[zagreus]

there is honestly nothing more gorgeously tacky than bowling alley carpet

[zagreus]

Don’t even talk to me if all of your clothes aren’t made out of bowling alley carpet

[greaserink]

@starybinch

[septembercfawkes]

[writingsbychlo]

i am literally crying this is the funniest thing i have ever seen

[throughfresheyes]

I swear to god the only thing that’s keeping me from sinking into a deep dark depression is running a few miles 3-4 times a week and dancing and singing in my underwear every night 😸 coping mechanisms people, use em

[throughfresheyes]

Everything’s hard lately

I’ve been trying and trying but I’m very convinced I’m depressed. It’s very hard watching everyone else find their “somebody” when you have nobody.

I always tell myself “somebody should compliment you, not complete you”

But I don’t even need a romantic relationship. I need a strong platonic one. I just need someone always. But no one checks on me and it’s worrisome. I get upset with everyone else, but every time I start having this internal argument, it always ends the same way. “You isolated yourself. You did this to yourself” and it’s true. I’ve made my bed.

Just gonna keep trying I guess.

August 2019

[throughfresheyes]

Time 2 change

Coming to the self realization that I need healthier habits and better ways to deal with being alone. Gonna try to get myself back into shape so I can feel good again. Just need to keep myself busy and keep my mind away from the weird blank darkness I find myself in. I gotta do it. I can’t keep falling deeper and deeper into my self loathing. It’s time to make the decision for myself, to be a better me. I have to. I gotta be strong enough to do this. It’s time to push.

[throughfresheyes]

Just tryna be happy

[throughfresheyes]

I’m drunk

Dog

[throughfresheyes]

Man I need to put myself out there more but it’s just so hardddd

[throughfresheyes]

Drunk and lonely

What’s new

[throughfresheyes]

Okay I’m a genius

There needs to be an app that has people pick up my empties where they can keep a portion of the profits

[throughfresheyes]

I can’t believe I still have 500 followers. Are any of y’all real or what

[throughfresheyes]

Okay I know no one will probably ever see this but that last post made me feel so good and normal. I can’t even explain how great it feels.

[throughfresheyes]

Hi y’all here’s me feeling good about myself again!!! 🥳

[throughfresheyes]

Here we go

Been super isolating myself lately. Can’t tell if it’s helping me grow or making me a shitty person. Either way, I’m definitely changing. Becoming more dependent. Which is cool

So yeah. Let’s see what I can do.

[throughfresheyes]

I’m back bitches

And more depressed as ever. Let’s go

[throughfresheyes]

Here's me ranting

I miss everything that made me.. me. I am not me anymore. I am someone else. Someone I don't recognize. Life is such an interesting thing. I feel like I woke up one day and became this new me. Idk how I feel about being a new me.

[lamignonette]

http://sickymag.com