trying to fill life with COLOR

A lover of STORIES, BOOKS, WRITINGS....and whatnots

[quotemadness]

Time always exposes what you mean to someone.

Unknown

[quotemadness]

Sometimes it takes a heartbreak to shake us awake and help us see we are worth so much more than we’re settling for.

Mandy Hale

[thepersonalquotes]

[thoughtsofhersoul]

I can only wish

[thepersonalquotes]

[paperflan]

san lang~~

[thoughtsofhersoul]

Work Schmork

At work but currently losing myself in Tumblr.

[thoughtsofhersoul]

August 18, 2023

I still can't understand what I'm feeling. Anger, maybe? Humiliated, most definitely. When will I get over this...

[thoughtsofhersoul]

It's sad to think that there's big possiblity that we will reach separation. I keep trying to place your good points on the top of my head but then you go do something that makes those good points fall.

I don't think I can do this. You're never really here. Your body is but your mind isn't. You think it's money when in reality it's time that I want.

[thoughtsofhersoul]

Adjustment phase: New Laptop

Okay...So I replaced my old laptop with a MacBook Air M1 and I am still adjusting. It's really different from a Windows laptop. I keep making mistakes on the shortcut keys and makes my Mac do iffy things. LOL. How long until I get used to this???

[gwaathness]

Fan interpretation of SD characters

Akira Sendoh

If anyone in ‘Slam Dunk’ can be considered suave, he must be Sendoh Akira. But he fits the 'smooth’ bill more than the 'gracious’ bill and his claim is based more on his easygoing demeanour. Whichever way it is, Sendoh probably does not care.   He is a delightful character. You may even say he is appealing. (Editor: Those were my sister’s comments.) He is cool, friendly, jovial, receptive and casual. His lack of time consciousness is probably a side-product of his overtly relaxed attitude.            Sendoh is intelligent. That is very obvious in 'Slam Dunk’. And it is usually perceived as the lazy intelligence type. But if you look closer, his intelligence is very keen and is enhanced by his acute perceptiveness. In fact, you can say he is coldly sensible.           Contrary to his carefree air, Sendoh is a very proud and ambitious person. His excellent self-control enables him to put up an unconcerned facade. He is one of the most self-possessed characters in 'Slam Dunk’. He might not be half as pleasant a person if he drops this facade.            Sendoh’s personality is rather complex. Besides the conflicting inner and outward selves, he is naturally inquisitive. This almost rodent-like inquisitiveness sometimes descends into nosiness

Shinichi Maki

It might seem peculiar to say that Maki Shinichi has led a privileged and sheltered life. But it is true. He was blessed with a keen intelligence, endowed with a great physique and strength, possesses a face that though not charming, is handsome in its own way and born into a well to do family. And as far as I know, he has not undergone any hardships.             But it would be unfair to say that he did not put in any effort. Maki is a high flyer and he got to where he is with both natural assets and hard work. His diligence and drive to triumph put him in a very good stead to succeed in life.             He is one of the most macho guys in 'Slam Dunk’, although his machismo is undercutted by his pettiness, vanity and showiness. He is a solemn person but he bears nonsense and idiocy rather well; mainly by ignoring them. His elderly appearance probably has a lot to do with his serious and dignified air. And he does possess one of the more mature personalities amongst the Kanagawa basketball players. His good sense serves him well and he carries himself with a pride and honour befitting his person.             Although Maki gets along well with other people, he is not the sociable sort. He seems perfectly happy to be alone. And as with many other 'Slam Dunk’ characters, he is an egomaniac

[thoughtsofhersoul]

June 27, 2021

It’s a Sunday! I feel like I have nothing to do today except laze around although I do have a few errands to run. Yesterday was really nice and I haven’t said anything about it to my “people”. I went to my aunt’s yesterday to help out with my other aunt’s pc issues and then we got to talk a lot. I found out that me and my other aunt both like books and that she wants to borrow a few that I own. She also asked where I download my ebooks so I kinda taught her where and how to do so. It was a really nice day tbh.

[the-book-diaries]

“Making love was never about you and me in a bed. We made love whenever we held hands.”

— Iain Thomas, I Wrote This For You

[pinkweirdsunsets-deactivated202]

NO THOUGHTS ONLY HANGE MOTHERFUCKING ZOE

*SCREAMS*

no but look at my baby, especially the first clip omg i can't breathe.

levi, you are missing on too much.

[quotemadness]

“I should have been more kind. That is something a person will never regret. You will never say to yourself when you are old, Ah, I wish I was not good to that person. You will never think that.”

— Khaled Hosseini (via quotemadness)

[quotemadness]

“Mental pain is less dramatic than physical pain, but it is more common and also more hard to bear. The frequent attempt to conceal mental pain increases the burden: it is easier to say My tooth is aching than to say My heart is broken.”

— C.S. Lewis (via quotemadness)

[thoughtsofhersoul]

Devote your heart.

Levi, AoT

[bubonickitten]

one of the most frustrating moods is Desperate Need to Create Something, Anything + persistent lack of motivation/attention/ability/time/inspiration/energy to do so