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before the slayer--
 He knew that there was no such thing as monsters.
 He was twenty-six when he graduated seminary and became ordained, and almost twenty-nine by the time he was done with his internship at a small church just north of London. It had been a very informative time for him, he learned a great deal under the wing of the vicar there, but he was eager to lead his own parish. He was sent to a larger church closer to the city, and for a time things were near idyllic.
 The nightmares started shortly after his thirtieth birthday. They came slowly at first, and were easy to shake off. He would wake in the morning with a feeling of dread but no memory of what he had dreamt, and that made it easy for him to forget them and carry on with his day. Everything was still normal.
 And then the nightmares began to intensify, although it was still hard for him to make out events or their meaning. He would remember snippets of them while writing sermons or during his prayers â flashes of red, muffled screams, sharp fingers reaching for himâŠ
 He didnât truly begin to worry until the nightmares began waking him in the middle of the night. He would come to in a panic, thrashing to defend himself from a threat that wasnât really there. Sometimes it was hard for him to breathe, like the dark, heavy thing of his nightmares was suffocating him. He would gasp, choke, and fight back pained tears that threatened to fall.
 But he still didnât believe in monsters.
 ~
 âFather Paton?â
 Elliott was straightening the candles on the altar when the timid voice called out to him, echoing in the empty church. Admittedly he was a little startled â he hadnât slept well the night before â he jumped and his hand came to his chest before he turned to look over his shoulder. It was a young woman, she couldnât have been any older than sixteen, and he visibly relaxed.
 âHullo,â he said gently, walking down to altar steps to meet her as she hesitantly approached. He smiled at her. âIs there something I can help you with, miss?â
 âFather Elliott Paton?â she asked again slowly like she had to clarify. She paused at the second row of pews.
 His smile faltered, but only for a second and he let out a quiet chuckle. âYes, thatâs me,â he said cheerily. âFather Elliott is fine.â She had her arms wrapped around her torso tightly, and he thought that it looked like she was trembling. His brow furrowed. âAre you alright?â
 âIââ She turned her eyes away from him and stared at something over his shoulder. âI would like to talk to you.â Her voice was very soft. Her eyes found his again and a tiny smile came to her face, but something about it seemed forced. âPlease?â
 He led her to his office, watching her carefully from the corner of his eye. She walked beside him but kept her gaze turned down and her arms wrapped around herself. âWhatâs your name?â he asked pleasantly, fishing for his keys to unlock the door. He fought with the lock, and when she didnât immediately answer him he glanced at her.
 âItâs Nero,â she said, looking at him.
 âOh,â he said on a short, amused laugh, pushing the door open. âThatâs almost funny; do you know who Neroââ
 But he didnât have a chance to finish because she was shoving him into the office, her hands much stronger than he would have guessed. Elliott stumbled in with a surprised shout and fell to his hands and knees. The door slammed shut behind him, and there was the sound of the lock turning. âI know who I am,â she snarled, walking around him so that she was standing in front of him. âAnd I know who you are too, Father.â
 âWhat are youââ Elliott started angrily, trying to climb to his feet. But she lifted her foot to press into his shoulder, forcefully pushing him back down. Her hands were on her hips and she was grinning. âWhatâs the meaning of this?â
 She laughed, and it wasnât a pretty sound. âThatâs what the others said. The other two,â she said, clearly pleased.
 Then she blinked, and her eyes went black. Elliott gasped and scrambled away from her, stopping only when his back struck the bookcase. âWho are you?â he demanded, managing to keep his voice level.
 âArenât you listening?â she said wearily, but she was still grinning. âYou know who I am. I know I donât look like much now, but a little birdie told me that thisââ she gestured to herself, ââwould be appealing to you.â
 Elliottâs eyes narrowed. âYouâre mistaken,â he answered in a low voice.
 She laughed again. âIt got me in here, didnât it?â she asked, much too innocently. She reached into her jacket and brandished a gun, which she aimed at his head. âYâknow, this is going to be a hell of a lot easier than I thought.â
 He recognized the click of the safety.
 âWait,â he said. His voice was almost trembling, but he managed to keep his expression level as he looked up at her. âIf youâre going to kill me, you might as well tell me why.â
 She lowered the gun, but only just, her expression going skeptical. Her eyes were still dark and he found it hard to look at them, but he defiantly refused to look away from her. He thought that she would have liked it if he squirmed, and he wouldnât give her the pleasure.
 âWhy?â she repeated incredulously, her brows rising. âWell, you would probably call it a Divine Calling. He commanded, âKill the one who will fall before he has the chance.â So I will. Itâs better this way, trust me.â He didnât like how she smiled at him, like he was something she could devour.
 âGod told you to kill me?â
 âNot your God,â she answered with an ugly smirk.
 âThereâs only one God,â Elliott said gravely.
 She laughed like she was delighted by his reaction. âYou Apostles are all the same,â she said, still giggling softly and shaking her head. âSo narrow-minded. Youâre wearing those Holy Spirit blinders and you canât see that there are gods everywhere. You just have to know where to look.â
 âSo which god told you to kill me?â Elliott asked, deciding to indulge her in an attempt to draw out the time. Perhaps someone would find them; perhaps he would be able to get awayâ
 âOh, Father, I think you know the answer to that.â He did.
 âBlasphemy,â he snapped. âHe is no god.â
 She practically howled with laughter now. âThatâs rich, coming from you,â she said when she could catch her breath, but he didnât understand. âDonât worry,â she went on like she was being compassionate, raising the gun, âIâll put you out of your misery before itâs too late.â âProve it then,â Elliott said quickly, his panic rising again. Her expression went suspicious again. âProve youâre who you say you are. If youâre really Nero.â
 âGod, you are so annoying,â she said, but her voice was almost fond in a way that made his skin crawl. âMost people see the eyes and start begging for their lives. Begging for a deal. What good will your proof be when youâre burning in Hell?â
 It was a legitimate question, but he didnât answer her. She sighed.
 âFine. Itâs not like it matters.â
 Elliott blinked as her head tipped back and her arms fell to her side. Her mouth opened and she gasped, stumbled backwards, and when she was looking at him again something in her face had changed. Her eyes were back to normal, and she looked frightened.
 âAre youââ
 âRun,â she interrupted meekly, the gun dropping from her hand. âItâs in me. It knows who you are. Itâs going to kill you. It killed everyone else.â She was babbling, almost sobbing. âPlease. I canât stop⊠I canât stop itâŠ!â
 His brow furrowed, but he scrambled to his feet, eyeing the gun on the floor beside her. âWhat are youââ
 âRUN!â she said again, almost screaming, and this time he obeyed. The closest door that lead out of the office was not the one they had come through, but a door that lead to a storage area that wrapped around the back church, in the space behind the altar. He pushed through the door as the girl let out another pained scream, and he had it slammed shut as she began cursing loudly, possessed by Nero again. He didnât have time to block the door so he ran down the hall, stumbling around boxes of decorations and candles. He heard the door open behind him but he didnât look back.
âThereâs nowhere for you to go!â she was shouting after him, near maniacally.
 He pulled open the door at the end of the hall and slammed it shut behind him. There was a lock on this one and he turned it, but in the back of his mind he knew that it wouldn't matter. She was still calling after him, taunting him, and he backed into the room trying to catch his breath, trying to think.
 It was another small storage room full of shelves and a small refrigerator where they kept the Holy Water and Communion wine. There was a rattling on the other side of the door and he jumped, darting over to the refrigerator to pull the door open because he had gotten an idea. If that thing was a demon, then he was going to get it out of that girl one way or another. âOh, Father,â she called sweetly, tapping what sounded like the gun against the door. âWhy donât you open up? Then no one else will die. Say, this lovely vessel for example.â
 There was the sound of a gunshot and he jumped, almost dropping the jug of water he had pulled from the refrigerator. Everything went eerily silent. In the lull, he realized he was shaking. This was madness. He was going mad.
 âDonât worry,â she was saying on a soft, slightly pained groan. âThat was just a warning shot. Her shoulder. Next time it will be her head, and then she wonât live without me inside of her. You will have killed her. Now. Open. Up.â
 So he did.
 He pushed the door into her and she stumbled backwards in surprise. She managed to raise the gun and shoot, but her aim was off because she hadnât been expecting him to dart out so soon. The bullet struck him, just grazed his upper arm, and he yelped in pained surprised.
 Thankfully, he had already torn the cap off of the jug and he threw a splash of water into her face, almost expecting nothing to happen. But her skin began to sizzle and she screamed, dropping the gun in favor of clawing at her face. He noticed her shoulder was bleeding heavily, but that didnât seem to bother her as much as the water.
 âWhat did you do?â she screeched desperately, falling back into a cart of choir robes. Steam rose from where the water had touched her skin, her cheeks boiled, but he didnât run. He picked up the gun.
 âGet out of her,â he hissed, sounding braver than he actually felt. His head was spinning. This wasnât happening. This couldnât be happening. This wasnât real. She tried to rise from where she had fallen, so he poured more water on her and she screamed again. âI said get out.â
 âAre you going to kill me?â she snarled, struggling in the pile of robes and hangers that she had knocked over. âYou canât. I know you canât. You donât know how.â
 âMaybe not,â Elliott answered, pouring more water over her face. She screamed again. He turned the safety of the gun back on and tucked it into the back of his pants like he had seen in on the telly before kneeling in front of her. Something else was driving him now; the adrenaline had taken over.
 âGet out.â
 âGo to Hell,â she spat.
 Elliott reached for her jaw then, yanking it down so that her mouth was open. She tried to struggle but he pinned her against the wall before tipping the jug over her open mouth.
 Her screams were worse than before. She choked, gurgled under the flow of the water, and steam rolled from her mouth and nostrils as her insides burned. He tried not to flinch at the sight; he swallowed the bile down, and eventually pulled the jug away before he ran out of water.
 âGet out. Iâve got plenty more,â he barked.
 She looked at him in disbelief, her eyes moving rapidly over his face like she was trying to decide if he was bluffing or not. And then her head tipped back and she gasped before going weak in his arms. She fainted.
 Elliott loosened his grip on her hesitantly, but something told him that the thing had truly gone from her. Her skin had stopped sizzling where it was wet almost immediately after she went slack, but he still looked around the hall like there might a spirit lurking nearby.
 He looked back at her and saw the blood at her shoulder. It reminded him of his own wound, and the room spun a little. He managed to pull one of the robes from beneath her to press against her. After a moment he inspected it, and it seemed to be fairly superficial â for a gunshot wound. When he worked up the nerve to inspect his own, he saw it was even less severe than hers.
  Suddenly she stirred and let out a pained moan.
 âHey, hey, itâs okay,â he said to her, his voice breaking. Only then did he realize that he had been crying; the tears had begun to dry on his cheeks. He focused on her though, setting the jug of water beside them. He reached to brush her sopping hair from her face, and she slowly blinked up at him.
 âIs it gone?â she asked, sounding dazed but still slightly panicked. âI donât feel it anymore. Is it gone?â
 Elliott nodded. âIâI think so,â he said slowly, and the girl let out a relieved sigh.
 She refused to stay, although Elliott had wanted to help her with her wound â even if he wasnât certain what he would be able to do. He tried to get information from her, about what had just happened, why whatever that thing was had tried to kill him, but she only shook her head and said she had to go, she didnât know anything. He didnât believe her, but he couldnât force her to stay.
 Before she was out of earshot, he apologized for what he had done to her. She paused and turned to him, nothing but sincerity on her face. âYou donât need to say that, but I forgive you,â she assured him, smiling shyly. âBesides, I shot you, too. I think weâre even.â
 When Nero returned for him, Elliott was ready.
 ~
 âDEMONS IN LONDON!â the headline on the front page of The Sun read in large, ominous letters. Elliottâs picture was in a small box below the headline; he had been on a hunt when the picture was taken and he hadnât known that someone was following him. It was taken from behind and rather blurred, but he could see how one could surmise that it was him. The reporter had tried to contact him for an interview but he declined to say anything and demanded that they not print the article, but that had never stopped the tabloid before.
 At least, miraculously, they had printed the wrong name for him in the article.
 He had been keeping his side work a secret for obvious reasons; he didnât need the church to find out what he was doing. Performing exorcisms was a big no-no in their eyes, although that was primarily because exorcisms of the past had been brutal and predominantly unnecessary. But Nero eventually came back for him in a new body, and after he had managed to exorcize him there was a slew of new demons coming for him as well. He had to defend himself.
 None of his attackers would give him any answers, so he took it upon himself to find them on his own. Most of his attempts yielded little to no results, and he didnât even know if he was looking in the right places. All he managed to gather was that someone, something, wanted him dead. Allegedly, Satan wanted him dead, but no one would tell him why.
 This wasnât even supposed to be real. Elliott might have tried to ignore what was happening if the things didnât keep coming after him, in varying bodies like they might catch him off guard in the guise of a child or an elderly manâ
 The bishop slapped the newspaper down in front of him, his brow furrowed in anger and disappointment. âDo you care to explain yourself?â he asked levelly.
 Elliott blinked down at the newspaper, his mouth opening and closing uncertainly. âWell, itâs rubbish, isnât it?â he said with a short laugh, looking back up at the bishop. The other man just stared at him. âWith all due respect, itâs just a tabloid. Nobody believes anything they print. Not really.â
 âIs that all you have to say?â
 âI wasnât hunting for demons or performing exorcisms, if thatâs what you mean,â Elliott answered, his own brow furrowing. âItâs simple: they made it up. I donât understand what youââ
 The bishop held up his hand to stop him and then reached for the paper. ââI canât explain what happened to me, a victim who wishes to remain anonymous told this reporter. There was a monster inside of me, it made me think horrible things, but a priest saved me. He took the monster away,ââ he read in a flat tone. ââSeveral other victims stepped forward with similar claims, but the priest in question refused to comment after several attempted phone callsâââ
 âOkay,â Elliott said, cutting him off. âThey did call here. But I didnât think that it was important enough to bother you with.â
 âYou didnât think that accusations of a rogue priest performing exorcisms was worth bringing to my attention?â the bishop asked sharply. âEspecially when theyâve named the bloody town for everyone to see?â
 Elliott looked away from him, an embarrassed heat coming to his cheeks. âWell, when you put it that wayâŠâ he said slowly.
 âYouâre being relocated,â the bishop said with a sigh, placing the newspaper back on the desk between them. âI believe you, but unfortunately others arenât as⊠convinced. Several parishioners have come forward with concerns. They donât want you here.â
 âIâve been here for nearly two years!â Elliott exclaimed, looking back at him. âOne ridiculous article in a tabloid, and they donât trust me anymore?â Something close to anger clenched in his chest, and he took a deep breath.
 âNo, they donât,â the bishop replied bluntly, rising from his chair. âJust be thankful that they didnât print your name, or the repercussions could have been worse.â
 Elliott rose with him and watched as the other man made his way to the coat rack by the door to collect his jacket and hat. âWhere am I going?â he asked, suddenly tired.
 The bishop looked at him, his expression wry. âSouth. Oxford area, I believe. Or was it Portsmouth? Check your messages, Iâve had Stacy send you the address. Itâs⊠quaint. Youâll like it.â He opened the door to leave but before he stepped out he added, âNo one there will know where youâve come from, and no one else knows where youâre going. Iâd keep it that way if I were you.â
 He meant that he was being sent somewhere discrete. Somewhere they could keep an eye on him and where he wouldnât get into trouble. It aggravated him that he was being forced to start over, despite the fact that the claims had been true and he had just lied through his teeth. But wasnât that the better option? Would they even believe the truth?
 The next day, while he was packing his things, Elliott began to think that perhaps this was a blessing in disguise. By the time he was on the road that weekend, he was practically feeling relieved.
 Maybe they wouldnât be able to find him there.
before the one with a space sex slave ringâ
If you go by the number of circles her planet has made 'round its sun, she was fast closing on two decades gone of her life, but she looked less than that. They started the treatments earlier now - she was told this when her head felt like it might burst from the injections. Harmless side effects. Her mother did not surface from wherever she wiled her days away in the castle to hold her.
Winifred knew, in any case, how old she looked. She was still annoyed by the news that they were to give her a playmate.
"Not a playmate," Haimes told her, his voice easy, reassuring as if to a child. "Merely a companion. Think of a lady's maid."
"I have those," she said.
"Then a toy," Haimes said.
Her stomach clenched. She didn't understand why, and so she didn't think twice about it. "I have those, too," she said. It wasn't a lie.
Winifred was almost sure, once she thought about it, that they were trying to defer lecherous attentions from her. Because of course, in the castle's sprawl, even being above everyone but her parents, she attracted it. None of the nobility was used to hearing no, no matter who said it. It was a good lesson to learn when you were young: 'no' was not enough. You had to plan.
She was out in one of the courtyards when Haimes announced the delivery of what he'd called her 'toy;' he did not say it was a toy this time. Haimes bowed out of the way of one of the most beautiful girls Winifred had ever seen.
She was shorter than her, but even then her legs were long curves, matched in her hips, her breasts. Her skin was olive-dark and her hair was so, so black. Winifred stared, but regained composure.
"Hello," she said. "What do I call you?"
The woman smiled, almost impishly. "Whatever you'd like, your highness," she said, not at all sounding scripted.
*
Winifred would only call her 'Lady.' She'd never named anything.
She realized again the extenuating circumstances that had gone into the decision to give her a playmate when both she and her Lady could look at passersby in the castle archly, flagged by servants, Haimes, guards at times. Then the other woman would look at her, and they would share a smile.
She professed a fascination with her hair and brushed it constantly. When there was another round of injections, one afternoon Win hobbled away to bed, away from her and her brush, she felt the Lady rise to her feet from where she had sat, and then bolt for her when she collapsed in screaming. The world seemed to turn as she took her by the shoulders and pulled her into her lap on her bed, soothed her, kissed at her tears. There was a bustle at the door, another injection, and no more pain. Win's head did not leave the woman's lap.
The woman never left her side. She wouldn't tell her the name she was given - she didn't like using it anymore, she said - but after a fashion she reminisced about home. A planet too far to get back to, she said, but before the pollution, it had been beautiful. "I can take you," Win said, resolutely. "We can go together."
The woman looked at her for a moment, strangely, then laughed. "You are a sweet girl," she said, but Winifred didn't understand - did she sound unsettled?
The days passed like that. Winifred brought her to court more and more; it was easier to ignore her father's intonings, even if sometimes her Lady would comment on them in whispers, and once she laughed so loudly the court hushed, looking back in her direction. She had never though to wonder if her Lady's story or planet was real, but she seemed unaffected by court hierarchy or importance. Win felt like she could breathe, but hadn't realized that she wasn't before.
The rest of the day they'd spend braiding hair, or quiet together in the same room, or talking and laughing. Win reading, the Lady knitting; this was fascinating to watch, so Winifred was often distracted from whatever other task she'd chosen by it. That made her Lady laugh. They sometimes dallied in Win's bed but always slept together, long enough so that Win had grown used to waking up with warmth beside her when one day she woke up without it.
She stirred, searched with outstretching arms, cracked her eyes open finally to call out.
Win padded out of her room into the salon beyond, where her guard stood at attention. She glanced back through her own door, to the bed undone.
"Did the Lady go down to breakfast?" she asked no one in particular. No one responded.
She cleared her throat, pointed. "Bedlam?" she asked, and the man in question perked up. "Did you hear what I asked you?"
He ducked his head. "Yes," he said. And then, "I'm not sure who you're talking about, highness."
Win stands there for one second, then another, then she calmly walked into the hallway, where she then broke to a run.
*
To get to the king outside of court, you had to go through the planet. The trip nauseated everyone who took it. She stood in the elevator, a stone.
"What did you do to her?" she demanded, having walked past countless guards, one still yelling in her wake.
Her father was stood behind a desk, flanked by two others, blinking up as if her intrusion was a genuine surprise. Then, smoothly, he pressed the panel at his desk to close the door; the sound of clamoring behind her was swallowed abruptly. "I have no idea who you're talking about," he said.
"Don't test me." Blood rushed in her ears.
"Excuse me?" He smiled wide, terrible. "Is that any way to speak to your father?" Then he put down the folder and rounded the desk. "Come and tell me what's happened."
She never figured out if the woman was living or dead, which she suspected later might have been on purpose, with her not giving a name an affect of the lesson. But she didn't know which parts of it were the lesson. And she didn't know how he accomplished it: no one, no one else, would speak of the Lady.
It was a good lesson to learn when you were young. You had to plan.
the one with a space sex slave ring--
For nearly three decades, both sides of the battle respected this neutrality.          Â
But Iotaâs land was still quite fertile, unmarred by violence and carnage, and Iotians were a primarily peaceful, and inherently trustful people who had no reason to consider building their own weapons. Desperate times called for desperate measures; thus, the planet was invaded.
All things considered, they were lucky. Human ships were the first to descend on the planet. If the Lobites had been the first to arrive, there was no question that they would have slaughtered every man, woman, and child on sight and without hesitation. Iotians, after all, had the misfortune or sharing a similar biology to humans. Humanoid in appearance, the only indication that they were anything but were the markings on their skin that varied for each individual, intricate, naturally formed tattoos that mapped family history.
Nevertheless, it was humans who came first, and, later, some would claim that death would have been the better alternative.
The humans were initially diplomatic, but they usually were. Where Lobites had no qualms with showing their true nature, humans tended to be more tactful. They were kind to the Iotians to earn their trust, but when it became clear that the locals had no plans on choosing a side in the war, let alone the human side, their manner changed. More starships appeared from where they had been hiding behind Iotaâs moons.
It was a fairly clean takeover, with hardly any bloodshed. There had been no way for the Iotians to truly defend themselves, and those that tried to fight to protect their land were made into gruesome public examples. Any battles that ensued didnât last longer than a fortnight, and Iota was soon under human control.
At first, the humans didnât know what to do with the Iotians. They refused to join the war, but they also refused to do much else. Since the invasion, most stopped tending to the finicky crops and livestock so that the invaders could not reap what they had sowed. They might have been a peaceful people, but they were also about as stubborn as the elephant oxen that were also native to the planet.
To humans, Iotians seemed to be very simple. Clearly they were inferior and stupid because they couldnât defend themselves and rarely spoke; when they did speak, they chose to use their native dialect instead of any of the Universal Languages. To deal with their simplicity, the humans decided to react with savagery. They would teach the Iotians how to respect them.
Throughout the war, as a sort of tactic to force other races to take their side, the humans had developed a nasty habit of enslaving those who would not comply. The soldiers could not legally claim peaceful inhabitants as prisoners of war and therefore could not sell them out to the Collectors, a group of almost-mercenaries who dealt in a rather specific type of trade under the guise of debt collectionâ
In the beginning, when the Collectors first came into existence, their work was about as innocent as roundabout slave trade could be. Internees who had some sort of debt and could not pay were given the chance to clear their debt with their lives â although it was rather hard to leave once they were in the system. And then there were those who hadnât had a choice in the matter and were bought under the table, or stolen from their homes.
Internees were sent to work for important people; members of varying governments, royalty, anyone who could afford the ghastly price to buy a person. But with galactic expansion, many developed rather specific affinities for alien races considered aesthetically fascinating. And as it turned out, the Collectors had a creature for just about every fetish imaginable â for a fee.
And while humans might have found Iotians simple, there was no denying the beauty in the varying, mystical designs on their skin, or their strong, lithe builds, or their constant dreamy, almost indolent airs. Iota was small, there were so few of them, and their rarity only made them more desirable.
âSo the soldiers couldnât legally sell them but they could, however, turn a blind eye when the Collectorsâ massive ships descended on the planet. Young women were taken first, torn from their homes in broad daylight. There was no one to protect them.
The threat of their daughters being taken was enough for the Iotians to fall into line and resume work in their fields â under the supervision of armed guards, of course. But then, as they are often wont to do, people became greedy. The inhabitants of far away colonies began to wonder if the men were just as beautiful as the women, and the Collector's felt compelled to fulfill their demands.
He was thirteen when he was taken, ripped from the arms of his weeping mother outside of their farmhouse when the sun was still high in the sky. There was a soldier nearby, his gun perched on his shoulder, but his face was turned toward the field so he did not see the scene unfold â although it must have been hard to ignore the helpless cries of the small family.
The Collectors had many names for him: boy, and other variants; Internee NI-264; Iotian wretch, scum, trash⊠They never asked for his name because it didnât matter â he would go by whatever name his future patrons wished â but he might not have told them if they had. His mother had called him Elliott.
There were tests and vaccinations to make sure that he was healthy, countless needles, medicines, and sterile, white rooms. Finally he was sent to Haven, a central satellite that had become the hub for the Collectorsâ activity, but he hardly had time to make himself comfortable in the quarters he had been given when he was being shipped off again.
His first patron was a retired professor with frighteningly particular tastes. When he became bored with him, around the time Elliottâs voice began to deepen, there was a brief respite before he was sent to a couple that like to dress him in pretty clothes. There was a rich elderly woman who had merely been looking for the occasional dinner conversation and someone to hold her hand on her deathbed; he had been sad when she died. There were doctors, soldiers, mothers, and fathersâ Anyone who was interested and could afford his pandererâs fee.
On the whole, he was one of the fortunate ones. Not all of the Collectorsâ victims had been lucky enough to find themselves in the care of a well-connected and fairly genial pimp, for thatâs what they were even if the Collectors avoided using the archaic slang. It would take him years to understand this providence.
~
By the time he was twenty-two, he found himself back on Haven. He was patronless, and consequently homeless, and had been sent to live in one of the hostels with others who also happened to be in between homes. He couldnât call this place a home; it had always reminded Elliott of the zoos that humans seemed so fond of. It was merely a waiting room for those in between owners.
It was a nice waiting room though, with plenty of space for the internees to live comfortably. He was given his own room, although the forth wall that faced the hallway was nonexistent unless potential clients requested privacy. There was a large plush bed that took up most of the room, and a matching chaise that he rarely used was pushed into the corner.
On the back wall beneath a window that overlooked a courtyard was a desk, and beside that a small shelf. Both of these were more to give the room character than for actual storage, although he did have a few meager belongings to display. Small trinkets and books, gifts from previous owners or regulars who preferred to buy a few hours of his time instead of years. Most of these things were fairly useless to him, but he couldn't bear to part with them. What else in the world could he call his own when he couldn't even claim his own body?
During the day, he was expected to leave the confines of his room and mingle with others who lived there, as well as potential clientele. It was best to pretend he was not actually living in a brothel, and in all fairness the Collectors had done a fairly good job in keeping them comfortable. Still, he found he preferred to spend time by himself, even when he made his way out of his room. He had a hard time getting along with some of the others, most of whom he considered fairly brainwashed â especially those who had made the decision to join the Collectors on their own. He was compliant because he learned early on that it made things easier, but that didnât mean he wanted to make friends.
Weeks went by, and he watched from what he considered the safety of his own room as others fluxed in and out of Haven. This wasnât the longest he had gone without a patron, but the lull was beginning to make him nervous. Everyone knew what happened to internees that couldnât keep money coming in, and he wasnât getting younger.
There was a scheduled Rain Day, and the internees were stuck inside. Most had made their way to the spa; Elliott had watched them pass his room giggling amongst themselves, playfully stripping each other for the benefit of any lingering customers. No one asked him to join them and he got back to his book, some religious text that a previous patron had given him in an attempt to save his soul, or something like that. (Which was ironic, considering the games this particular patron had enjoyed playing.) He found it rather dry.
Eventually the hall was quiet. He could hear someone in a neighboring room listening to gentle music, the patter of manmade rain, and the distant, hushed sounds of lovemaking. This was about as peaceful as it was able to get on Haven, and he made it through several more pages before he was considering heading down to the café for something to eat.
He closed the book and set it beside him, unfurling his crossed legs to stretch where he sat on the bed. He leaned back a little, arched his back and sighed pleasurably, and that was when he heard the voices making their way down the hall. They were speaking in English.
ââŠAnd we're looking for a birthday present.â
âWell, youâve come to the right place. Weâve got everything her heart could possibly desire. Weâve run your credentials and everything seems to be in orderââ There was a switch in tone as the matron clearly addressed a third, more important person. ââYouâre welcome to look around, your ladyship. These are the quarters, and the courtyard is that way, but it seems the Rain Day has driven almost everyone to the spa.â The matron let out a little, pompous laugh, like this amused her, as if to say kids will be kids. âIf you keep heading down this hall, thereâs a lift that can take you there. If you have any questions, or need anythingâŠâ
There was the sound of almost bored affirmation, and the click of heels against the marble floor as she made her way further into the dormitory. âYour ladyshipâ had made Elliott curious â very rarely did royalty actually come to Haven â and he straightened where he sat. Her footsteps paused, and he heard another internee murmur something lewd. The woman laughed pleasantly, but she resumed walking.
He swung his feet to the floor and tried not to stare into the hall impatiently. That would have been unbecoming of him, and he didnât exactly expect to make any sort of lasting impression on a royal. That was not his usual clientele, although he had heard stories that they made for some of the best patrons. There were rumors of lords and ladies buying entire lives, and if the internee was to outlive his or her master, they were to be free.
He also tried not to get his hopes up.
ââNI-264,ââ a voice in an accent he couldn't place said.
Elliott looked up and she was there, standing just outside of the room and looking at him curiously. Her hand was raised, fingers pressed against the nameplate outside of his room like she had traced the numbers as she read them. His first thought was that she could have been Iotian; she was tall and slender like his people, but her pale skin was absent of any tattoos and her hair was much too red. Only humans had hair like that.
His second thought was that she was very, very pretty.
Silence stretched between them as they studied each other in mutual interest, neither of them moving at first. But she dropped her hand from the nameplate and stepped into the room, tearing her gaze away from him to look around. He kept watching her, suddenly feeling suspicious for reasons he couldnât place.
âWhatâs it mean?â she asked casually, still not looking at him. She picked up a small toy horse from his desk.
âItâs the name the Collectors have given me,â he answered in a practiced sort of civility, hating the taste of her language on his tongue. His eyes stayed on her fingers as she turned the toy over in her hands. âMy identification.â
She glanced at him for a second before placing the toy back on the desk. âYes, but what's it mean?â She leaned to smell a vase full of flowers that he had collected from the courtyard.
His eyes rose to her face, his brow furrowing for a moment. He still sat on the bed, his hands folded in his lap, and he hadn't considered that this might have been rude. They didn't have royalty on Iota. He sighed. âIt means where Iâm from. âNIâ, Northern Iota. Iâm the 264th internee from my planet.â
âYou have rather good English, for an Iotian,â she noted, her voice still light.
ââFor an Iotian,ââ he parroted under his breath with a derisive snort before he could stop himself.
Her expression shifted then, she went rigid where she stood like she was caught off guard. She was quick to compose herself though, like any good royal, her eyes narrowing in his direction. Now he stiffened too, recognizing his mistake. He began to panic.
âDo you know what I could do to you?â she was asking amiably, almost flirtatiously, making her way closer to the bed. Despite the pleasant tone of her voice, there was no mistaking the threat between her words. She stopped within armâs reach and looked down at him with an expression of thinly veiled antipathy.
âAnything you wish, your ladyship,â he answered in a low, static voice like he was reading from a script. He was too frightened to dare looking her directly in the eye.
Her lips curled into a wicked smile and she reached to brush his hair from his face. She didnât say anything at first; she just watched her fingers trace the shape of his ear, down the slope of his cheek where the pattern on his skin began.
She followed it with the tips of her fingers inquiringly, her nails scraping against his neck gently, making him shudder involuntarily. He hated himself for it. She tilted her head as her fingers slipped beneath the collar of his tunic, pushing the thin fabric aside so that she could see the marks along his shoulder that moved further down his chest, his back, disappearing beneath his clothing.
Her eyes found his again and she pulled her hand from his shoulder, reaching to grasp a fistful of his hair to tilt his head back. âIâll advise you to remember that,â she hissed leaning closer, her face very near to his. âEiânn-ddaf?â (Do you understand?)
He was so shocked to hear her speak in Iotian that he wasnât certain how to respond at first. He couldnât remember the last time anyone had spoken in his native tongue to him, and it confused him that he might hear the words in such a strange lilt.
âIeânn-ddaf,â he responded softly. And then as an afterthought, and because he remembered that it was disrespectful to not use one of the Universal Languages when addressing royalty, he added, âI understand, your ladyship.â
âLady Win?â came another voice from the hall. It was the other voice from before, the man that had been speaking to the matron.
She looked up, but didnât relinquish her tight hold on his hair quite yet. âHaimes,â she acknowledged, her tone light again. Her fingers loosened and she stroked his hair back gently, almost fondly, as she straightened. âThis one.â
The man in the doorway looked from her, and then to Elliott, his expression almost incredulous. âYou donât want to see what elseââ
âThis one,â she interrupted sharply, her hand still possessively pressed against the crown of his head. She looked back at Elliott and smiled again. âHeâs mine. Arenât you?â Her head tilted prettily as she waited for his answer.
And he knew; looking at her then he knew that she was right. There had been no monetary exchange for his life yet, but something in the air had shifted. He didnât know why he felt so certain and it frightened him because it was such an unfamiliar, dazzling feelingâ
It has never felt like this before.
He nodded slowly and when he spoke, his voice was barely a whisper, âYes, your ladyship.â
âGood boy,â she said cheerily, patting his head like he was a well-behaved pet, and he was so delighted by her response that he couldnât help but smile too.
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He was left alone to pack his belongings in a haze while all of the proper paperwork was filed. He was told that in a few hours he would be leaving on a private shuttle with an armed escort, but he was too dazed to think about this properly. Word travelled quickly that a royal had been present on Haven, and as soon as the others realized she had chosen Elliott â of all people â they began to mingle around his room to ask questions that he couldnât seem to answer.
Lilith (SV-6435), a small internee with skin the colour of milky sapphires, was lying on her stomach on his bed, wrapped in a towel and still a little wet from the spa. She had been watching him pack and was chattering incessantly about how this was an amazing opportunity for him. By now, the others had become bored with the news and had crept off to their own corners to gossip and preen.
ââŠAnd remember to be good, â she stressed. They were conversing in her language because she had been teaching Elliott sporadically since they had met several years prior, and both of them enjoyed the privacy of speaking in a language that not many around them knew.
âIâm always good,â he responded, tucking the last of his clothes into his suitcase. He looked at her and tilted his head in mock innocence. âThey like it that way.â
She laughed bitterly, twisting a lock of her hair around her finger absently. âDonât be cute; thatâs not what I meant,â she said, suddenly serious. âIs it any wonder why youâve never been patronized by a royal before? You understand why everyone is so surprised she chose you, donât you?â
He didnât say anything, so Lilith took this as her opportunity to continue lecturing him.
âYou have to follow their rules, Elliott,â she said. âYouâve lasted this long because youâre pretty and exotic â donât make that face, you know itâs true â but they know that Iotians have no use for royalty. They know that not only are you unfamiliar with their traditions, but also that you donât care about them. If you make one mistake in front of the wrong personââ
âIs this your way of saying that you care about me and you would hate to see me in line for the guillotine?â he asked pleasantly, moving to pack his books.
Lilith laughed and rolled over on her back, tilting her head so that she was watching him upside down. Her towel had slipped away with her movement, but neither of them noticed. âDonât be stupid. I hate your guts,â she said fondly. âBesides, I think hanging is back en vogue. Itâs cleaner, but still has the necessary drama for a good execution.â
Both of them bubbled into fits of easy, momentary laughter, and then their conversation drifted to discussion of things of less consequence. By the time his  belongings were packed, hardly taking up the space of two small suitcases, the artificial sunlight was beginning to dim outside. He crawled into the bed with her for one last time and Lilith pulled the blanket over them like it might draw out the time, or protect them from the cards they had drawn in life.
âIâm gonnaâ miss you,â she said like it was a secret, pressing her face into the crook of his neck. Her mouth parted against the warmth of his skin, almost like a kiss, and Elliott smiled to himself.
âIâm gonnaâ miss you too,â he said, pulling her closer. She hooked her leg around his like it was the natural thing to do and he held her against his chest, his fingers toying with her hair. âDonât worry, Iâm sure sheâll tire of my provincial ways soon enough and send me back in exchange for a better model.â
âDonât say that,â Lilith muttered against his throat, for a moment sounding legitimately hurt. âDonât say that because⊠because this is a good opportunity for you. It would be for any one of us. If you can make an impression on her, maybe⊠maybeâŠâ
She trailed off, but he knew what she meant to say. Maybe he could earn his freedom. Frankly, he wasnât counting on it. In nearly ten years of being under the custody of the Collectors, he had only seen a handful of internees earn their freedom back. And out of those, several eventually made their way back to Haven for one reason or another.
Besides, what could he do with freedom? He hardly knew the meaning of the word anymore. There was no way he would ever be able to afford to make it back to Iota, even on the cheapest of shuttles, and he wasnât even certain there was anything left for him there. Ten years was a long time.
Lilith's hands were creeping up the front of his shirt, and he felt the curve of her smile against his skin. âLet me give you a going away present,â she whispered impishly, pushing him onto his back. As she shifted on top of him the blanket slipped away, but she was quick to keep the both of them fully shrouded from the rest of the world.
Elliott laughed gently, his fingers still in her hair. âYou know you canât,â he said, but she was kissing his neck and he tipped his head back to give her better access. âYou know I canât. Not without permission. Iâve been bought and itâsââ He gasped as her mouth dropped lower, where she had pushed up his shirt. ââand itâs against the rules. Werenât you just explaining the importance of following rules to meâŠ?â
âOh, shut up,â she said, biting his chest. She wasn't exactly tender, but her mouth was soft enough so that she wouldnât leave a lasting mark. He gasped again and she laughed, pleased. âCâmon. One more lesson for the road. Tell me about your lady. Usual rules apply, and Iâll even give you bonus points for poetic flare. And you know how much I despise poetryââ
This was a game they liked to play to pass the time since there was rarely much else to do on Haven â and the internees were encouraged to fraternize with each other anyway, for the entertainment value. They merely found a way to make this particular aspect of their lives amusingly educational, and as a result, more engaging.
He would talk to her about whatever she told him to, in her dialect, and she would try her best to distract him into forgetting words. Points were irrelevant, like everything else, but she still enjoyed doling them out for creativity or taking them away if (when) he faltered.
âHe didnât say anything at first, but his eyes slipped shut as her mouth moved across his stomach. He knew that she was tracing the lines and eddies of the tattoos in his skin, and he had to swallow a shuddering groan.
âYou would have liked her,â he started slowly, smiling to himself as he thought about it.
âOh?â Lilith hummed from just above his navel.
He nodded and tilted his face to look down at her. She had her chin propped on his stomach, and was waiting patiently for him to elaborate before she carried on, despite the discomfort she was already beginning to cause him. Her eyebrows were raised, as if she were telling him that he could do better than that.
âShe was so beautiful,â he said in a sharp, sudden breath, and this almost seemed to catch Lilith off guard, but she pressed her mouth back to his skin. âThereâs an old Earthling fairy storyââ She bit him again and he choked out a laughing gasp because he knew that she hated fairy stories, and he had just lost some of his imaginary points.
ââThereâs a princess with white skin like⊠like the white on mountains. The white rain.â
âSnow,â Lilith corrected, slipping lower so that she could press her teeth into his hip. He began to shudder beneath her.
âSnow,â Elliott repeated, trying out the new word, his fingers tightening in her hair. She hummed in affirmation against him, signaling him to continue. Her fingers toyed with the waistband of his pants distractingly. âShe was white like snow,â he was saying dreamily, his head tipping back. His eyes shut and he could see her, how her face had been so close, her fingers curled in his hair â Heâs mine.
âBut she had little spots. Little spots like stars under her skinââ
âFreckles,â she prompted, shifting to tug his pants down over his hips. He arched his back for a moment, but she was roughly pushing him back into the bed like he was an impatient child.
âFreckles,â he said on a sigh. He wondered where else she had freckles. âHer hair,â he went on, trembling at the memory. âShe wore it down. Iâve never seen hair like that. Redââ But whatever he was going to say after that was cut off by a surprised moan because her mouth had found him. He tried to press his hips up, but her hands gripped him tightly, holding him down.
When Elliott went on, his voice was quiet and shaking. His eyes were still shut tightly, his fingers soft in Lilith's hair. âRed like⊠Red like Iota's second sun.â Her pleased laugh was muffled around him, and he moaned again at the sensation. Bonus points for poetic flare, he vaguely remembered, and he smiled too.
âThe second sun,â he said with a groan, âThe second sun is the larger star. In the summer she fills the sky with fire but we worship her and she keeps our crops safe. My ladyââ He gasped, because he found that he liked saying it, he liked being claimed by her. It surprised him, but he didnât have a chance to think about this because more broken words were tumbling from his mouth. âMy lady is the fire⊠the fire that curls from the second sunâs surface, the little licks of heat, those thingsââ
Lilith pulled her mouth from him with an amused chuckle. âThe⊠solar flares?â she suggested, ducking to bite the inside of his thigh. More points lost for stumbling.
He nodded, his mouth opening and closing like he might try the words himself. âSolar flares,â he finally said, and the words sounded strange to him, but Lilith was rewarding him with her mouth again and he moaned pleasurably. âWhen my lady smiles it burns; she is wrathful, but gently soââ
His words were cut off by another low moan as Lilith happily brought all of him into her mouth, a prize for his turn of phrase, and his hands pressed into her hair eagerly. âShe could kill with a single look, butâ Ah, Lilââ Her name drew out in his mouth, but she was swiftly pulling away to bite his thigh again and he cried out at the sudden pain.
âNaughty, donât talk about me,â she cooed pleasantly, nuzzling his hip. âCâmon, pretty boy, tell me more.â
Elliott sighed, petting her hair affectionately. âShe spoke Iotian,â he said abruptly, almost under his breath because a part of him had wanted to keep that detail to himself. This seemed to surprise Lilith, her eyes widened for a second before she lowered her mouth back to him. âIn her funny voiceâŠâ He laughed airily, remembering, but it dissolved into a tremulous moan.
âThatâs when I knew,â he managed, his voice still low. Lilith wasnât holding him down any longer, and he pressed his hips up excitedly. She hummed around him, urging him on. He was only dimly aware of what he was saying now, he was tumbling, stumbling across the words that she pulled from him.
âThatâs when I knew I was hers. Becauseâ ahâ Because she knew, because she knew my voice, she knew my tongue,â he was saying dizzily. He wanted to tell her how close he was, but that would only result in more punishment. His eyes closed again and he could see her, clearly as if she were there too, and he thought of the way her mouth had looked when she smiled at him.
âShe could destroy me,â he said, drawn out and trembling because he thought maybe he wanted her to destroy him. His hips stuttered against Lilith's mouth, and he knew what was coming next. He was almost babbling. âAnd she will, she will, like the sunââ
He gasped, cried out suddenly, but he pulled a hand from Lilith's hair to clap over his own mouth. But he didn't need to hold her there because she pressed down to swallow all of him, she might have smiled if she had been able, but her eyes were turned up to watch him come undone.
And the moment was over almost as soon as it had come, and he stilled, his arms falling to lie on either side of him, his breathing ragged. The blanket was still draped over them and he was suddenly aware of how warm he was as Lilith gently pulled his pants back up and crawled to curl next to him. Her head fell against his shoulder, and he let out another long, pleased sigh. He might have fallen asleep like that if she hadn't said anything, her voice so quiet that he almost didn't hear her. But there was no mistaking the concern in her words, like she was frightened again.
âRemember, please be careful.â
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death's keeper | part four--
The meeting with Death in the park left me dazed and confused â and wanting to see more of her. I wondered when I would reach a point where my questions to her wouldn't bring even more questions, and I felt ridiculous sitting around waiting to understand. I finished up my summer at the lab and spent another fortnight at the farm with my parents before heading back to Oxford. But I was distracted and antsy, and I'm ashamed to admit that both of my parents were on edge around me.
the one where they have a kid â
The person in front of her brustled through thanks to the clerk, and that let Win stepped forward.
"Yes, hello, is the train out of service to -"
"Mummy!"
death's keeper | part three--
Thankfully, my time at the home ended shortly after Alice's death. I had seen so many people die that summer, but her death broke something in me that I fear I will never be able to replace. The nurses and a few of the patients tried to convince me to stay on longer, but Oxford was calling. I wasn't certain if I would be able to stand another experience like the one I had in Alice's room, as much as I wanted to speak to Death further. There had to have been another way.
death's keeper | part two--
After the accident, things started to get weird. At least they got weirder than what I was used to, although I shouldn't have been surprised after the specter I had witnessed while lying in the roadway.
death's keeper | part one--
When I was seventeen years old, I died.
Wait, thatâs not right. Itâs a little more complicated than that (as if Death wasn't complicated enough), and I suppose if I had really died that night, I wouldnât be able to be here now telling you our storyâ
Let me start over.
trading the watch for a delorean | an 80s winniott mix | listen!
"The eighties are timeless," he said with certainty.
She didn't look as if she believed him, so he decided to prove it
the one where they're paranormal teenagers--
He was pulling into the town when his cell phone finally rang, still loud and obnoxious, and Ffion let out a startled shout all around him. âFor the love ofâcalm down! Itâs just my phone!â he cried, snatching up his phone from the center console. âElliott,â he said in a breath when he picked up, relieved. âElliott thereâs a problem.â
fukui miu | ă”ăă ăżăÂ
born in kyoto, japan, miu could have easily excelled academically, but the structure of educational facilities bored her. instead, she spent the majority of her time skipping classes and hacking into her schools computers to alter her grades. after graduating (with honors, of course), miu left the country without much of a goodbye, using her questionable skills to earn her enough money to make her way to her next destination. by the time she was twenty, she had settled comfortably in london, where she would later meet elliott on king's college campus and, by extension, lilith.
seemingly perpetually grumpy, miu has an affinity for magical girl anime and gore porn horror films. she is rare to admit affection and will often lash out against those who she cares for the most. she's skilled in various types of martial arts and has an impressive collection of japanese weaponry. Â a usual night in for her often includes painting lilith's nails, preparing bento boxes for lunch the next day, and binge watching old sitcoms. she collects tropical fish, which are her pride and joy.Â
the one where they wake up in vegas--