Summary: You are Tom's ex girlfriend , even if you tried to avoid him , you two always find a way meet everytime.
(slightly angst and very cringe idk what im doing ngl)
(listen to Everytime by Ariana grande while reading this please!!because this is inspired by that song , also in this fic , Tom is in his braids era not dreads anymore sorry)
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'What the hell is he doing here?' You thought to yourself while you looked at the braided haired boy just a few seats infront of you.
You turned away your attention from him with frustration that you saw your ex again, an ex that brought you so much pain after you two broke up.
While the show is going , you felt a stare on you .
You tried to find the person staring at you , till you made eye contact with the braided haired boy .
The eye contact lasted a few seconds , you still feel a spark , a spark that was there when the two of you were still together , when the two of you were still inlove with each other .
The eye contact broke since he looked away , completely ignoring your presence as his eyebrows frowned at the sight of you.
'Asshole' you thought to yourself as you rolled your eyes , trying to get the braided boys image out of your head.
While the show is going on , you couldn't help but daydream and dwell about the past .
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"How was the concert?" You asked , your voice hinting a worry tone.
"It was fine , but my hands are really sore it kind of hurts" Tom said with a small sigh , while holding his sore hand.
You looked at him with worry in your eyes , as you wrapped your arms around him, lovingly holding him .
"Just rest for me ok?" You whispered in his ear , while still holding him in your arms.
He only nodded in response , a smile on his face as he picked you up and carried you suddenly with a huge playful smile on his face.
You only squeaked in shock but held onto him to not fall on the ground.
"Tom what the hell!"You said in a raised voice , but you couldn't help but giggle at his childish behavior.
"Shit Paparazzi's are here shit" You mumbled under your breath as you looked outside the car window .
"Don't mind them"Tom said with a smirk , as he kissed your lips suddenly.
Your eyes widened in response but accepted it anyway .
The crowd of news hungry Paparazzi took pictures of the sight but Tom took a piece of newspaper and covered your heads to make sure that the Paparazzi doesn't see you two exchange a kiss.
When you noticed what he did , you can't help but feel a smile creep up your lips , as you continued to kiss him passionately.
You snapped out of your daydreams and thoughts , as you suddenly heard a loud noise .
You looked at the direction of the noise , which was coming out of the stage .
"And the winner of this award is! Tokio Hotel" The announcer loudly yelled at the mic .
The crowd erupted with claps and yells , you could only clap your hands at the four boys .
The after party started the room was packed with celebreties left and right.
You could only laugh and drink with some of the people you know.
"Gosh can you believe the new scandal" Your friend said gossiping.
"I know right it's so serious right now , she's in some deep shit" Your other friend said in a hushed voice making sure that no one hears her gossiping .
You tried to join their conversation but they were to busy gossiping , so you excused yourself out and grabbed alcoholic drinks that was handed to you.
You walked away leaning against the wall till you see your friend walking up to you.
"Y/N you know Tom's here right?" Your friend teasingly said hoping to get a rise out of you.
"I don't care about him , i swear I'm over him like over over him"You said to your friend as you sipped your drink.
"Really ? Doesn't seem like it" Your friend teased again , with a small smirk on her face.
"I don't care about him anymore , i swear he's a stalker too , i see him everywhere i go" You said in frustration as you sipped your drink again.
You were out of breath since you ran , ran like your life depended on it .
The hoards of Paparazzi continued to chase you with cameras in hand.
Your feet started to hurt and become sore from running.
After running some more you saw a tall figure running towards you aswell , you could only look at the running figure with shock since the person isn't stopping or looking to where they were going.
You stopped running mid way but the tall running figure still isn't stopping .
The tall shadowy figure bumped onto you , you two fell on the ground .
You looked up at the figure till you recognized it.
It was Tom , he had his eyes closed while rubbing his aching head from bumping onto yours.
You could only look at Tom with shock which then turned into anger at the sight of him.
Tom then lifted his head and your eyes came in contact , his brown eyes looked at yours but then he looked away and scoffed .
He then stood up from the ground and looked at you again but looked behind you and behind him once again.
Once he realised the crowd , he ran to the opposite direction leaving you to deal with the crowds of people.
You could only look at his disappearing figure dumbfounded as the crowd took pictures of you and some went to chase the braided haired boy.
"If you don't want him I'll take him!" Your friend said jokingly teasing you more.
"Don't F/N , you'll just get your heart broken he doesn't care about what people feels" You said as you angrily sipped your drink at the thought of the braided haired boy again.
After a few minutes of talking to your friend she excused herself and went away.
You continued to drink till you were feeling tipsy , you wanted to rest at the seats but much to your surprise , Tom was there drinking his heart out .
You just stared at him , even after all those years you still haven't moved on from the braided haired boy.
You wanted to storm out of the room , but your head was absolutely killing you everytime you moved a muscle , and the sight of your ex isn't helping.
After a few moments of contemplating if you should sit at the benches where Tom is , he looked at you , his brows frowning at the sight of you being there.
"Hey Y/N!" Bill said running up to you with a huge smile on his face.
"H-hey Bill" You said , your words slurring .
"Shit Y/N are you drunk ?" Bill asked in concern .
"Is it that obvious" You said jokingly at the raven haired boy infront of you.
"Of course not" He said with a chuckle .
"But you should rest for a bit ,here" He said guiding you at the seats next to Tom .
Tom frowned even more at what Bill did , but was too drunk too care.
"No I'd rather-" You said in shock about what Bill did , as you tried to get up.
"No,you stay here, I'll get you and Tom something to drink other than fucking alcohol , how many did you drink anyway?" Bill said like an angry mother , as he crossed his arms.
"I don't know , i didn't count" You said looking down at the ground trying to recall what and how many did you drink.
Bill sighed and said" Just sit here, ok?" He said as he went away .
When Bill went away , everything was absolutely awkward with Tom , None of you said anything , you could only look at your lap and wait for Bill to get back and save you from this awkward timing.
"Hey miss would you like some more drinks?"The waiter asked , offering more alcoholic drinks.
You could only nod and take one from his tray , when you took one you heard Tom say.
"Here too" Tom said signalling the waiter to give him one aswell.
You looked at Tom and waiters interaction , your eyes never leaving Tom's face , but you quickly looked away and sipped your drink quietly.
The waiter excused himself when Tom took the drink from the tray.
Tom looked at you , you can tell he was completely out of it , he was drunk , even when you turned away you can still feel his stare on you till he said.
"Y/N, how've you been all these years?"He asked his words slurring as he grabbed the new cup of alcohol .
"Better ,without you" You didn't know why you said that ,but it just came out of your mouth , your eyebrows frowning .
He chuckled at your response , and then you asked "Well what about you ? How've you been all these years?" You asked as you sipped your drink , while looking infront of you refusing to make eye contact with the braided haired boy.
"Shit honestly , I missed you , you know that?" he said drunkenly while looking at you , you were shocked about what he said as you turned to him with wide eyes, but then contorted into anger.
"Oh fuck off Tom , i know you don't, shut it"You said venom lacing your tone , your eyes rolled at what he said.
"I really do Y/N , i love you"he said in hushed tone , as he tried to get a hold of your shoulder.
"Cut the bullshit Tom if you really love me you wouldn't have broken up with me" You said as you smacked his hand away ,while still looking at him with anger in your eyes.
"Look , i didn't mean too , i didn't know what came to me"He said , you almost feel like believing what he's saying but a part of you knows that he's not in his right mind.
"That's not what it seems like when you insisted on breaking up with me" You said in frustration as you sipped the alcoholic drink in your hands angrily .
"What are you saying Tom?" You asked him , your eyes lifted while your mouth is slightly opened.
"Well , if you don't trust me with litteraly anyone , and if you keep fucking nagging me maybe we should just break up , this- this just isn't working out"He told you coldly , his eyes looking at yours , but not with the same loving , kind eyes he used to look at you with.
"What" You said trying to process what he said, you were lost for words at what you heard him say , you could only look at him with shock .
"Well I'm saying if you don't trust me at all we should just break up , i can't have you weighting me down while I'm already fucking stressed about everything"He told you again his voice slightly raised when he voiced his opinion , his eyes was cold .
"Tom what- , i - i-"You said stumbling in your words , not knowing what to say , what to do , you can only look at him with shock and sadness .
"Besides you seem to really like (M/C), don't you? "He said , his voice isn't even holding warmth , and so does his eyes , his eyes looked at you with nothing but coldness.
"Tom please , we can clear this misunderstanding , I'm not even close to him , please Tom , think this through"You pleaded , your voice cracking at every word that came out of your mouth, as you looked at him with tear stained eyes.
"No Y/N , We can't work this out , I've already made up my mind " He said coldly towards you , his voice wasn't the same voice who was telling you sweet nothings , but now his voice was like a knife , piercing you at every word that came out of his mouth.
You didn't know what to say , what to do , the person you love with all your heart was telling you how much of a burden and distraction you are to his life , you can only stare at the distance , dumbfounded and heartbroken , your heart was cracking at every word he says.
"I'm sorry" Was the last thing he said , before he walked behind you , not even sparing a second to look at you , his shoulder coldly brushing on yours as he walked away.
Tears started to appear in your eyes while trying to process what happened just a moment ago.
You started to remember and recall what happened in the past which made you even more pissed off .
"Look i didn't mean to hurt you"He started rambling under his breath , apologizing about his past actions while looking at you with the same eyes , same eyes he used to look at you with.
"I-i just realized how much of an asshole i actually was to you , i- i didn't even give you time to explain"He said drunkenly , while looking at you.
Even though you know he was drunk out of his mind right now , and he wasn't thinking clearly , you just couldn't help but feel your heart skip a beat at what he was telling you , your mind was telling you 'no' , but your stubborn heart was screaming 'yes' .
You turned your face at him , directly looking at his chestnut brown eyes , "You're not in your right mind right now Tom , so please just stop saying things you aren't going to remember" You told him , while directly looking deep in his eyes .
"Besides , I'm trying hard to move on from you , and don't think that i forgot what you said to m-" You tried to say , but before you could finish what you were saying , your lips was caught by Tom's .
Your eyes widened when you realised what he was doing , but you couldn't help but melt under his touch , you couldn't believe what was happening , and what he was doing right now .
You just sat there and with your eyes closed , the kiss was like it was before.
After a few moments Tom pulled away his lips from yours , his breathing was heavy from the kiss ,
When he pulled away , he looked at you with the same warm eyes like before .
Before he could place his lips on yours again , you heard a yell .
"Y/N! Tom!! I got your drinks , non alcoholic just like i said" Bill yelled in the distance while holding two drinks on his hands .
When Tom realised that Bill was there, he put distance between the two of you , and just stared at Bill.
You still couldn't believe what Tom did , while staring at nothing , you placed your fingers on your lips fiddling with it while trying to process the recent events.
"Y/N? , you alright? You looked like you've seen a ghost" Bill said while looking at you with concern in his eyes .
"It was nothing" You said , avoiding his questions , his concerned eyes quickly went away and was replaced with a happy look .
"Look what i got for you! Drink this so you can sober up"He said while handing a drink .
"What took you so long anyway?" You heard Tom ask .
"Oh , was i too long ? Well i was just talking with some friends" Bill sheepishly said with a slight chuckle .
Tom only nodded understanding what Bill said .
You can only sit there in silence and awkwardness eating you as time passes .
Once you finished your drink that Bill gave you , you stood up from your seat and said .
"I better go Bill " you said , excusing yourself early so you can get out of the awkward situation.
"So soon? But ok , see you soon!" Bill said , saying goodbye to you as he ran up to you giving a last quick hug .
You hugged Bill back as you said goodbye again , but then you turned to Tom's sitting figure slightly while still hugging Bill but you quickly turned away again.
You were about to leave the event but you felt a hand grasp your arm .
You turned at the person who was holding your arm but much to your surprise it was Tom .
"What is it Tom?" You asked him while trying to pull your hand back to yourself .
"What i said earlier was true, i really do regret letting you go" He said , almost a whisper came out of his mouth , you can only look at him with wide eyes .
"Tom just stop it" You said getting slightly annoyed at his bahavior .
"Just think this through , i want you back Y/N"He said , his voice was genuine , which made you confused on what to do .
You just stared at him for a few minutes , while he stared at your eyes back , waiting patiently for your answer.
You just gave a soft nod , and turned away from him and went in your vehicle .
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The next day came , Tom's head was like a bullet shooting him at every move .
He opened his eyes , his head was pounding , but he just stood up from his bed , his shirt was messy , his stomach was slightly exposed .
He grunted softly while rubbing his aching head .
'What the hell happened" He thought to himself , while trying to recall the past events .
While thinking deeply , his eyes went wide when he realised what he did last night .
"Why did i do that?!" He thought loudly to himself, as he started to softly smack his head .
He was now fully awake , he wanted to dig a hole and bury himself in it because of what he did .
But he couldn't help but smile to himself while touching his lips because , maybe he has a chance to win you over again.
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Idk what im doing yall😍😍 , the smut fic of bill is 😱 idk of i should publish it but dont mind the typos please😭😭 i did this in school bc i was bored but hey like i said please excuse my typos and wrong grammar .
