choke on it all.

independent / private / semi - selective. penned by e

[thrcadofdamocles]

indie multi-muse. penned by e. dark/suggestive themes will be present. mdni

new partners: accepting new threads: accepting currently: online

carrd | wanted plots | wanted opps

[thrcadofdamocles]

me: finalizes my muse list also me: sees paul anthony kelly

[crmincls]

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[neverhcme]

open: everyone muse: torin carrington. homeless/unemployed, bi, forty. (francois arnaud: oc) plot: y/m finds a homeless torin and decides to be a good samaritan and ask if he needs help. (whether that be offering him money for food / asking about his life story / etc. up to you.) tw: the stories involving torin will contain themes of (mentioned) childhood abuse, neglect, and trauma. dni if that is triggering for you.

"I don't need your pity." Torin mused against a dry throat as he pressed his closed fist up against his right cheek. Y/M had suddenly approached Torin in a nearby park. Torin was known in town for being homeless, unemployed, and sometimes extremely unapproachable. Despite the fact that Y/M didn't seem to take those warnings into consideration. "Just because I'm homeless... it doesn't mean I need to be your charity case."

[thrcadofdamocles]

blair had heard murmurings of torin throughout town, even seen him a handful of times on her way home from work. but many people warned her to leave him be, telling her about how he had treated others who had attempted to help him. but one thing blair was, was stubborn. she didn't care what the small-town folk had to say, if they had truly wanted to help, they'd have done something. she could remember when times had been tough for her, having to start anew with her daughter, and the way people had turned their back on her so as to not have to take on any of her troubles. fuck them. hitching the shopping bag of snacks and pastries she'd collected at closing on her hip, she locked up the shop and made her way over to him, shaking her head at his attempts to shoo her off. "don't start that, I don't have time for pitying or money for a charity." she countered, dropping the bag beside him before settling beside him and reaching into the bag, pulling out a cinnamon roll and starting to unwrap it. "they'd go in the dumpster anyway, and I spent too much of my time making them just to have half the mommy and me playdate groups go on a "no sugar" diet this morning." rolling her eyes, she brought the pastry to her lips, taking a bite and sighing slowly.

[daniellecamp]

MICHELLE RANDOLPH via Instagram

[thrcadofdamocles]

spring cleaning my muse list so I can hop back in here. I'm so scared mooties

[tylrswftss]

someone should give me a plot with this big bad gang leader and his super soft and cute girlfriend that has him wrapped around her finger. like he’s a feared man, which she doesn’t really care about. and she’s there to patch him up and while he usually tries to hide her away from the cruel world he’s in whenever he isn’t there with her, she just patiently waits for him when he’s out and about doing his business and he’s so fascinated by her and no matter how much of a bad guy he is, he’s just so soft for her and he’d do anything for her!!! and then his most precious possession gets kidnaped and shit goes down snsnsns

[jasperrwrites]

“are they lovers?” worse. they were supposed to be and never got the chance to

[thrcadofdamocles]

done with my homework and wide awake, anyone up for anything? please say yes

[thrcadofdamocles]

open to: m/f/nb

dorian knew he shouldn't still be doing this shit, dealing at some stupid college frat party that was just begging for the cops to bust, but the money was too good and too easy to get. it was the whole reason he still even entertained the idea anymore, the money he was getting that always made everything easier. gave dorian peace of mind knowing he could handle whatever might come up without having to worry. that was entirely worth the risk. but every risk did have consequences, and one he hadn't thought of was turning to who he thought was his next customer, but clearly wasn't. "you're...you're not supposed to be here.." he murmured, his entire body going rigid as he tried to pull together some explanation.

[breakupagains]

open to: m/nb 21+ muse: kai. athlete (default hockey). sub. hudson williams

"keep going, please. i'm so close."

[thrcadofdamocles]

dmitri smirked as he heard the other begging, only motivating him to go deeper, letting kai's cock slip down his throat further and ignoring the tightening of his throat as he nearly gagged. the man had no intention of stopping, his own length twitching against the mattress at just how hot this moment was. god, he wanted every inch of kai, and this was just the start of tonight.

[n4stys]

open to f / nb inspo : we got married too young , it's messy and toxic but the sex is too good for us to ever separate . muse : josh ledger , answers primarily to ledger . mostly grumpy and messy bar owner .

" can we skip the pointless yelling and just get to the part where i'm fucking you in the back ? "

[thrcadofdamocles]

sienna eyed her husband for a moment, processing his sentence before huffing out a sigh and tossing the towel she'd been cleaning the bar with. "glad you're taking this shit so seriously, ledge." she murmured, turning toward the register and starting to shut it down for the night. though part of her knew her anger was no use, and she would melt for him as soon as he touched her.

[thrcadofdamocles]

I try discord groups and then get emo when I see my muses love interests smashing their exes in their dms at the same time they're flirting with my muses 💀 I'd rather live in ignorance ksjdnf

[haeritics]

she whined against his lips and nudged her nose against his. his words make her flush pink and she sighed as he moved his hands along her hips and sides. she rolled her hips into his and she bit down into her lower lip as he pulls back to look down at her. her hands dragged over his chest and along his torso before she tipped her head back into the bed. "oh my god," she choked out and squeezed her eyes shut for a moment. "god, this feels so good," she breathed and pressed her feet against the edge of the bed. she rocked forward and a shiver ran down her spine. "harder, baby. please." she dragged her nails down the length of his back and hummed softly.

[thrcadofdamocles]

his mouth ghosted over the column of her throat as she tipped her head back, groaning softly against her skin as she rocked into him and caused him to sink deeper into her. the feeling of her nails on his back, her words begging him to go harder, ash couldn't do anything else but comply. he drove into her stronger than before now, increasing his pace and gripping her sides to pull her further down onto him each time. "that better, baby? you like getting pounded into hm?" his words were soft, a complete contradiction to his movements. his mouth found hers, and he was kissing her deeply, letting himself get completely lost in her.

[sugarlet]

too  much  alcohol  never  boded  well  for  elysia,  who  often  wore  her  heart  on  her  sleeve  even  without  the  influence  of  it.  she  hesitated,  her  gaze  somber  yet  fond  as  she  met  his.  ❛  i  mean  ...  i'd  hope  so.  we  spent  awhile  together,  yeah?  i  think  i  would  be  a  little  offended  if  you  forgot  all  about  me         about  us         just  like  that.  ❜  a  half-hearted  chuckle  of  her  own  followed,  teeth  sinking  into  her  lower  lip  to  try  and  keep  the  words  '  i'll  always  care  about  you,  too  '  from  slipping  out.

[thrcadofdamocles]

dorian stayed quiet, watching her face and tucking his hands into his jacket pockets. offering a sad half-smile, he gave her a nod. "yeah, yeah we did." he murmured, shaking his head when she even mentioned the idea of him easily forgetting about her or what they had been through. "that would never happen, elysia. never. but I just know that you...you deserve more than I can give." his voice nearly cracked as he finished his sentence, knowing it to be truth but still hating it regardless.

[parisgoodbyes]

sometimes she wished she was born under different circumstances and then is reminded that would mean she wouldn't have her dad , who was her very best friend in this fucked up world she was raised in . some days she hated her mom , others she loved her , knowing that when she was alive , she was constantly stuck in limbo like her . and it confused her knowing that while gone forever , she was still every part just like her . doesn't say anything else , shaking her head as tension claws up the back of her throat before she's turning to walk away like he had requested , like she swore she wanted . it was better this way , protecting him from the mess she would become , spiraling under the weight of her decision as she finds the nearest bottle of vodka ... tequila ... gin ? she couldn't tell , but it didn't matter as long as it did the trick of blacking out .

[thrcadofdamocles]

the feeling was worse than anything psalm could have anticipated as he watched her turn away from him. his throat burned, his hand twitching as he fought the urge to reach out and grab her. he gave her this out, and he had to respect her choice. even when it crushed him. swallowing, his lips parted as he tried to say something, anything. but nothing came out, and all he could do was turn and grab his phone and keys from the table, needing to get out of there before he did something stupid. well, after his hands grabbed hold of the table and flipped it, the glass shattering beneath it and the napkins and silverware flying. he didn't give a shit, not like he'd ever come here again. immediately, the bartender was yelling, other staff coming out to try and escort him, but psalm simply held up his hands, storming toward the exit. he couldn't breathe, could barely see at this point, and he knew if they tried to drag him out there would be a much bigger fight.

[disapprove]

She wasn't the best with words. Abigail used humor a lot as her coping mechanism so she understood while Beckett was speaking to her like that. However, she was dead serious and anxious. Abigail parted and closed her mouth a few times, nothing but a breathy and nervous sigh falling from her plump lips. The look in her eye had changed, eyes watery when she lowered her face to the floor. "I'm not joking, Beck." Abby moved a hand through her hair before she started heavily fidgeting with her hands. "I don't- I didn't," she was so nervous. "I'm sorry." - Abby breathed out, looking back up at him again. "I'll take a test and then if it's all good, we're good a-and if it's not good I'll get rid of it.' She nodded slowly. There was still a fifty-fifty chance that she wasn't pregnant, so she hoped that was the case. But then again, Abigail always dreamed of having a family. But with dad's best friend? That was unthinkable. "I'm really sorry, Beckett. I will fix it, I promise. Please don't tell Jan, don't tell dad."

[thrcadofdamocles]

beckett's hands went to rest on his hips as he watched the girl, his frown deepening when he saw her face fall. "dammit, abby. don't-" he huffed out a breath, his eyes glancing away to try and collect himself. beckett realized she was just as scared as he was, and while the basis of it was the same, he knew this was a much bigger problem for her. wetting his lips, he scrubbed a hand down his face and looked back to her when she mentioned the test and her plan. "listen, we just need to take a breath and think through this. we can go and get the test and figure it out from there." he nodded as well, forcing himself to calm down and be here in this moment. "i'm not going to tell anybody, we don't need to start that shit storm if we don't need to. but.." his mind was fighting against him. he really liked this girl, and while initially it had just been the attraction between them, he had gotten to know her and felt something more than he usually did when he did dumb shit like this. swallowing, he didn't finish his sentence, his hands sliding down to his pockets to look for his keys. "come on, let's go figure this out."