NF - Happy
I wish that I could look at you with empathy
Sometimes I feel like I've become what you were scared to be
Which makes it really hard to look at you with sympathy
'Cause if I'm feeling bad for you, then I have to feel bad for me
"I love you but not enough to allow you to continue to drown the both of us, you're holding me back, you're pulling me down, you're making me hate myself,
I Don't wanna leave, but that's what I need, I ain't got a choice, I can't just let you deceive and make me believe that I don't deserve to be loved
I am not gonna stand aside and watch you attempt to rob and steal and sabotage
What little faith I have left, yeah, haven't I scarified enough for you?
Hate seeing you cry, but I think it's time to let go and say our goodbyes
Yeah, I'm gonna miss you, but I am not gonna spend the rest of my life running"
NF - Running
Not a mistake
Found another one that reminds me of Spider. Specifically, his relationships (or lack there of) with everyone around him. He's constantly trying to prove himself to others, that he belongs to the only world he's ever known, that he's not a burden, he's not a demon, he's not a mistake. Listen to this song before watching the movie or while reading The High Ground graphic novels.
I feel like I'm at a standstill
Waitin' for you to tell me I'm okay
If time heals, tell me, why do I kill
Myself tryna show you I'm not a mistake?
I've got qualities that I'm not proud of
I've made promises that I walked out on
I've had days I feel I don't deserve love
So think what you think, just don't call me a
Mistake
Just like you - NF
What's my definition of success?
- Creating something no one else can.