shatter me

just trying to exist even if i don't want to vent/trauma blog call me salem they/them ptsd, depression, autistic, misophonia, disassociation, anxiety, self-hate, panic disorder, sensory processing disorder, polycystic ovarian syndrome, trigenimal neuralgia, chronic pain, fibromyalgia

[muchlovefleursblog]

[kosmogrl]

[lunaotic]

Wounded, Yet Breathing

[keymintt]

the past will devour you; it will wear the shape of an unrecognizable present

[innocentspit]

They say with time it gets better

They say you stop asking why

They say talking helps

They say writing helps

They say you’re safe

They say it can’t happen again

They say he can’t reach you again

They say relax

They say be happy

They say stop looking over your shoulder

THEY don’t know that the fear never stops, never goes away, the shadows never leave, and the hands never stop.

THEY don’t know that he is always behind me, reminding me, reliving it, and never forgetting.

THEY don’t know.

[xinrest]

i just wish you had killed me instead

[satirredraws]

You can never go back.

[ojibwa]

[traumatizeddfox]

rot in hell

[dying-weeds]

[traumatizeddfox]

it frustrates me when abusers are like “i’m not that person anymore” like ok?? i’m still traumatized

[ojibwa]

[rottenn-angel]

yelling at god

[dying-weeds]

[ojibwa]

[abnormall]

[abnormall]