Writing..

using this as a journal for my daily life

[thoughtsduringarain]

Wednesday, April 6th.

went out for the first time since i moved out, got drunk.. but not the drunk kind where i call you or where i miss you, the kind of drunk where i finally feel that i belong somewhere. the kind of drunk where for the first time in my life you were just a memory. the thought of you was only a breeze now, fast and easy to forget.

i think that i can even say i feel more free to speak up and to be my own self

[planteador]

Você não pode controlar o que as pessoas pensam a seu respeito, a única coisa que você pode fazer é escolher se vale a pena se importar com isso. — Britney Spears.

[perrfectly]

[thoughtsduringarain]

just a regular tuesday

april 5th.-

today i woke up earlier than usual because a huge thunderstorm was about to fall down, as i get ready i was thinking that i didn't think about you at all...which made me realize i was thinking about you that moment, the thought of you flew away after a few minutes though. you weren't persistent in my mind anymore and that made me feel free for the first time