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I’ve fought some lost battles and yeah, that’s okay. It taught me to let go, take time, and walk away. Some things - soulmates- they aren’t meant to stay. And when I’ve tried to force it, my heart shattered- needed a break.

It doesn’t make it easy. The pain will remain. But when I gave it time, the pain turned into strength. I couldn’t stay down. I couldn’t cry all day. What good will that do? Self love requires change🫀

.deep love sickness.

the way he observed the room around him. the way he walked. the way he’d run his fingers through his hair. the way he’d cross his arms in conversation. the way he spoke humor under his breath. the way he bit his tongue. the way he finally let go of the weight from the world around him when he fell asleep. the way he perfected everything he put his mind to. the way he could shut everything out and focus on what was in front of him. the way he wouldn't give up unless he figured it out. the way he was serious when it came to hair. the way he didn't mind being alone in his space. there are so many ways of him and she loved them all so deeply.

the difference was felt but couldn't be accepted. because the belief then - when the love is so deep, how could it be on one side? how could it exist then dissipate so quickly. instead, with an absent mind, and toxic trait of people pleasing, piece by piece she began to chip away. she became what she thought he wanted. maybe if she were skinnier. had longer hair. if her humor was different. if she didn’t ask for help. if she could kiss right. maybe if she perfected everything she did. maybe if she worked twice as hard and could be accepted by everyone they were around. if she were already healed. wasn’t damaged. smarter. maybe if she had a lot of success. then maybe she’d be seen in that way. maybe she’d be wanted. maybe he’d love her with the same deep love that made her sick. and finally, maybe if difference became balance - there wouldn't be sickness anymore.

✨DIVINE ALIGNMENT✨

let her see her. she likes her. she believes she is meant to share it with someone someday but for now she's for her. she's good with she. she’s funny. creative. driven. loves to laugh. all good vibes even through cycled tides. she’s smart. diligent in all her work. her mother’s divine. has a big heart and she's learning how to protect it. she is earth. grounded. humbled and connected. loves friendship but knows how to be alone. she is good with she and that is enough.

#divinealignment #sheisshe #enough #healing

I found you in the ashes, hiding in your shell. I picked you up and ran into the forest. I laid you in the the grass but looking at your shell, you were so dry. I picked you up again and rubbed your back. On my way to the water I cried and said to my brother “I have to let him go”. It felt wrong to abandon you but I knew you had what you needed and only in the silence will you feel safe to come out again. 🐢🧡

#turtle friend #letting go