Relasped

Phox/Leo | any pronouns | pfp by spoopdeedoop <3 | main is phox-129

[threadandswords]

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I’m Phox/Leo but you can also call me Tommy yes it’s bc of tommyinnit. I’m 18, any pronouns and I like when ppl switch them up!! For more info about me you can read my carrd

Some background info: I first watched the Tommy stream where lmanburg got made but didn’t jump onto the bandwagon fully until the election stream, so I’ve been around since September 2020 I believe? It’s been too long and this interest will haunt me for the rest of my life.

My main faves are c!sam, c!bench trio, c!purpled, and c!eret. I like analysis but I also have not watched a dsmp stream since 2022 so take everything I say with a grain of salt, I’m definitely biased.

I do not watch any of the cc’s anymore except for purpled sometimes, I only post about the characters. Please do not follow me if you support dream, gnf, wilbur soot, and anyone else that was outed as an awful person.

You can find my fics (namely my ctommy/cclingy fic like little soldiers in the trenches) on my ao3

You can find my web weaves under the tag “my web weaves,” here’s a list of them as well bc I like them :)

On C!Tommy and grief and moving on

On C!Sam and C!Tommy and love

On C!Phil and C!Wilbur and hurt but with so much love also

On C!Eret and C!Wilbur and love, understanding, and forgivenes

Ok byeeeeeee ^^

[spoopdeedoop]

clingy 4 pride + smaller doodles from last year i never put here

[psynom]

my boy <33

[getinthecoffin]

probably the worst thing about liking the dsmp is that it was worth it

[phox129]

My ACGGOODS store is officially OPEN!! I have brand new Buffy and Starkid stuff, as well as all my old Dream SMP and Doctor Who items! More to come most likely! :)

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Winter clothes

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[spoopdeedoop]

my late christmas gift to my qpp @phox-129 a comic for their cclingy fic :)

[threadandswords]

Bench trio edit I forgot to post here! All art is by @spoopdeedoop <3

[threadandswords]

On C!Tommy and grief and moving on

i. @vividlyv1nnie // ii. @greelin // iii. Everything Stays, Adventure Time // iv. @incendavery // v. @bongwalter10 // vi. The Orange, Wendy Cope // vii. When the Ghosts Come Ashore, Jacqui Germain

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c!ranboo writing letters to c!tommy in exile

[spoopdeedoop]

uhm hiii i'm a big fan of yours, you designs are so very scrummy and you have been such a massive inspiration to my designs and style :)

anyway here's a doodle page of your bench trio designs because i love them (c!tommy is one of my big comfort characters) (also, the song tommy is singing on the bottom is i/me/myself by will wood it's a trans girl anthem fr )

your art is so comforting to me it has been since 2021, your headcanons make me so happy (and the fics you and your qpp write??? guh...like little soldiers is peak dude) i just wanted you to know that and i hope you have a great day :3

-mayhem (she/they)

HI WUAHG YOU ARE THE SWEETEST EVER THANK YOU!!!! im so honoured to hear that…ty for sharing ur doodles too they’re BEYOND cute. the sillies forever…. the little michael ❤️ WILL WOOD MENTIONED ALSO!!!

genuinely thank you to the moon and back omg you have been here for a long time. 2021…. im glad you found comfort in my silly stuff!! its always wonderful to hear that my art can do at least the tiniest thing for others, i appreciate it more than i can say. i hope you have a great day too ^^

[threadandswords]

An Archive of Our Own, a project of the Organization for Transformative Works

 The first thing she thought when she looked at herself in the mirror—that’s not me. Her hair should be longer—it’d been two months, after all, but it was just the same as before, spare the white streaks that now grew from his roots. His ears were pointed now, as well, and he even had a whole new tail, but neither of those mattered. Not really.  You wanted this. You wanted this. He looked at himself, and tried to imagine himself at ten years old. She tried to imagine what she’d wanted all these years—what she’d wished for, even. You wanted this. But—  I gave you a gift, Tommy!   Now, all she could see was Dream’s face reflected back at her.

Chapter two of my cclingy demoninnit revival fic is out finally!! It’s so crazy it’s finally done so sorry it took so long </3

[threadandswords]

An Archive of Our Own, a project of the Organization for Transformative Works

 The first thing she thought when she looked at herself in the mirror—that’s not me. Her hair should be longer—it’d been two months, after all, but it was just the same as before, spare the white streaks that now grew from his roots. His ears were pointed now, as well, and he even had a whole new tail, but neither of those mattered. Not really.  You wanted this. You wanted this. He looked at himself, and tried to imagine himself at ten years old. She tried to imagine what she’d wanted all these years—what she’d wished for, even. You wanted this. But—  I gave you a gift, Tommy!   Now, all she could see was Dream’s face reflected back at her.

Chapter two of my cclingy demoninnit revival fic is out finally!! It’s so crazy it’s finally done so sorry it took so long </3

[spoopdeedoop]

do you think ctommy had species dysphoria or was it just a deep desire to belong, with so many hybrids around? also do you think she gets gender dysphoria? (i'm incredibly normal about your interpretation of tommy she's the girl ever and makes me insane)

sorry i just got off a plane YESyes !!!! i do believe she got species dysphoria when she was younger and definitely still a little later — it worsened when tubbo got his horns, because it felt like a betrayal to her in a sense. in my notes she gets her demon traits after dream revived her so after that it becomes sort of flipped on its head if that makes sense. because the thing she’d always wanted came from the person she’d always hated. my qpp is writing a fic that touches on this a bit if u r inch rested… < has to bring them up every second moment

as for gender dysphoria in specific im not too sure… i think she did have it in some form just not a very typical one. like the scenario in my head at the moment is little ctommy going over to little ctubbo and being like “what if i was me but a girl” and ctubbo’s like “can i still chuck rocks at you when you’re climbing in the trees” and she’s like yeah and thats sort of that

[pinerolli]

The Space In-Between

[phox129]

SHOP UPDATE

Due to a lack of interest, I’ll be taking my old 15 + Ruby and 13th Doctor keychains off my shop. The bench trio standees have also had a price drop from $18 to $15!

The preorder has been extended to July 6th as well :)

Currently I have my bench trio standees and keychains and 11th doctor keychain for preorder! They most likely won’t be coming back unless enough ppl ask, so get them while you can!!!