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I want DICK INSIDE ME SOO FUCKING BAD!!!!!

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Wishing I was desired again.

What an amazing feeling it is to have someone have hungry eyes for you and unable to resist touching and being with you.

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I just want to be comfortable in my own skin on a regular day-to-day basis

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I starve for heroes and affection and yet she keep me cold, almost icy, but when my head starts to turn she'll send some warmth my way, just a little, just enough to keep me frozen in time with her.

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Happy Pride Month!!!

I'm Bi but not out and proud. I hope you all can be safely out and proud and enjoy this pride month

[thoughtsofyou-thoughtsofher-ofme]

I know what I know

And I know not what I don't.

You say one thing but you actions are the opposite.

I know I will continue to believe your lies.

I know I will continue to wait for non-action.

All the while giving my all and everything I have.

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I am afraid to lose you, but realize I already have. You no longer desire me. You say you do but it's just words, there is never any action.

Just to keep me primed, so i can pay for you to live comfortably and take care of your bills and your kids.

It's ridiculous.

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Punishment for beig a Nice guy= LAST PLACE!

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Who am I still doing this.. . Why can't I stop looking for your love, attention...why can't i stop waiting for you to desire me again.

There are a million other woman out there and a small percentage might actually desire me.....hell at this point there's a million dudes out there with many that might desire me

....what the fuck am I waiting for, i am a good looking, handsome guy with compassion, intelligence and money.

Damn me for loving you and allowing myself to be blind because of it

[thoughtsofyou-thoughtsofher-ofme]

Hablas espanol ? Un poquito.

日本語を話せますか Nihongo o hanasemasu ka? 少し sunshine.

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I am sad, tho I am not.

I am happy, but not for long.

I require love, even when it hurts.

I enjoy pleasure spiked with pain

I love with my whole heart, no my whole BEING.

I flourish when I feel cherished and love.

I cower in shadows afraid of the truth, afraid to be seen for all that I am but I crave...no I yearn to be fully seen, to be fully heard, to be loved for all that i am. For my good natured straight side and also for my ill tampered kinky side.

I wish I felt safe enough to just be 100% me.

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I need to stop asking for it, I need to stop wanting it from you.

I need to just move on with life, at least for a little but.

Put this need of mine on a back burner, not to help you and wait for you to get throughyour bullshit, but to actually help me now, maybe it is best if I just stop....maybe

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So much work just to be wasted because I spoke the truth, well I guess that means YOU CANT HANDLE THE TRUTH!

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I wanna die. 😞

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I am having a hard time with life right now....I simply do not want to do it. I see no with in living any more. 😪

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Can I just get one fucking break jeezus fucking hell

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HELP ME!! I DON'T WANT TO HURT