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OMG Evan Peters just got tied down and spanked so hard on the season premiere of American Horror Story. It warmed my freaky little heart.
#fetishfuel #they know what I like
The Color of the Flame
Author: Thorgony
Fandom: Marvel
Movies: Thor, The Avengers [set pre-Thor]
Rating: R
Warnings: TRIGGER WARNING for non-con (implied, not shown), descriptions of violence.
Summary: I've been punishing Thor pretty mercilessly in my other series and I wrote this to take a break and get the feelings out. It is pretty much your classic hurt/comfort: Loki cares for Thor in the aftermath of a brutal attack.
"Should I say that until tonight I had almost forgotten what you meant to me; that in my bitterness and selfish torment I had half-convinced myself that unless you loved me the way that I loved you, you could not be the most precious thing in my world? But you are, you are. I could never love anyone other than you, for you have always been my heart..."
The Color of the Flame
Thor limped into the hall, clutching his side with his hand. Blood leaked from between his fingers and dropped onto the chill marble floor. Loki had been lost in his own dark thoughts, but when he caught sight of Thor – bleeding, dirty, and yet in full formal-dress regalia – he leaped up from his seat and cried, “My God, Thor, what happened?”
Always the elder brother, Thor managed a lopsided, reassuring smile. “They came upon me on my way to the match. Six of them. The first one caught me by surprise with a blow to the back of the head, otherwise I could have taken them. But as it is…” He lifted the hand that held the wound and came away with a palmful of sticky blood.
“We must get you to a doctor,” Loki said, hurrying over to Thor. His brother looked very pale, he realized, and not at all steady on his feet. Loki slid himself beneath Thor's shoulder to hold him up, careful not to touch the wound at his waist. “Why did you even come in here? You ought to have gone to seek treatment right away.”
“No, I--” Thor settled more of his weight on his slender brother and Loki had to lock his knees to keep from falling. “It’s not so bad as that. I just want to get to my room and rest. Will you help me?”
“You’re bleeding! This is not just some scratch!” His brother was bullheaded, to be sure, and wild enough to brush off an injury during the heat of battle, but Loki had never known him to refuse care once the fight was done. “I’m taking you to the doctor. It’s not up for discussion.”
“No…” Thor was obviously weakened, but he was still strong enough to push Loki away. “If you won’t help me, I’ll go upstairs myself. Leave me be.” He managed two long strides on his own before he began to sway.
Luckily, what Loki lacked in strength he made up for in speed. He caught his brother just as Thor’s head was about to crash against the marble floor. “Thor,” Loki said. “What are you doing? You’re not well! Let me--”
“Loki…” Thor’s voice was raw, and for the first time Loki noticed a bruise beginning to form at the corner of his brother’s right eye, and a dozen small cuts rimming the edges of his mouth. “I beg you, do not make me ask again. Take me upstairs. I want to be in my room, in the quiet and the dark, with no one else near me. If you must, you may call a doctor once I’m there. But for now, just do this one thing for me. Please.”
Loki opened his mouth to protest, but the pain on his brother’s face made the decision for him. “All right,” he said. “I don’t understand you and I’m afraid you’re being a fool, but all right. Here, let me help you up.”
“Thank you,” Thor whispered. Loki hooked his arms beneath his brother’s shoulders and tentatively, Thor found his footing. “Good, that’s very good,” Loki murmured. “All right, just one step at a time now, shall we? Careful. Yes...”
Slowly, the pair made their way to the hallway at the end of the room, and from there, step by excruciating step, up the long staircase that led to Thor’s bedroom. The whole way, Thor did not speak, and once in a while when Loki glanced up at his brother, he saw that Thor’s eyes were closed, but he kept putting one foot in front of the other and so Loki let him be.
At long last, Thor and Loki made their way into Thor’s room and onto the bed. “Here we go,” Loki said, edging his brother up next to the mattress. All at once, Thor let go of Loki and sat down heavily. To Loki’s surprise, Thor did not immediately pull himself into bed but instead rested his arms on his knees and covered his face with his hands.
“Thor!” Loki cried as he knelt by his brother. “Please. Tell me what is going on.”
Thor shook his head.
A dark fear was growing in Loki’s heart. To stave off the cloud of foreboding that was looming over him, he said, in what he hoped was a cheerful voice, “Here, let me take your boots off for you. They’re covered in mud. You don’t want to get it on the sheets.”
Thor did not respond, and not knowing what else to do, Loki untied his brother’s left boot and began undoing the laces. They were indeed crusted with mud, but Loki’s long fingers made quick work of the knots. When the boot was loose, Loki unhooked it from his brother’s heel and carefully slid it off his foot. Thor allowed his leg to be moved without complaint, so Loki turned his attention to the other boot and removed that one, too. Once he had, he noticed that Thor’s left stocking was black with dirt, and the other one was missing altogether: Thor’s right foot was bare. Loki removed the one dirty stocking and rested his hand lightly on Thor’s heel.
He said, trying to choose his words carefully, “I am afraid, brother, that you need more help than I can give you. Please, let me call someone. Mother, father. A nurse. Anyone.”
“What help could they give me, that you could not?”
“Medical treatment--”
“The wound is not deep, Loki. I will recover. See for yourself.”
Thor raised his hand again and Loki saw that while the wound was wide, and bled heavily, it had only scraped the skin – it looked as though Thor had slid, or been dragged, along a some harsh surface. Loki also noticed that while Thor’s skin was abraded, his clothing was not torn. Thor had to lift his tunic up to press his hand against the wound. The sight confirmed Loki’s worst fears.
“What happened, Thor?” he asked again.
“They threw me. Flung me down along the road.”
“Who did?”
Thor hesitated. “Bandits. Vagabonds. I don’t know. I’d never seen them before. They caught me by surprise, knocked Mjolnir out of my hand. Their strength seemed supernatural, but then, there were so many of them, and they moved so fast…” his voice trailed off at the memory, but he recovered himself again. “As you can see, the injury is not life-threatening. I have no need for a nurse. Only rest, and solitude. And perhaps a little bit of water.”
To his shame, Loki could not bring himself to look his brother in the face. He stared at the ground instead as he said, “Brother…I think… that is not all…?”
“Ah.” Thor smiled bleakly. “Nothing escapes you, does it, my sharp-eyed Loki?”
“I swear, I do not wish to pry. I only wish to care for you.”
“I know that. I do.” Again, that small smile crossed Thor’s face, a smile that frightened Loki more than tears. “There are some things, though, that a man does not wish to speak of, not even with his brother.”
“Then don’t speak.” Loki’s voice was louder than it had been, firm in a way that surprised even him. “You don’t have to tell me anything else. I know enough. But I can’t let you go through this alone.” He placed his hand gently on his brother’s chest. “Lie back. I’m going to go get you some water.”
Loki returned a few minutes later with his arms overflowing: he carried a piles of washcloths, a basin, and, balanced in the crook of his elbow, a glass tumbler full of water. Thor watched him, an inscrutable expression on his face.
“This is not--” he said.
“Shhhh.” Loki put everything down except the tumbler, which he gave to Thor. “Water, as you asked for. With a few drops of extract mixed in, for the pain.”
“Thank you.” Loki watched Thor carefully as he drank the clear contents of the glass, and he thought he could discern a slight easing of the tension that lay heavy on Thor’s features. When the tumbler was empty, Thor handed it back to Loki, who placed it on the ground beside him. “I can get you more, if you like.”
“No.” Thor shook his head. “I just want to sleep now. Thank you. Please go.”
“I don’t--” Loki began again, keeping his voice calm. “I don’t want to tell you what to do, and the last thing I intend is to go against your wishes. But if you do not wash that wound, and any others you have incurred, you run the risk of infection. Any doctor or nurse would tell you the same.”
That inscrutable look flickered across Thor’s face again, but this time Loki recognized it for what it was.
“Please don’t be afraid,” Loki said, his voice cracking. Unable to find more words, he took Thor’s hand in his.
To Loki’s horror, Thor’s face crumpled. “No,” Loki exclaimed, pulling his brother towards him. “Shhhh, shhhh, no, whatever it is, it’s all right.” Thor buried his face against Loki’s shoulder and Loki turned his head skyward. He felt as though he were floating in space, his arms and legs kicking desperately for purchase. He didn’t know what to do. He didn’t know what was needed of him. He was silver-tongued Loki, but he didn’t know a single word that could stop the flow of his brother’s hot tears on his neck, and he didn’t think that all the words in the universe could make this right.
So instead, he rubbed Thor’s back and muttered soothing nonsense as they rocked back and forth, and when Thor choked out something that sounded like an apology, he shook his head and said, “No, no, never say that. I’m glad I was here. I’m so sorry this happened, but I’m so, so glad I was here.”
After what felt like an eternity, Thor at last pulled away. His face was tearstained but it no longer wore that same look of total desolation. “You’re right,” he said, wiping his eyes. “You’re right. We should clean the wounds.”
“Shall I help you undress?”
Thor shook his head. “I can do it,” he said. He began working at the buttons of his cloak, but his hands were shaking. After a minute he paused and nodded silently.
With great care, Loki unfastened his brother’s cape and laid it by the bed. He saw that beneath the cloak, Thor’s clothes had been put on hastily, the buttons mis-fastened, laces tied sloppily or left hanging undone. The thought of Thor fumbling to dress himself, alone on an empty road, made his heart ache. I will never leave him alone again, he thought. Wherever he travels, whatever he does, I will stay with him. The thoughts sparked a cleansing anger in him, but it was an empty comfort, because the idea of brave, stubborn, proud Thor needing his skinny little brother to protect him was unspeakably sad.
Thor allowed himself to be undressed as pliably as a doll, and when all of Thor’s clothes except his underthings were piled on the side of the bed, Loki lifted Thor’s legs and swung them onto the mattress. Then he fluffed up the pillows and nudged them under Thor’s neck, the way their mother had done when they were children. “Is that comfortable?” he asked, and Thor nodded.
“I’m going to wash the wound on your side now,” Loki said. Thor didn’t say anything at first, but Loki waited until he whispered his consent. “If it hurts, or if you want me to stop…tell me. All right?”
Thor nodded again.
“Promise?”
Thor smiled weakly. “I promise.”
As Loki dipped the washcloth into the basin of water, he realized he was afraid. What if he hurt Thor, what if he made him angry, what if he accidentally touched Thor in a way that upset him more, or frightened him…No. He took a deep breath. There was no time for such thoughts. This was his responsibility and he would do the best he could.
Thor flinched when Loki touched the cloth to the cut on his side, and Loki held back, waiting for Thor’s permission before he began to wash the wound again. He cleaned it quickly and neatly, without fuss, and when he was done, he cared for smaller cuts he had noticed on Thor’s shin, his chest, and lower thigh. Taking a fresh rag from his pile, he leaned over Thor and said quietly, “I’d like to wash some of these cuts on your mouth, if it’s all right.” Thor’s bottom lip trembled and Loki wished he could take the words back, but Thor clenched his jaw and said, “Yes, go ahead. Do it.” Loki dabbed gingerly at the cuts, trying not to hesitate even though he hated the look of pain that flashed across Thor’s face every time he touched him. If Thor was going to be brave about this, he told himself, he could too.
When the work was done, Loki rested the rag in his lap and tried to figure out what to say next. Thor was lying face up on the bed, his huge chest moving heavily up and down, but he seemed, for the moment at least, to be at peace. Loki didn’t want to ruin that, but he feared the consequences if he didn’t ask.
“Thor,” he said, steeling himself.
“Yes?” Thor’s eyes flickered open.
“I’ve cared for all your cuts. There was some dirt ground in them but I was able to get it out. I don’t think there is any real risk of infection.”
“Thank you, brother.” Thor took his hand and squeezed it. “Truly, I cannot thank you enough.”
Don’t thank me yet, Loki thought miserably. You may end up hating me before too long.
“Thor, is it possible--” The words stuck in his throat. Just say it, Loki! “—is it possible you have injuries I cannot see?”
“Injuries?—Ah.” As the understanding dawned on him, Thor exhaled sharply and closed his eyes.
“I’m so sorry to even ask. Perhaps I shouldn’t have. I only thought--”
Thor’s nostrils flared and his mouth twitched unhappily, but he interrupted his brother. “No. I--” he dragged the words out. “I don’t know. It hurts.”
“Oh.” Loki felt like a man who had just lost his sight, feeling his way through the dark. “I will…should I…Shall I do what I can?”
“Yes, brother,” Thor said, and at last Loki felt as though he had gotten the words right. “Please. Do what you can.”
Luckily, if luck could be said to play any part in this horror, there was not much for him to do. The area was red and inflamed but there were no open cuts, thank God. He swabbed Thor lightly with a clean, new cloth, daubed a bit of salve on a spot that looked a little raw, and then covered Thor up with the bed sheet.
“I believe that it is painful,” he said. “But I cannot see any reason why it should not heal.”
Loki hadn’t realized how rigidly Thor had been holding himself until his whole body went limp on the bed. “That is a relief,” he said. “And thank you, Loki. It cannot have been pleasant.”
“It was--” he had been about to say It was nothing, but that could not have been further from the truth. “It was necessary. Shall I go now so you can sleep?”
He began to get up from the bed, but Thor grabbed the sleeve of Loki’s shirt. “Wait!”
“What is it?”
“Could you…stay with me for a little while longer? I’m –” Thor let out a gulp of embarrassed laughter. “I’m ashamed to say I find myself afraid of the dark.”
“Of course.” After a moment of hesitation, Loki unlaced his own boots, curled his feet up onto the bed, and lay down on the bed beside his brother. Thor shifted onto his side so that they were facing each other, inches apart. Loki hadn’t seen his brother up so close since they were children, but it was as though nothing about Thor had changed. Every one of his brother’s features – his blue eyes, sandy lashes, heavy gold eyebrows and strong, full mouth – were as familiar to Loki as his own.
“Loki...” Thor whispered.
“Yes?”
The kiss, when it came, was exactly as Loki had always imagined it: clumsy, a little bit sloppy, Thor’s tongue hot and eager in his mouth. It was Loki’s own response that was different than he’d ever thought it would be: he froze, afraid to push Thor away but knowing in his heart that to kiss his brother back in this moment would be a desecration. Instead, he simply accepted the kiss, his eyes open, his fingertips resting lightly on Thor’s back, and when Thor paused for breath, he gently turned his head away.
Thor’s eyes flickered, confused, across Loki's face and Loki swallowed. “I’m sorry…” he began.
“No.” Thor flushed bright red. “I’m sorry. I don’t know what came over me. I must be mad.”
“No…” Loki said softly, but his brother began to speak then, the words tumbling out in a rush.
“It’s just…Loki…I know you said I didn't have to speak of it, but...they came up behind me, as I told you, and they knocked me out. When I woke up, they had taken my clothes off me, and I fought them, I tried to run…the sun had set and it was dark and they swarmed around me like shadows and threw me to the ground…I cried out, but no one heard me, no one but them…they were all around me, and they were laughing; I was as scared as I’ve ever been in my life, and that’s what I remember, how they laughed…”
“You don’t have to tell me this, Thor…”
His brother continued on as though Loki hadn’t said anything, and as Thor spoke, Loki, miserable, felt as though a heavy weight was settling onto his shoulders, a burden he feared he wasn’t strong enough to carry.
“…they knew my name, Loki. They kept saying it, teasing me with it: why don’t you run, Thor? Why don’t you fight us, Thor, Odin’s son?...”
When Loki was a child, five years old, his brother had taught him a trick. If you moved quickly enough, you could put your fingers through a candle without getting burned. Thor had demonstrated the method, rippling his fingers through the flame, and Loki had copied him, feeling no fear. Afterwards, his brother had gone off to play with the older boys, and Loki, bored, had tried the trick again with the kitchen’s hearth fire, singing the tips of his fingers. Loki’s mother had scolded him, but when Thor had found out what happened, he’d patiently explained: fires burned at different temperatures, he’d said, and you could tell how hot a fire was by its color alone. The yellow fire of candles was the coolest, safest for the game; the deep orange of the hearth fire was hotter than that, too hot to touch. The hottest fire of all, Thor said, pointing to the center of the roaring blaze, was the one in the middle of the fire, the one that burned bright blue. Loki remembered being surprised at that: that a color that had seemed until then to signify the cold – water, ice, and winter sky – could also be the color of the hottest flame.
Now, listening to Thor, Loki felt all his sorrow and anger and confusion contract down into a single small, bright, blue-burning fire that kindled in the hollow of his chest. I will find them and they will be punished, he thought to himself. If I have to burn this world down to its foundations to smoke those cowards out, I swear on my soul I shall find them.
Stopping his story, Thor shivered and wrapped his arms around himself. “Do you feel that?” he asked. “The room grows cold.”
“There must be a draft,” Loki said, going over to the closet and taking out an extra blanket, which he tucked in over his brother before lying down beside him. Thor pulled the blankets tightly over his shoulders and said, “I’m sorry again that I kissed you. I don’t know what you must think.”
Loki couldn’t help but laugh. “It’s all right, brother. Truly.”
“Did you ever…” Thor yawned and snuggled deeper into the blankets. The painkillers in the water came with a side effect of sleepiness, and it seemed as though the drugs were taking effect. “I know that this is a strange question, but…did you ever think about it? I mean, before?”
“About kissing you?”
Thor nodded, his eyes drifting shut.
Loki tucked a strand of his brother’s long blond hair back behind Thor’s ear and said, “Once or twice it may have crossed my mind.”
“Tell me,” Thor mumbled, his eyes still shut.
“Tell you…” Loki echoed, and Thor nodded sleepily.
But Loki stayed silent, his heart in a tumult, until Thor’s even breathing told him that his brother had fallen asleep at last. Only then did Loki find the courage to bend down and whisper into Thor’s ear.
“What should I say to you, then, my brother? Should I tell you the truth: that I have lived my whole life in the shadows, and your eyes on me the only light? Should I say that it was your face that taught me beauty, your laugh that taught me gladness, your touch that taught me warmth? Should I tell you that before I even knew what kissing meant, I dreamed about pressing my lips to yours?”
Loki paused, lost in thought, and then continued: “Should I say that until tonight I had almost forgotten what you meant to me; that in my bitterness and selfish torment I had half-convinced myself that unless you loved me the way that I loved you, you could not be the most precious thing in my world? But you are, you are. I could never love anyone other than you, for you have always been my heart.”
“I am so sorry,” he whispered, his eyes filling with tears. “I’m so sorry that I let this happen. What good are my hands, but to protect you; what good my ears, except to listen for your call? I know now my eyes are useless if I do not keep you always in my sight. I failed you, my love. I failed you terribly. But I swear, it will never happen again. From this day forward, any strength I have shall go only defend you, my body serve only as your shield. You will never again find yourself lost and afraid among shadows, for my love will be the flame that cuts through the darkness, lighting your way.”
Loki pressed his lips against Thor’s forehead. “Forgive me, my brother,” he whispered. “I love you. Sleep well.”
The small blue flame flared high again in Loki’s heart, hard and hot and bright. Thor shifted in his sleep and burrowed deeper under his blanket. Although Loki did not feel it, the temperature in the room had dropped sharply; if his eyes had not been closed, Loki would have seen a small cloud drifting above his brother’s mouth as Thor’s warm breath turned to steam. After letting his lips linger for a moment on the curve of Thor’s brow, Loki stood to go. He paused at the doorway but went out of the room without turning back to look at his brother, so there was no one to see the mark of the kiss spreading out in an intricate pattern across Thor’s forehead: a small, delicate circle of melting frost.
The Late Show With Tom and Chris
Author: Thorgony
Fandom: Hiddlesworth
Rating: PG-13 Warnings: none Description: A one-off crack in which Hiddlesworth are invited onto Letterman to discuss a surprising (and surprisingly explicit) NYT bestseller.
CHRIS: So my agent says, ‘Well, you know how that book started out as Twilight fan fiction, and then they changed the name and it went on to become very popular...’ and I go ‘What’s fan fiction?’ ...
DAVID LETTERMAN: Tonight, we’re lucky enough to have a pair of guests who are honoring us with a joint appearance -- two of the hottest young actors in Hollywood are here in the studio with us this evening. When I say hot, I don’t just mean that they’ve co-starred in the most popular action franchises of the past few years -- I also mean that they get their fans hot [fans himself] [cheers and wolf whistles from the audience] Ladies and gentlemen, please welcome…Tom Hiddleston and Chris Hemsworth!
[applause, screams, wolf whistles]
[Enter TOM HIDDLESTON and CHRIS HEMSWORTH. They cross stage right and shake hands with DAVE. The audience screams and cheers.]
TOM: Thanks for announcing me first, Dave. I appreciate it.
CHRIS: Yeah, why’d you announce him first?
TOM: It’s because I’m the eldest. And also the tallest. And the cleverest. And also the best-looking. [shrieks and cheers]
CHRIS: Pssht. You are not the best looking. [looks to audience for confirmation][Audience cheers]
DAVE: So, Chris, you think you should have come first? In other words, you’re saying you wanted top billing?
[cymbal crash]
CHRIS: Ha, ha, very funny, Dave.
TOM: I think it was hilarious. [cheers]
DAVE: Anyway you two, thanks so much for coming on the show. [Crosses his legs and looks at them innocently] Soooooo… how was your week?
[Chris and Tom exchange glances]
CHRIS: [runs his hands through his hair]: It’s been…interesting. [grins][audience screams].
TOM: A wild ride.
CHRIS: Definitely wild.
DAVE: So, in case there is anyone in the country who isn’t aware of what has been going on over the past week, why don’t you tell us what happened as you experienced it, starting at the beginning.
TOM: Shall I?
DAVE: Chris, why don’t you start, and Tom, how about you –
TOM: Butt in as needed?
[cymbal crash]
DAVE: [rolls his eyes.] Keep it together, boys. We’ve got a long hour ahead of us. [audience cheers, applause]
CHRIS: [grinning, blushing] All right. Phew. So, it was Sunday I guess – last Sunday – and I was just going about my day, you know, with the wife and kid, just a regular day. And I was watching a movie or something, I don’t know, but I hadn’t checked my phone for an hour or so, and when I pick it up again I see I have six missed calls from my agent. And I’m like oh, f[beep], either I’m about to be offered, like, the role of the century, or something totally crap has happened.
TOM: Or both.
CHRIS: [looks at Tom] Yeah, it might end up being kind of both.
TOM: We’ll see.
CHRIS: Anyway, I call my agent back and she says, very serious, I have to tell you something…
[audience applauds. TOM claps and doubles over laughing.]
DAVE: What’d she say? How did she phrase it?
CHRIS: Right, so she goes, ‘So you know that book Fifty Shades of Grey…’
[audience screams, applause, laughter. DAVE and TOM in hysterics]
CHRIS: I’m like, yeah, okay, the dirty book. My wife’s read it, I know the basics. So I’m thinking they’re like, about to offer me the role of Christian Grey or something.
[laughter]
TOM: How wrong you were.
CHRIS: Right. So she says, ‘Well, you know how that book started out as Twilight fan fiction, and then they changed the name and it went on to become very popular...’ and I go ‘What’s fan fiction?’
[applause, shrieks, laughter. The band strikes up a song. TOM and DAVE are literally crying with laughter.]
TOM: It’s been quite a long week. [cymbal crash]
DAVE: So, not to interrupt you there, Chris, but Tom – did it happen about the same way with you?
TOM: [taking a deep breath] God, no, not at all. Because I was out hiking, you know, actually, just completely out in the wilderness, and I didn’t get back until late Tuesday night. And the first thing that happened is that I get to my house – my phone’s still off at this point – and I collect the mail and on the cover of the newspaper is just this giant, shopped color photo of me and Chris, like, staring deep into each other’s eyes. And so I’m like, hmmmm, this is a bit odd [laughter] and I walk in the house, still reading the paper, and I switch on the television and oh, hello, there we are again!
[audience laughter, applause]
DAVE: No.
TOM: Cross my heart.
DAVE: Okay, we’re jumping ahead of ourselves a little, so Chris, let’s switch back to you for a moment.
CHRIS: [faux-nervously] Okay. [laughter]
DAVE: So you’re on the phone with your agent…
CHRIS: Right. So she’s all, Twilight, fan fiction, blah blah blah, and I say, what’s fan fiction? And she explains it, like, very innocently, ‘Oh, it’s the thing on the internet where writers make up stories using pre-existing fictional characters [makes a face][audience laughter]. I say, ‘Oh, okay, lovely, nothing wrong with that, so what’s it have to do with me?’ [laughter] And she says, ‘Well, it looks like someone has written some Avengers fan fiction and they’ve turned it into a book, and you and Tom are the main characters. [laughter] So I say -- quite condescendingly in retrospect -- I say, ‘You mean, Thor and Loki are the main characters.’ And she says, ‘Um. No.’ [audience laughter, applause] and I say, ‘Oh, what do you mean?’ and she says. ‘Well, it’s very complicated and these fan fiction communities are very strange, and I don’t really understand it all as of yet because I haven’t read the book, but it appears that the book isn’t only about Thor and Loki but it’s also about you and Tom, and also [speaks very fast and mumbles] andalsoyourehavingsex.’
[shrieks, laughter, applause]
[shrieks, laughter, applause]
CHRIS: [continues] I say, ‘what?’ and she says, very clearly, ‘And. Also. You. Are. Having. Sex.’ And I say, ‘What? Me and Tom?’ And she says, ‘Yes, you and Tom. And also you and Loki, and you and Thor, and Thor and Tom, and…’
[audience applauds, TOM claps CHRIS on the shoulder.]
CHRIS: And so I’m like, ‘Well, that’s perverted.’
TOM: [shaking his head] It’s absolutely perverted.
CHRIS: Totally. [takes a drink from his mug] Do you want to take over or shall I finish the story?
TOM: Well, at least finish the phone call.
CHRIS: Right. Because there’s just a bit more to it than that. [applause, laughter]. So yeah, my agent is telling me this and it’s like, blowing my mind, but finally I say, well, this is really bizarre, I mean, there are definitely some twisted people in the world, but what can you do, you know – I’m sure like a handful of people will read it and maybe it will be the punchline for a few late night talk show hosts or something –
DAVE: Oh, I’ve had some punchlines. Believe me. I was about to retire before this story hit.
[applause]
DAVE: But then I realized, oh, no, this is like manna from heaven, it’s a gift from the gods [raises his hands in the air] I must go on.
TOM: A gift from the Norse gods, actually.
DAVE: Indeed.
TOM: You’re welcome. [laughter]
CHRIS: So – man, I’m getting dizzy just thinking about it. But so I say that, and my agent hesitates for a second – my, like, ballsy-as-hell agent who just told me somebody wrote a novel that has a scene of me fu-bleep-ing myself in it [cymbal crash] without batting an eye – my agent hesitates, and she goes, well…the preliminary numbers are in, and based on the pre-orders, it looks like…well…
TOM: Well? [laughter]
CHRIS: It looks like the book is going to debut at the top of the New York Times bestseller list.
[cymbal crash][applause, shrieks, laughter]
TOM: It was unbelievable. [touches Chris’s shoulder] Is it all right if I take over the story now, darling? [wolf whistles]
CHRIS: [holds his hand] Of course, sweetheart. [grins][audience shrieks]
TOM: [seriously] No, but I mean, seriously unbelievable. By the time I came into the picture, the book had sold something like 100,000 copies in its first weekend, and it was just exploding. More people read that book than went to the movies that weekend. Like, movie attendance dropped. I had a film come out that weekend –
DAVE: Henry IV Part Two, right right, of course.
TOM: [rolls eyes] Of course. [sarcastically]I’m sure you’ve seen it. But the numbers were terrible afterwards I had a meeting with a studio exec – I’ve never heard of this happening – he goes, well, it actually did rather well, given everything. By which they meant, given the fact that no-one went to the movies that weekend because they were all at home reading a book about you and Chris having gay sex.
DAVE: It’s surreal. It must have been surreal.
CHRIS: Yeah.
TOM: That’s the only word for it.
DAVE: Number one book in the country.
TOM: Still.
DAVE: They say it has to do with these, these, whatchamacallems, Kindles.
TOM: And ipads.
DAVE: Yeah. Back in the olden days, people could see what you were reading, on the subway or whatever, you had to pick something respectable, like I dunno, a mystery or a romance novel…
TOM: With a girl on the cover, busting out of her shirt like this [demonstrates][audience shrieks, wolf-whistles]
CHRIS: Very respectable. [Touches Tom’s chest, makes a hissing noise][applause]
DAVE: But now that everybody’s hidin’ behind these Kindles, nobody can tell what you’re reading, so we can finally read what we’ve been wanting to all along, which is. apparently, stories about two straight men having sex.
[audience applauds. Camera pans to clapping, some people are standing.]
TOM: [shrugs] The heart wants what it wants.
CHRIS: Yeah. The heart. [laughter].
DAVE: So, I appreciate you two telling me all that, and I’m sure these past few days must have been crazy for you, but now it’s time for the million dollar question: have you read it?
[CHRIS and TOM exchange glances]
TOM: You go first.
CHRIS: You go first.
DAVE: Oh my God, you can cut the sexual tension in here with a knife. [laughter, applause]
TOM: [impassive, scratching his head] Sure, I’ve read it. Parts. [audience screams, laughs]
CHRIS: Come on -- parts?
TOM: Most of it. I’ve read most of it.
CHRIS: [almost disappointed] Really?
TOM: Well, there were parts of it I just had to [mimes holding the book at arm’s length, squinting] skim. [laughter].
CHRIS: So what’d you think?
TOM: [slaps Chris’s knee] What’d you think?
CHRIS: Well, I don’t know! It was…weird!”
DAVE: I bet it was weird.
CHRIS: [sincerely] I mean, really, though, right? Because I’m straight! I’m like, the straightest one here. I’ve got a wife, got a kid, a baby girl –
TOM: [coughs] The lady doth protest too much, methinks.
CHRIS: I’m not protesting! I’m just saying, you know, this is not the kind of thing I would ever normally be into, like, at all. But in some of the passages, I don’t know, it’s like, she – or he, I guess we still don’t know -- is just, like, a really good writer!
TOM: [dryly] Oh, yes, quite the wordsmith. Knows an extraordinary number of synonyms for ‘member.’
CHRIS: [embarrassed] I’m just saying…
DAVE: You’re just saying that you popped a boner. Is what you’re saying.
[audience shrieks, laughter. CHRIS covers his face.]
TOM: Which parts turned you on the most, Chris? Was it the part when you were topped by Thor? Or when Loki –
DAVE: Come on, Tom, this is network television!
TOM: What? It’s late!
DAVE: Not that late.
TOM: It’s a new world, Dave. Topping is fair game.
DAVE: [changing the subject] So what about you, Tom? I noticed you fairly expertly dodged the question.
TOM: What question?
DAVE: Did reading the book turn you on?
TOM: Come on, Dave, buy me dinner first! [laughter]
DAVE: [reaches behind the desk, pulls out a paperback book] Oh, you’re old-fashioned! Funny, that’s not what it says in here!
TOM: Give me that! [tries to snatch it away. DAVE holds it above his head.]
DAVE: No no no.
TOM: Chris, help me.
CHRIS: No way, not after you left me hanging there!
TOM: What? Because I wouldn’t say the book gave me a hard-on?
CHRIS: Yeah!
TOM: Fine. I may have gotten a little…worked up.
CHRIS: Did you finish?
TOM: What, the book?
[cymbal crash]
DAVE: Guys!
TOM: What did you expect? Inviting us here to talk about the scarlet letters pinned to our chests, and you think we’re going to keep it G rated – more fool you.
DAVE: Not G rated. Not even PG-13. R-rated is fine. Just not, you know, NC-17. Which you’re going to have to keep in mind when I ask you this next question, because I know I told you that the last question was the million dollar question, but it’s actually not. This one’s the million dollar question.
TOM: Uh oh.
CHRIS: I know what’s coming.
TOM: [about to say something dirty, interrupted by DAVE]
DAVE: Okay, here it is. Here’s the question. Have you two ever…
TOM: What, done it?
CHRIS: No!
TOM: Of course not! Please.
DAVE: Okay, maybe not done it, but, say…fooled around a little.
CHRIS: No!
TOM: [grabs Chris’s shoulder] Nothing going on between us boys except for some good old fashioned homosocial wrestling.
DAVE: So you’ve wrestled!
CHRIS: [taking hold of Tom’s hand] Wrestled, hugged…[wraps his finger’s in TOM’s] held hands…
DAVE: Ever kissed?
TOM and CHRIS[together]: No!
DAVE: Ever thought about it?
[TOM and CHRIS] exchange glances.
TOM: I mean, I’ve already admitted I read the book. Obviously, there are certain directions in which the mind must go…
DAVE: [laughs] So what are your thoughts about the movie?
TOM: Oh, God, the movie. [audience laughter]
CHRIS: To me, that was the most astonishing part of the whole thing. When the Avengers people called me the next day, when the book had broken all these sales records, and I was sure they were going to tell me about their plans to sue for copyright infringement, how they were going to take this anonymous internet writer for everything he owned. And instead…
TOM: Instead…
CHRIS: [shakes his head in disbelief] Instead, they tell me that they’ve optioned the movie rights and they’re expecting Tom and me to star.
TOM: That was what really took it to a whole new level.
CHRIS: Yeah.
TOM: That was when, okay, this isn’t just something that’s happening outside of me, out in the world of the fandom. This was something that was happening to me, that was going to affect my life in a very profound way.
DAVE: In other words, start thinking about kissing Chris.
[laughter, applause]
TOM: Yes, to be honest, until then I hadn’t read the book. I was trying to keep a little bit of distance, keep myself apart from it. But at that point, I thought, well I might as well plunge in, because there’s no going back.
DAVE: Wow. So – and I don’t mean to put you on the spot here, but I’m sure you must have been expecting to be asked this…does that mean you’re committed to doing the movie? Have you officially made that announcement?
CHRIS: [looks at TOM] Well, there hasn’t been an official announcement yet…
TOM: [nods] No, not officially…but I think we can go ahead and say…[grabs Chris’s hand] Yes.
CHRIS: Yes.
TOM: Yes, we are going to do it.
[audience goes wild][standing ovation][close up of a young girl crying, wiping her eyes]
DAVE: Wow. I feel honored that you’ve chosen my show to say that. This is, like, bigger than when John McCain announced his candidacy on Jay Leno.
TOM: Anything for you, Dave.
DAVE: So, pretty soon you won’t just being thinking about kissing.
CHRIS: Ha. No.
TOM [begins playing with CHRIS’s hair].
DAVE: You’re going to need to practice.
TOM: Practice what? Kissing? Luckily for Chris, I’m already quite an expert kisser.
[audience whistles, applause]
CHRIS: I am lucky.
DAVE: But you haven’t kissed yet.
TOM: [faux-suspicious] Why do you keep harping on that?
DAVE: Ratings.
[audience laughter]
CHRIS: You want us to kiss right now?
DAVE: Are you volunteering?
CHRIS: I was asking!
DAVE: [tapping his fingers together] But it’s within the realm of possibility?
[TOM and CHRIS exchange glances]
TOM: [sighs] Chris, what have you gotten us into?
[audience begins chanting: Do it! Do it! Do it!]
DAVE: Come on.
CHRIS: Kiss?
[TOM leans over and kisses CHRIS on the cheek]
[audience boos, hisses]
TOM: Oh, Christ.
[They turn to each other.]
TOM: Are we really going to do this?
CHRIS: I guess we have to eventually.
TOM: No offense, love, but you strike me as a little too eager.
CHRIS: [grins, embarrassed, covers his face] No….
TOM: All right, come here, you big lug.
[They reach for each other and embrace. The camera zooms in on a close-up. Their eyes are closed and you can see a flash of tongue.]
DAVE: Oh my God.
[The audience is ecstatic. The roar of applause and shrieks and cries are overwhelming.] [TOM and CHRIS continue making out passionately. TOM hooks his leg over CHRIS’s lap and begins fumbling with CHRIS’s shirt.]
DAVE: I’m afraid we’re going to have to cut to commercial.
END.
The Second Strongest Man in Asgard: Chapter 5
Author: Thorgony
Fandom: Marvel
Movie(s): The Avengers (2012) Thor (2011) Pairing: Thor/Loki Rating: NC-17 Warnings: non-con [trigger warning], incest Summary (General): Loki takes over Asgard and punishes Thor for both real and imagined sins. Summary (This chapter): Loki brings Thor some presents.
Disclaimer: Not my characters. All my fault.
“I had a very busy morning,” Loki said. “While you were in here sleeping the day away, I was busy forging you a whole bunch of lovely presents. "
Of course, that night was a torment. Loki left one little candle burning in the corner of the room. By its light, Thor watched his thunderous erection slowly fade, only to burst back up again, growing and swelling with a mind of its own. In the candle’s dancing shadows, Thor saw all of his nightmares come to life. All the good citizens of Asgard visited one-by-one to mock and leer and point. Every girl he’d ever fucked crept up onto the bed sheets and took him in her mouth, only to wink and transform herself into a giggling Loki. His mother and his father stood at the edge of the room, conferring with each other. His mother, weeping, whispered: “Our son has abandoned us.” His father pointed at him in scorn and said: “No. That naked, mewling thing was never our son.”
His feverish mind conflated his dreams with reality and peppered reality with hallucinatory dreams. He was on fire; he was trapped in the dungeons beneath Asgard; he was tumbling through starry space; he was underwater and drowning. He would surface from sleep as though from the bottom of the ocean, shaking and gasping for breath. Each time, he looked around frantically for the threat that was facing him, realizing only with great effort that the room was empty and he was his own tormentor now.
His throbbing cock and aching balls were the center of his universe, the gleaming locus of his agony. But as the night wound on, two other points began to assert themselves: his bound wrists not only kept him spread out helplessly across the bed, unable to satisfy himself, but also screamed with their own independent pain. He could have snapped the bonds with a single powerful tug, but even in the depths of his crazed misery he was too afraid of Loki. So instead, he sobbed and screamed and bellowed, begging his brother for release. But Thor might as well have been at the bottom of the dungeon for all the good his cries for mercy did him. The room stayed empty all night long and no footsteps echoed through the silent halls.
By the time the sun came up, peeping in through the thick velvet curtains that hung on the walls, Thor had suffered through a dozen lifetimes’ worth of pain. He felt wrung out, empty, utterly destroyed. Even his lust seemed to have subsided. Though his cock was still halfway hard, it too looked defeated: damp and purplish and bruised.
Strangely, when the door at last opened that day, the person who came inside was not Loki. Instead, it was a small, dark-eyed girl in a servant’s uniform, carrying a bucket and a mop. The little maid’s terrified eyes flickered over to the bound, naked man on the bed, and at first she looked so frightened that Thor, vaguely aware of her through his haze, thought she was going to flee. But she got control of herself somehow, and with wet, slapping strokes she began to mop the floor.
The sound of the mop reminded Thor of yet another of his problems: he was thirsty. He also, unfortunately, had to piss, but there was nothing to be done about that. He knew Loki must have sent the girl here out of some perverse desire to provoke him, and no doubt Loki had warned her not to touch him. Besides, he did not dare to ask her to untie him any more than he dared to break the straps himself. But maybe she could help him out just a little.
He swallowed, his throat dry and scratchy and raw from screaming, “Miss…” he whispered. “Please…can you help me…Miss…”
The girl froze.
“Please, just…a little bit of water…from the bathing room…or even that bucket there…please…I’m so thirsty…”
He could see her weakening and he thought he recognized her, this sad little shrimp of a girl, the daughter perhaps of a low-born warrior. What must she think of him, once so far above her, now fallen so far?
Whatever her thoughts, they must have contained some mercy, because she took out a rag that she had tucked in her pocket, dipped it in the bucket, and crept over to him, trembling.
“Thank you,” he whispered. “Thank you, sweet girl.”
She dangled the rag over his lips and carefully wrung it out so that the water dripped down onto his tongue. He lapped it up gratefully, ignoring the faint film of soap the dirty water left on his teeth.
Bam!
The door flew open, crashing against the wall, and the girl shrieked and dropped the rag on the floor. Loki strode into the room, his black cape swirling around him.
“Gods be damned, Daisy!” he cried. “I told you not to look at him or speak to him or touch him, did I not? It was your one command!”
The girl crumpled to her knees, shaking with terror.
“Loki,” Thor said, his voice still raw with thirst. “She’s but a child, and a terrified one at that. Leave her be.”
“She is not a child!” Loki exclaimed. “She turned eighteen last month. You think I’d send a child in to mop the floor with you tied to the bed looking like that? What kind of a pervert do you take me for? You’re a complete mess, by the way. You’ve complete undone all of my last night’s work.” He turned back to Daisy. “I had hopes for you, girl,” he said. “I always thought you were too gutsy and clever by half to be stuck working in the stables. But if you can’t obey a task as simple as ‘mop the floors without speaking to the naked man tied to the bed,’ then you obviously can’t be trusted. Off you go now, and be sure to present yourself in the throne room by three for your punishment. Don’t worry, it won’t be too harsh – only five lashes. I’m sure you’ll survive it.”
Daisy squealed in fear, and Thor interrupted, “No, Loki. It wasn’t her fault, it was mine. I begged her. She’s too small to be whipped. Let me take her punishment. Please.”
“Well, if you insist,” Loki said, so quickly and cheerfully that Thor knew that had been his intention all along. “Now you, Daisy, shoo. My brother and I have a lot to get done this morning.”
Daisy fled, but not before turning in the doorway and mouthing, behind Loki’s back: thank you.
“So, how was your night?” Loki inquired in an exaggeratedly sweet tone as he sat on the edge of the bed and began to untie the leather straps that bound Thor’s wrists to the bedposts. Thor groaned as the blood began flooding into his hands. Loki massaged his hands with a firm grip, and soon the numbness began to leave Thor’s fingers.
“There, isn’t that better?” Loki asked, and Thor nodded. “Now, can you walk?”
“Yes. I think so.” Thor swung his legs carefully to the edge of the bed. His erection, which had still been painfully swollen when Daisy first entered the room, had now mostly subsided.
“You can go into the toilet and take care of business,” Loki said. “And go to the bathing room, have a drink, and splash some water on your face after that. But don’t close the door behind you, and don’t take care of business, if you know what I mean.”
“I know,” Thor said. On stiff but steady legs, he stumbled to the toilet, grateful for the reprieve.
When Thor returned to the bedroom, Loki was waiting for him on the bed, a small brown leather sack on his lap. “You’re looking a million times better!” Loki exclaimed. “Good, good. I knew I hadn’t done any permanent damage. All right, now come here. I have a few presents to give you.”
Thor sat himself down beside his brother, and Loki reached into the bag, flourishing what he retrieved from there like a magician completing a trick. An odd way for him to behave, Thor thought, since it seemed he could make anything he liked appear using magic, and do anything else he liked, too.
Loki tossed the item from the bag to Thor, who caught it and was surprised to find he held a warm buttered biscuit in his hand.
“Eat, eat!” Loki said. “You’ve got a busy day ahead of you. You’ve got to keep your strength up.”
The words made Thor’s heart sink, but he was too famished to reply. He tore into the biscuit, finishing it in three bites, and when he was finished, Loki tossed him another one, as though he were a seal who had successfully completed a trick. Thor ate five biscuits in this manner, and when he was done, his stomach was full and his strength, while not fully restored, was more intact than it had been since he had woken up on that empty hillside the day before.
He almost wondered if he should try to fight Loki again – maybe catch him by surprise – but Loki reached up and took his brother by the shoulder with an iron grip, and Thor let that thought disappear.
“All right. Stand up. I told my subjects that there would be a kingdom-wide gathering in the throne room at noon, and that’s in less than half an hour. It’s time to get you dressed.”
Thor’s first thought was a heart-rendingly optimistic one: he thought, that sack is too small to hold all my clothes. He looked around, wondering if Loki had stashed them elsewhere, but of course Loki had not.
“I had a very busy morning,” Loki said. “While you were in here sleeping the day away, I was busy forging you a whole bunch of lovely presents. I think you’ll enjoy them. Stand up and close your eyes. I want this to be a surprise.”
With a sense of growing dread, Thor obeyed his brother’s orders. He stood naked with his eyes closed in the middle of the room as Loki rummaged around in the bag.
“All right now,” Loki said. “First things first.”
Thor felt the icy press of metal against his foot and he flinched as a band of metal closed around his ankle. Snap went the band around that ankle and then the other; Snap went a band around each of his wrists. Snap, finally, went the metal collar Loki had affixed around his neck; snug, but not quite tight enough to choke. Thor tried to open his eyes, but Loki covered them with his hand and said, “No, no, not yet. Wait til I tell you.”
Snap went the bite of a clip on Thor’s left nipple, and he yelped with fright and the sharp, unfamiliar pain. Snap went the clip onto his right nipple, not quite as bad as the first, but bad enough.
Though his eyes were still closed, Thor could sense that Loki had knelt down in front of his crotch, and he steeled himself for agony, but surprisingly, none came. Instead, Thor felt a lighter piece of metal – it felt like a chain – being looped around his waist and he heard instead of felt it being clipped in place. Then, Loki reached between Thor’s legs and Thor squeezed his eyes shut tight, but instead he felt a strip of something shockingly soft, like silk, being drawn between his thighs and wrapped around his cock before being fixed in place.
“Just one gift left,” Loki said. “Christmas morning always goes by so quickly.” He stepped behind Thor, close enough that Thor could feel the press of Loki’s erection against his buttock. “Open up.”
At first, Thor didn’t understand what Loki meant, but then he felt something push against his lips and, knowing he had no choice, he opened his mouth to accept what Loki put in.
He had been expecting a gag, but what he got was almost worse. A thin strip of leather slid under his tongue, pulled tight by a pair of chains held snug against his cheeks: not a gag, but a bit, the kind that horses wear. He could feel Loki fasten it behind his head, carefully untangling any stray hairs that had been caught in the strap.
“All right,” Loki said, turning him towards the mirror. Thor could hear himself jingling a little. “You can open your eyes now.”
Thor didn’t want to open his eyes, but he knew that protesting it would be as useless as protesting anything else that had come before.
Standing before him in the mirror was a man he didn’t recognize. The man was tall and blonde, the way Thor himself was. His eyes an icy, piercing blue and shadowed by thick blonde brows, his cheeks covered with a slightly darker stubble. His shoulders were almost inhumanly broad, his skin lightly bronzed, his muscles as shapely as though carved from stone, and his wide torso narrowed sharply to a v at his hips. All that was familiar. But around his neck was a golden collar from which a small hoop dangled, a hoop too clearly meant to hold a leash. The same small hoops dangled from the shackles on his wrists and ankles, and – horribly – from the clamps that gripped his throbbing nipples. The bit he wore was small, not very dramatic, but it forced his mouth open just enough to call attention to his subservience and silence. But perhaps worst of all was the loincloth wrapped around his cock: made of a silk of bright and fiery red, it made a mockery of modesty and only called attention to his shame.
The red silk cloth that bound his cock screamed sex; the bit and golden shackles all cried slave. If he set foot outside the room dressed like this, the whole world would know on sight what his new role was meant to be.
“Please,” he tried to say, but the bit reduced the word to nothing but a shapeless noise.
“What’s that?” Loki said. “I can’t understand you. Oh, right! That’s the point.” He dropped a kiss on Thor’s round, strong shoulder and added, “I know you don’t like it, but I think you look beautiful. Someday you’ll come to understand that’s all that really matters.”
Thor tried to speak again, but the bit turned his voice to mush in a way in a way it hurt him to hear.
“Don’t worry,” Loki said. “I like to hear you speak sometimes. Remember those cute noises you made last night? I won’t leave the bit on forever. I just thought you should try it out, especially today when I consolidate my hold over Asgard, and you might be particularly tempted to act out. Oh, and you’ve probably already noticed this, but I just have to brag – you do realize that those cuffs you’re wearing reduce you to human strength, even when I’m not around? Those will be staying on for the foreseeable future. I’m quite proud of the magic in that, I worked it out myself this morning.”
Thor didn’t say anything, but he wished desperately at that moment that he might someday see a day when Loki was not around. He’d live his whole life at a human’s strength, if only that could be the tradeoff.
Loki looked contemplatively at Thor. He held a long, golden chain wrapped in his hand. “How shall we do this?” he said. “What do you think would make the most dramatic impression on your former subjects? Should I lead you in by the arms? By the throat? On all fours?”
Thor couldn’t speak with the bit in, but he could growl, and the noise he made left no doubt as to his fury.
“You sound just like a dog when you do that,” Loki said. “I guess that answers the question. The leash it is!” He hooked the chain to the collar around Thor’s throat and gave it a tug. “Off we go!” he cried, and with no other choice left to him, Thor followed.
The Second Strongest Man in Asgard: Chapter 4
Author: Th0rgony
Fandom: Marvel
Movie(s): The Avengers (2012) Thor (2011) Pairing: Thor/Loki Rating: NC-17 Warnings: non-con [trigger warning], incest Summary (General): Loki takes over Asgard and punishes Thor for both real and imagined sins. Summary (This chapter): Loki visits Thor in his room, balms his wounds and inflicts some new ones. Straight up porn.
Disclaimer: Not my characters. All my fault.
“I am sincerely sorry,” Loki said, real emotion in his voice, before his usual mocking demeanor asserted itself. “Mother taught me to take better care of my toys.”
There was a fumbling at the latch and then the door to Thor’s room swung open. Thor lifted his tearstained face from the pillow and watched as Loki entered the room.
If Loki saw that his brother had been crying, he made no sign of it. He turned away from Thor and began to remove his gloves and cape, carefully draping them over the edge of a chair.
Thor was propped up on one shoulder, staring at his brother’s back. He could not forgive what Loki had done to him. But he could not easily forgive himself, either. The actions he had taken on that night years ago now seemed to him so thoughtless, so casually cruel, that he could not help but feel some responsibility for what Loki had become. If Loki’s actions were monstrous, it was because Thor had helped turn him into a monster.
“Loki, I--” he began, his voice thick.
Loki turned toward the bed, his face blank. “You’re filthy,” he said, his eyes flickering coldly over Thor’s bedraggled form. “And you reek of sweat.”
Thor sat up and ran his fingers through his coarsely matted hair. He did stink, and not just of sweat. He smelled of Loki.
“A bath would be welcome,” he said. There was a small bathing area attached to his suite, but of course no servants had arrived to fill the tub.
Loki crossed the room and glanced around, as though searching for something, then turned back and stood over Thor’s bed.
“Undress yourself,” he said.
“I would prefer to bathe in private,” Thor said mildly.
Loki just stood there, waiting.
After a moment, Thor pulled his tunic up over his broad shoulders and sat with the cloth crumpled up in his hands.
“Go on,” said Loki.
“Can we not--”
“Go on.”
Thor was still half-covered by the blanket. Reaching down beneath the covers, he tugged off the remains of his shredded leggings.
“Stand up.”
“There are things I would like to say to you...”
“Stand.”
Thor swung his legs over the edge of the bed and placed his bare feet on the floor. The blanket still lay on his lap. It doesn’t matter, he told himself, but his heart was beating fast.
As he rose up on his trembling legs, it was as though the floor dropped down beneath him. He swayed and began to fall, only to find Loki immediately there beneath him, one arm curled around his waist, holding him up.
“Lie back,” Loki said, guiding him to the edge of the bed. “There. Lean back now. Good.”
Gratefully, Thor felt for the mattress beneath his hands and sank down on top of it. He closed his eyes.
“I should not have made you get up before you were ready,” Loki said evenly.
“No, I -- I’m not so weak as that. I just need a moment to rest.”
Loki gave him a long look and then stood up abruptly. “I shall bathe you here.”
“No!” Thor barked, his voice raw, and then, in a more measured tone, he added: “If you could just give me some time, Loki. Please.”
Loki reached out and placed his hand on Thor’s chest, just above the swell of his pectoral muscle. “Quiet now,” he said.
The buckets Loki carried back from the bathing room were steaming hot and sweetly smelling.
“What strange magic is this?” Thor asked, managing a crooked smile. “A warm bath conjured out of thin air? I thought you drew your icy powers from Jotunheim.”
“I do,” Loki said. “Lie back.”
Thor looked at his brother. It was cowardly to want to please him; foolish to hope that he might be able to smile or charm Loki out of hurting him again. And yet, this was Loki, his Loki, who had always loved him. Surely somewhere deep down inside the maelstrom of hate and madness that consumed him there was a part of his brother that could still hear reason, that might be ready to forgive.
Thor gently laid his hand against his brother’s cheek. “Listen to me, Loki. I know we have both harmed each other deeply, perhaps beyond repair. But if it is too late to take back what we’ve done, we can at least try and make amends. I am truly sorry for what I did to you, and I know some part of you must regret what you did to me. Please, stop this madness. Let us go back to the way we were. Let us forgive each other.”
Loki inhaled deeply at Thor’s touch. His long eyelashes fluttered shut and he drew Thor’s fingers down and pressed them against his lips, nibbling softly on Thor’s index finger, before stroking his thumb along Thor’s soft bottom lip. It was a delicate touch, but the way Loki’s thumb nudged at Thor’s mouth as though seeking entry sent Thor flashing back to the moment when Loki had forced him down onto his knees to suck. Feeling himself start to panic, Thor snatched his arm back and twisted his head away.
“No, Loki!” he said. “I don’t want this!”
“Poor Thor,” Loki murmured. He ran his fingers through Thor’s golden hair, spreading it out along the pillow. “You’re scared I’m going to hurt you again, aren’t you? And you’re right, that was a terrible thing to do. I was so selfish, taking you like that, before you were ready.”
Loki smoothed his fingers along Thor’s eyebrow and began to massage his temple. “You know I don’t enjoy causing you pain. But I had been trapped down in that dungeon so long with nothing but my thoughts to comfort me. And you provoked me, you know you did, by denying what we shared between us. And by being so damnably handsome.” At that, Loki flashed a wide-toothed smile and bit Thor playfully on the wrist.
Thor swallowed hard. A knot of fear was building in his chest. “Tell me you won’t do this, Loki,” he said. “Tell me you understand that keeping me like this is wrong.”
Loki closed his eyes and kissed the spot he had just bitten. It was a soft, sweet, sensuous kiss.
Its tenderness made Thor shudder.
“Oh, I understand,” Loki said.
***
Thor kept his eyes closed as Loki dipped the washcloth into the bucket and daubed it on his forehead. The warm water felt good as it trickled down his ear and along his neck. If only he could forget that it was Loki holding the cloth.
“No, no, that won’t do at all,” Loki exclaimed, after just a few minutes. “You’re getting the sheets all wet.” Thor didn’t open his eyes, but he felt Loki shuffling around for something and then felt Loki’s chilly fingers pressing against his shoulder and the edge of his hip.
“Roll over,” Loki said.
Thor didn’t move.
“Stop acting like such a child,” Loki said. “I’m not going to do anything bad to you. I just want to put a towel underneath. Roll over.”
Reluctantly, Thor rolled to face the wall, uncomfortably aware that he had exposed his bare backside to Loki. He tensed himself, anticipating some groping touch, but Loki just laid the towel atop the sheet and pulled Thor back to settle him on it.
“There now,” Loki said. He lifted the dripping cloth and began to carefully bathe his brother. He began with Thor’s face, smoothing the wrinkles from his forehead and soothing the tense space where Thor’s shoulders met his neck. He bathed the hollow of Thor’s throat and the extraordinary rise of his muscular torso, the patches of dark blonde hair in his armpits and the fine, bright blonde hair on his forearms. He washed each of Thor’s fingers. He ran the cloth over the rippling muscles of Thor’s abdomen and into the sensitive little hollow of his navel.
Thor tensed up as the washcloth approached his groin, but Loki was as businesslike as any nurse. He re-wet the cloth and washed Thor’s ball sack in one neat motion; lifted Thor’s soft cock and wiped it down before laying it down on his leg again. Then he slid the cloth down Thor’s clenched thighs, gently kneading the knotted muscle. His fears at least partially assuaged, Thor found himself surrendering to comfort.
When Loki had worked all the way down to Thor’s toes, he once again rested his fingers lightly on Thor’s hip and shoulder, indicating to him to roll over onto his stomach. Thor did so with less hesitation this time, and Loki continued his gentle ministrations on his brother’s neck, shoulders, and back. Loki re-dipped his washcloth and bathed the plump curves of each of Thor’s buttocks, but when he slid the cloth into the space between those cheeks, Thor hissed in pain.
Quickly, Loki drew the cloth back. “I’m sorry, dear,” he said. He used the cloth to daubed the rim of Thor’s anus with a feather-light touch; but even that caused Thor to grit his teeth at the sting.
“Hmmm, yes,” Loki clucked. “I was by far too rough with you. We’ll need to put some salve on that. Don’t worry, though, I have just the thing.”
“No,” Thor said, his face reddening. “It’s fine. Just leave it. I’m fine.”
Loki had resoaked the cloth and was now wringing it out over Thor’s tender crack so that warm droplets of water ran over the sensitive spot. It felt good, though Thor would have rather died than tell him so.
“It has to be done, brother, for your sake more than mine. There’s no point in fighting it. But I’ll finish bathing you first.”
True to his word, Loki washed each of Thor’s legs in turn. Then he had Thor sit up and bend over the bucket so that Loki could wash his hair. As the water streamed off of Thor’s long blonde locks, Loki massaged his head and neck with capable fingers.
“There,” he murmured soothingly. “There, there. Don’t you feel so much better now?”
After washing Thor’s hair, Loki took a small silver comb from his pocket and ran it through the tangles. When he was done, he parted Thor’s hair in the middle, placed both hands on Thor’s cheeks and looked his sullen brother full in the face.
“You look so pretty!” Loki exclaimed tenderly. He ran a pierce of Thor’s hair through his fingers thoughtfully and said, “Though, of course, this hair of yours could use the attention of a pair of scissors.” He stroked the thick golden curls between Thor’s legs. “And perhaps a razor.”
When Thor didn’t respond, Loki kissed him theatrically on the forehead. “Ok, then, down you go. Back on your stomach, now.”
Thor made a noise that was a cross between a grunt and a growl and didn’t move. Loki sighed and put his hands on Thor’s knee. “Listen,” Loki said, his voice as kind and careful as though he were talking to a child. “You know that I can force you if I need to, don’t you?”
Thor kept staring at the ground.
“Don’t you?”
After a moment, Thor nodded.
“Yes,” Loki said encouragingly. “Good! And you know I don’t like hurting you, right?”
Thor nodded again. Loki kept staring at him until he whispered, “Right.”
“So on the one hand, you have a choice that makes me happy and keeps me from having to hurt you, which should make you happy. And on the other, you have a choice that hurts you and hurts me, and which will also make me angry with you. Right?”
Thor refused to say anything, but instead of pressing him, Loki continued. “I know which one I would choose if I were you.”
Loki leaned in until his lips grazed the inner whorl of Thor’s ear and breathed: “Because trust me, my love…you do not want to make me angry.”
Without a word, Thor turned and lay down on his stomach.
Loki must have conjured the salve with the same strange useful magic he’d used to gather the bathwater, because as soon as Thor was lying face down on the bed he heard the scraping sound of a jar unscrewing.
Thor swallowed and fought to keep himself from shaking. He could hear his breath growing ragged and struggled to bring himself under control. He was a warrior, the strongest -- second-strongest -- man in Asgard. He didn’t want Loki to see he was afraid.
Loki put the jar’s cap on the edge of the bedside table. “Will you please relax?” he asked irritably. “The tenser and tighter you are, the more miserable you’ll be. And while I admit that it’s my fault that you did not enjoy yourself this afternoon, I would like you to at least consider the possibility that I am capable of giving you pleasure.”
“You would give me pleasure,” Thor growled, “If you would admit that you are holding me here against my will and keep your goddamned filthy hands off of me.”
Instead of responded angrily, Loki let out a bark of laughter. “There’s life in the old boy yet!” he exclaimed, clapping his hand onto Thor’s naked buttock. “I was afraid you were going to spend the rest of the evening glowering and sulking like an angry rock. I like that spark in you. It’s sexy as hell. I hope you keep it.” He tapped the space between Thor’s thighs with his finger, “All right, my boy. Spread ‘em.”
Clenching his jaw, Thor opened his legs a couple of inches.
“How about a bit more?” Loki asked.
Thor complied.
“Actually,” Loki said. “Why don’t you scoot this under you, like this?” He took a small throw pillow off of the bed and began to nudge it under Thor’s hips. Knowing there was no point in struggling, Thor raised himself up and allowed the pillow to be slid beneath him. He wished he’d fought a bit more when Loki darted his hand out and took casual hold of Thor’s penis, adjusting it so that it was pressed against his belly rather than his leg.
“I think you’ll be a bit more comfortable like that,” he said.
With Thor’s legs spread and his ass raised up in the air, Loki could clearly see the damage that his earlier assault had wrought. Thor’s anus was red and swollen and there were a handful of tiny scratches ringing the hole.
“I am sincerely sorry,” Loki said, real emotion in his voice, before his usual mocking demeanor asserted itself. “Mother taught me to take better care of my toys.” Licking his lips, he dipped his finger in the thick white salve.
Down on the bed, Thor felt the blood rushing to his face as the room spun dizzily around him. In most ways, this was nothing compared to the nightmarish public attack of earlier in the day, but there was something so creepily intimate about the way that Loki was talking to and touching him that suggested he was becoming complicit in his own degradation. He should be fighting right now, forcing Loki to force him…but he was tired, so tired, and afraid of what Loki might do. Worse, deep down he was afraid that what Loki had said was true: that his brother was capable of giving him pleasure.
With one long, smooth stroke, Loki spread a dollop of the salve along Thor’s ass crack. That first touch wasn’t terrible, but when Loki began circling his finger around the outside of Thor’s anus, working the salve into the cuts, Thor’s ass cheeks inadvertently clenched, trapping Loki’s finger between them. Loki giggled. With his free hand, he tickled Thor playfully under the chin. “I know you want me inside you, brother, but you’re going to have to let me do this first,” he teased.
Exhaling hard, Thor forced himself to unclench his buttocks and allow Loki access to his most intimate region. The salve was cool and so effective that Thor thought it must have some magic in it. Wherever Loki touched, the pain in Thor’s cuts flared up for a second in a bright stinging burst and then faded, leaving only a faint tingling behind.
Thor endured Loki’s touches on the outside of his ass without pleasure but without too much misery either. When Loki began wiggling his salve-coated finger inside Thor’s asshole, though, Thor couldn’t keep himself from uttering a deep, unhappy, guttural moan.
“Oh, don’t be such a baby,” Loki said, working his finger in even deeper. Thor’s nostrils flared, he began huffing like a bull, and tears formed in the corner of his eyes. Nearly overcome with panic, he opened his mouth to beg his brother to pull the finger out, but instead he buried his face in the pillow, muffling his groans.
When Loki’s long index finger was fully buried in his brother’s ass, he leaned back and addressed Thor in a lecturing voice: “You really do need to get used to this. I’m taking it easy on you now because it’s your first night, but you’ve got an eternity of assfucking ahead of you. You might as well try to adjust.”
“Mmmmmph!” Thor sobbed into the pillow.
“You know this is all psychological,” Loki said unsympathetically. “You had something five times this size in you a few hours ago. The anal cavity is built to adjust.”
“Unnnnnnnnngh!”
“You know what? Originally, I was going to salve you up and then let you rest after you fellated me a little, but now I think you need to be taught a lesson. I am leaving my finger right where it is until you calm down and admit that having a single finger stuck up your butt is not actually the worst thing that’s ever happened to you.”
His eyes red and tearful, Thor lifted his face and said, “Fine! It’s not that bad! Now take it out!”
“No, no, no!” Loki wagged the buried finger back and forth as though admonishing his brother, eliciting another anguished cry from Thor. “You’re just telling me what I want to hear! That’s almost as bad as lying, you know. I might have to punish you for that later on. But for now, you just lie down, close your eyes, and do your best to relax. I’ll decide when you’re calm enough to have this removed. Got it?”
Gasping, Thor pressed his face into his pillow.
Careful to leave his finger right where it was, Loki swung himself up onto the bed and lay down beside Thor. With a thoughtful expression on his face, he watched as his brother struggled to adjust to the intrusion. Thor’s whole body was rigid, his fists clenched so tight his fingers were turning white. Beads of sweat were pulling in the hollows behind his knees and in the deep dimples just above his ass. His ass itself was twitching and jumping as though it were on fire. Watching such muscular flesh bounce and jiggle girlishly was unspeakably erotic to Loki. He had to fight the urge to use his finger to provoke his brother into even more undignified displays, but he contented himself with running his other hand appreciatively over Thor’s bouncing ass while keeping the finger inside him still.
After a few minutes had gone by -- minutes that were interminable for Thor but passed all too quickly for Loki – Thor’s spasms began to subside. His breath was still coming in long ragged gulps, but his hands unclenched and he turned his face to one side…the side facing away from Loki.
“Good boy!” Loki cooed. With his free hand, he stroked Thor’s newly washed hair. “Good, you’re doing so good… you can hardly even feel it anymore, can you?”
Thor could still feel it. Every nerve in his body felt as though it was bending towards Loki’s finger like dowsing rods pointing to a hidden stream. The sensation of that finger poking like a skewer through the most private part of his body was subtle, humiliating torture. Apart from any physical sensation, he felt as though he was burning with – dying of – shame. Occasionally, he would think about how he must look, lying damp and naked on the bed with his brother fingering his ass, and he would let out a pathetic, defeated whimper.
At the same time, though, he could only struggle physically for so long. He’d had an excruciatingly long and brutal day and he was exhausted. The unconscious state he’d fallen into after the ordeal in the throne room had been more like a brief coma than a restful nap. He had almost fallen asleep during his bath, and now he was clean and warm and lying on a soft bed, with his brother stroking his hair. He fought his body’s urge to relax around his brother’s finger almost as hard as he had fought the initial insertion, but he could feel himself going limp on the bed. Damn you, Loki, he thought.
Perhaps twenty minutes later, Thor was drifting on the edge of sleep. Though he was awake and aware enough that he knew Loki’s finger was still inside of him, his mind had at last begun to wander away from his predicament. He floated lightly over a field of happier memories: the day his father had welcomed him back into Asgard, eating falafel with the Avengers, flirting with Sif over a glass of ale at dinner.
Eventually, he sank into a reverie that was a mixture of memory and fantasy. He was sitting by the fire with Jane Foster, the night he had taught her about Asgard. The desert air was cold but the flickering flames were hot on the side of his face and Jane’s brown eyes sparkled as she looked adoringly up at him. That much had actually taken place, but in his mind now, she placed her hand on the inside of his thigh, squeezing him gently, and then her hand traveled upwards as she undid the buckle of his belt. Her brown hair falling over her face, she smiled flirtatiously and slid her hand into his pants, wrapping her fingers around his stiffening cock.
“Yesssssss…” Loki breathed. Confused, Thor’s eyes fluttered open. His brother’s face was inches above his and Loki was staring at him, his expression hungry and intent.
Oh, no.
Loki had begun curling his finger back and forth, the movement so slight and delicate that awareness of it hadn’t penetrated Thor’s sleepy haze…but its effect on his body had. The fantasy about Jane dissipated, and now Thor was hideously aware that the whole front of his body was astir. He felt as though his cock and belly had turned into a pool of melting sugar: his loins were dripping with a hot, sweet, sticky sensation, and each time Loki curled his finger forward, stoking the flames of Thor’s arousal, he melted a little bit more.
Thor had been turned on by his brother.
That had been the one saving grace of this crushing defeat so far: that no one, not even Loki, could claim that Thor hadn’t hated it every step of the way. But now, oh God, now, he desperately wanted Loki to pull that finger out of his ass, but part of him wanted Loki to keep it in, too.
As though sensing Thor’s weakness, Loki smiled evilly and gave the pebbly knot of Thor’s prostate a slightly firmer push. Hating himself, Thor bit down hard on his bottom lip and ground his sweating hips against the bed.
“Yes, yes, you like that, don’t you?” Loki purred. “You’re so hot and bothered, it’s adorable. Your pretty little cheeks are flushed and your tongue is practically hanging out of your mouth. How long do you think that took, Thor? Twenty minutes? Half an hour, and one single little finger? You always pretended to be such an upstanding citizen, but scratch the surface of your honor and you’re just as depraved as I am. More, even. Because at least I want to fuck you in the ass, the way a man should. You’re the little slut who’s begging to be fucked.”
Thor did indeed look hot and bothered: his face was red and slick with sweat, his lips were puffy and his pupils were so enlarged his blue eyes looked almost black. But he despite his ravaged state, he twisted his head around and looked Loki full in the face.
“No,” he said, his eyebrows jumping as Loki wiggled his finger, “I haven’t begged.”
“Cocky words, brother. You don’t think I can make you beg for it?” Loki asked, flicking his finger for emphasis. Thor swallowed hard, trying to pull his attention away from the tumult roiling his body. He was panting hard, but he managed to drag the words out between breaths: “All…I’m…begging…you…to…do…is…take…it…out,” he said.
Once again, Loki seemed more amused than angered by his brother’s attempts at defiance. “So proud you are, Thor. Even when you’re stripped buck naked with my finger jammed up your ass, and you’re squirming around like a worm on a hook, you still feel the need to fight me. But you won’t win, Thor. That’s what I’m trying to teach you. You’ll never win against me again.” Loki stuck out his tongue and languorously licked Thor’s face. Thor cringed and tried to twist away, but the movement only sent another shock of pleasure exploding through him. To his shame, he began to pump and thrust against the pillow that was propping him up.
“No…” he said, forcing himself to be still. “I don’t want this. I don’t—unfph--” he gasped, interrupting himself as Loki’s finger moved mischievously inside him.
“You’re like a little puppet, Thor. All I have to do is move my hand to make you speak. Shall I do it again?”
Thor glared straight ahead, tears streaming down his face, each breath a sob. He could not keep his body from responding to his brother’s touch, but he would cling on to this last shred of his pride. He would not beg.
“Unnngh…”
“Eeenfph…”
He could not stop the vocalizations – the squeaks and groans burst from his lips at each touch and echoed humiliatingly in his ears – but he must be close to winning, if you could use that term for such a Pyrrhic victory. He was teetering on the edge of climax, and he hadn’t yet begged. He would not beg for this, heswore to himself. Never. No matter how long Loki drew this thing out.
Loki jiggled his finger in a new direction and Thor let out a different sound, a long, low, drawn-out “Ohhnnnnhhh…”
“Ooh,” Loki said, ever the connoisseur. “I liked that noise. I’m not sure you did, though. Are you sure you don’t have something to ask me, Thor? Something you’d like to request?”
“Please…” Thor mumbled, his tongue swollen in his mouth. “Please…”
“Yes?” Loki asked, cocking his head as though listening hard. “Yes? Speak a bit more loudly, would you?”
“Please…stop.” This minor act of rebellion took the last of what he had in him, and he collapsed loose-limbed and jellylike on the bed.
“Well, obviously I’m not going to do that,” Loki said. But for a moment, Thor thought that he might. Loki pulled his finger almost all the way out of the hole that gripped it, the salve still as slippery as it was when the finger first slid in. But then he slammed it back inside, smacking Thor’s ass with the other fingers of his hand.
Thor thought that he had plumbed the depths of the sensations that Loki could evoke in him, but he realized now that he had been ridiculously mistaken. Loki had been lightly petting him before. He was fingerfucking him now.
In. Out. In. Out. In. Out. In.
With every thrust of the finger, Thor’s body exploded, sending him veering close to a blackout. He felt as though he had been chopped into a million little disconnected parts: his tongue flopped from his mouth, his eyes rolled back in his head, his legs kicked helplessly, his feet pointed and arched, pointed and arched. He was like a fish tossed on the deck of a boat, its whole body spasming out of its desperation for breath, but what his whole body so desperately craved was climax.
After thirty seconds of the fingerfucking, if he could have formed words he would have begged, but even such an attentive observer as Loki couldn’t have interpreted the babbling nonsense that was pouring from his mouth. The rapid slapping sound of Loki’s hand pounding into his ass was both utterly humiliating and in some twisted way arousing; everything, including his own humiliation, had become arousing to him.
He wanted to be degraded, to be spat on, to be crushed: he had brief overpowering visions of Loki’s semen spewing into his face, of Loki replacing the finger with a dildo, a cock, a fist; of shoving his face deep, deep into Loki’s ass. He didn’t just want to come, he wanted to get fucked. He wanted Loki to fuck him into oblivion.
And then it stopped.
The slapping sounds ceased.
Thor had long ago surrendered all bodily control to Loki. When Loki’s finger stopped moving, he did too, except for the occasional involuntary ass-spasm. He no longer had the strength or the will to grind and buck or even to squeeze his ass around Loki’s finger to wring out one last burst of sensation. He just lay there limply, drowning in the thick swamp of his own arousal, and waited for what would come next.
Carefully, oh, so carefully, Loki lifted up the motionless Thor. Using all of his natural strength and maybe a little bit of magic, he began to turn Thor over so that he was lying on his back. The defeated god rotated around Loki’s finger like a piece of meat on a spit.
Gently, Loki settled Thor back down on the pillow, arranging him so that he was sitting up slightly, propped against the headboard of the four-poster bed. Thor’s head lolled forward. A thin line of drool escaped his lips.
The finger was still in his ass, but it wasn’t moving. Why wasn’t it moving? He needed it to move. He tried to ride the finger, bouncing just a little bit, to encourage Loki to keep going. But Loki pushed him down and forced him be still. His head bobbed up and drooped back down again. He tried to speak, to tell Loki he was ready, ready to beg now if that was what Loki wanted. Anything Loki wanted. He had another one of those brief visions: he was on his knees in front of Loki and he reached around to spread his own ass open, offering himself to Loki and saying take me, fuck me, please. But though his lips opened and shut, no sound came out. He tried again, managed nothing but a hoarse, incomprehensible wheeze.
“No no,” Loki said. “It’s over. You won! Can you believe it? You won. You didn’t beg. You must be so proud of yourself. I must admit, even I’m a little proud of you. Such a stubborn little slut! Too proud to beg even though you clearly wanted it so badly. “
Thor uttered another incomprehensible noise and Loki nodded. “No, you’re right. You didn’t come! Such willpower. It really is incredible. No wonder you were the chosen heir of Asgard. I’m telling you, if it had been me, I would have cracked rather than face a whole night in the kind of state you’re obviously in. God, I don’t know how you’re going to endure it. Ha! You know what? You’re right. I probably can’t trust you to endure it. But you’ll have to; otherwise it would be cheating, and we don’t want to spoil your victory. So as a favor, I’ll help you live up to the impossibly high standards you’ve set for yourself. Because frankly, I’d hate to see you spoil this amazing accomplishment in one silly moment of weakness, after you’ve worked so hard.”
Thor swallowed and tried to open his eyes, but his lashes fluttered shut. He couldn’t see. Could barely hear. All he could do was feel the crushing ache in his loins and mutely wish for it to be relieved.
“First, though,” Loki said. “I want you to do me a favor. Look. Look down and see what you look like. I want you to see what I’ve accomplished.”
Thor’s thoughts weren’t coherent yet. He was struggling to understand what Loki was saying: that he wasn’t going to be allowed to come, because he needed to come, he had to come, Loki was saying he wasn’t allowed to come but Loki had to let him come. But maybe – the thought surfaced half-formed into his addled brain – this was a test, and if he did what Loki told him, Loki would make him come. So, with the last of his shattered self-possession, Thor opened his eyes and looked where Loki was pointing.
Loki had reason to be proud: Thor’s erection was a wonder to behold. It towered up over his limp body, glistening and dripping and red and swollen. It looked painful, which it was, and powerful, which it was not: it was a testament, instead, to Thor’s powerlessness. The cap had flushed to a deep purple color; the veins popping out along the shaft were visibly pulsing. As Thor watched, bewildered at the sight of this monstrous part of his himself that was somehow also the instrument of his torture, the cock waved and dipped in the air as though asserting its autonomy. Which it ought to, after all. The damn thing had utterly betrayed him.
“Yes, it is lovely, isn’t it?” Loki said. “I really am quite proud. I’m a bit sorry that you’re choosing to waste it, but a true artist knows he can’t control these things – you just have to make your art and let the audience respond as it may. I imagine you’ll react differently next time. Perhaps appreciate my efforts a little more. But of course, that’s entirely up to you.”
At long, long last, Loki began to slide his finger out of Thor’s quivering hole. Feeling him go, Thor opened his eyes wide in a pathetically pleading expression and squeezed his thighs shut, trying desperately to keep Loki’s finger inside him. But the finger exited his body with a light pop, and Thor’s head fell back down against his chest as he quietly started weeping.
From his unending bag of tricks, Loki took out a pair of leather straps. He tied one to each of Thor’s wrists, and then bound his brother’s unresisting hands to the bedposts. Then he sat back, taking one last moment to admire the masterpiece he had created.
Dear god, his brother was beautiful.
Filled with tenderness, Loki bent down and kissed Thor on the mouth, pushing his tongue between Thor’s lips. Still hoping against hope that Loki would change his mind, Thor opened his mouth to accept the kiss, but the submissive gesture did not earn him any mercy.
“Good night, sweetheart,” Loki said.
The Second Strongest Man in Asgard: Chapter 3
Title: The Second Strongest Man In Asgard Author: Th0rgony Fandom: Marvel Movie(s): The Avengers (2012) Thor (2011) Pairing: Thor/Loki Rating: R Warnings: non-con [trigger warning], incest, violence Summary (General): Loki takes over Asgard and punishes Thor for both real and imagined sins. Summary (This chapter): Thor remembers a time he took advantage of his brother. Disclaimer: Not my characters. All my fault.
He had tried to tell himself that if Loki had ever screamed or fought him or tried to run that of course he would stopped doing what he did – he wasn’t some kind of monster. But of course he had known that Loki never would have fought him: Loki was too trusting, too gullible, too eager to get along. Thor had taken advantage of Loki. He had taken advantage of the fact that Loki had loved him.
Thor woke up in his childhood bedroom. His last memory was of Loki removing his boots and tucking a blanket around his chin. At the thought of his brother, Thor bolted upright and looked around in panic, but the room was empty. Trying to ignore the hideous pain that gripped him every time he moved, Thor shuffled over to the door, only to find that it was locked.
Thor was a god. As hurt and humiliated and broken as he was, he was still most powerful – second-most powerful-- man in the kingdom. No ropes could bind him, and no cage hold him. He could break that lock without a second thought. But even as Thor lifted his arm to punch through the door, he saw a flash of Loki’s mocking, angry face, and lowered his hand again. In a burst of clarity, he had realized that what mattered was not the strength of the lock, but the strength of the man who’d locked it. Loki must have known that this insignificant bit of metal could not restrain his brother, but he wanted Thor to know that he was forbidden to leave the room. And Thor did not dare to defy Loki, because he was afraid of the punishment that might follow.
The ugliness of this realization sapped him of what little energy he had. He lay back down on the bed and pulled the covers around him. As soon as he did, he was assailed by a host of unpleasant thoughts. At first, all he could think about was the way that Loki had assaulted and humiliated him in the throne room, but soon he found himself thinking about something that had been much more deeply buried: the time, long-forgotten until today, when he had been the one who had assaulted Loki.
Of course, he had never thought of it before in such terms. Horseplay, he might have said. Teasing, maybe, or some harmless fooling around between brothers. Bullying was probably the worst thing he would have admitted to, if pressed. And certainly there was nothing sexual about it, not on his part, at least. He had never thought about his brother like that! He wasn’t some kind of pervert. To even consider the possibility was revolting.
Except…
They had been young, but they weren’t children, not by a long shot. Thor had been in his early twenties, Loki a few years younger. Thor knew what a lout he had been back then, before his exile on Earth had humbled him. As his father had put it, he’d been a vain, greedy, cruel boy. He’d spent his days hunting and playing at war, his nights drinking and chasing girls. Only, he was so good-looking that he never actually did much chasing – all he had to do was swagger into a room and wait for the girls to come to him.
Leda had been an exception. The buxom, red-headed daughter of a visiting noble, she had been so bold as to resist Thor’s advances, which meant that she hadn’t come to his room on the first night of their acquaintance, even though he’d made it clear to her that such a visit wouldn’t be unwelcome. Luckily, Leda was pretty enough that Thor didn’t really mind having to make an effort to woo her. Back then, his idea of “making an effort” had been to demonstrate his manly prowess by beating his friends at some game, and then figuring out a reason to take his shirt off in front of whatever girl he was trying to impress.
Thus, the wrestling tournament was born. He and his friends had been enthusiastic about wrestling when they were boys, but as they’d gotten older, they’d mostly given it up. Still, a tournament would be a welcome change from the endless cycle of hunting and sparring that normally occupied them, and it would give Thor yet another venue in which to show off his talents, and his muscles, for Leda.
The tournament was conceived over drinks and organized hastily the next morning. It had been a humid spring day, Thor remembered, unseasonably warm. Ten men had taken part, and a dozen or so women had crowded around to watch. Sif had wanted to wrestle, and at first Thor had been all for it, but she had been argued down by a more conservative faction that thought it was unseemly, and he’d given in.
Thor had dominated all of his matches, as he’d known he would. In fact, he’d let some of them drag on a little longer than was strictly necessary, just to keep everyone in high spirits. Those were the kinds of sacrifices you made when you were ten times stronger than any other man of your generation. In the final round, he’d even been guilty of mugging a little bit, flexing his shoulders and back and letting a few drops of masculine sweat ooze from his brow. Leda had been suitably impressed, her face flushed and her soft bosom heaving, and he’d winked at her just before pinning the gigantic Volstagg to the ground with one sly, unexpected move.
She had cheered louder than anyone when he downed his mug of victory ale, and he had just slid his arm around her waist and was about to suggest they go somewhere more private when Loki had appeared out of nowhere, an aggrieved look on his face.
“Why didn’t you invite me to the tournament?” he demanded, his hands on his hips like a schoolteacher. “You know I love wrestling! It’s my favorite sport!”
Thor saw his friends look at each other, and a few of them rolled their eyes. Loki did love to wrestle, and he was good at it, if “good” was determined by how many matches you won. The problem was that no one liked to wrestle Loki. Loki wasn’t really strong enough to wrestle. His strategy was to avoid engaging his opponent for as long as he could, slipping out of hold after hold without going on the attack, until at last, his opponent was either so tired or so bored that he made a stupid mistake and Loki went in for the kill. Loki’s matches were boring to watch and depressing to take part in. Thor had tried to explain this to him once – tried to teach him that being a champion wasn’t just about winning; it also had to do with things like skill and attitude and style – but Loki had stubbornly refused to understand.
Now, Thor said lamely, “I’m sorry, Loki – I thought Father said you were busy.”
“Well, I’m not,” Loki said huffily. “I want to wrestle.”
“The tournament’s finished,” Thor said. “We were just about to head back to the castle. Why don’t you come have a drink with us?”
“Come on!” Loki said, turning to the crowd. “You can’t all be tired out. Someone’s got to be willing to take me on! Just one more match. Who’s up for it?” Before anyone had answered, he had removed his shoes and started stripping down to his trunks. It had started to rain a little by then, and the crowd, ignoring Loki, began wandering back to the castle. Thor couldn’t quite explain why, but the sight of his little brother, with his pale chest and skinny arms and eager expression, being ignored by everyone around him, made his heart hurt a little.
“All right, Loki,” he said. “I’ll wrestle you. Just one match.”
“Oooh!” Leda clapped her hands excitedly.
Not everybody stayed, but most people did. Thor was a glorious wrestler, strong and elegant and quick. Unlike Loki, he was also fun to watch. And part of being fun to watch was resisting the temptation to throw and pin your opponent in the first five seconds of a match, even when you were being forced to wrestle your obnoxious and absurdly puny younger brother.
Good sportsmanship, Thor told himself. That was why he let Loki slip through one of his holds. Just one. And his good sportsmanship was repaid, immediately, by the fact that Loki sprang back, nailed him with a triangle choke, and then flipped him over so that he landed, splat, on his ass. Right in the mud. Right in front of Leda.
It didn’t matter that Thor came right back, roaring like a bull, and defeated Loki in under a minute. It didn’t matter that it wasn’t a real match, and that he was obviously still the true champion. It didn’t even matter that everyone knew Loki had just gotten lucky, and that Thor was by far the better wrestler. What mattered was that he had fallen on his butt and Leda had burst out laughing at him, and so had the rest of his friends.
Loki had made Thor look ridiculous.
On the surface, Thor was a good sport about it. He congratulated Loki and shook his hand, and laughed with the rest when Leda did an imitation of the goofy, confused face he’d made when he landed. Even though he’d lost, Loki was buoyant with pride and kept reliving the moment. “I don’t think I’ve ever thrown you, Thor. Not even when we were children! I was just as surprised as you were when that worked! I can’t believe it!” In response, Thor gritted his teeth and said, “Yes, Loki, that was a truly powerful move. You’ll have to show me how you did it sometime.”
Leda held his hand on the walk back from the castle, but once they arrived, she slipped away on some silly errand, and when she came back, she was surrounded by friends. The girl herself probably didn’t even realize it, but Thor was sure that Loki had cost him Leda’s affections. In his experience, girls didn’t sleep with men they had laughed at, men they had mocked. It would have taken him at least another day to erase from her mind the memory of how foolish he’d looked sprawled out in the mud like that, and she was scheduled to depart with her family tomorrow. Goddamnit, Loki, he thought. I never should have taken pity on you.
Thor spent the rest of the afternoon getting seriously drunk. By ten o’clock that night, when -- sure enough -- Leda had gone off to bed without offering him any more than a lingering kiss on the cheek, he was in a truly foul mood. After the third time that Volstag suggested that his ass must be sore after he’d landed on it so hard that afternoon, Thor decided he could no longer endure his friends’ teasing banter. He slammed his glass down, wiped the froth off his face with the back of his hand, and wandered, brooding, out into the evening.
He was looking for a wall to punch or a stone to kick, but instead he found his brother. Loki bounded across the field between the mead hall and the stables, seeming genuinely pleased to see him. “Surely you’re not going to bed so early, brother?” he exclaimed. “Tell me, did all the wrestling tire you out?” Thor narrowed his eyes and glared at Loki, certain that his brother was needling him, but Loki stared back at him, guilelessly. “No,” Thor finally grunted. “I just needed a breath of fresh air.”
“Wonderful! I shall walk with you and keep you company,” Loki said. Before Thor could respond, Loki had already begun reliving the match again. It was strange – Loki had been growing more and more sullen over the past year, but now he was back to his old self, trailing Thor around like a shadow. Was Loki truly so starved of accomplishment and attention that a single successful move in a wrestling match was enough to turn him into a giddy, chattering schoolgirl?
On a different day, Thor might have felt sympathy for his brother, but in his current drunken, angry state, Loki’s glee struck him as nothing more than pathetic. He was an embarrassment, Loki was – a scrawny, pathetic embarrassment. Thor wanted to wipe that shit-eating grin right off of his face. As Loki nattered on, Thor felt a growing urge to plant his hand on Loki’s slim back and push him face-first into the mud, or to stick out his foot and watch Loki go tripping over his own delicate, insect-like legs.
If he’d been ten or even five years younger, he might have done it – just shoved or tripped or punched his brother without offering him an apology or explanation. That was the privilege of being the older, superior, better-loved sibling – sometimes you got to indulge your desire to inflict pain without facing the consequences. Now that he was a grown man, though, he knew that simply knocking his brother down would reflect more poorly on him that it would on Loki. It was infantile behavior, and if word of it got out, people might judge him. Being a grown-up didn’t mean that Thor’s violent urges had gone away, though. It just meant he had to re-direct them into more acceptable channels.
When they reached the edge of the field, Thor paused. He could feel the two angels of his nature battling it out on his shoulders, and for a moment, it seemed like the good one was going to win. He was this close to clapping Loki on the back, congratulating him again on a good match, and going back inside for another drink. But then Loki turned to him and said, “You know, I wish father had been at the match today. He never believed that I was just as good as you at wrestling,” and all of Thor’s irritation surged up in him again.
“Loki!” he said jocularly, “I’m not quite ready yet to go back into that sweltering hall. You promised to show me that move of yours, the one that took me down. Why don’t you do that now? A little bit of exercise, to tire us out before bed.”
Loki cocked his head and looked at his brother. He was surprised, obviously, but Thor could not detect any suspicion on his face, only a happy bewilderment at the possibility that his brother might ask him for help with an athletic pursuit. Loki was so damnably trusting, that was the thing. With everyone else, Loki was always calculating and manipulating and deceiving and expecting others to do the same to him. But he trusted Thor absolutely, no matter how many times Thor proved himself unworthy. He was like one of those dodo birds who kept wandering up to the newly arrived European explorers and getting bopped on the head; without any natural fear or suspicion, the dodos never learned to defend themselves and wound up going extinct.
Thor pulled his tunic over his head and unlaced his shoes. The damp grass felt cool and good under his feet, and the night was filled with stars. He wasn’t going to be too hard on Loki, he told himself. His brother just needed a little discipline, a reminder about who was in charge
Stripped down to their trunks, the two men faced each other in the moonlight. They couldn’t have been more opposite – blonde, bearded, bear-like Thor and slim, pale Loki with his mop of night-black hair. “All right,” Thor said, coming closer to his brother. “Here, let’s set it up the way we did in the match. You slipped through my hold here, so you were beneath me, like this. But then you got me in the triangle choke, with your leg up around my neck. How did you do that? Show me.”
Innocently, Loki lay down in the grass and allowed his brother to settle his weight on top of him. “Okay. Well, you were – maybe you weren’t fully on top of me like that? You were a bit farther down. Yes,” he said, wincing as Thor slid roughly into position. “More like that. And then I – shall I do it in slow motion, so that you can see how it works?”
“Certainly,” Thor said, struggling to keep the sarcasm out of his voice. Anyone could see that Loki’s odds of landing a triangle choke in that position had been a million to one, but Loki was acting like he was Thor’s athletic coach, explaining some complicated move he’d never seen before.
“So then I just, well, I wriggled my leg free,” Loki said, straining with the effort of loosening his leg from the prison of Thor’s bulk. “Maybe, do you think you could shift a little – yes,” he said, gasping, as Thor finally allowed him to work his leg out from underneath. “So my leg was free and your arm was – there,” he said, as Thor carefully dropped it into the correct position. God, he must have been close to brain dead, to allow Loki anywhere near this hold. “And so then I wrapped my leg around your neck, like this, and I grabbed my foot with my hand…There!” True to his word, Loki lurched up in slow-motion and took hold of his own foot, so that Thor’s neck and arm were trapped in the triangle Loki had created with his leg. Done right, the move would quickly begin to cut off blood flow to the head, though the way Loki had executed it, Thor was in no danger - he had worn dress shirts whose collars were more uncomfortably tight.
Thor allowed Loki to hold him in this position for a moment or two, as he pretended to consider the strategy. “Ahh, he said. “I think I see now. All right, and from there, you flipped me. How did that work? Flip me again.”
“Okay…” Thor had to work to contain his laughter as Loki grunted with effort and began to sweat. He’d already realized what must have happened in the match – Loki’s execution of the flip move must have exactly coincided with his own decision to switch positions. Loki had simply taken advantage of his momentum to redirect his trajectory in an unfortunate direction. In other words, Thor had thrown himself into the mud. Loki could no more dislodge Thor than he could push a mountain into the ocean with his bare hands. But Thor let him keep trying, until Loki’s whole body had gone rigid and his face turned purple and veins were popping out of his high forehead.
“I don’t…know…” he finally gasped. “It was…different…somehow…I’m not sure…”
“That’s odd,” Thor said. “I could have sworn this was exactly how we were arranged when you threw me. Here, let’s switch positions. I’ll execute the choke hold on you, to see if I’ve got it, and then we’ll go from there.”
“All…right…” Loki said, obviously relieved to escaped from under his brother’s weight. Thor let him up, and Loki scrambled on top of him, their bare bellies pressing tightly together. “Here we go,” Thor said.
He didn’t go in slow-motion, but he went half as fast as he could have and he still moved at three times Loki’s speed. He clamped Loki’s hand in his, dragging Loki’s face into his shoulder, and then his leg slithered up and around Loki’s neck. Thor grabbed his own ankle in his hand and began squeezing his powerful thighs together.
Immediately, Loki’s eyes bulged out of his head and he began to wheeze and gasp for breath. Thor held on until Loki hacked out a strangled plea for mercy, and then in one fluid motion, he tossed his brother up over his head and slammed him ass-first into the ground.
Loki lay on the ground, shaking, the wind knocked out of him, and Thor took the opportunity stop smirking and arrange his features into an innocent expression.
When Loki finally sat up, dazed, Thor turned to him and inquired sweetly, “Was that about right?”
“Y-yes, I think so. You’ve mastered it,” Loki said, with a weak smile.
“Well, I don’t think I’ve mastered it,” Thor said. “I still need some practice. But one thing that is bothering me is that we haven’t figured out how you managed to throw me yet. Do you mind going through that with me again?”
“I’m not sure…I think I’d like to get back to the party,” Loki said, rubbing his neck. It was already beginning to bruise where Thor had gripped it.
“Please? I told Volstagg I’d have a rematch tomorrow, and I know he’s planning to use your move against me. I need to figure out my tactical weaknesses so that no one else can take advantage.”
“I guess so,” Loki said resignedly, and lay back down on the ground, allowing himself to be crushed once more beneath Thor’s weight.
And so it went. Thor would crawl on top of Loki and trap him there, forcing his brother to struggle himself to exhaustion, and then they would switch positions and Thor would use his strength to fling Loki around like a rag doll. Over and over they played out the same little show, and every time Loki tried to make his excuses and escape, Thor would wheedle and charm and plead until Loki agreed to go just one more round, this one last time.
Thor didn’t remember exactly when he’d realized his brother was becoming aroused. It wasn’t really Loki’s fault – the triangle choke practically demanded that you shove your crotch into the other person’s face while they wriggled and jumped around. The occasional inadvertent hard-on was one of the inconveniences of wrestling, and while a particularly visible one might draw some teasing among friends, mostly they were just companionably ignored.
It was different somehow, though, when it was night instead of day, and when it was just the two of you alone, going at it one-on-one instead of switching partners every five minutes. And it was funnier somehow, too, because this was weak, pathetic, skinny little Loki, who was so exhausted by this point that he could hardly summon the strength to flex a muscle, but was apparently able to spare the blood flow to fuel a disproportionately gigantic and rock-hard erection.
The polite thing to do would have been to allow the wrestling to finally come to an end, or, barring that, then to give Loki a few moments to privately compose himself. But Thor wasn’t feeling polite – he was flying high on the knowledge that Loki was back under his thumb. He’d been unsettled for a while, even before this morning’s match, feeling like Loki was growing up and away from him, gaining abilities in dark, brainy, adult realms that Thor didn’t know the first thing about. But none of Loki’s abilities could help him now, and Thor was taking a pretty nasty pleasure in watching this brother squirm. His urge to pinch and prod and bully Loki hadn’t dissipated, not at all. Loki’s inability to control his erection was just another sign of weakness, a new vulnerability that Thor was eager to exploit.
The next time Loki was underneath Thor, Thor purposely moved his arm in such a way that he was pressing right up against Loki’s cock. Loki let out a little yelp and tried to worm himself away – it was obvious he was hoping that Thor hadn’t noticed the growing lump in his shorts. Feigning ignorance, Thor continued to pester Loki with a dozen little rubs and pokes and squeezes, each one just quick enough that it seemed like an accident, when in fact it was a cumulative assault that left Loki flushed and disoriented and hardly able to string two words together.
When Loki had been worked up into such a state of excitement and confusion that both his head and his cock seemed about to explode, Thor sat back on his haunches, pretending to catch his breath. In fact, he was admiring his handiwork: Loki was bathed in sweat from head to toe, his black hair sticking up crazily in all directions, two hectic spots of pink burning at the center of his cheeks…and right in the center of it all, his swollen pecker saluting to the sky. He looked ridiculous. And that was all Thor had wanted, really: confirmation that it was his brother, not him, who was the most deserving of ridicule. The natural order of things had been restored to the world.
So why did he keep going? That was the question that dogged him, once Loki had taken over Asgard and Thor was subjected to more powerlessness and humiliation and ridicule in a single day than he’d ever inflicted on Loki in his life. He had tried to tell himself that if Loki had ever screamed or fought him or tried to run that of course he would stopped doing what he did – he wasn’t some kind of monster. But of course he had known that Loki never would have fought him: Loki was too trusting, too gullible, too eager to get along. Thor had taken advantage of Loki. He had taken advantage of the fact that Loki had loved him.
Assuming the game was over, Loki stood up and reached for his shirt, wiping the sweat off of his face and his hands. Thor watched him for a moment and then said, “Where are you going, brother?”
“Are you not done practicing? It seems to me you have total control of the move.”
“Well, yes, I’ve finished practicing, for now. But now that I’m done with practice, I must have a chance to implement the move in a match. That’s what my coach always said. Otherwise, I will forget everything that I’ve learned.”
“I don’t think I have the strength for another round. Perhaps ask Volstagg? I think I saw him passing out of the mead hall just now.”
“I can’t ask Volstagg. He’s the one I’m hoping to beat tomorrow. Besides, I don’t want to wrestle with any of them. I want to wrestle with you.”
Thor had held out his hand to Loki, his blue eyes twinkling, his smile deepening the dimples in his cheeks. It was the same look he would have used on Leda, if Loki hadn’t ruined his chance to invite her back to his room. But Loki had, so instead, Thor turned his charm on his brother, and Loki – stupid, trusting, naïve Loki – accepted the poisoned invitation.
It was just a joke. That was the excuse he began repeating to himself in his head when he first saw the mortified expression on Loki’s face and realized already taken things too far and yet didn’t care enough to stop. It was just a joke was what he said to his mother, when she’d gently confronted him about the way he was treating his brother; it was just a joke was what he whined when Odin, as angry as Thor had ever seen him, made him apologize to Loki the next day: I’m sorry, I didn’t know you’d take it all so seriously. It was just a joke. A joke, a joke. A thing to laugh about and then forget. Nothing serious. Nothing cruel. Certainly nothing meant to hurt, to break, to destroy.
He had pulled Loki in to that first hold still not sure what he was planning to do, but then, across the field, he saw the golden rectangle of the mead hall door opening as Fandral wandered out for a piss. The next hold Thor bent Loki into wasn’t a real wrestling hold at all. It was a joke, a gag, a parody of intercourse, of fucking. He swung himself between his brother’s spread legs, and, laughing, pretending to hump him once, twice, three times, while crying out, for Fandral’s benefit, “Ho ho, Loki, is that why you like to wrestle?” Fandral, chortling, called out at the top of his lungs, “My! What are you boys doing over there?” When a handful of drunken revelers came stumbling out of the mead hall, eager for a show, Loki, blushing, had whispered fiercely in his ear, “Come on, Thor, that’s enough now.” But instead of taking mercy on his brother, Thor simply lifted him up and dropped him on his stomach and pretended to fuck Loki doggy-style, while at the same time whirling his hand around over his head as though he were a cowboy riding his horse. Everyone around them laughed and laughed, which was just one way you knew it was a joke. They laughed even harder when Thor flopped onto his back and dragged the frantically squirming Loki on top of him, saying, in a high-pitched voice, “Okay, Loki, you be the man now, get on top of me, big boy,” and Loki had tried to play along with it, saying, in a voice half-strangled with either laughter or tears, “Anything you want, Thor, you know I live to please.” But Loki getting a chance to play along with the joke wasn’t what Thor wanted, which is why in the end he turned mean.
“Hey,” he shouted, looking up at Loki and twisting his face into an expression of mock horror. “You’re not Leda. Get off of me!” As the crowd screamed with hysteria, he sat up, pulled Loki over his lap, and pinned him there for a moment, letting Loki’s legs kick and flail helplessly in the air, before he brought his hand down hard and loud, right smack on his brother’s ass.
“You. Lying. Trickster!” Thor shouted, his shoulders shaking with laughter as he punctuated each word with a spank.
“You’re. Not. A. Girl.” Loki was sobbing now, his face dripping with hot mortified tears. Thor could no longer feel his brother’s erection on his leg, but – and this was not a joke – his own member was hardening now, swollen not only by the sight of Loki’s buttocks bouncing underneath his hand and by his girlish whimpers but by the intoxicating thrill of dominating another person so completely. He couldn’t admit it to himself until a long time afterwards, but it was hot bringing another person under your control, seeing them writhing in your grasp and begging you for mercy and knowing they couldn’t make you stop unless you wanted to. It was a thrill, a sexual thrill, and Thor’s shame at the thought of taking sexual pleasure from his brother was one reason why he would bury the memory of that night deep down inside of him all those years, until the day that Loki stripped him of the last vestiges of his pride.
“You. Are. A. Boy.” By labeling what had had happened a joke, Thor could pretend that the night he punished Loki was just one night among a thousand others; he could forget that he had broken something that could never be fixed.
“So. Act. Like. One!” Thor struck his brother one last time and then flung Loki off of his lap, sending him tumbling into the grass. Loki sat crouched over where he had fallen, his shoulders hunched like a bat’s. He refused to look at Thor even when Thor stood up and ruffled his hair in a friendly way and said, his voice unnaturally deep, “Come, brother, don’t sit there sulking. You know I was just fooling around. Come have a drink with us.”
A coldness had settled over Loki’s features that night, a frost that would never quite leave it. Because Loki wasn’t a dodo or child or a fool. He could learn any lesson, if his instructor was diligent enough, and Thor had taught this lesson well. Loki would never look at him again with that starry-eyed, worshipful expression, that look that said, I trust you, no matter what you do or say or how badly you fuck up or fuck me over; no matter what, you’re my brother, and I trust you.
For a few brief moments, Thor hesitated as he stood over Loki, knowing he had done wrong and wondering if there was anything he could do to make it right. But then, across the field, he heard a familiar laugh: the commotion had woken Leda, and she had come out to look for him. Thor looked down and saw his meek and sullen brother; he looked up and saw a pretty, cheerful, willing girl. Thor was a god and a hero and unused to apologies, so he patted his brother comfortingly one last time on the shoulder and then he turned away and left him.
The Second Strongest Man in Asgard: Chapters 1 and 2
Title: The Second Strongest Man In Asgard Author: Th0rgony Fandom: Marvel Movie(s): The Avengers (2012) Thor (2011) Pairing: Thor/Loki, Thor/Sif Rating: NC-17 Warnings: non-con [trigger warning], incest, violence, torture, angst, darkness. Summary (General): Loki takes over Asgard and punishes Thor for both real and imagined sins. Summary (This chapter): Thor dreams of his brother and wakes into a different world. Later, he is forced by Loki to make a false confession. Disclaimer: Not my characters. All my fault. Notes: This is dark and gets much, much darker…but you have to break them down before you can build them back up.
Later, Loki would be gentle with him, squeezing and sucking and massaging him until he lost control of himself and buried his drooling face in the pillow, incoherently begging to be allowed to come. Later, Loki would take a cruel, obsessive pleasure in measuring every twitch and spasm of Thor’s growing desires, using that knowledge to drag him to the brink and back over and over again. Later, Loki would engage in a connoisseur-like study of every inch of Thor’s body, heart and soul; he would to savor Thor’s every grunt and gasp and cry and play him like an instrument, over and over again.
Later.
CHAPTER ONE
The first few weeks he spent in Asgard after the battle of New York were some of the sweetest of his life. Later, he wondered if he was being punished for that happiness, given all he had to forget in order to spend his days so blissfully: ignoring all those who were lost that day; drowning his sorrow over the lost Jane Foster in a blossoming romance with Sif; and, worst, closing his ears to the sound of his brother screaming in the dungeon.
He couldn’t actually hear Loki scream, of course. The muzzle took care of that. But when the night was at its quietest, he thought he could perceive a faint perturbation, a trembling in the air that he knew without explanation was the residue of his brother’s torment. And when he sensed that disturbance, did he rush down into the bowels of the castle, aflame with righteousness, and force the jailers to treat Loki with the respect that a prince – even a wretched, guilty, imprisoned prince like Loki – deserved? No, he did not. He shouted for the musicians to play their songs even louder and gulped down another tankard of ale.
Once, only once, he had ventured down into the cell where Loki was kept. It was not forbidden to do so – their father, Odin, spent hours down there, pleading with Loki to renounce his wicked ways. But Thor hated the dank smell of the corridors, the bone-chilling bite of the underground air, the moans and whispers of the prisoners who’d been locked away for so long that their minds had begun to molder away. Mostly, though, he’d loathed seeing his brother so pale and thin, curled in the corner of his cell, with his huge eyes glittering. Those eyes locked onto Thor as soon as Thor placed his hands on the bars of Loki’s cell, though whether they implored Thor for help or sparked with hatred or offered him forgiveness, Thor could not say.
He had gone back up into the daylight without saying a word to his brother.
The night before everything changed, Thor slept badly. The evening had started off well – a good dinner, followed by the usual boisterous revelry. He’d tried to convince Sif to accompany him back to his room, but she’d declined, citing an early morning hunt. To make it up to him, she’d spent nearly an hour in the hall, wrapped in his arms with her tongue halfway down his throat. He’d returned to his room and collapsed on his bed, his head spinning with wine and lust.
The dream that followed had seemed only like a nightmare, not a portent. He and Sif were lying together in the desert, like the one where he’d met Jane Foster so long ago. Overcome with desire, he’d rolled on top of her and mounted her from behind. She was loud about it – screaming and calling his name: “Oh, yes, Thor, please, Thor, God, yes.” The sound aroused him even more than the sight of her slim white flanks split open beneath him, and he was riding her hard when suddenly the sound of her voice changed. Resisting the tunnel vision of his approaching climax, he had flipped her over mid-thrust to see his brother’s face grinning up at him.
Despite the horror that the sight inspired, he was still incredibly aroused, too close to completion to pull himself away. His thighs kept thrusting uncontrollably as Loki cackled, raising his voice in teasing imitation of Sif: “Fuck me, oh yes, you like that, don’t you, brother. Fuck me harder, yes, that’s good.” When Thor finally came, shuddering and filled with shame, he collapsed on top of Loki, and his brother turned and whispered in his ear. “Soon, brother. Soon, we will be together.”
The next day, he woke up with a crushing headache, the sick aura of the dream still clinging to him. He knew only one cure for such an ailment: a long ride in the cool Asgardian air. He would have joined Sif’s hunt, but they had already left, hours ago, so he saddled up his horse and set off alone.
The sunny morning was gorgeously clear. Every flower on the mountainside seemed illuminated with its own inner brightness. On such a day, it was easy to leave behind thoughts of his brother, still trapped in a cage deep underground, easy to push down the memories that the dream of the night before had threatened to unsettle. He tethered his horse by a stream, ate a light lunch of crusty bread and soft, milky cheese, and drifted off into a sweetly dreamless sleep.
When he awoke, the world had changed.
It was hard to say, in those first few moments, what the difference was, and it became even harder after, when his memory of his life before seemed to exist only in some locked-away part of himself, buried too deep to ever truly remember. Suffice it to say that it was something about the light: a darkening, a draining of color, so that a shadow hung over his sight at noon on a cloud-free day. Perhaps, also, a change in sound: not of one sound in particular, but of the quality of sound itself; a permeating silence, as on those early mornings when the world was muffled by a thick blanket of snow. And finally, of course, there was the chill: the frosty bite of the air, despite the green grass and the sunshine; the fact that, on this sunny summer day, his breath billowed out before him in a soft puff of steam.
Feeling as though he had woken into a dream, Thor saddled up his horse and galloped back to the castle. On the entire ride, he saw no one and nothing that moved.
When he reached the city, he saw that it was empty.
There were no signs of violence. No corpses littered the street; no blood was sprayed upon the walls. It was though everyone alive had simply set aside what they were doing and gone into the other room for a moment.
“Hello!” he shouted. “Is anyone here? Hello?!”
No answer.
More bewildered than afraid, he wandered through the empty streets. This is a dream, he thought. What else could it be? He pinched his arm and felt the pain, then turned down another abandoned street.
A true hero, he later thought, would have arrived in the city and galloped immediately for the palace, determined to seize any chance, no matter how slim, to protect those he loved from disaster. But Thor, who in the days to come would have many opportunities to confront his own cowardice, wasted minute after precious minute circling the streets that wound around the castle, telling himself he was simply trying to figure out what had happened when, in fact, he was postponing the moment when he would have to face the true scope of the catastrophe.
It was a sound that finally drew him. The first sound, other than his own voice and footsteps and breath, that he had heard since he had awoken: A cry. The sound cut off abruptly, vanishing so completely that he could almost tell himself he hadn’t heard it.
Almost.
When he reached the castle’s entrance, he slid off out of his saddle and looked for a place to tie his horse, but the animal, usually impeccably behaved, galloped off into the empty streets and vanished, leaving him truly alone.
His feet heavy with dread, he climbed the stairs and entered the castle. When he pushed open the heavy door, no servants greeted him. No friends’ shouts echoed cheerfully in the air. The castle was as empty as the rest of the city, the country, the kingdom, the world.
Or was it?
At the end of the hallway, the high twin doors to the throne room stood slightly ajar, and in the crack between the two doors shone a thin ribbon of orange light. As Thor watched, a shadow flickered, staining the light, and then the shadow passed and the light glowed even brighter.
His hands outstretched in front of him, Thor moved toward the doorway. When he reached it, he stood with his palm pressed against the wooden panel, steeling himself against the sight of whatever was, or was not, within.
The door swung open.
They were all inside.
Not everyone, not the whole city, of course, but everyone that mattered – his father, his mother, Sif, Fandral, Volstagg and hundreds of others, all gathered together in the cavernous room. He felt a stupid, relieved grin break out across his face. I thought you had all left me! he was about to say, laughing at his own silly fears. His smile lasted only a moment, though, evaporating in the chill of their pale, drawn faces, their crouched postures, their terrified expressions. He took another step into the room and straightened his shoulders, trying to resume the hero’s posture that he had temporarily let fall away.
“What is happening here?” Thor demanded, his voice echoing proudly off the high walls. “Why is the city empty? Where has everyone gone?” His hammer was at his belt and he took hold of it now, comforted by the feeling of its wrought handle in his hand. Somehow, he had almost forgotten it was there.
“Father! Tell me! Why are you all so silent? What is going on?”
Odin looked terrible, as though he had aged a hundred years. He did not answer his son, but instead lifted one trembling, crooked finger and pointed at the throne.
Hello, brother, a voice said.
Loki was casually sprawled across his adopted father’s throne, one leg swung up over the arm of the chair. He was wearing the same black clothes as he had been when he’d first been imprisoned, but he was free of the muzzle that had bound him.
“Loki!” he demanded, trying to keep the fear out of his voice. “What is this? What have you done?”
Loki waved one long-fingered hand casually about, gesturing to the room filled with his cowering supplicants. “What does it look like I’ve done?” he said. “I’ve taken over Asgard.”
The flip coyness with which his brother spoke enraged Thor. “No, you have not,” he informed Loki. “Our father is still the rightful king of Asgard, and I am his heir. I don’t know how you escaped the dungeon, but you gave up any right you had to rule when you betrayed us to the Frost Giants and entered into a pact with the Chitauri. Now get down off of that throne and stop making a fool of yourself before I come up there and take you off it.”
Loki turned his palms up as though surrendering to his brother.
“Oh, go ahead, Thor, please,” he said. “Come. Take me down.”
“I shall.”
Roaring, Thor wound up his arm and flung his hammer at Loki’s smirking face. The mighty weapon flew through the air, making a crackling, burning noise as it went. He put all his rage and fear and frustration into the throw -- in his whole life, Thor had never flung Mjolnir so hard. As it left his fist and he realized the power of the weapon that was hurtling towards Loki, Thor felt a quick twinge of regret. My God, he thought. I’ve killed him.
But with one quick, cat-like gesture, Loki reached up and snatched the hammer out of the air. Then he took the indestructible Mjolnir, forged in the furnace of the Gods, and snapped it casually in half over his leg.
The supplicants that were crowded into the room were too frightened to visibly react, but Thor could feel a huge wave of sorrow and disappointment come crashing over the room. Horrified, he glanced around at the people he was supposed to protect, but no one would meet his eye. Even his mother and his father stared at the ground.
Loki tossed the pieces of the broken hammer down the steps. They landed at Thor’s feet.
In a burst of shame and anger, Thor ran up the stairs and flung himself his brother. It was a foolish thing to do, but deep in his heart he felt it was better to die a hero than to live with the indignity of such a defeat. Loki did not stir as his brother approached. Thor stumbled a bit as he neared the throne, lurching forward with his fist outstretched. Just before the blow connected, however, Loki lifted his hand and made a little swatting gesture, as though he were brushing away a fly.
Wham! It was like being struck in the face with a slab of ice cold iron. Thor’s neck snapped back as he went flying through the air and landed, broken, against the far wall. His ears were ringing. All the air had been knocked from his lungs, and a thin trickle of blood dripped out of his nostrils. He felt as though his skull had cracked. Swaying, his vision blurry, he tried to drag himself to his knees.
Loki was towering over him, a huge black figure that shut out all the light. Dizzy and confused, he reached out his hand for his brother.
Instead of offering him aid, Loki grabbed Thor by the back of the neck and pulled him to his feet. Loki’s grip on Thor’s throat was like iron, robbing him of breath. Thor grappled against his brother’s fingers but could not pry them away. Roughly, Loki dragged Thor along, pushing him so that he was forced to stumble forward and then dumping him at the base of the throne.
Loki leaped over his brother and landed in the royal seat.
Thor’s stomach churned as he lurched to his feet. “No,” he said hoarsely, his throat raw and bruised from Loki’s grip. “I will not kneel to you.”
“Yes,” Loki answered cheerfully. “You will.” He gestured again and Thor felt a crushing cold weight come crashing down on his shoulders. He resisted it with all his strength, but in a matter of seconds, his knees buckled and he crumpled to the ground. Once he was on his knees, the weight vanished. Stubbornly, he tried to stand again, but immediately, the weight returned and he was pressed back down to the floor. Thor stared up at his brother, his eyes burning with defiance.
“You will kneel before me because you must, as you will do everything else I command,” Loki told him. “But it bores me to have to keep forcing you like this. I’d prefer it if you obeyed me of your own free will.”
“Never,” Thor spat.
“Please do me the honor of letting me change your mind.”
Loki’s eyes glittered and Thor thought he felt the temperature in the air drop. Behind them, someone gasped. Still kneeling, Thor turned around and the unreal sight filled him with horror.
Sif was floating in mid-air, her long black hair drifting out behind her. Her arms and legs were flailing uselessly at whatever invisible hand it was that held her, but although her mouth was open in a wide, black o, she was terribly, utterly silent.
“No!” Thor cried in anguish. “Loki, she is innocent! She has nothing to do with this. Let her go!”
His brother ignored him. A terrible crumpling sound filled the silence as dark bruises spread out across Sif’s throat. Her eyes rolled back in her head. “No!” Thor called out in horror, flinging himself at Loki’s feet. He pressed his forehead against his brother’s black boots, imploring him for mercy. “I’ll do anything you say. Please, just let her go!”
Behind him, Sif thudded to the ground, but Thor did not dare turn around to discover whether or not his pleas had come too late.
“You understand now,” Loki said. “They are all my hostages. They survive only by my will. And so, they are in your hands, because as long as you obey me – immediately, without rebellion or complaint – I will suffer them to live. Do you understand?”
“Yes, Loki,” Thor whispered, his head bent in front of him. “Yes.”
“Good.”
Loki straightened himself in his throne, and ran his hands, preening, through his curly black hair. “You must be wondering,” he said, in a voice that self-consciously addressed not only Thor but the audience of hundreds that filled the giant throne room, “How it came to be that I defeated you so easily.”
“Yes, Loki,” Thor said dully, staring at the ground. He couldn’t get the nightmarish image of Sif out of his head, the way she had writhed in the air as though dangling from an invisible thread.
“Well, brother, as it happens, I have you to thank for that. You and the rest of my miserable adoptive family. It turned out that all I needed to find my full potential was a few months of quiet and reflection, far away from you – your distraction and your condescension and your judgment. I needed the chance to turn inward, to explore my potential and see myself as I truly am. Not as your pale shadow, your insignificant, disappointing little brother, but as I was meant to be—the most powerful god of the past ten thousand years!”
Loki’s voice echoed through the hall, and despite everything he had just seen, Thor had to make an effort to keep from rolling his eyes. Loki’d always had a grandiose streak. But Loki seemed to expect an answer, and so to forestall another tantrum, Thor said, “Yes, my brother. You are indeed powerful. More powerful than I had ever imagined.”
“Oh, I am powerful,” Loki purred. “Powerful beyond your wildest dreams. But during all those dark days locked away in my cell, I didn’t only have time to explore my powers. I had time to think about my past. I thought about what it was like growing up here, a sensitive, gentle child surrounded by smug warriors who thought of nothing and no one but themselves. I thought about all the times you and Sif and Fandral and the rest ignored me, excluded me from of your games, left me behind when you went off on your own to hunt and to drink and to fuck.”
Loki’s voice was spiraling upwards, and Thor, anxious to placate him, murmured, “We didn’t mean to exclude you, Loki. We only thought--” but Loki interrupted him, snarling fiercely. “Oh, I’m sure you did intend to leave me out. I never fit in with you and your friends. But as you well know, my handsome elder brother, the times you ignored me were nothing in comparison to the times you sought me out.”
Thor looked up at his brother. Loki’s face was white with rage.
“Loki,” Thor said. “I don’t know what you mean.”
“You do. You do.”
“Do you mean when I fought you in New York? I had no choice--”
“DO NOT MAKE ME CRUSH HER THROAT FOR GOOD!” Loki shrieked, leaping to his feet. Despite himself, Thor flinched away, startled by his brother’s fury.
“Tell them!” Loki hollered at his brother, his eyes flashing wildly. “Tell them what you did to me!”
Thor didn’t know what Loki meant. He truly did not. But the mad rage on Loki’s face made it clear that one wrong word could mean the death of all of them.
“I…” he began, searching his brother’s tortured expression for some clue. “I…”
Impatient, Loki whipped around to face the room, his cloak snapping in the air behind him. “Look at him!” he cried. “Your hero! Your son! Your golden boy! You all worship him, even now. You still believe he’ll come to your rescue. And yet when you hear – when he finally tells you – what he did – what he used to do--” Loki’s voice cracked. He grabbed hold of Thor by the scruff of his neck and lifted him to his feet, turning him out so he was facing the assembled crowd. Loki’s strength was truly astonishing – with one hand, he could hold his godlike brother up so high that his feet dangled off the ground.
“Tell them,” Loki said, his voice shaking. “Tell them how…after days of fighting and nights of celebration…your fingers rough and calloused – your skin scorching hot – your breath stinking of wine – you used to stumble into my room – drunk and wild – and demand that I comfort you. Tell them…about what you did to me, Thor. Tell them…Tell them everything.”
Thor stared at his brother in horrified dismay. On his life, he could swear that nothing like that had ever happened between them. The very thought of it filled him with disgust. If Loki truly believed what he was saying – and it seemed as though he did – then he was in the grip of some terrible madness. All those days and nights in the darkness and isolation must have driven him out of his mind. Sorrowfully, Thor shook his head. “No, Loki. I would never have hurt you like that. You were my brother…”
“You lie!” Loki screamed, and now Sif, who had been lying curled and motionless in the corner of the room, let out a moan, and her body began rising inexorably into the air. “Tell them! Tell them, or she dies! They’ll all die! Tell them!”
“Loki, please!” Thor begged. “Don’t do this!” But now the bruises were spreading across Sif’s throat again and he could see that she did not have much time, weak as she was. “All right,” he said, just to buy her a few more precious minutes. “I’ll do it. I’ll tell them.”
Loki turned avidly to Thor. “Good. Tell them all of it. Leave nothing out.”
“Yes. I…” His eyes flickered back and forth between Loki and the crowd before him. He knew was he had to do, but the words stuck in his throat. To say such a thing in front of his father, his mother, all of his friends – surely they he knew he was being forced to lie? They could not think he was capable of what, contrary to all truth and logic, he was about to confess.
“I used to come into your room at night,” he said slowly. “And I would…do things to you…against your will.”
“What things?” Loki snapped.
“I would…touch you. And I would make you…touch me.” Despite himself, he felt his mind racing back to all the nights when he and Loki had still lived as brothers under one roof. Was it possible there was any germ of truth lodged among this madness? Blackout drunk, could he ever have forced himself upon his brother? Sickened, he remembered the dream of the night before, Loki’s hips squirming beneath him. No, he told himself. You never would have done that. Don’t let yourself get drawn into Loki’s insanity.
Loki’s eyes were gleaming, but when Thor did not continue, he grew frustrated. “Go on. Tell them all of it. It wasn’t just touching.”
“I don’t--” he began, but he saw Loki’s fist clench, and his brother’s long nails dig into his palms. He knew he had to keep plunging forward. What had Loki feared or fantasized had happened between them? What would have happened if he’d ever laid his hands lustfully upon his brother? “I used to…make you…suck me.” He closed his eyes and dragged the words out, painfully. Grotesque as it was, he could not help picturing the lie. “And I’m sorry, but God help me, Loki. I would – I would--”
His heart was pounding and his face was flushed. He could not make himself say the word.
“You would fuck me. You would push open my door, rip off the covers, pull down my pants, and fuck me.” Loki’s eyes were huge and glittering in his pale face, and his tongue flickered out to the edges of his mouth as though he were tasting something sweet.
“Yes, Loki,” Thor said. He hung his head, overwhelmed by the shame of this false confession. “I fucked you.”
“There!” Loki crowed triumphantly. “There! At last, you’ve told the truth! Doesn’t that feel good?”
It did not feel good. It felt worse than anything had ever felt in his life, telling his family, his friends, and his future subjects all of these horrific lies. Please don’t think this of me, his eyes mutely pleaded. You know I didn’t have a choice.
“It feels good!” Loki crowed. “It feels wonderful! Because, my brother, what I always felt – and what I know, deep in my heart, you feel too – is that what was so painful about what went on between us was not the sex – although, I can’t lie, that hurt occasionally too – but what would happen after. The way that we were forced to pretend it had never happened. Forced by society and by convention and by the laws that bound us to pretend that the physical connection between us didn’t exist. That we were only, merely, brothers. You see, that’s what I realized when I was deep in the dungeon, Thor. All those years, when I felt so abandoned by you…the way you would come to me in the night and beg me to pleasure you, only to look right through me once the sun came up the next day…what I finally realized was that you thought you didn’t have a choice. You would never have been allowed to inherit the throne if our parents had realized we were fucking. So you had to keep it a secret from them. From everyone.”
In the crowd below, Thor could see his mother weeping, and his father reach out to comfort her. What a nightmare they were being forced to endure! He wondered how long it would take before they began to doubt him.
In a creepily parental gesture, Loki set Thor down and laid his hand gently on his head. “It was cowardly of you, brother,” he said softly. “To betray me like that, out of your own lust for power. You should have told the truth, no matter what the cost. I would have fought by your side. We could have reined together, you and I, as lovers and equals, the way we were meant to be. But you’ve lost that chance. I rule Asgard now, and I will never be able to forget your weakness. You will be a servant to me, nothing more. But at least we will not have to hide ourselves from the world.”
Thor felt himself grow dizzy. He shook his head, trying to clear the confusion away. “No, Loki, I don’t understand. I confessed. I apologized to you. I’ll never do that again, I swear. It’s over.”
“But it is not over,” Loki said. “It has only just begun.”
CHAPTER TWO
The world swam. Thor was on his knees again. In front of him, close, too close, was Loki, Loki’s long dark legs and his pale face hanging like a full moon overhead. Loki’s spider-like hands were working busily at his waist, loosening and unbuckling, and then – no. It couldn’t be. Thor squeezed his eyes shut and turned his face away.
He felt Loki’s fingers softly caress his hair, his words equally poisonous and gentle. “I know this isn’t what you’re used to,” Loki murmured. “But things are different between us. You have to understand that. I’m the king of Asgard now. And you, what are you? You are nothing, except what I allow you to be. It would not be fitting for you to be the dominant one.”
Thor felt a warm knob of flesh nudging at the edges of his lips and his stomach began to churn. No, he thought. No, I won’t do this. I’d rather die.
Loki’s hand slipped down and cupped Thor’s clenched jaw, massaging the side of his brother’s face with his thumb. “You have to let it go, my brother,” Loki said. “Let go of your shame, your stubbornness, your foolish pride. Let go of your need to be a hero, and accept this. You are bound to obey me. You have no choice – you’ve already admitted that. This is how you shall serve.”
Through gritted teeth, Thor groaned in shame and agony. Even knowing that his family’s lives hung in the balance, at the very last minute, he tried to run. But Loki was standing above him, all-powerful, and forced him brutally back down.
“No,” Loki said, his voice much softer than his blows. “No, no. None of that. I don’t want to make you suffer. I love you, you know that. And, deep in your heart, you love me too. This is your chance to show them, Thor.
“Show them how much you love me.”
Loki dug his fingers firmly into his brother’s cheek and at last, Thor’s lips parted. He tried to close his eyes again, but Loki shook his head and Thor realized such an easy escape would not be permitted him. Slowly, gently, Loki nudged his cock between Thor’s lips. Thor opened his mouth wider to accommodate his brother, gagging at the powerful, unfamiliar smell and the strange sensation of weight upon his tongue. He had received hundreds of such ministrations, but never given one, and he was shocked to discover how difficult it was, how physically demanding. His cheeks were hot with shame and his mouth was dry and his gag reflex kept threatening to rebel. Hating the knowledge of how he must look, but even more desperately wishing his ordeal to be over, Thor jerked his head awkwardly and did his best to suck.
Luckily for Thor, it was the sight of his brother on his knees, rather than any particular skill with his mouth, which was bringing Loki rapidly to climax. Loki generously allowed Thor to set the pace for a minute or two, and then, unable to contain himself any longer, he rammed himself deep into Thor’s mouth. Thor coughed and choked and his arms flailed for purchase but Loki didn’t need long. Three long, deep thrusts into Thor’s spasming throat and Loki was coming harder than he ever had in his life. Thor tried to twist his head away as the salt stench of his brother’s semen rose into his nostrils, but Loki pinned him down. He pulled Thor up hard against his crotch and emptied himself into Thor’s mouth.
Loki held on until his brother had stopped struggling. Only when all the strength had gone out of Thor and he hung limply in Loki’s grasp did Loki slide his slick, limp member from between Thor’s swollen lips. Thor coughed weakly and made as if to spit. Firmly, Loki nudged his brother’s mouth closed with his finger, tilting Thor’s flushed face up so that Thor could look him in the eyes.
Loki shook his head.
Thor gazed up into his brother’s face. Finding no mercy there, and knowing what he was expected to do, he swallowed, choking the foul stuff down. Loki smiled and patted Thor’s head. Then, he wiped his cock on his brother’s face, one swipe on each golden-stubbled cheek.
Thor collapsed, hiding his face in his hands.
Worse than the powerlessness and pain and the indignity of it, worse than the taste of his brother’s spunk in his mouth, was the memory that had surfaced at the darkest point of the ordeal, as Loki was pounding his cock hard against the back of his throat. It was only a half-formed memory, a flash that had vanished almost immediately into the dark, but its message was unmistakable. It hadn’t happened the way that Loki described it – his brother was out of his mind, without a doubt – but there was something at the root of his insanity. Once, only once, a long time ago, Thor had taken advantage of his brother.
Which meant, in a twisted way, that this was all his fault.
Thor didn’t know how much time had passed before he felt himself being hoisted up by his belt and dragged along the ground. He assumed that he was on his way to being thrown in the dungeon, and in his misery he craved the darkness and seclusion.
But that wasn’t it at all. After only a few seconds, Thor was thrown down that sprawled on his stomach, dangling headfirst over the edge of the steps that led down from the throne. He opened his eyes, groaning, and saw the hall still full of miserable Asgardians, all of whom had been forced to witness his humiliation. Thank God, he couldn’t see his parents – he prayed that they had found some way to shield themselves from that terrible sight. He was still reliving his earlier agony when he saw that the people nearest to him had begun to avert their eyes.
Two rough kicks split his legs apart, and then someone grabbed his waist and yanked him back abruptly, so that he had to splay his hands out awkwardly to keep himself from falling. Loki, of course it was Loki, who was sliding his hand under Thor’s tunic, fondling the thick slabs of muscle that ribbed the god’s torso and tweaking his nipple in a rough yet bizarrely playful gesture.
“No, Loki,” Thor said, instinctively squirming away. “Stop it. That’s enough.” Despite everything that had happened, he couldn’t quite keep the note of command out of his voice. He’d spent a lifetime ordering Loki around, and it was a hard habit to break.
“I’ll tell you when I’ve had enough,” Loki hissed, slapping his brother lightly across the face.
Deliberately, so that Thor could have no doubt as to his intentions, Loki placed his hands on the sides of his brother’s hips and lifted, forcing Thor to bend forward and down onto his elbows; his chest dangling over the steps, his knees on the landing, his ass in the air.
Thor knew what was happening, but he couldn’t quite believe it. Not when Loki took hold of the fabric of his leggings and tore them open with a single, violent rip. Not when he felt the cool air on his bare buttocks, followed by Loki’s hot breath between his legs. Not when he shivered the invasion of Loki’s probing finger trailing down his exposed crack, and the slick, unnerving sensation of Thor’s quicksilver tongue. He didn’t even believe it when Loki reached around and stuck his finger in Thor’s mouth, giving it to him to suck, and then, when the finger was suitably moistened, began easing it into Thor’s tight virgin hole.
Thor was looking out over all those people, the ones he had been destined to rule, and he realized that even though most of them had closed their eyes or were looking decorously away, others were staring at him with horror or curiosity or undisguised lust. They couldn’t believe that that they were about to see him, Thor Odinson, God of Thunder and most powerful of the Avengers, get fucked in the ass by his brother, in front of the throne that was once meant to be his. And neither could he.
He couldn’t believe it.
But it was true.
Later, Loki would be gentle with him, squeezing and sucking and massaging him until he lost control of himself and buried his drooling face in the pillow, incoherently begging to be allowed to come. Later, Loki would take a cruel, obsessive pleasure in measuring every twitch and spasm of Thor’s growing desires, using that knowledge to drag him to the brink and back over and over again. Later, Loki would engage in a connoisseur-like study of every inch of Thor’s body, heart and soul; he would to savor Thor’s every grunt and gasp and cry and play him like an instrument, over and over again.
Later.
Now, though, in this instant, maddened by the sight of Thor sprawled out so vulnerable and helpless beneath him, Loki can spare no thought for his brother’s pleasure. His lips curl back over his teeth like dog about to tear into a cornered deer. His cock is fully recovered from his recent activity, already throbbing and rock-hard. This time, he might not come as quickly as he did before, but that’s his unfortunate brother’s problem, not his. Savoring these last few seconds of anticipation, Loki places each of his hands on Thor’s rounded, muscular buttocks and carefully spreads them apart. Despite the perfunctory fingering he gave Thor before lust completely overcame him, he knows his brother is not ready. That knowledge produces a brief burst of guilt that does nothing at all to slow him down.
“I am the King of Asgard!” he cries out to the hall, knowing that he is being ridiculous but at the same time overcome by the truth of it, the glory of what it means to be king.
Without warning, he plunges himself into Thor.
Loki didn’t know that anyone, man or immortal, could scream so loud. Thor’s cry echoes off the four walls of the throne room as his former subjects cower and cover their ears. But God, it feels so good, that tight, flawless ass crushing Loki’s cock like a vise, and all of Thor’s frantic bucking only heightens Loki’s pleasure. After hardly a minute, Thor’s whole body is slick and slippery with sweat. He is panting and gasping and making strange gurgling noises deep in his throat; he is desperate to free himself from the rod on which he’s been impaled. But Loki rides him effortlessly, grateful for his new strength, and although Loki is eager to come again, he decides to extend his pleasure, and his brother’s torment, just a little longer.
Loki leans forward, shoving himself in even deeper, and Thor groans. Bending down, Loki takes hold of Thor’s hair, dragging Thor’s limp, exhausted head up so that he can look out at the crowd below. Loki does not pause in his thrusting, and he can feel Thor’s hard warrior’s body jerking and shaking with each beat of the rhythm that he sets. Yes, he is the true King of Asgard now.
“Look, brother,” Loki whispers in his brother’s ear. “Look at them. See how they see you, finally, for what you are. Not a hero, but only an empty vessel for me to fill. In the days to come, I will train you well in how to pleasure me, but this is your first and truest lesson: that you breathe and weep and suck and kneel and beg and come entirely at my will. In front of all these witnesses, I have claimed you. You are my whore, my slut, my concubine, my slave. You are mine. All mine. Forever.”
Loki takes Thor’s cock in his hand. It is at half-mast already, and Loki gives it a meaningful squeeze. It crosses his mind to bring Thor to climax, but Loki decides to spare his brother that final humiliation. After all, there will be time enough for that in the days and weeks and months and years to come.
Besides, Loki is already close to his edge and ready for release. He drops his whole weight on top of Thor and jackhammers his brother mercilessly. Thor’s eyes roll back in his head and he lets out a babbling cry. Loki drives his fingers into his brother’s open mouth, loving the way Thor’s tongue slides frantically beneath his hand. “It’s almost over,” he whispers soothingly as he jams his hand farther down Thor’s throat. “I’m almost done.” Thor groans wordlessly and tries to twist his head away.
When Loki knows he has only seconds of self-control left in him, he slides himself all the way out of his brother. Thor’s ass spasms and then clamps shut and his eyes widen with relief. Loki sees that his brother is so inexperienced that he doesn’t even realize that the ordeal isn’t yet over, and he feels another wave of sympathy for Thor. Loki abandons his earlier, crueler plan and decides to take it easy on his brother. He pulls Thor up and flips him over onto his back. Thor stares up at Loki and he sees that Loki’s cock is still huge, dripping and erect. A miserable look crosses his face, and he moans pitifully.
“Oh, you poor thing,” Loki says, his voice kind, as he spreads his brother’s legs apart and eases himself into Thor again. “I’m so sorry, my love,” he murmurs. He gives his gasping brother one last, deep, powerful thrust before leaning in and kissing him tenderly on the cheek. Just before Loki surrenders himself completely to orgasm, he whispers one last bit of comfort into Thor’s ear: “Don’t worry,” he says.
“You’ll get used to it.”
I'm switching to Tumblr
I originally posted this story on Livejournal, but it's been making me crazy (deleting my posts, screwing up my formatting) so it's all going to be on Tumblr now. <3 you crazy perverted kids.
The Second Strongest Man in Asgard: Chapter 1
Title: The Second Strongest Man In Asgard Author: Th0rgony Fandom: Marvel Word Count: 4, 465 Movie(s): The Avengers (2012) Thor (2011) Pairing: Thor/Loki, Thor/Sif Rating: NC-17 Warnings: non-con [trigger warning], incest, violence, torture, angst, darkness. Summary (General): Loki takes over Asgard and punishes Thor for both real and imagined sins. Summary (This chapter): Thor dreams of his brother and wakes into a different world. Later, he is forced by Loki to make a false confession. Disclaimer: Not my characters. All my fault. Notes: I barely know how this posting stuff works. Any suggestions for writing, formatting, warnings to add, where to post, how to tag, etc. are very welcome. Also, this is dark and gets much, much darker...but you have to break them down before you can build them back up. "Tell them how…after days of fighting and nights of celebration…your fingers rough and calloused – your skin scorching hot – your breath stinking of wine – you used to stumble into my room – drunk and wild – and demand that I comfort you..."
Here it is on LJ...