It's 3 am Darling

My Thoughts and feelings contained on one page 💌

[stay-spooky-blog-deactivated202]

I Am a Free Spirit so Therefore

I have a wide range of interests. Just ask me.

I am my own person

I worship my own Gods

I listen to a wide range of music

I live for the moment

I wont judge you on unless you judge me

I smoke pot and am pro weed

I drink craft beer

I meditate.

I have my own fashion style

I use crystals

I burn sage and incense

I'm artsy

I love anything weird

I love culture

I love to socialise but also enjoy my own company.

I am a deep thinker and talker

I practise yoga

I love art

I love to travel

I can vibe with anybody

I give good vibes and only believe in good vibes

I'm young, wild and free

I am different from everybody else and proud!

[darkbuthellacute]

Why in real life nobody feels crazy strong emotions as in movies/musics/books/fanfics? It’s so boring… I want drama, hate, love, tearing, euphoria, dancing in the rain, passionate kisses… But nooooo, i’m here, living a vapid life where everyone has the emotional range of a teaspoon, great.

- Me at 3am reading a gay fanfic and questioning my existence.

[gorothel-deactivated20200312]

[depressedprogram]

That´s me.

[threeinthemorningdarling]

There it is

Fuck,its back and I cant control it much more, it's like a leaking faucet that submerged the room I am in and I cant stop it, im drowning further, it's getting into my mouth and suffocating me while I try to scream

I hate this .

[thegoodvybe]

[th0ughts-0n-paper]

“The reality is you’re not longer interested. That is made clear with every ignored text, avoiding my love bleeding out. I cover up as much as I can. I want to give you your space. But I bleed through the paper towels. I want to tell you about my day, show you selfies and have you say I look beautiful, “I’m so lucky.” I want to be able to let you know I’m missing your presence without the fear of being ignored. The truth is, I can’t do anything without wanting you there to enjoy it with me. I can’t help but say that when I tell you about my experiences. But we are laughing with other people. And I just wish we could be laughing together. But my mind is on you, and you’re too caught up in the moment to think of me. I’m stuck with an aching heart, while you get all the happiness.”

—

[threeinthemorningdarling]

So it's like this

I don't mean shit.

Its fine im used to it.

I will just remove myself from the equation.

Once again you showed im not worth, even one emotion.

Im just a fuckin option of many.

Why do you even write to me.

Hours pass by since I have written you back.

I saw you online a lot of times and you take ages.

You didn't even read or respond to my messages.

Youre an old boy you say, with your old ways .

Im stuck in the grey area where you don't know what you want from me and youre pushing me away.

I probably should leave this shit before my soul is crushed again by your lies.

Saying you dont want to lose me, it's just words now and its no longer a suprise.

Im tired of explaning myself and fighting for you.

My silence is now how I talk to you.

And maybe youll realise.

That I fucking cared alot about us two.

[threeinthemorningdarling]

How did I let this Happen?

What the hell, im in love with you and I dont want to.

What can I do but hold inside these feelings for you.

For fuck sakes, I better put on the brakes.

Look at me making rhymes and shit see what you make me do ?

I dont want to fall for you and get hurt again.

I want to run away but my feet are stuck in a pool of honey.

Drowning, hoping you will call me baby.

[psychology-daily]

Psychology Daily - Quote

[threeinthemorningdarling]

Human ways

I have learned lately, that I love too hard, care too much, and give too many fucks.

Apparently it is not a normality on this earth, caring to much is viewed as weak.

How?! this I will never understand whats the point of half ass loving, half ass caring or even feigning indiference!

You like someone tell them, you love someone tell them!

Why are we not showing eachother the love so many people long for!

Earth people I dont get yall, let me go back on my spaceship.

[enisteyjia-deactivated20250106]

Mariage D'amour, Chopin

[remanence-of-love]

“Dear Life, I am slowly falling in love with you again.”

— Recovering//Conee Berdera

[heymariesue]

“I am a museum full of art, but you had your eyes shut”

- Rupi Kaur

[thetipsywytch]

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[bbreakddancennothhearts]

I know you know there’s something between us, but it seems you can’t get past the fear in your head, of what we could be..

[itallstartedwithakiss]