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Finally

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what happens when all your trust is gone?

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"all of a sudden the world went gray."

back to feeling nothing.

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“Some days I’m on top of the world. Some days I feel like the weight of it.”

- These days i’m struggling

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“I want to love someone who believes they’re all darkness. Because I am too.”

- but just like I did with you, you found the light in me.

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I love you to Saturn and back.

And everywhere in between.

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I found myself staring at the stars when I realized your eyes were brighter.

You have the galaxies trapped in them.

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It might take a year. It might take a day. But whatever's meant to be, will always find it's way.

And finally, it did. You and I

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You make me smile so effortlessly

You never lost that touch

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I'm never going to see him again. Every single day I miss him. This ache in my chest won't go away. How do I get it to stop hurting?

Maybe the ache will go away on its own, or maybe this ache will turn dull and eventually fade away. But if does that, maybe one day you'll see something and that ache will return out of nowhere and remain for a while. All you can do is not let that ache hold you back. Meet someone new but hold him forever in your heart, do fun things but remember good memories. 

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I don't make you happy anymore

So let me go for your sake

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I'm afraid he'll forget about me.

This is probably really late, and I'm sorry :(

But

I'm sure whatever you guys had or have, whether it was/is a relationship or a friendship, he probably won't forget you. You most likely have some really good memories with him. And because of that, maybe some days he'll remember them in a random place or listening to a certain song... and he will smile and maybe even let a little laugh out. But I am sure, whoever you are, you must have a really special soul and vibe, and I really hope he doesn't ever forget about you, no matter time or place.

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Let me just say that I’m here for anyone who wants to ask a question, or to rant, or to talk to.

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I met my crush through work, he trained me. My manger/cousin warned me not to get close to him when I started. He always puts his hands on my hips, makes sexual jokes, compliments me, checks up with me when I was in the hospital, and always hugs me before leaving from work. I want something more but he has a girlfriend. How do I pursue him? Or am I a terrible person? I'm starting to get very attached and don't know what to do about it. His light blue eyes just kill me

Actually, I was in a similar situation once with a guy with blue eyes, and my advice is to just be there and take what you can without being that one person who seems like they're trying to steal someone away. If he gets more “touchy”, be the bigger person and set a boundary. And your best bet is to be patient and just build a strong friendship. I’m sure you’re not a terrible person. I wish you luck and tell me if anything changes :) (I’m sorry if this doesn’t help)

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Do you still like him?

I don’t know, there’s something about him I just can’t let go...

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And your punishment for not loving someone who loved you, is loving someone who doesn't love you back

sigh

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Till the Sun drains from my eyes and my world forever gone, I will always care for you

You lied.

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Even after all these months, every text I get, I think it's you

I keep thinking I moved on. I guess not.