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tianshang (n): heavenly. multifandom multimuse, scripted by reneli.

[tianshcng]

#TIANSHCNG: a private, independent, and selective multimuse roleplay blog for various fandoms. scripted by reneli. rules & muse selection found here (this is a wip now though since the blog is being revamped).

[tianshcng]

@eternalspiderlily / blade asked dan heng: don't bullshit me. you're limping. when did you start limping? ~🗡Blade to Dan Heng

don't remember/too lazy to find the meme

WHERE DOES HE get the audacity? he spends your lifetime beyond the xianzhou tracking you down relentlessly with the aim to kill you, then dares to stand here acting worried when you're injured? the nerve of this man. never mind that some residual fear remains— you're annoyed now.

❝THAT IS NONE of your concern,❞ comes the answer through gritted teeth. pain radiates from your left ankle, even when you keep your body weight shifted to the right to relieve some of the pressure on it. perhaps that isn't surprising, though, when the claws of a fragmentum creature had dug into it and slashed nearly to the bone. it's hardly the worst pain you've endured, though. of all people, blade should know that. it will take far more than this to kill you, let alone stop you from continuing in pursuit of the original goal.

HEAVING A SIGH, you shake your head and carry on past the stellaron hunter, limping still but now more deliberate in trying to disguise it. you don't need his pity. you don't want it, nor anyone else's. it'll be fine anyway— once the job here is done, you'll head back and have it properly treated. it's not enough to be debilitating.

❝MOVE ASIDE. I have work to do, not time to waste here. if it's another fight you want, then come back another day.❞

[bookished]

( a collection of fun and adventurous dialogue prompts. adjust phrasing as necessary.) feel free to make edits to better suit your muse, but please don’t edit or add on to the original post 💛 if you like, please consider supporting me through tips, it's highly appreciated.

"Want to try sneaking into the movie theater?"

"There's this exclusive sky bar on the top floor. I bet if we act confident enough, we could just walk right in. Ready to blend in with the high rollers?"

"You know the 'Staff Only' areas in aquariums always look so intriguing. I've got an idea involving lab coats and clipboards. Interested?"

"There's a secret passage in this art gallery that leads to a hidden exhibit. I overheard the curator talking about it. Shall we go exploring?"

"I've always wanted to see a movie from the theater's projection room. I've got a friend who works here – you get what I mean?"

"So, that exclusive restaurant is fully booked for months, but I may have 'borrowed' a couple of names from the reservation list. Feeling adventurous?"

"The old amusement park's been closed for years, but I know a way in. Imagine having all those rides to ourselves under the moonlight."

"I heard there's an underground speakeasy in this library. Apparently, you need to whisper a password to the librarian. Wanna try our luck?"

"Remember that fancy pool party we weren't invited to? I've got two waiter uniforms and a brilliant plan. You in?"

"There's a secret rooftop garden on top of that skyscraper. I bet we could talk our way past security if we pretend to be lost interns."

"I know this sounds crazy, but I found a hidden door behind the museum. Want to see where it leads after closing time?"

"The local TV station does live broadcasts from that studio. I bet with the right timing, we could sneak onto a set during a commercial break. Ready for your 15 seconds of fame?"

"I discovered a hidden hot spring in the woods just outside town. It's a bit of a hike, but imagine a midnight dip under the stars."

"There's a secret room in the library that's usually locked. I copied the key while volunteering. Want to see what forbidden books they're hiding?"

"Remember that fancy cooking class that was full? Well, I may have found a way for us to observe from the kitchen's back entrance. Hungry for some culinary espionage?"

"I know how to get onto the roof of the tallest building downtown. The view of the sunset from up there is incredible. Shall we?"

"There's a masquerade ball at the governor's mansion tonight. I've got two masks and a wild idea. Care to crash a high-society party?"

"My friend works at the zoo and says we could help feed the penguins after closing time. Interested in a secret animal encounter?"

"I heard this old theater is supposedly haunted. Want to sneak in after hours and do some ghost hunting?"

"There's a secret beach hidden behind those cliffs. The catch? We'll have to climb down a rope ladder to reach it. You up for it?"

"I found an old map of the city's underground tunnels. Fancy a subterranean adventure date?"

[tianshcng]

"I'm gonna be HSR focused this time on tumblr" I told myself, but little did I know, I would be Jojo'd again

[tianshcng]

I'm so easily enabled, and I miss writing Jojo things

[tianshcng]

@beloven / robin asked blade: " do you want more rest ? " robin for blade

WHAT DO YOU MEAN ? || open

IF YOU COULD, you'd like to rest forever. but by now, that's just a given. so you avoid giving her such a dry remark for an answer— instead, you remain silent for several more moments. your eyes stay closed too, and even though you don't really need to sleep anymore, you feel like you can like this. though you're pretty sure you'd dislike the dreamscape, so you're not keen on sleeping in the reverie hotel or anywhere else that could risk it (you sincerely hope it isn't everywhere on this planet).

ADMITTEDLY, THOUGH, IT still feels wrong to rest and take time to yourself, when you've spent so long working tirelessly now. perhaps when you were living a proper lifespan and taking proper care, you would have. no, you definitely did. but now... well, you've created a terrible little habit of pushing your body to its limits (firefly certainly seemed worried when you were driving recently without sleep in 20 full hours, and it's not the first time your companions have raised such concerns).

❝...NO, BUT PERHAPS i should.❞ your answer finally comes, as gruff as ever, yet you aren't particularly put off by her question (concern?). a sigh follows, though, and you bring yourself to sit upright, having previously been laid back on the sofa while your mind drifted from you. ❝this is hardly the place for it, though. i should be going anyway.❞

[tianshcng]

@altanasukh / zulaikha asked jing yuan: [ collar ] sender smooths out receiver's collar

PROMPTS FOR COMFORTABLE INTIMACY || open

YOU'RE JUST FINISHED getting ready for your day, nearly headed out the door, when the former dreamweaver rises from her slumber. it's cute, and almost amusing, the way she seems to immediately seek you out— you watch as her sleepy form approaches and leans into you, and your own arms rise to wrap around her waist in turn. chin rises to rest on top of her head while you hold her there, content to take a few extra minutes to soak in her presence and embrace before you must depart to work for the day. sure, you are a busy man as the general, but you're happy to spare time for the darling that has wormed her way into your heart (even if her status as a stellaron hunter brought certain complications).

THIS TIME, THOUGH, you're not the one to break off the embrace to depart. instead, zulaikha makes the move herself when she pulls back to then place her hands upon your chest and smooth out your collar and adjust your cape. it surprises you for a moment, but you soon offer a small smile before leaning in to peck her cheek in appreciation.

❝ALWAYS SO SWEET, looking after me, aren't you?❞ a chuckle falls from your lips before you step back again. ❝but you'd best take care of yourself, too. go back and rest— you've had a long and eventful night. i'll return later, and perhaps we'll see about going out for a night, if you're feeling up to it.❞

[mcflymemes]

PROMPTS FOR COMFORTABLE INTIMACY *  adjust as necessary, send 'reverse' for the reversal of the prompt

[ settle ] sender sits on receiver's lap and gets comfortable

[ sling ] sender slings an arm around receiver's shoulder

[ pinch ] sender affectionately pinches receiver's cheek

[ ruffle ] sender ruffles receiver's hair

[ recline ] sender joins receiver on their chair and snuggles against them

[ hand ] sender takes receiver's hand while driving

[ knee ] sender lays a hand on receiver's leg while driving

[ clean ] sender reaches up to wipe something off receiver's face

[ tie ] sender adjusts receiver's tie

[ collar ] sender smooths out receiver's collar

[ tickle ] sender starts tickling receiver

[ piggyback ] sender gives receiver a piggyback ride

[ pick up ] sender scoops receiver up into their arms and holds them as they walk

[ guide ] sender places a hand on receiver's hip and guides them through a crowded room

[ smudge ] sender cleans lipstick off receiver's face

[ gun ] in the midst of a stand-off, sender reaches over and gently guides receiver's gun down, making them lower it

[ behind ] sender comes up to receiver from behind and wraps their arms around their waist

[ nuzzle ] sender leans in and nuzzles their face into receiver's neck

[ relax ] sender rests their head on receiver's shoulder while they talk

[ arms ] sender hooks their arm with receiver's as they walk

[ itch ] sender assists receiver with an itch they can't reach

[ catch ] receiver starts to fall, so sender reaches out and catches them

[ calm down ] sender pets receiver's hair and tries to soothe them after a scary situation

[ check ] sender checks receiver's temperature by placing the back of their hand against receiver's forehead, trying to see if they're sick

[ tuck ] sender tucks receiver into bed

[ feed ] sender offers a forkful of food out to receiver, helping them eat

[ undress ] sender helps receiver undress

[ shoes ] sender helps receiver put on their shoes

[ intent ] sender leans their forehead against receiver's

[ bathe ] sender helps receiver wash themselves in a bath

[ shower ] sender helps receiver wash themselves in a shower

[ assist ] sender finds receiver has fallen down, so they rush to their aid and help them stand again

[ bed ] sender helps receiver into bed

[ greet ] sender greets receiver with quick kisses to each of their cheeks

[ high five ] sender gives receiver a congratulatory high five

[ makeup ] sender helps receiver apply makeup

[ injury ] sender cleans receiver's wound and patches it up

[ seek ] sender reaches for receiver's hand and laces their fingers

[ surprise ] sender sneaks up behind receiver and places their hands over their eyes, wanting them to guess who it is

[ walk ] sender helps receiver walk by staying by their side and holding onto them

[eviefyres]

PRE-ESTABLISHED RELATIONSHIP MEME 0.2

over a year ago, i made this meme & since then, it’s blown up. so, over a year later — i thought i would make a new one. so here it is, after several requests & a pile of brains,  THE PRE-ESTABLISHED RELATIONSHIP MEME 0.2 send me a  ✿  and i’ll fill out the template below. bold for things i could definitely see or want, italics for things i could see or am unsure of and striked out for things i don’t want or cannot see.

FRIENDSHIP.     childhood friends  /  work buddies or coworkers  /  family friends  /  friends with benefits  /  smoking buddies  /  adventure buddies  /  fake friends  /  recently friends  /  party buddies  /  friendship of need  /  dying friendship  /  circumstantial friendship  /  partners in crime  /  old friendship  /  [ your muse ] is the good influence  /  [ your muse ] is the bad influence  /  [ my muse ] is the good influence  /  [ my muse ] is the bad influence  /  opposites attract  /  ride or die  /  frenemies  /  roommates or flatmates  /  penpals  /  exes to friends  /  enemies to friends  /  other

ROMANCE.     childhood sweethearts  /  [ your muse is mines ] childhood crush  /  [ my muse is yours ] childhood crush  /  exes  /  exes to lovers  /  forbidden lovers  /  highschool sweethearts  /  secret relationship  /  opposites attract  /  long distance  /  unrequited [ from your muses side ]  /  unrequited [ from my muses side ]  /  unrequited [ from both sides ]  /  skinny love  /  friends to lovers  /  enemies to lovers  /  spurious relationship  /  power couple  /  newly entered  /  soulmates [ metaphorical ]  /  soulmates  [ literal ]  /  awkward  /  turning toxic  /  toxic love  /  cheating [ on your muse ]  /  cheating [ with your muse ]  /  other 

FAMILIAL.     siblings [ half ]  /  siblings [ step ]  /  [ my muse ] is an older sibling figure to your younger sibling figure  /  [ my muse ] is a younger sibling figure to your older sibling figure muse  /  [ my muse ] is a parental figure to yours  /  [ my muse ] is a child figure to your muse  /  guardian figure  /  legal guardian  /  adoptive child  /  foster child  /  [ your muse ] is taken under mines wing  /  [ my muse ] is taken under yours wing  /  other

ANTAGONISTIC.     dangerous to each other  /  dangerous to others  /  unpredictable  /  rivals  /  petty  /  developing into sexual or romantic tension  /  based off family matters  /  based of off circumstance  /  based of professional matters  /  based off misunderstanding or lies  /  conflict of ideology  /  betrayal  /  hero - villain dynamic  /  enemies  /  fight club  /  friends turned enemies  /  lovers turned enemies  /  exes turned enemies  /  other 

[callistillo]

rotating the stellaron hunters in my brain like a cow

[nightprompts]

&. 𝐚𝐧 𝐚𝐬𝐬𝐨𝐫𝐭𝐦𝐞𝐧𝐭 𝐨𝐟 𝐝𝐢𝐚𝐥𝐨𝐠𝐮𝐞 𝐩𝐫𝐨𝐦𝐩𝐭𝐬.

( this is basically just a very self indulgent list of various fluff, angst, and suggestive themed dialogue sentence starters. )

❛ i could keep you safe. they’re all afraid of me. ❜

❛ i’m trying to fix your hair, so hold still. ❜

❛ your heart is beating so fast right now. ❜

❛ promise me you’ll still be here when i wake up. ❜

❛ you’re not as bad as everyone says you are. ❜

❛ i thought you’d like some company. ❜ 

❛ clean yourself up. you're getting blood all over the place. ❜

❛ here, give this a try and tell me what you think. ❜

❛ you can kiss me, you know. ❜

❛ come back to bed. ❜

❛ you look good like this. ❜

❛ working together again, it’s just like old times. ❜

❛ how is it you always know what i need, huh? ❜

❛ you’re lucky you got away with only a scratch. ❜ 

❛ i can’t imagine losing someone like that. i’m sorry. ❜

❛ you know you can always talk to me. ❜

❛ the only one who gets to kill you, is me. ❜

❛ so, what do i owe this pleasure? ❜

❛ ah, so you aren’t heartless after all. ❜

❛ may i have this dance? ❜ 

❛ it’s okay, you can touch me. i won't break. ❜

❛ enemies make the best lovers, you know. ❜

❛ hold still. this might sting a little. ❜

❛ we can't keep doing this. ❜ 

❛ you look like you've got something to say. ❜

❛ just relax and let me take care of you. ❜

❛ thought you’d be lighter without all that blood. ❜

❛ i had it under control. you didn’t need to do that. ❜

❛ everything looks so beautiful from up here. ❜

❛ you treat all your ladies like this? ❜

❛ well? how do i look? ❜

❛ can’t sleep? ❜

❛ do you mind if i smoke? ❜

❛ i’m scared of ending up alone. ❜

❛ i don’t think i’ve ever seen you smile. ❜

❛ how long has it been since you've slept? ❜

❛ you are losing my interest, and that’s very dangerous. ❜

❛ i’d suffer hell if you’d tell me what you’d do to me tonight. ❜

❛ you look really pretty right now. ❜

❛ i’ve never cared for anyone the way i care for you. ❜

❛ i’m not wearing any underwear. thought you’d like to know. ❜

❛ just a few more stitches and you’ll be as good as new. ❜

❛ i’d say we make a pretty good team. ❜

❛ i want you to forget this ever happened. ❜

❛ i'm here for business — not pleasure. ❜

❛ if i didn't know any better, i'd say you were jealous. ❜

❛ you'd look better down on your knees. ❜

❛ fine, keep acting like you hate me. ❜

❛ kiss me again. ❜

❛ are you asking me out on a date? ❜

❛ just sit there and look pretty and let me handle this. ❜

❛ you okay? caught you staring off into space again. ❜

❛ well, i do feel better now that you're here. ❜

❛ i'm not drunk enough for this. ❜ 

❛ why is it whenever we see each other, you’re covered in blood? ❜

❛ i was wrong about you. ❜ 

❛ the first time i met you, i had no idea you'd mean this much. ❜

❛ you gonna be a good girl / boy for me? ❜

❛ i’m not afraid of you. ❜

❛ books mean more to me than people anyway. ❜

❛ i just wanted to say thank you for protecting me. ❜

❛ how about a kiss goodnight? ❜

❛ i don’t have time for distractions right now. ❜

❛ you shouldn’t be out here by yourself. ❜ 

❛ if i have to think about one more thing today, my head will explode. ❜

[tianshcng]

"Reclaim him" Okay bet, thanks Sapph and Eve

[sunsctrodeo]

Do I still need to finish bits of the carrd and finish icons? Yes. Am I doing this now anyway because I'm impatient? Also yes. So if you're interested in interacting with a new(ish, moved from my multifandom blog) Boothill of Honkai: Star Rail as engineered by Reneli, then consider giving this a like / reblog, maybe!

[tianshcng]

@beloven / dan feng asked blade: ❛ i am not your husband. at least not the one you know. i am another version of him from another life path, another universe. ❜ dan feng to blade

&. 𝐞𝐯𝐞𝐫𝐲𝐭𝐡𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐞𝐯𝐞𝐫𝐲𝐰𝐡𝐞𝐫𝐞 𝐚𝐥𝐥 𝐚𝐭 𝐨𝐧𝐜𝐞 𝐬𝐞𝐧𝐭𝐞𝐧𝐜𝐞 𝐬𝐭𝐚𝐫𝐭𝐞𝐫𝐬. || open

THERE'S A NARROWING of the eyes that follows being greeted with his visage— but first they widen in recognition. the man before you usually only appears to you in visions and hallucinations, and at first, you're fairly certain that's what this is. a mere memory, if nothing else. yet his words, speaking to the you of the present, suggest otherwise. or maybe this is wishful thinking? it's hard to tell. even through a glove, his skin feels warm and real to the touch when you brush fingers delicately over his cheek— followed closely by that urge to squeeze the life from his throat— but you still can't be certain. your mind isn't the most stable, with the influence of the mara that only seems to strike harder now that you're seeing dan feng once again.

❝...SO SAID YOUR reincarnation, as well,❞ you finally speak, bitterness coloring your tone. but so does a sense of nostalgia and longing that you can never fully disguise. could anyone blame you? you're presented with a piece of the past, a happier time that was robbed from you. there's so much you'd give to return to that... but revenge and debt paid in blood sounds like a fine compromise.

STILL, YOU DON'T actually do anything to harm him. you don't know if you can, if he's really just a figment of your imagination again. but that doesn't mean the anger and hate subsides— previous attachments be damned in the face of the mara spiking within and the kind of torment that comes with it. nearly a shame, not having kafka here with you at present to subdue yet another record spike, but in her absence, you try to ground yourself in dan feng's maybe-real presence here with you. even if it's just by tightening your grip on his cheek and on your sword's hilt in your other hand.

❝BUT THAT CHANGES nothing.❞ once more, your eyes narrow and become colder, teeth ground together against the plague within. ❝whatever 'version' you are, you are still dan feng. and you still did what you did, did you not? what both of us tried. and you still have not suffered the 'death' that should have followed. so what difference does it make, if you're the one i knew or not? if you're real or not? my feelings remain unchanged. i wish for nothing more than to see you pay, no matter how many lifetimes i have to wait to make it happen.❞

[tianshcng]

finger guns. we're reading main story 2, so here returns the man, the myth, the legend

[tianshcng]

@beloven / firefly asked blade: ❛ you tell me that it's a cruel world and we're all just running around in circles. i know that. i've been on this earth just as many days as you. ❜ firefly for blade

&. 𝐞𝐯𝐞𝐫𝐲𝐭𝐡𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐞𝐯𝐞𝐫𝐲𝐰𝐡𝐞𝐫𝐞 𝐚𝐥𝐥 𝐚𝐭 𝐨𝐧𝐜𝐞 𝐬𝐞𝐧𝐭𝐞𝐧𝐜𝐞 𝐬𝐭𝐚𝐫𝐭𝐞𝐫𝐬. || open

THOUGH YOUR EYES narrow and brows furrow, it is not with anger. not this time, anyway. with firefly, it so rarely is. it might never have been— you cannot recall a time she has ever earned your ire. rather, it is a sense of regret and concern that defines your expression now. like a pang of guilt, even if you are not the best (at all) at expressing it.

❝...I DO NOT mean it in a way to talk down to you,❞ you answer, a bit more caution to your tone, after a few beats of silence pass. part of you wants to reassure her that truly, you don't mean to look down on her. and you really should have thought twice before speaking and leading yourself here. but you aren't sure how, or if outright saying so is as assuring as you want it to be.

❝I KNOW THAT you understand. i will not dismiss that,❞ comes your next try, and though your tone remains as dry and distant as ever, you are no less earnest. she, like the other stellaron hunters, is of some fair importance to you— enough that you might truly hate the idea that you've upset her. so what if you lived nearly opposite problems, you with too much time in this world and her with not enough? you don't hold that against her. you can't. not when you instead wish for her to find what she needs.

❝I... WAS FOOLISH, just stating how i thought of things. selfish, even. but... you had a point, you know. even in these scripts, we are still free to do as we please while getting from point a to point b. that it's not so much running around in circles, if we embrace that. i cannot dismiss that either. i shouldn't have tried. but... my prolonged time here has made it difficult to see the point in it. if anything, i am the one who can't understand you, and what it is to make the most of the time you have.❞

A PAUSE FOLLOWS once more, but your gaze does not waver away from her own for even a moment. ❝...i'd like to understand, though. but, for being unable to do so... i am sorry.❞

[nightprompts]

&. 𝐞𝐯𝐞𝐫𝐲𝐭𝐡𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐞𝐯𝐞𝐫𝐲𝐰𝐡𝐞𝐫𝐞 𝐚𝐥𝐥 𝐚𝐭 𝐨𝐧𝐜𝐞 𝐬𝐞𝐧𝐭𝐞𝐧𝐜𝐞 𝐬𝐭𝐚𝐫𝐭𝐞𝐫𝐬.

( dialogue  prompts  taken  from the script of  everything  everywhere  all  at  once  (2022),  directed  by  daniel  kwan  and  daniel  scheinert.  feel  free  to  edit  and  change  as  you  seem  fit. )

❛ you look really pretty right now. ❜

❛ stop changing the subject. ❜

❛ every day i fight, i fight for all of us. ❜

❛ what are you doing? what is wrong? ❜

❛ if i have to think about one more thing today, my head will explode. ❜

❛ you may be in grave danger. there is no time to explain.❜

❛ we can make our own way. please, come with me. ❜

❛ don't even talk to me about this because i won't remember.❜

❛ i am not your husband. at least not the one you know. i am another version of him from another life path, another universe. ❜

❛ i’m here because we need your help.❜

❛ sorry, very busy today. no time to help you– ❜

❛ all those years of searching have brought me here. to this universe. to you. ❜

❛ i’m here to tell you every rejection, every disappointment has led you here. to this moment. ❜

❛ i'm not ready to fight yet. ❜

❛ maybe we don't have a choice. ❜

❛ now, you can either come with me and live up to your ultimate potential, or lie here and live with the consequences. ❜

❛ i... want to lie here. ❜

❛ how often do people literally die laughing? ❜

❛ my husband won't even kill a spider. how are you the same person? ❜

❛ we are talking about infinity. if you can imagine it, somewhere out there, it exists. ❜

❛ how did i die? ❜

❛ i've seen you die a thousand ways. in a thousand worlds. in every single one, you were murdered. ❜

❛ what!? who wants me dead? ❜

❛ you’ve been feeling it too, haven’t you? something is off. your clothes never wear as well the next day, your hair never falls in quite the same way, even your coffee tastes... wrong. ❜

❛ maybe we would have been better off if we had never gotten married. ❜

❛ i never said that. ❜

❛ you didn’t have to. it’s the way you look at me. ❜

❛ can’t you see it? how wonderful it would be if you came with me? ❜

❛ i saw my life without you. i wish you could have seen it. it was beautiful. ❜

❛ shhh, you're not thinking straight. ❜

❛ what is worse than death? ❜

❛ i saw your face on a billboard and — this is silly — i wondered if you remembered me... ❜

❛ is it that i can’t be here, or that i’m not allowed to be here? ❜

❛ there is no good, there is no evil. there is only “goovil”. ❜

❛ if you can imagine it, you have fucked it. ❜

❛ do not be so closed minded that you blind yourself from the truth! ❜

❛ don’t make me fight you. i am really really good. ❜

❛ you're capable of anything because you're so bad at everything. ❜

❛ you can't remember anything because your bodies were under the control of other universes. ❜

❛ you were like puppets. and you could do things you normally can't do. you were like, what's that movie... raccaccoonie? ❜

❛ how can you defeat her in every universe, if you can't even kill her in one? ❜

❛ the sacrifices necessary to win this war... i know all too well. ❜

❛ i cannot lose another loved one to the darkness. ❜

❛ i know you have feelings. feelings that make you so sad. that make you just want to give up. that is not your fault. ❜

❛ i'll see you again soon, somewhere out there in all that noise. ❜

❛ just think happy thoughts. ❜

❛ you okay? caught you staring off into space again. ❜

❛ i'm the one you've been looking for. ❜

❛ i’m the one who will defeat you. ❜

❛ you’re finally free, like me. ❜

❛ you don't have to choose anymore. between loving me or hating me. you can do both at the same time. ❜

❛ before, you were asking about "our daughter". it's crazy, but it really got me thinking. what if you had come with me all of those years ago? ❜

❛ all of this time, i wasn't looking for someone who could defeat me. i was looking for someone who could see what i see, feel what i feel... ❜

❛ oh, good, you're here too. ❜

❛ i'm sorry about ruining everything, i– ❜

❛ we're all stupid. small stupid little humans. it's like our whole deal. ❜

❛ everything is going to be okay. ❜

❛ you think i’m weak don’t you? ❜

❛ when we first fell in love all of those years ago, your father would say i was too sweet for my own good. maybe he was right. ❜

❛ please! can we just stop fighting! ❜

❛ you tell me that it's a cruel world and we're all just running around in circles. i know that. i've been on this earth just as many days as you. ❜

❛ the only thing i do know is we have to be kind. be kind. especially, when we don't know what's going on. ❜

❛ i know you go through life with your fists held tight. you see yourself as a fighter. well, i see myself as one too. this is how i fight. ❜

❛ in another life, i would have really liked just doing laundry and taxes with you. ❜

❛ you know what i say? cold, hysterical, unlovable bitches like us make the world go round. ❜

❛ you aren’t unlovable. there is always something to love. ❜

❛ even in a stupid, stupid universe where we have hot dogs for fingers, we’d all be very good with our feet! ❜

❛ in a universe where we both agree that no one could love you, if we look hard enough, something will prove us wrong. ❜

❛ we are all useless alone. so its good you're not alone. ❜

❛ maybe you win in this universe. but in another, i beat you. or we tie. or we eat crepes. ❜

❛ i don't want to hurt anymore. and for some reason when i'm with you, it hurts both of us. ❜

❛ out of all of the places i could be, why would i want to be here with you? ❜

❛ i still want to be here with you. i will always want to be here with you. ❜

❛ i will cherish these few specks of time. ❜